The Lights of Deling
Part Two- Rise of the
Resistance
Seifer Almasy walked the streets
of Deling. Feeling sullen and out of place desperate and alone. His signature
trench coat swaying in the night's air and the confident smirk was wiped off
his face. His gunblade dragged along the ground, but he didn't care. He didn't
care about anything anymore. Slowly, too slowly things had slipped away
disappearing, withering, blowing away whatever one might call it. One, he
reminded himself was all that there was left of his posse. But, if anything
could make this self-loathing feeling or hopelessness worst, it was thinking
about the past. Like when he thought of Squall, or any of his former colleges,
enemies what were they in fact? The lines that he had seen so clearly between
right and wrong had become blurred for him. He couldn't see dreams, he couldn't
see hope, and that scarred him. When he had fought against them that last time,
when Fujin and Raijin had left him all alone he had known that wasn't him. Or
when he had tried to junction Rinoa to Adel. It couldn't be him. Sure he had
rejoined Fujin and Raijin, pretending once again that everything was fine,
nothing had happened after all so how could there be a problem? But he knew
what was best for them and he that would only bring them down. Possibly make
their names as much as a joke as his own. He had traveled far away, stealing
away from their happiness, their laughter. Far from the Garden that cursed him
the rival that had everything and the women that was no longer his.
Deling was fine, he decided.
It was dark, aged, mysterious, and poetic in a way, just like him he thought.
The empty streets were his haven and he loved the way the lights grazed his
features, coarsely exaggerating them making him seem like the ghost that he
was. The ghost of his former self. He loved being hidden by the eye of passers
by and how he blended into the gray. Who wouldn't love dropping out into
oblivion where no one could find you, where no one could see who you were and
no one could care? Sure life was sweet, sweeter than the fresh dew off the
pavement or the exhaust from of a rundown car. But he had chosen this solitude,
just like he had chosen to become Ultimecia's knight, and just like he had
chosen to become an exile from Garden. He sighed as his belie began to ache, to
crave food which at the site of it alone disgusted him. How it seemed both
physically and mentally he was decaying away. He found himself coming upon the
Galbadian Hotel and decided by fate to go in.
* * * *
The tottering lanterns on
the arced sides only illuminated the stone passageway. They hung off, jumping
out and getting in the way of Charm. The musty smell seemed to taint everything
making it feel dirty, saturated with something unholy. The tunnels were a
best-kept secret in Deling, a good way for bandits and outlaws to avoid the
proper authorities. Heat made the almost cave like environment unbearable, as
if it was to begin with, he thought. He lifted the sleeping girl's head up at
the same time wiping the sweat from his forehead. He hated this, trudging
through unmapped tunnels, following a girl he barely knew. He doubted her, he
doubted Chase and more importantly he doubted himself. He looked down at the
girl in his arms, her eyes shut so peacefully though she couldn't possibly be
at rest if she knew what was happening. He tried better to bring up her head so
it wouldn't fall back and be unsupported. But instead rest against his chest.
He smiled at her innocence, or the innocence of her face, how young she looked.
He wanted her to awaken, so he could gaze upon those soft eyes again. And slowly
Charm began to forget about the dark halls, that smell, and the unknown. But
instead he cradled the girl protectively.
Onna looked back at Charm.
He carried the girl so easily, without a bit of struggle. He was so strong it
seemed, so unlike her. But she tried not to think of the darkness, of Charm, or
worry about Chase. But the confusion of the recently pasted event stayed on her
mind, a plague; a kind of disease that refused to let her be. The empty cellar
to which she wandered down was still new to her, so how could she possibly be
expected to find the way? The halls were rumored to be littered with monsters
that would pursue unsuspecting parties, keeping aback for most of the journey,
but appearing for a few moments, playing tricks with one's mind. These monsters
would slowly wear you down, maybe pick out one meaningless soldier and slowly
toy in till the whole party seemed to have disappeared into the darkness. This
crossed her mind as she heard a wicked cackling in the far off of the chambers.
She shivered with fear. A natural reaction, but somehow felt inappropriate,
better suited for a mere child not an experienced soldier. What would Chase
think of her, cowering over unseen phantoms, she thought. She tried to recall a
mental map to try and relocate their hidden refuge. She stumbled on the uneven
pavement, but looked up and saw the ladder she had been desperately seeking.
