**A/N** I'm an evil idiot!!! Okay well not really an idiot, but evil. Okay I'll leave you to read this part. One more thing, uh, I don't want to hear anyone's crap about the question of why Taichi left? It'll come all right. Got it? Okay onto thy fic. (Yes thy.)
Come back, don't leave us chapter 3
Taichi tossed and turned in his bed. He couldn't stop thinking about how he was staying away from Sora, and Taichiru. He had broken her heart the day he left her. His son hardly knows a thing about him, or what he was like. Taichi could never stop thinking how mean and selfish it was to leave, but he had to, he couldn't stay. He didn't have a choice other than to leave at what he thought. He lay there eyes wide open on his bed, thinking about them, it's the only thing he could do, but why is he feeling such pain and all, when it was for a good reason to leave. The reason in his mind was the right choice, he did not think about himself, but for his son, and wife. He thought about was best for them, so he made up his mind and decided it was best if he left.
Taichi wanted to do something, but he was helpless. There was nothing he could do to help. He wanted to be with them, and enjoy the life of having a son and being married, but that would never become reality, since he left. Now he thinks, why did I leave, for real? What was the real reason I have to leave? Theses questions come into his mind every so often.
But he must figure them out him self, after all he was the one who left.
Sora had been depressed after seeing Taichi. It had happened yesterday, she thought about how rarely he had changed. There seemed to be nothing new or different with him. Well at least Taichiru got to see hi father – sort of. She felt so miserable, not for her self, but her son. He had to go through this; this was probably even more painful then having divorced parents. She tried to think positive, but she just couldn't. Why not? You ask. Well to tell you this how would you feel if you were a mother, was raising a son, went to work all day and only saw him sleeping all the time whether you woke up in the morning or came home late at night?
She cares deeply with all her heart, for her son, and wants him to be as happy as possible. But it is hard. She wishes every single night, as she gazes upon the barely seen stars, for her one true love, to return back to her.
There was a little boy watching the same stars as his mother, except in his room. He wonders and asks questions in his mind about his father. Who was he? Where is he? What does he mean to the child? Well fathers mean as much to children as their mothers. Mothers and Fathers are what bring joy to small and young children. Without one or the other, I'm afraid that kids grow up, knowing something was missing in their life.
**Flashback**
"Taichi, look at our son, isn't he the cutest!" Sora smiled at her baby boy in her arms, still in the hospital.
"Yeah, he is the best." Taichi smiled, as excited as Sora.
"We are going to be great parents right Taichi?" Sora asked, looking into his face with still joy all over, with extreme happiness.
"Yes honey, we will." Taichi said, though, through his voice there was a bit of regret, a bit of fear, a bit of nervousness caught all into one.
She looked at him, the happiness slightly disappearing.
"Taichi is there something wrong?" Sora asked.
"No, nothing is wrong, I'm fine." Taichi brought up a confident, happy look.
Though that wasn't really how he felt, and Sora knew.
**End of Fashybacky**
Why did I let him deny what was wrong in the first place? If I had not fake believed him, maybe he wouldn't have left. Why? Why? Why, did you leave us Taichi? Come back, please….
She said those words in her mind as she drifted off to sleep.
**Thy next day in thy park**
Taichiru sat in the sandbox, playing with sand and making sand castles, what else would you do when you were in a sandbox?
This time Hikari was babysitting Taichiru; she read her magazine while he played in front of her. A man approached Taichiru while Hikari was too busy reading to notice. He knelt down to be about as tall as Taichiru.
"Hello, Taichiru." He softly said.
Taichiru looked at the man, with shock, and fear. Hey this was the same person that he bumped into, so how did he know his name?
"Who-who are you?" He said in a whisper, scared.
The man sighed.
"That is not important right now, here give this envelope to your mother all right?" He handed a sealed up envelope to Taichiru, and he put it into his pocket. "Promise you won't lose it, promise to give it to her, and not anyone else?" He asked.
"Yes, sir." He whispered. The guy smiled. "I'm Taichi, well good bye." The man walked off. Hikari noticed Taichiru looking in the direction of where Taichi walked off.
"Who was that?" She asked. "No one." Taichiru responded giving a shrug and continuing on digging the shovel into the sand. She guessed since no harm was done, there was no need to worry.
But Taichiru's whole head was booming around his mind with questions about him. He had said hi name was Taichi; his father's name was Taichi. Could he be the same person? He wished he were. There was a smile of hope on his face. He didn't know how or why, but he knew that his father would return to them, he could feel it. Things were going to change.
Hikari and Taichiru walked inside his apartment to see his mother somehow home early. "Mommy, how come you are home now?" Taichiru asked, a bit confused, he was too used to having his mother arrive home at late night. "Because something at work happened and they had to repair it so the building was closed for a day or two, so I will be home for a bit." She said as she hugged her son.
"Hey that's great, you get to spend some time together." Hikari said as she also smiled with them. "Well I need to go now, is that all right Sora? Or do you still need me around?" She asked. "No, it's all right, take the day and have some fun." Sora said. Hikari nodded and left.
"So what did you do at the park?"
"Well I made a few big sandcastles and then a person named Taichi came to me."
"What did he do?"
"Nothing he just gave me an envelope for you."
"Did he do anything else? Did he say something?"
"No, not really he just said for me to give this." He pulled out the envelope, and gave it to his mother."
She gently too it from his right hand and opened the sealed envelope, to see a piece of small paper.
It read:
"Dear Sora,
Do you still remember me?
I have been away from you and Taichiru for six years, and I wish to tell you why, so please if you like go to the little restaurant on that little island where I proposed to you, on Saturday. I understand if you don't want to see me after what I've done, you decide.
I still love you and Taichiru, if that matters still.
Well I have nothing else to say till I will supposedly see you.
Taichi"
Sora was struck with mixed emotions. Ones of happiness and ones from fear, anger and all those other non-good feelings. She was happy to see, and talk to him when she met with him there. Though through the happiness, there was anger, she was still upset at him for leaving and afraid of what he might say. Now she didn't feel anger nor happiness, but sadness. It was sad, if you were she you would understand, but as you read there isn't enough words to describe how she felt, by sadness.
Taichiru looked in her eyes; they had tears streaming down them.
"Please don't cry, mommy." He said with a crack in his voice, which made him get tears, also.
**A/N** Gee this was sad, sorta. I wrote this in my depressed mood, so by me thinking how I should end this ending, either I will choose to have a happy one or choose a harmful end and let there be more chapters. Well depending on how I feel, and what I go through I'll decide, you may help, but it won't necessarily work that much. Till thy next chapter of mine. This was written in a Bradley Hand ITC font.