thanx for the reviews again. here's the next part.
i don't own any thing except the plot, Bailey, and her family.
notes: Bai tells scott about the fight w/shelby. peter asks questions about bai's past.
p.s. sorry bout my spelling
HINTS: (*)'s mean thoughts (~)'s mean dream sequence
enjoy!
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Shelby was once again awakened by Bai's cries. shelby got up and walked over to her bed and shook Bai. * god what does this girl dream about shes like not waking up* shelby thought irratated. finally she gave up and went back to bed. Bai was tossing and turning saying "it's all my fault" ~she heard her mother scream with terror in her voice, then she saw him laughing and staring at the bodies infront of him, when he was done he ran out of the house and was gone, her mother ran over to where they were laying, she could hear her mother screaming " its all your fault , i hate you" when she looked down she saw him dead in her arms bleeding from his wounds~ just like the night before she woke to find it was all a dream * god it felt so real, like it was hapening all over again, god i have to tell someone or im just going to die, i miss him so much, why didnt he just kill me not him .* Bai thought as she cried herself to sleep for the second night in a row.
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The next moring at breakfeast she could hardly eat. she needed to talk to scott, she needed someone she trusted to confide in. and that person was him. *i just hope he understands and doesnt think im a horrible person, even if it was my fault, and i'll tell him about the fight also.* she thought to her self contently.
when breakfeast was over she headed to tell scott to meet her after lunch.
she walked over to dump her tray, and motioned for scott to follow. he did.
"good morning gorgous" he said with a smile. " i need to talk to u, after lunch can you meet me some where to talk?" she asked with a tone of sadness in her voice.
" sure whats wrong? we can meet in the woods. since we both have a free period right after lunch" he said with conseren in his voice. " great thanx. i got to go, bye" she said before she left. he grabed her hand and pulled her in for a quick hug.
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In the woods:
" so what did you want to talk about u sounded sad or something" scott said as he aproached her. " i need to talk to someone about these nightmares i keep having. and i just needed someone to confide in that wont judge me and someone i trust" she said softly. " ok, do you know what the dreams are about?" he asked concerend. " yes... they're ...of what happend to make me turn to drugs." she said a little bit above a whisper as she was staring at her feet. scott turned to her and said" can you tell me what made u turn to them? u dont have to but it might help you get over the nightmares" looking concerend." if i tell you can u promise me u...u wont tell anyone,?" she asked worridly.he looked into her scared eyes and simply replyed"yes" . with that she sat down and began to exlpain that horrific night. her voice was shakey and low but scott could hear her fine. " well you see i was at this party about a year ago, and i decided i wanted to go home, and i brought home this friend who needed to crash on our couch for the night.he was nice i didnt know him that well but i figured hey he'd do the same thing to u if u needed to crash somewhere. when i came home my mother and father were still awake they were in the living room. when they saw my friend walk in with me they jumped to conclusions, and started saying i was to young to be having sex. i told them i wasnt having sex and that jesse just needed a place to sleep of his drukeness and he'd be out of the way in the morning. they said alright cause they trusted my judgement and figured teenagers will be teenagers" she said almost about to cry but she contiued. " about a half an hour later i heard something in the living room, so i went to check on jesse, he was taking things from our downstairs, when i confronted him he just pulled out a gun and pointed it at me and said dont move, by this time my mother and father had heard the noises and had come down but jesse didnt see them, when my dad saw he had a gun...." starting to cry" when he saw the gun he ran out in front of me, jesse got angry and shot him several times in the chest, he landed on me he was in my arms and i could hear my mother screaming no, not my William and my dad saying he loved me and his cries of pain, jesse thought it was funny so he was laughing, when he realized he had to get out before the cops get there he ran, my mother was crying and yelling ... its all your fault its all your fault." crying histericly now. "now everynight i hear my fathers screams of pain and my mothers hatred in her voice, and jesses relentless laughing. i was so over come with guilt that i turned to drugs, anything from pot to acid anything to make the world go away and disapear, and when my mother remaried two months ago to Hal Angsel, my pain and anger got worse so i tryed haroin and i almost ODed thats when she decided to send me here. because she couldnt stand to look at me it brought back to many reminders of him and i was to out of control for her. so she shipped me off here and she's back in albany with her new life, new husbend and two new perfect wonderful sweet 13 year old twin daughters Madiline and Gillian. and im here with no one who wants me here besides u, i mean shelby hates me, julliete pitties me and daisy just doesnt even agknowledge im there." she said still crying but with a touch of anger in her voice. scott didnt know what to say but he tryed " it wasnt your fault u didnt know jesse was going to do that, how could u have known. and for ur mother good riddens u dont need her if she's going to act like that.and what do u mean shelby hates u?"he asked trying to comfort her. " i mean she saw us at the docks last night and when i got back she started a fight with me verbal not physical and the rest is what i said." she said her tears still coming but not as fast. " oh im so sorry i didnt know, but u still have me and maybe if u tell peter what happend he could help u with the whole mom thing" he suggested before pulling her into a tight reassuring hug. " no i cant tell him not yet." she said softly.