Charm caught up with her and she decided to start to climb up the rickety
ladder.
When he arrived after the
long climb up the rusted ladder he gently put the girl down on the chair
knowing she would awake in a moment. Onna had disappeared into the back without
a word so he would be forced to look after this girl. Not that he minded he
couldn't wait to see her wake. So he sat down in the corner of the small,
decrepit room wiping a clean place on the soiled floor. Was it really his dream
to be stuck in a place like this? But then he began to see the angel wake,
struggling in the restraints and her head twisting right and left. He watched
her in almost awe as her eyes flickered open and gazed in horror at their
surroundings. His knees where up and his head leaned back against the
stonewalls uncomfortably against the rough surface. Then the scarred eyes gazed
upon him with fear. He rose to his feet feverishly contemplating what he could
do, tempted to run away from the look on her face.
"Who are you?"
Rinoa shouted. She gazed around the drab confinements and then back to her body
that had been completely restrained with her arms tied around her back, legs
buckled down and chained, she was surprised she could move her mouth. She saw a
man in the corner with a look on his face that scarred her and the fact that he
was coming closer didn't help much either. What was this about, she thought.
One minute she had been waiting to see her troublesome father who had just so
happened to be kidnapped and what now? Was she kidnapped? Where was Squall, or
her friends or anybody? What could she do, how could she escape and how could
she get help? The dark man stood above her with a snide look, almost of
contempt. He seemed confident enough, but she was sure Squall would save her
like he always did. Just like he had saved her from the being sacrificed for
the Iguaions, or crumbling ledge of Garden, or drifting endlessly into space or
the Sorceress Memorial. He had to save her.
"Me, I'm just the
messenger. And you know what they say girlie, don't kill the messenger."
He responded. He folded his arms and starred down at her mischievously.
"And what's that suppose
to mean? I'll ask you again who are you and what am I doing here!" She
felt stiff and uncomfortable and her arms and legs ached, maybe they were
bruised along with her pounding head. Then again maybe this could be some kind
of cruel joke, or a nightmare, or maybe if she was able to move her arm she
could pinch her self and wake up.
"You're a rebel,
in a resistance group, what do rebels do? Well in this case it was quite
convenient to kidnap a very useful alley like a Sorceress," he stopped
abruptly in front of her face and bent down looking her strait into the eyes.
"What?! This is because
I'm a sorceress? You're gonna have to help me out with this one, but how the
hell do you expect me to become an alley to you and whatever army?!" She
tried to keep her composure and act as though she was a mighty sorceress' from
one of those legends. But turned away from the stranger, refusing to look at
him.
* * * *
Squall ran out from the
safety of his friends after telling Zell and Irvine to turn back. The sky was
dark, but the moon the stars and the streetlights showed the dark buildings and
the allies. He had been trying so hard to run after what seemed now to be only
a phantom and his legs felt like they were just about to give out. He felt his
burning feet hit hard against the pavement and the way the shock traveled up
his numbed legs. The figure disappeared behind the darkest corner as the chase
continued. And it was obvious to both Squall and the stranger that the stranger
knew the city better and would win, probably disappear into the same hole that
he come from. But Squall knew he wouldn't give up because giving up would be
betraying her and maybe mean ultimately loosing her. Which he couldn't do. He
was out of breath, panting and chest heaving for air that wasn't there. His
hair was entangled and flew wildly over his eyes and he could feel the way the
cool sweat reacted to the night's air. His muscles were far too over worked to
point where he stumbled over to the ground. He sat down on the frigid pavement
laying his gunblade on the pavement watching as the figure disappeared and he
knew the phantom was far-gone. And this was as far as he could go, he couldn't
run after he couldn't keep up, he would have to stop and finally he wouldn't be
able to save her. He could reach out with a gloved hand for something that
wasn't there.
And then he could go back to
his friends, to Quistis expectations, to Selphie's childish dreams and so
fourth. Stare then back into the eyes and see that way the way they sank down into
their sockets. Then after these looks of fear, hopelessness, despair and
finally the most horrid way you could ever feel they would gaze back at him.
