Disclaimer~ I don't own ff people *cries* maybe one day I will =)

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A note: fine longer chapters from now on even though I like shot chapters but reviews what em so here ya go! thanks reviews for ya reviews!!! Oh and btw I don't really like the start of this… I guess it could be a bitt better but oh well enjoy =D
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"I was raped " I started, then I looked around the room at Ti & Lu

"WHAT!?" Ti shouted "WHO WAS THE HELL BARSTED"

"calm down Tidus" Lulu said in a strong voice "Rikku go on"

"I was raped" I said again "by Sir Auron" I started to cry harder.

"WHAT THE FUCK!?" Ti was shouting or it was something like that…. He was on his feet now " SIR AURON RADED YOU?! THAT BARSTOD!!! WHEN THE HELL DID THIS HAPPED?!"

"Calm down and site down Tidus" lulu said again, Tidus obeyed and sat down "go on Rikku"

"he raped me 3 weeks after the eternal calm… I know this doesn't seem true… but it is" I finished.

Tidus gave me a hug and said "I do believe you Rikku, its just I cant believe what he did to you oh my god Rikku you poor thing" and then hugged me even more.

I lay with my head on his shoulder crying then Lu came and joined in the hug to…

Tidus' POV

Why the hell did Auron do that, that just isn't right!… Poor Rikku! She is so, so much younger than Auron! That sick old man… he has a sick mind!!! I don't know how to help Rikku, I mean I have always been there for her, but now… I don't know what to do. She is like my best mate, a sister and sometimes she seems like a girlfriend, well a real one… not like Yuna. I fell so confused! Why did you have to do it to Rikku you basted?! WHY?!

AS I lay in bed I though. Yuna wasn't home, she never was. Sometimes I wonder if she really loves me. I get the feeling that she doesn't. Where is she now? She never tells me where she's going how knows what she's doing… she's up to something… I know it… I can feel it.

*the next day*

I woke up slowly and looked at the clock… WOAH 6am now that's a first I amazed me that I went to sleep let alone woke up at 6am. I decided I would get up and do something I may as well make the most of the day, you know I was awake so yea. What to do what to do. Normally I would wake up a Wakka or someone else would had left a message on my phone telling me to get up and ring them, but I get I bet them all up today. Then it came to me ill go make brekkie for Rikku, make her happy, if she's not all ready awake!

I hopped into my car and drove full speed ahead hoping I would make it to Rikku's before she got up.

I got to her house and found that she was in a deep sleep I had climbed in from the side window on the south side of her house you see she never locked that window, maybe due to the fact that it was impossible to lock.

Now what to make for Breakfast… I needed ideas fast…. "Muffins!" I shouted "double chocolate chip muffins! Rikku loves them!"

I started making the muffins I'm not the greatest cook but the muffins didn't turn out half bad, and the kitchen that's another story… By the time the muffins were in the oven the kitchen was a bomb site! So I decided to start tiding up. I guess Rikku smelt the muffins cooking because when I turned around 10 minutes later she was standing the smiling and trying not to laugh at me tiding up her kitchen .

"morning sleepy head."

"morning Ti what you doing here?"

"uh cooking muffins?"

She looked so much better, like her normal self. I guess she had locked all her problems back inside.

Woah She looked gorgeous! Her hair was down for a change, she always wore it up her eyes lit up like her smile.

"muffins" she said in excitement "what flavour what flavour?!"

"double chocolate chip" I replied

"really?!" she was jumping up and down now

"yes really" I said with a smile.

She ran up to me and gave me a hug so hard that I almost stop breathing.

"thank you, thank you, thank you, so, so, so, so much!" she said.

Rikku had given me one of those Rikku hugs. When you get hugged by her no matter where you are, or how you felt before they are gone because Rikku's hugs make you happy no matter what. I'm starting to get the feeling that I love Rikku… not Yuna.

"uh its ok but…. Uh sorry about thee un floor and stuff"

"don't worry about that" she said with a smile "the muffins are ready!"

And they were trust Rikku to know her muffins.

We sat down in the lounge to eat you see there wasn't a clean spot in the kitchen. We ate our muffins in silence. Once finished them we decided to clean up my mess which was going to be a hard job!

We were almost done, I was washing the dishes and she was drying them, then Rikku dropped a spoon. We both bent down to pick it up our hands touched, we looked up our faces inches away, I didn't think I just leant forward and kissed her, she stoped and pulled away.

"what about Yuna?" she said I said nothing and just kissed her again she kissed back

BANG! BANG! BANG!

We jumped apart, she got up and answered the door it was Lulu. Trust lulu to come at the wrong time!

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A another note: ok that's me first long chapter =) you like? kgiilrlleyr helped me out with some parts thanks kgiilrlleyr! You like the story? Well me hope so. My fingers hurt now I don't usually type lots but oh well =)

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