From Behind The Glass

From Behind The Glass

Part Five

Quatre blinked as he woke up to the morning sun that was striking his face. After rubbing his eyes and doing a bit of stretching, he looked over to the side to find a peacefully sleeping Trowa who had an arm loosely put around him. Not wanting to wake him up, Quatre gently released himself from Trowa's arm, quickly turned off his alarm, and headed straight for the bathroom.

It was his first day back from a four day vacation and he knew that a lot of work would be waiting for him on his desk. He honestly didn't want to go back but he knew that it was his obligation to. While taking a shower, he mentally prepared himself for what he knew was going to be a busy day. He just hoped that it wouldn't be as bad as the last time he took a vacation.

He scrubbed himself clean and dried off minutes later. As he concluded his shower, he decided that he wold use all the optimism he had in him to get through the day. It was, after all, the only way to prepare himself for what was to come.

"It's going to be okay." he told himself. "It won't be *that* bad. Anyway, Trowa's coming over at lunch. He'll surely cheer you up and you'll forget about your responsibilities even just for a little while."

Still embedded within him, his positive attitude, he started to comb his hair and brush his teeth, making sure that he looked his best. Trowa was coming to meet him and he felt that if he looked just fine, Trowa wouldn't worry about him as much. So, he continued getting ready, occasionally checking the clock that hung above.

All of a sudden, he felt weak, as if all the positive energy within him had vanished at the blink of an eye. He stood unsteadily as he held the sink behind him for support. He felt sick. It was cold and it seemed like the chest pain he had the other day was coming back. He quickly turned to face the sink before he violently coughed out something yellow. This continued for quite some time before he calmed down. It was odd to see such a thing coming out from his mouth. He didn't understand what was wrong with him.

Afraid to lose control during the day and frightened of the thought of not knowing what was wrong with him, he immediately reached for the antibiotics the doctor had prescribed and took them. It felt like a bad omen but he was pretty resolved on going back to work that day.

"I'm just imagining things." he said. "The doctor said I was fine so I'm sure that it'll pass soon."

Pushing what he believed to be crazy thoughts aside, he continued his morning ritual. When he was done, he quietly tiptoed on the carpet and looked over the bed to make sure that Trowa had not woken up from his coughing. He stared at Trowa's sleeping form and admired the child-like quality Trowa had when he was asleep. He was so adorable curled up on a long pillow with a smile on his face.

"He must be dreaming." was all Quatre could say as he snapped out of his daydream and headed cautiously towards the door. Not long after that, a car's engine could be heard as it left the driveway.

Trowa woke up to the familiar sound and immediately looked over to what his arm was draped over. On his arms was a long, soft pillow that sweetly smelled of Quatre. "What? So where *is* Quatre?" he thought.

He looked over to the other side of the bed to find out that it was empty, with the pillows neatly set in place. Steam was coming out from the bathroom, possibly from recent use. The closet was open, revealing an empty hanger that once held clothing. On the small table to the side of the bed was a small note. Trowa opened it and read it's contents.

"Trowa, I'm sorry I left without telling you, but I didn't want to wake you. I'll see you later at lunch, okay? Eleven thirty sharp in the lobby? Don't forget! Love: Quatre."

Trowa sighed realizing that his stubborn patient had successfully left the vicinity without him noticing. He almost ran after him but decided against it. Quatre was old enough to know what he was doing. He may be dedicated to his work too much but he was just as dedicated to Trowa. Trowa knew this and felt the same dedication, but he knew that there were just some things that he couldn't control. Perhaps another vacation was in order. On the other hand, it was those vacations that lead to another few weeks of catching up with what was left behind. It seemed like there was no way out of it either way.

He felt a little more confused than usual, so he decided to stop forcing his brain to come up with possible solutions. Still feeling sleepy at seven o'clock in the morning, Trowa tucked the blanket under his chin and started to doze off.

"Somebody's going to be in trouble at lunch time." he said with eyes closed, talking to no one in particular. "Yup, he *is* unstoppable. (yawn)... very, very slippery, .... hmmm... the best escape artist ... very, *very* (yawn) stubborn!"

Trowa fell asleep with another big smile on his face as he hugged his soft, Quatre scented pillow.