Analyze how he felt, study the look on his face, desperately searching for
whatever they needed or expected. Then they would try and ask him how he felt
and for once he thought he might actually tell them, but if they knew how he
really felt than that would scare them even more. He dreaded that. But, maybe
there was a way, a hope similar to a fairy tale where everyone could live so
happily ever after. After all was he not the hero, that's what they had called
him and yet look at what had happened to the hero. He felt the hole inside of
him grow and the guilt as he sat down on the frigid curve, laying his gunblade
to the side as he felt his gloved hand cover his forehead. The Hero, the
Knight, the SeeD, the Lion, had all failed.
* * * *
Quistis turned around as she
heard someone coming down the stairs and hoped for Squall, but was shocked at
the very least when the familiar figure of Seifer was shown instead. Her first
thought was what, but than why. How could he come back, how could he show his
face ever again? And then she judged that maybe and quite strangely it could
possibly be a chance encounter, by the look on his face. He had stopped,
mid-pace, mid-step on the stairwell. His arms gripping the wooden banister on
each side and his eyes squinted with disdain. She still saw again that familiar
scar as his temples wrinkled. The black gunblade still to his side as his arm
flew violently back.
"Great, doesn't
this just make my day?" He spoke. He was sure he was giving off the same
look of surprise as the ones that were on their faces. His eyes scanned the
silent bar to see Quistis, Selphie, Zell, Irvine, but no Squall or Rinoa to his
surprise. He had heard that General Caraway, her father had gone missing and
suspected they might come back but had never dreamed he would've run into. He
hated it. The very people he had been trying to avoid for so long, and for so
long he hadn't seen Fujin and Raijin. He could almost laugh at the irony, but
decided to try and stay as calm as possible. After all Squall wasn't there or
his little whore.
"Seifer?" Quistis
questioned. She noticed the slicked back blonde hair, the scar, the gunblade,
the trench coat, but something didn't seem right. The Seifer she had known had
this strange aura of supreme and unquestionable ego and demand. In a way he
seemed to take over the room but this man, this man seemed empty and tired,
weakened from within there was no color to his face. He looked desperate, eyes
cast down and sagging with deep, dark circles on once brilliant eyes that
sparkled on a summer's day with influence. He looked thin and unkempt like he
had been slowly wasting away. She didn't like it she didn't like it at all. Seifer
what happened to you?
"What are you looking
at Instructor? Oh wait you're aren't one anymore." He continued to walk
down the stairway and noticed how their eyes followed him. He didn't know what
was the big deal; it's not like anything had changed. He looked the same, and
was acting the same for them and yet he gazed back at them as they starred so
querulously at him, like he was completely foreign and unknown.
"Man…" Was all
that Zell could say. He couldn't remember the last time he had seen Seifer, but
he knew he hadn't appeared like this. Not all tired out and pathetic. Zell had
been afraid of Seifer at one time, but never would've if he had looked like
this.
"Ewww, you look icky." Selphie said with alarm.
Irvine smiled at her contently and in agreement, it was not like
he was happy to look upon Seifer again. In his opinion he thought the guy was a
bold asshole that had caused nothing but trouble and he was sure that if Squall
were here he would've agree. Where was
Squall? He had remembered the look that he had given him, the final look
before he had turned his back for further pursuit. The way his eyes appeared so
determined, starring down intensely and brow furrowed as his lips curved down.
The stale, unemotional way that he looked, bottling everything inside and
focusing all of his life into one action. Irvine knew at those times just how
different he was from Squall. That scarred him, how Squall could act like that.
It was a unique kind of power and if it ever fell into the wrong hands…
"Oh and what's that suppose to be, a rat on your face?"
He said to Selphie. She clenched her fist in rage and squinted her eyes. Irvine
wanted to do something, he wanted to hug her and tell her how cute she was and
that Seifer was just being a jerk as usual. He hated how he had to live up to a
reputation that he couldn't just express how he felt all because of other
people. He knew how bad Selphie felt even if she knew it wasn't true.
"And who are you to pick on little girls?" Irvine
questioned him. Selphie smiled hearing this, even though he had called her a
little girl. Zell swatted at the air threateningly, his knee's bent to support
the various jabs and punches. And Quistis folded her arms and starred back at
him showing her disappointment.
"Hey!" Selphie objected.