after she stoped crying and scott had reassured her everything was going to be alright they headed back.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~over the next few nights she would have the dreams and then she would wake up go to her morning classes and after lunch meet up with scott to talk in the woods and sometimes make out, then off to her after noon classes and then dinner / group and then meet scott on the docks for a mini make out secsion. Julliete was getting worried because everynight she would wake up to bailey crying and screaming its all my fault. so she decided to tell peter maybe he could help she thought.
the next day she went into peter's office and talked to him. " hi" she said in her normal perky voice. "hey julliete how are things going with the new girl Bailey?" he asked her interested. " that's what i came to talk to u about, see shes been having nightmares everynight for the past 5 nights since shes been here. and there always the same i think, because shes always crying and saying its all my fault, and when we ask her about them she just shuts us out." she stated worriedly. " well thank u for telling me i will have a talk with her today " he said concerend. with that she left and went on with her day.
"hey scott so where do u go after lunch and dinner all the time" auggie asked curiously. scott just smiled and said " its a secret" . " whoa who is she last time i saw u this happy was when u and shelby started going out" auggie said with a laugh. " like i said its a secret." he stated with a huge smile. scott walked towards the woods. he was almost to the edge of the woods when " hey scott wait up i have a question for u " peter yelled towards him. " what's up" scott replyed.
" have u seen the new girl Bailey anywhere i need to talk to her" peter said.
" actually i was just going to see her." he said confussed. " oh where is she?" peter asked. " over there" he pointed to the direction she was walking. " hey Bai over here" scott yelled. she smiled and came over. " whats up u guys?" she asked. " oh i just need to speak with u for a few minutes if thats alright" peter said.
" sure ill be right back scott k" she said with a smile. when they got to peters office he motioned for her to sit down and she did. " julliete infromed me that u keep having reoccuring nightmares is that true?" he asked with concern. she made up something to explain them quickly," o those yea there just night mares i keep having were something happens and i think its my fault but i never know what happend." she said quickly and figgity " oh ok well if anything out of the ordinary happens just come see me" peter said knowing she wasnt telling him the truth but didnt want to push it. she left and headed to find scott. * god that was close* she thought before she found scott. the rest of the day went as normal.
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Next: they go on an over night hike and something happens while their in the woods. scott confronts shelby about the fight.
hope u like please review thanx
i don't own any thing except the plot, Bailey, and her family.
notes: Bai tells scott about the fight w/shelby. peter asks questions about bai's past.
p.s. sorry bout my spelling
HINTS: (*)'s mean thoughts (~)'s mean dream sequence
enjoy!
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Shelby was once again awakened by Bai's cries. shelby got up and walked over to her bed and shook Bai. * god what does this girl dream about shes like not waking up* shelby thought irratated. finally she gave up and went back to bed. Bai was tossing and turning saying "it's all my fault" ~she heard her mother scream with terror in her voice, then she saw him laughing and staring at the bodies infront of him, when he was done he ran out of the house and was gone, her mother ran over to where they were laying, she could hear her mother screaming " its all your fault , i hate you" when she looked down she saw him dead in her arms bleeding from his wounds~ just like the night before she woke to find it was all a dream * god it felt so real, like it was hapening all over again, god i have to tell someone or im just going to die, i miss him so much, why didnt he just kill me not him .* Bai thought as she cried herself to sleep for the second night in a row.
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The next moring at breakfeast she could hardly eat. she needed to talk to scott, she needed someone she trusted to confide in. and that person was him. *i just hope he understands and doesnt think im a horrible person, even if it was my fault, and i'll tell him about the fight also.* she thought to her self contently.
when breakfeast was over she headed to tell scott to meet her after lunch.
she walked over to dump her tray, and motioned for scott to follow. he did.
"good morning gorgous" he said with a smile. " i need to talk to u, after lunch can you meet me some where to talk?" she asked with a tone of sadness in her voice.
" sure whats wrong? we can meet in the woods. since we both have a free period right after lunch" he said with conseren in his voice. " great thanx. i got to go, bye" she said before she left. he grabed her hand and pulled her in for a quick hug.
