I watch the two of you walk,
hand in hand.
An unseen tear makes it's way down my cheek.
You seem so happy together.
So free.
I never thought I would fall.
I was never looking for love.
I never knew how I felt till the day you left me.
Do you remember how I feel?
We spent all that time together,
When Ryo and Rowen went to the dynasty.
Was I just replacing him?
I was there through the tears.
You always thought of the others.
So strong.
Yet also so fragile.
I loved you,
And still do.
Did you ever feel the same?
Do you think of me,
The way I do you?
I suppose not.
You smile at him,
Kiss him with so much love.
You have your hero.
The love of your life.
I should be happy for you.
But I'm not.
I can't stand it!
Why do you torture me so?
The goddess who graced me with her smile.
But no longer are you there.
I can't go on.
Not without you.
I can't get you out of my head.
"I love you Ryo," you say to him.
The words haunt my dreams.
You no longer care.
I watch you from my window,
Wondering how you still control me.
You...
A mere female.
You have destroyed the heart,
Of a cold blooded warrior.
A soldier.
A warlord.
Do you even realize the pain you cause?
You're tearing me apart.
You broke my heart.
But I will not show the pain.
I'll lock up these feelings.
To show how I feel,
Would only make me weak.
I will keep going.
I will never forget you though.
Your smile
Your brilliance.
Your radiant beauty.
Your embrace.
Your kiss...
NO!
You're doing it again.
Making me fall head over heels,
Without a thought.
Maybe one day,
We will be together.
You'll come back.
You'll remember how I fell.
But until then,
He'll make you smile.
He will dry your tears.
He'll be there for you always,
But please know this...
So will I.
I can't stop thinking of you.
Please understand that...
I will love you...
Now and forever.