"See I missed you all so, how we exchanged these delightful
conversations and all. How could I live without being laughed at and cursed,
threats. I think it's funny, I remember what she said, when Ultimecia said all
that shit about leaving behind your childhood. Yeah, well I left it long ago,
but you obviously haven't moved on." He said confidently. He stood at the
end of the stairs unable to progress. He didn't think they would know how to
react, maybe they could just leave him alone, let him go without any trouble.
And the last thing he was in the mood for was to explain everything to his
enemies or to be pitied. He didn't want to be around them; he had planned on
never seeing them again and now this. What was this, a reunion, a nightmare? He
just wanted to escape. He turned his back ready, but was disappointed that he
wouldn't get a drink.
"And where do you think you're going?" Quistis demanded.
He turned around frustrated. Why was he doing this, he asked himself. It wasn't
like he owed them anything. "Please, Seifer." She tried. Selphie and
Irvine and Zell starred at her questionably.
"What, are you going to miss me?" He asked her
sarcastically.
"Rinoa was kidnapped." She said though didn't know why
he would care.
He starred back at her with disbelief.
"And what am I suppose to do about it?" He asked her.
"That's why Squall isn't here he went to go after her with
Irvine and Zell and hasn't returned yet," she continued.
"Who cares, oh my the little lovers are gone boo-hoo try
someone who cares!" He yelled at her.
"You all hate me enough as it is and now that your beloved
Commander is gone and his little bitch you come to me what the hell do you
expect!" He explained.
"Fine Seifer, we just thought you might have seen them, maybe
you don't care but a lot of other people do. I mean you your self said that you
had grown up and were beyond all this childish world crisis stuff, I think I am
to," Quistis said. She saw the looks of doubt, the way they probably
thought that she was mad. Quistis, Garden's prime pupil, graduating at
fifth-teen and getting her instructor license at seventeen, and now talking
about her disgust with the world.
"Uh huh yes little ol' instructor is going to quit Garden,
abandon her whole career and let down the world. I'll believe it when I see
it," he knew she could never leave her precise Garden, at one time he had
thought the same way. Garden had felt like his home and in a way it was. He had
grown up there, ever since he was about five he had run down those halls
chasing after Squall. He couldn't really remember much about his childhood and
it seemed to him that it was better left alone. No, he looked on to the future
where his dreams would be met, or at least he had used to. Childhood was over,
garden was over and it seemed his life over. He asked himself that question
often, what was he suppose to do now? How could he return and how could he live
up to his dreams, how could anything be right?
"You're right you had a choice, but I, I could never
leave…" Quistis frowned as she thought of this. Every time she thought of
Garden she frowned and every time she thought of the future. It wasn't as if
everything seemed unknown and unplanned. She knew where all of this was going
and maybe it was too clear, and too terrible to admit. She saw this picture of
herself and everyone. She saw Squall with his arm around Rinoa and her head
nuzzled into his jacket. Her arms gently tugging on the cold leather and her
face covered from everyone, but him. He then turned around starring out into
forever and past her, Quistis. Irvine, face askew and gun over his shoulder.
Selphie smiling and her hands clutched, up and seemed almost to be praying for
something. Zell, batting the air like usual and bouncing with support form his
legs. Theses were supposedly her friends and she knew over the years after mind
numbing missions and all the beautiful, angelic boredom they might still be the
same and that scared her. SeeD, which she had followed so blindly, never
questioning. It wasn't so bad, she told herself. She had money, respect
everything she wanted everything except him. Maybe that's what had kept her
going, in till she could never look back.
"Sorry I won't be able to stick around to listen to what I
know will be a oh-so sad story, but I don't care!" He walked back up the
scarlet, curling stairs. He just wanted to escape, run away from their looks,
run away… He didn't care, that's what he had said and he was just so much
better than they were. He was the mighty, the brave, the gallant, the
irresistible, the strong and the knight Seifer Almasy. He gripped the shiny,
wooden banister and kept his head up, taking his time and it seemed now that no
one cared to stop him. And the doorway was just a step away when he saw him.
