AN: Well…another chapter added onto this story. *grins* I've been thinking about this after 'kawaii Jen' left a review, which gave a couple ideas. So, to you, thanks ^-^ This chapter may not seem to have anything to do with the previous one, but it does. It is told from Saturn's point of view. Sound strange, considering she died? Read on, it'll make sense, trust me ^^. Enough from me, so onto the story! Sailor Moon does not belong to me in any way, shape, or form. Same for Evanescence (Yup, sticking to the Evanescence songfic theme).

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*I linger in the doorway of alarm clock screaming, monsters calling my name.*

'The flesh may be dead…but Sailor Senshi exist within the Sailor Crystals. The power of the Sailor Crystals will never die'

Wasn't it Yaten-kun that had said that to Usagi-san? Those words rang in my mind as I looked around. Needless to say, I was confused. Hadn't I died while protecting the Moon Kingdom? But then, those words came to me. "So…I'm alive?"

My words echoed throughout the empty room, which I was in. I sighed, realizing where I was. I was back on Saturn, my home planet. The purple mist began to creep in through the doorway as if telling me I was correct in my assumption.

Slowly, I walked to one of the windows, and looked out at the terrain of my planet. As I stared into the darkness, I could almost hear creatures calling me: "Saturn…Bringer of death and destruction…You're nothing!"

That's what those creatures had said to me right before I unleashed my powers…Right before I had died.

*Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me. Where the raindrops, as they're falling, tell a story*

In a way, I was almost glad that I had returned to my home planet. Here, I wasn't looked at as the Senshi of death. Here, I wasn't considered strange or gross because of my strange healing abilities. Here…heck, I wasn't even looked at.

But I don't really mind the silence. Then again, it's never really silent. When I'm here, everything speaks to me; from the whispering wind…to the rambling rain…to the stuttering silence.

I guess, part of that reason is because I feel more…alive here. That sure does sound strange, considering I died back on Earth.

*In my field of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me*

Part of that reason is because this is my home. My one true home. Sure, I lived with Haruka-poppa, Michiru-momma, and Setsuna-momma for a while, growing up. But Saturn is my real home. After all, where else would the Senshi of death call home, other than the planet of destruction? Here, things are situate in just a way, that it fits me perfectly. The purple mist, which constantly blow in the winds of darkness; nothing would seem more inviting to me.

"I wonder what Chibiusa-chan is up to…" I say quietly. The thought struck me suddenly, out of no-where. But, I suddenly wanted to see what my friend was doing. I walked over to the large screen, which would show me the happenings of my beloved Kingdom.

*Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality. I know well that lies beyond my sleeping refuge, the nightmare I built my own world to escape*

What I saw, made me both happy…and terrified. I saw Chibiusa and Elios, happily married. They even had a little child; a small girl who couldn't be more than five. She looked just like Chibiusa had when she was younger. The only exception was, her hair was light blue with a few pink streaks here and there.

That thing that terrified me was this: when I died, they weren't even married. Yet, here they were, with a child. Then it hit me. Sailor Saturn never awakens unless she's needed…Meaning, I was going to have to live up to my title yet again…I was going to have to silence a planet.

As if proving me right, there was suddenly an explosion on screen. The screen blacked out for a few minutes, then slowly came back. By that time, the Senshi were out, defending the palace. I didn't see Chibiusa, Elios, or the child…

*In my field of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me*

I shook my head and backed away. Then, turned and ran down one of the many hallways. "No! No, no, no, no!" I said, running and still shaking my head. Why was this my fate? I loved my planet, but I hated my destiny. "Why do I have to be the one to silence planets?!"

Suddenly, I came to the end of the hall. There was a large window, looking out into that dark, misty terrain that I loved so much. I stopped at the window and put my hands against the glass, leaning against it in a way. I leaned my head forward, until my forehead touched the glass, and that's when the tears began falling. "Why? Why can't I stay here? I want to stay where the purple mist surrounds me at all times."

*Swallowed up by the sound of my screaming, cannot cease for the fear of silent nights. Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming; the goddess of imaginary light.*

Finally I let loose and screamed, "Why can't I just stay here? Why?!" For the first time since I had awakened since my death, I wanted nothing to do with silence. I didn't want to hear it…I didn't want to feel it's eerie presence…And I didn't want to bring it.

I hit my fist on the glass, before sinking to my knees and burying my face in my hands. Why me? Why was it me?

Funny…Just a few minutes ago, I was so happy to be back home. But now…now I wished I would've remained in slumber. I wrapped my arms around my knees and sat there, wishing that it were all a dream. No, wishing it wasn't real. Then, out of the corner of my eye, I saw something.

Slowly, I stood back up and looked above the window. There was a picture there. It had a golden frame and silver designs etched into it. In each corner, was a crescent moon. As I looked at the picture, my tears slowly disappeared. I took a deep breath, then turned and began to walk out of the hall. And, as I began to fade from my home on Saturn, I whispered the words that told me why I am a guardian. "Neo Queen Serenity…"

The picture I had seen, was one of my dear Queen, as well as her family and the other Senshi. And, within the next few seconds, I disappeared completely from Saturn.

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AN: Well, that's a long one, ne? Heh ^-^ I was looking over lyrics to Evanescence songs, when this one caught my eye. I had originally planned to just have a conclusion of sorts, having Saturn make her return. But then, this one just formed. So, one more chapter coming and this story is done. ^-^ Please review. Ja ne!