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In the woods:
" so what did you want to talk about u sounded sad or something" scott said as he aproached her. " i need to talk to someone about these nightmares i keep having. and i just needed someone to confide in that wont judge me and someone i trust" she said softly. " ok, do you know what the dreams are about?" he asked concerend. " yes... they're ...of what happend to make me turn to drugs." she said a little bit above a whisper as she was staring at her feet. scott turned to her and said" can you tell me what made u turn to them? u dont have to but it might help you get over the nightmares" looking concerend." if i tell you can u promise me u...u wont tell anyone,?" she asked worridly.he looked into her scared eyes and simply replyed"yes" . with that she sat down and began to exlpain that horrific night. her voice was shakey and low but scott could hear her fine. " well you see i was at this party about a year ago, and i decided i wanted to go home, and i brought home this friend who needed to crash on our couch for the night.he was nice i didnt know him that well but i figured hey he'd do the same thing to u if u needed to crash somewhere. when i came home my mother and father were still awake they were in the living room. when they saw my friend walk in with me they jumped to conclusions, and started saying i was to young to be having sex. i told them i wasnt having sex and that jesse just needed a place to sleep of his drukeness and he'd be out of the way in the morning. they said alright cause they trusted my judgement and figured teenagers will be teenagers" she said almost about to cry but she contiued. " about a half an hour later i heard something in the living room, so i went to check on jesse, he was taking things from our downstairs, when i confronted him he just pulled out a gun and pointed it at me and said dont move, by this time my mother and father had heard the noises and had come down but jesse didnt see them, when my dad saw he had a gun...." starting to cry" when he saw the gun he ran out in front of me, jesse got angry and shot him several times in the chest, he landed on me he was in my arms and i could hear my mother screaming no, not my William and my dad saying he loved me and his cries of pain, jesse thought it was funny so he was laughing, when he realized he had to get out before the cops get there he ran, my mother was crying and yelling ... its all your fault its all your fault." crying histericly now. "now everynight i hear my fathers screams of pain and my mothers hatred in her voice, and jesses relentless laughing. i was so over come with guilt that i turned to drugs, anything from pot to acid anything to make the world go away and disapear, and when my mother remaried two months ago to Hal Angsel, my pain and anger got worse so i tryed haroin and i almost ODed thats when she decided to send me here. because she couldnt stand to look at me it brought back to many reminders of him and i was to out of control for her. so she shipped me off here and she's back in albany with her new life, new husbend and two new perfect wonderful sweet 13 year old twin daughters Madiline and Gillian. and im here with no one who wants me here besides u, i mean shelby hates me, julliete pitties me and daisy just doesnt even agknowledge im there." she said still crying but with a touch of anger in her voice. scott didnt know what to say but he tryed " it wasnt your fault u didnt know jesse was going to do that, how could u have known. and for ur mother good riddens u dont need her if she's going to act like that.and what do u mean shelby hates u?"he asked trying to comfort her. " i mean she saw us at the docks last night and when i got back she started a fight with me verbal not physical and the rest is what i said." she said her tears still coming but not as fast. " oh im so sorry i didnt know, but u still have me and maybe if u tell peter what happend he could help u with the whole mom thing" he suggested before pulling her into a tight reassuring hug. " no i cant tell him not yet." she said softly.
after she stoped crying and scott had reassured her everything was going to be alright they headed back.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~over the next few nights she would have the dreams and then she would wake up go to her morning classes and after lunch meet up with scott to talk in the woods and sometimes make out, then off to her after noon classes and then dinner / group and then meet scott on the docks for a mini make out secsion. Julliete was getting worried because everynight she would wake up to bailey crying and screaming its all my fault. so she decided to tell peter maybe he could help she thought.
the next day she went into peter's office and talked to him. " hi" she said in her normal perky voice. "hey julliete how are things going with the new girl Bailey?" he asked her interested. " that's what i came to talk to u about, see shes been having nightmares everynight for the past 5 nights since shes been here. and there always the same i think, because shes always crying and saying its all my fault, and when we ask her about them she just shuts us out." she stated worriedly. " well thank u for telling me i will have a talk with her today " he said concerend. with that she left and went on with her day.
"hey scott so where do u go after lunch and dinner all the time" auggie asked curiously. scott just smiled and said " its a secret" . " whoa who is she last time i saw u this happy was when u and shelby started going out" auggie said with a laugh. " like i said its a secret." he stated with a huge smile. scott walked towards the woods. he was almost to the edge of the woods when " hey scott wait up i have a question for u " peter yelled towards him. " what's up" scott replyed.
" have u seen the new girl Bailey anywhere i need to talk to her" peter said.
" actually i was just going to see her." he said confussed. " oh where is she?" peter asked. " over there" he pointed to the direction she was walking. " hey Bai over here" scott yelled. she smiled and came over. " whats up u guys?" she asked. " oh i just need to speak with u for a few minutes if thats alright" peter said.
" sure ill be right back scott k" she said with a smile. when they got to peters office he motioned for her to sit down and she did. " julliete infromed me that u keep having reoccuring nightmares is that true?" he asked with concern. she made up something to explain them quickly," o those yea there just night mares i keep having were something happens and i think its my fault but i never know what happend." she said quickly and figgity " oh ok well if anything out of the ordinary happens just come see me" peter said knowing she wasnt telling him the truth but didnt want to push it. she left and headed to find scott. * god that was close* she thought before she found scott. the rest of the day went as normal.
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Next: they go on an over night hike and something happens while their in the woods. scott confronts shelby about the fight.
hope u like please review thanx