* * * *
Landon Johnston was the people's hero, being the younger
wittier, charismatic youth who would bring new blood into Galbadia. The hope,
the blinding light that ultimately vanquished darkness, maybe slaying so
unfortunate innocents on the way, but in the end all was right, true. And
that's what Landon thought, and that's what his job was about was to convince
the masses of the same. Maybe that wasn't the whole truth, but as long as they
couldn't tell fact from fiction he would be fine Put on the right show, add the
little kick in their days, he knew every trick from following a long line of
politicians. Every trick to make them smile and cry. He liked the way it felt
when a crowd cheered for him, when he took center stage and when they believed
in him. And he knew if was fate, destiny for him to win everything was laid out
in front of him, clear as a summers day. A summer's day, with a fair blue sky
washing over the planet only so far overhead, not a cloud, nor a sign of
darkness in the perfect sky. Perfect, with the sun high up the brilliant sphere
of wild energy, the world's savior. He could taste the sweet berries and feel
the heat beating down and then a cool breeze brushing past him towards the
east. The grass swaying like the ocean waves rhythmic, capturing his attention.
But like everything, summer never lasts forever, he thought. He knew what
followed the summer and what followed after happiness, that everything was
bound to fall apart eventually. He thought of this as he starred down at the
young sleeping mistress, the piano girl who hoped to make it big. He smiled at
her crumpled form on the rich and high up king sized hotel bed, the down
comforter had been kicked off so she almost shivered on the cold room. He
looked at her with contempt, as a dirty thing he was just using for a few kicks
and almost felt dirty to know her. She was nothing, just a shy, hopeful girl
who had dreams of making far above her and in a way he could sympathize, but why
try?
He casually adorned the pinstriped suit standing up strait and
tall, eager to face another day that separated him from Galbadian domination.
He walked over to the blue bathroom and washed his face of the dirt, pressing
hard and dragging his hands all the way down his rugged and unshaven face.
Tempted to just stick his whole face under the faucet, but he didn't have time.
His hair flew everywhere and he took the comb out combing the wild brown hair
back so it tucked in under his ears. He needed to hurry because he had a
meeting schedule, they were going to talk about how to get Artemis out the
picture because so far he had consulted almost every leader into thinking
Artemis was nothing but a tyrant warmonger and of course he was an astute
peacemaker. He sighed trying to remember the name of the country, the one that
was so advanced, wasn't it near FH? Oh well, he thought Mr. Laguna Loire will
be for sure taken like all the rest of them and with the world on his side he
could do anything.
* * * *
Same old Squall that had carelessly and accidentally ran
into to him, hidden by the corner and slamming hard. He fell back surprised,
caught off guard and instinctively putting his hands up. His eyes were wide
open, but he wanted to pretend it had never happened so he would never have to
speak to the younger and shorter boy again. But he would have to say something;
he would have to use the same old tired lines, same lines of intolerance. Stand
tall, showing everyone the same Seifer they had known and hated.
"Watch where you're goin,' Squall!" He shouted back at
the boy. The boy attempted to clear his vision, rubbing his itchy eyes and
starring at the body before him. The faceless, but familiar being who cursed at
him once again. He forgot about what had happened for one moment, and starred
transfixed at his old rival.
"What happened to you?" Squall asked glancing up.
"Nothin' that a good beer wouldn't fix, but of course you and
your little friends had to be here, thanks again for putting me in such a
wonderful mood, Squall. Tell me when I can repay the kindness just not right
now!" Everything he said seemed to come out bitter, like his words and it
was obvious to Squall that something more had happened, something more lied
under his cool exterior. Since the day he last saw him, pushing Rinoa to Adel
and screaming his undeniable loyalty to Ultimecia he had heard very little
about the former Sorceress' knight. And he stood there just a few feet apart,
blocking his exit.
"Whatever," Squall said and looked back at Seifer
feeling almost sorry for him. But Squall himself felt cold and numb inside he
didn't want to feel, there was just too much to feel. He had told himself to
never get attached, to never feel that way because just like before he could
lose everything. Be left with nothing and nobody. He glanced aside and down to
his friends, seeing Zell wave up to him. Seifer pushed him out of the way,
throwing the smaller boy to the side as he walked past.
"Yeah Mr. No-feeling I don't expect you to know how it feels to
have nothing and everybody hate you, look at chicken-wuss I bet he's just
itching to kill me or something. You don't know me, you never knew me because
you would know that I would want nothing, do YOU hear me Mr. Lion heart,
nothing to do with fucking friends or Garden and especially you!" He spun
around pointing his gunblade directly at Squall so it was within inches of
grazing his chin. He saw General Caraway get up from the table he was resting
on despite Quistis and Selphie's objections and stood up.
"I don't know Seifer, Rinoa is gone and I know I couldn't
save her, that feels like nothing," he responded. Yes, Rinoa was gone for
now he reminded himself. He tried not to except the fact so soon, just wait in
till he rescued her like he always did. He was her knight after all.
"Oh well I guess you won't get some tonight, eh? Though I do
envy you, Rinoa has quite an ass." He laughed bitterly and lowered the
gunblade. No matter how many times he looked at Squall a part of him just
couldn't help but laugh at the 5'8" boy who stood there unaffected by any
of his big talk.
"Help us Seifer, help us find her," he offered.
"Yeah right, I'd rather get wasted like a normal
person." Seifer sighed no matter what they wouldn't let him go.
"You coward," General Caraway spoke, striating up his
trench coat. He knew this boy, or more so Rinoa had and had brought him home to
scare him. It didn't matter he knew the type, the brazen, but ultimately
insecure boy.
"Huh, don't even get me started on you old man." He
tried to ignore him.
"He's offering you exactly what you want, to be a hero and
you snub it, you coward," General Caraway explained.
"Yeah, I wanted that
there's a difference, I wanted a lot
of things." He defended.
"But you still do, go with them Seifer, become a hero. Do the
right thing like the hero you want to be," he coaxed.
"If I help you, if
it's not for free I want something," Seifer demanded.
"If we want your
help," Quistis added. To her it was an important detail and she wouldn't
let Seifer so easily walk in, he had if anybody noticed severely betrayed them
and who knows what he was tied up in now.
"So whom are we dealing with?" Seifer asked.
"Chase O'Neil, I recognize that scum from anywhere, and Charm
his associate I've heard is a
SeeD." General Caraway spoke. Too many times could he recall
when pathetic, lowly sorts of class would stumble into his midst hoping and
begging for his help.
"Garden's in on this!?" Zell shouted out in disbelief.
"Calm down Zell, we don't know anything for sure,"
Quistis said.
"Did you say Charm, I know him." Seifer said.
"Sure, just like you were loyal to garden," Irvine said
under his breath.
"What was that cowboy!" Seifer shouted.
"Oh nothing at all…" Irvine said casually.
"Stop it Irvine. Yes Seifer what do you know?" Quistis
wondered about all the kidnappers, she wondered about how cleverly this all had
been orchestrated. How had they known Rinoa would fall so easily, after the
entire city knew how broken Rinoa's relationship was with her father yet she
had come? Had they been naive the whole time, not even guessing about the
situation and just hoping for everything would fall into place. What
organization would think to kidnap this girl, this Sorceress and she knew it
must have had something to do with her powers there was nothing else Rinoa
seemed to offer. And then her thoughts drifted back to Squall and she worried
for him, how he would take it all and how he could continue to function with
this daunting him. Or would he worse off keep everything inside and slowly, but
for sure brake down. How would she reach him them, but really she had never
reached him that's why Rinoa…
"Well he's a SeeD for sure, a very good SeeD…"
* * * *
Rinoa knew it must have been more than a day since she had
been in this "prison". She was afraid of the darkness and that's all
she could see was the darkness that the blindfold gave her. Her limbs were
bound uncomfortably and the material dug into her skin, cutting off the
circulation to parts of her body. She felt the bottomless pit of her stomach
rumbled; craving food and making her body feel heavy, fatigued. She rolled her
head back in exhaustion and clenched her fists. She was past thinking this was
a joke or a dream, she just wished it to be over and to never hear his voice
again. Charm, she knew the name was familiar, but couldn't even begin to place
it. He was her capture and she felt weak like prey, only she couldn't run for
her life she could just sit there weakly with an Odine's bangle around her arm.
She was supposed to be sleeping, in the darkness in the nothing that she
couldn't understand and her eyes remained open through the material. She
listened for any sound and wouldn't let him get to her. Why, she questioned
knowing the answer. But she couldn't help it; she couldn't help it when she
felt tears gently trickle down her cheeks. She hated how it felt to sit here
and wait for something to happen and the anxiety making her stomach feel worse
and it felt like she could pass out. She wished so badly to see him, suddenly,
at random she would notice that he wasn't near and that felt worse of all. Her
eyes widened through the cloth as she heard footsteps and her heart quickened
with fear of the unknown. The voice started out loud and suddenly grew soft as
it ended and sounded confident, overpowering. She hated that voice.
"You look so beautiful, don't cry. Here, let me get that for
you," he offered. He lifted the cloth from around her face and wiped the
tears from her face. "See, that's better."
"Get away from me!" She demanded.
"You make me laugh, I have complete power over you and yet
you speak like you could rise from that chair and cut my throat. Poor thing,
you've been through, too, too much, I know. But all you have to do is say yes…
" He explained. He looked down at her sadly, starring at how weak she
looked; she couldn't do anything. But everything would be fine just as soon as
she faced her destiny, as soon as she would join them.
"Just let me go, let me go now!" She yelled.
"But you don't see the big picture. You can be great things,
a Sorceress that can control the world in her hand, rule have everything. Don't
you want that?" He asked her. It was his job to coax her, his job to
recruit her and make her one of them.
"No, all I want is to be with Squall!" She wouldn't give
up on Squall and she knew she hoped that it was only a matter of time in till
he saved her and they could put all this past them like it was a bad dream.
"But he's nothing and you, you are so much more than he could
ever be. And do you really think he feels the same? He's a guy right? He's
probably just going to use you and discard you when he's gotten what he wants.
He's worthless." His hand moved to her face and gently cradled her jaw in
its grip and he lovingly stroked her cheek. She pulled back in disgust.
"Squall loves me, I know even if he doesn't say it," she
responded.
"Poor, poor thing. You deserve better than that, if I had a
girl I would tell her how much she meant to me every second I was with her.
This guy sounds like a real jerk who doesn't know what he has I wish I could
kill him for playing with you like this." He watched her eyes, studying
her reactions carefully. He could feel the draft in the room and he noticed how
she shivered, but she wouldn't tell him that she was cold or hungry; did she
really believe that the boy would come for her?
"You don't know him, he's just…has a hard time showing me how
he feels. But underneath it all he does, he'd do anything for me, he's my
knight."
"There, there don't get so defensive. I'm sure what's his
name has his own motives, every man does. But more importantly you're
cold." He turned his back towards her and disappeared from her vision into
a room. She knew Squall loved her, that he wasn't just any boy and he would do
anything for her and he didn't have to say it in words. Who needs words anyway,
they can mean nothing. And some people just told you exactly what you wanted to
hear, but Squall, everything he did was supported by his actions, integrity
they called it. She knew that he loved her because of his actions, he had saved
her, risked his life for her. That had to have meant something? He had kissed
her, embraced her, cared for her so deeply, who needed those three words? Charm
came in with the blanket draping it over her and tucking her in like a child.
"…Thanks."
"Your welcome." He whispered leaning over to her ear and
then exited the room again. He returned to Chase and Onna, Chase just
reappearing hours ago and supposedly hadn't been followed. He believed him, but
he didn't care to leave the girl so soon, he had barely begun with her. Barely
toyed with her mind and make her hopeless. He opened the wooden door, twisting
the golden knob and having to push it harder than usual. Onna sat on the stool
in the corner and Chase on the low bed. The room was small like the rest of
their hideaway and a single light bulb swung back and forth negligently.
"And how is it going?" Chase questioned while Charm
continued to stand in the doorway.
"Oh her, close it's just a matter of time the idea is already
there, it'll just take some work. By the way what does Leonhart have to do with
all of this?"
"You don't know about them? And I thought everyone knew about
the great SeeD Squall Leonhart…and his girlfriend the Sorceress Rinoa?"
"Duh, I know who Leonhart is I just didn't know that she was her, that's all." Chase
stared at him suspiciously, but let it go.
"Just please, get this done, we need her," Chase added.
"Yeah, whatever. So do you have the plan yet?" Charm
asked changing the subject.
"Onna…"
"Well…um we want to destroy the election, right? So to do
this it's easy to, kill the candidates off. Pick them out when they least
expect it, like in public when there giving a speech so if we were to make a
plan which is what we're doing well because you need a plan to go in there it's
not like you can just show up without a plan-"
"Yes, yes I understand just get to the plan!" Charm
argued. He sighed having to sit through her boring speech, she was boring and
he felt bored.
"Err...sorry. Anyway the plan is at the next speech, which is
like, two days already is it? Well two days from now we will assassinate one of
the delegates. And don't worry we're gonna get rid of the other one only not
now because it's too dangerous. So don't worry, k." She explained. She was
so nervous and hated talking to in front of people she didn't know well, it
made her concentrate to make things sound perfect, but did the opposite because
of how stressed she allowed herself to become. She was sweating and her heart
had pounded, she hadn't wanted to foul up in front of Charm, but now he
probably thought of her as an incompetent moron
who would get them all killed. She wanted to cry for letting him down, but
instead sat there patiently as him and Chase discussed the plan more thoroughly.
"If we attack during the speech it will cause complete chaos,
so maybe in this chaos we can escape." Charm suggested.
"True, but which candidate, SeeD?" Chase slurred. She
was surprised at this it was almost as if he didn't trust Charm, who knew?
"I don't know I'm only working for you, leader you're just
suppose to tell me what to do and I do it." Charm responded.
"Onna, which one is easier to get to?" Chase asked.
"Me, sir? Artemis, I think…"
"You think!? What the hell is that suppose to mean?" Charm
yelled.
"Well, I could be wrong since we have nothing confirmed yet,
security wise, but in my opinion, Artemus." Onna stuttered. She felt
almost guilty, as they would base taking a man's life on her decision, bad men,
but still men. She wondered if they had families and if they would miss them.
"What kind of place are you running here, Chase?" Charm
demanded. He wanted to know every factor, every variable if he was going to put
his life in danger. This girl seemed useless and he wondered why Chase kept her
around at all, she was probably a security risk.
"Calm down Charm, we still have two days in till the main
debate. In till then would you quickly return to Garden and consult Master
NORG?" Chase suggested.
"Fine, whatever the hell you want me to do. But what about
the girl?" Charm questioned.
"What about her? Don't worry we can handle it. But it's late
leave tomorrow." Chase ordered.
Charm sighed and walked out of the room closing the door behind
and relieved to get out of there. He was annoyed at them; he hated it when
other's ordered him around, when they had so much control over him like that.
He was his own man, but with them ordering him around it didn't feel that way.
He walked back to the chair, to the girl in the chair that continued to weep.
And he wanted to cry for her, he wanted to let her out of those restraints and
hold her in till she stopped crying. For a Sorceress she seemed so weak,
fragile and he was afraid to break her; he didn't want to break her. All she
had to do is say yes and she would join them, be safe and fight with them. He
sat down in the corner leaning his head back on the hard wall and spreading his
legs out. All that power in one girl. He
remembered in school when they had talked about Sorceresses, reading the list
thorough the generations starting with the very first and creator of the world,
Hyne. He remembered many and that it seemed they all had been evil, causing
their own lists of destruction. But this girl, Rinoa remained pure even as a
Sorceress and was involved with the Commander of SeeD. She didn't want the
world, in fact it seemed like she only wanted one man, one man that might in
the end be the very one to kill her. It just didn't make sense to him, why not
the world? If he had so much power and he didn't have to take orders…
"Why not the world?" He finally asked her.
"What?" She asked still crying.
"Why not take over the world? You could do it you have the
powers." She gazed back at him in the corner, tears and all questioning
his words.
"I didn't want this…power. It wasn't my choice. It wasn't my
choice to be kidnapped. I don't know what I want, but I don't want to be here.
I want to see his face again, his eyes, and I want him to kiss me and hold me
again, but that's not my choice now
either, is it?" She stared at him, searching for something, pity, sympathy
or hope and the tears continued to stream down her reddened face. He got up
slowly, taking his time and his hand reached back to support his body as he
stood up. He walked carefully, his arms back behind his back, slightly
slouching over in till he stopped right in front of her. Then he leaned in
closer in till he could feel her breath on him.
"You'll forget him soon enough, I promise." He whispered
and grinned lips curling up.
