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| Yeah! I now own Digimon!(no I don't). Seriously I just bought it!(I'm lying) Aren't u happy now!(Y should u be happy when I don't own digimon). I did Mimi's pov on how and why she was the way she was in 01. I mean you don't know if your gonna die or go home and she was only 10! Ya gotta admitt, its pretty cool they way she's not afraid to b*tch and whine in a place were murder is leagle. Don't Walk Away Tai's Pov I don't know what or why it happened. It just did. Glances turned to stares. Thoughts turned to fantasies. Annoyance turned to jealousy. But love has always been there, I guess I just didn't know it. But I gave it all away. I blew the only chance with her just because of a stupid mistake! She was the only life I had. Now I ruined both of are's and the rest of the groups. I could deal with everybody else hating me, just not her. Flash back(after Tai picked the card from Myotismon's castle) "This isn't home Tai!!!"She screached with tears running down her face. Tai looked away from her in shame. "We're stuck here now!!! We'll never get home!! I'll never see the people I love again thanks to you!! Don't you even care!!"She screamed at him. "Answer me damn it!!!" She slapped him across the face knocking Tai's goggles off. She just glared at him and collapsed to her knees sobbing as her respectful digimon tried to comfort her. Tai watched as she yanked herself up and sprinted the other way. The rest of the digidestined ran after her. He stared through his own tears as he watched her run away. "God I'm so sorry" And for the first time in his life Taichi Yagami Kamiya began to cry. "Dear God I know all the things I've done have a price on them. And I know how high that price is but please!! Please don't let it be her!" "I sorry everbody, I'm sorry family, I'm sorry.............Mimi" End flashback Tai's pov That had been eight years ago when I was only eleven years old and Mimi was ten. Now we're in some strange sub Digi-world. It's basically the same but it has its differences. Our digimon are with us as they've always been.The rest of the digidestined have gone on with their lives as if nothing has changed. All except Mimi. She still hasn't forgiven me. God it hurt. It still hurts. Joe and I have grown to be good friends over the years. I remember something he had said to me after Mimi had unknowingly broken my heart. He was the only one that had stayed to tell me it would be okay. I didn't believe him but it was still comforting to hear. Yet one thing he said to me after I told him of feelings for Mimi. "If it was supposed to feel good it wouldn't be called a crush." Heh funny how right he was. But it wasn't a crush, It was love. I knew Joe had feelings for Mimi also but he had given up to just longing for her, knowing he wouldn't have a chance. It's weird how something so gorgeous could hurt so many. I guess beauty is nature's way of telling you its dangerous. Well mostly for flowers any way. But thats what she is isn't she. A flower. Does she know how dangerous she is? Do any flowers know how dangerous they are? I guess I should ask Palmon some day. I stare at her now, in the dark since it's my watch. Matt has gotten as close to her as he could, almost touching her. My fists clench and I wonder since it's my watch how close he would have to get for me to beat the bloody shit out of him for being a threat. I gritt my teeth and try to shrug it off. Again I look back to her. She still looks like a little child no older than Tk had been. Her fist is infront of her face as she is in a scrunched up ball like position. Her cinnemen hair streams around her like a hailo. She has gotten somewhat of a tan from all the being in the sun, not much of one but just noticable. Her golden highlights are starting to show as she grows older. Not being able to cut her hair it has grown waistlength. It's funny how there is not a single splint end on there, unlike Sora. I don't know how she does it but she has managed to keep her hair short. It is now shorter than it was before, in a pixie cutt. I should ask her how she does it one of these days.I look at Mimi and notice how Palmon has crushed her to her leafy form. Ever scince that day, Palmon has been a mother to Mimi. Its hard to believe, since she's short than her, but Palmon has tried. In a way I think she was happy that Mimi couldn't go back. She had often asked Mimi to talk about her mother to her. I would notice the slight envious frown on Palmon's face as Mimi talked about her mother, her only Idol. I knew she had always wanted to be able to take care of Mimi like a mother would, but her being a digimon she could never have a baby her self. When digimon die they just reboot themselves at the primary village, so there was no need for reproduction for digimon. When we found out we couldn't leave she often warpdigivolved into rosemon so she could rock Mimi to sleep. It was a good thing Palmon had these feelings. Mimi needs a mother, she was always different or some reason. She needed to be protected and nurtured by a female figure. Ever since then Palmon has only been to happy to take over the job. She mostly stays in Rosemon form, but when its time to sleep and after Mimi has fallen asleep she digivolves back. I take alook at myself and thank the digiworld for stopping the aging process. The new digiworld doesn't let us age. When we hit sixteen that was pretty much it for the aging thing. I don't know how I feel about being an imortal. Its not so different I guess, since I know I won't be alone. I look at Mimi one more time. I guess as long as she hates me I'll always be alone. I know Sora is dying to take her place, but we're just friends. I don't wan't to be anyting else. Mimi's Pov It is now morning and the digidestined are now getting up(Dear sweet god that sounded so like what guinea pig scientist would say!) I miss them. Even after all these years I still miss my family. I notice Palmon's back to her Rosemon. I like her like that. I managed to alter my dress to a semi tank top that shows all of my stomach and my skirt has stayed the same exept it has a slit all the way up to top thigh. And of course I'd never give up my hat! I watch as Yamato comes up to me and takes my hand. "C'mon Mimi time to go." He smiles warmly at me and I do the same. He's been the nicest to me ever since we got stuck here. Rosemon or Mommymon as she wants me to someday call her, doestn't like him very much. We haven't had conntact for a long time now, not even from Gennai. Nobody understands this! They call me a whiner or a Barbie wannabe but they don't understand! They've accepted this and move on with their lives, but I can't. I have no life to move on with any more. People were my life! I was raised to be social and popular! I had always had love and kindness from my family! They sheltered and protected me from anything that could harm me in any way! And I can't be with them now. I'm alone. I will never see another human being other than this group. The choice and variety of any human relation ship or contact has been brutely snatched from me! You have no idea what its like to know this is your life. This is it! Your life will never go beyond these boarders! Everything anyone or anything has tought you is now useless. All my dreams of being a singer and fashion designer have been beaten to a bloody pulp. I suppose thats why I can't forgive him. I know Tai has tried to make up for everything that he's done for me, but I just can't forgive what he did. Taichi Kamiya can't replace or give back what he stole from me. No one can. I want to forgive him, but I can't. He has Sora and he knows he loves her, he had variety and a choice to love her. Me? I don't have a choice anymore. I can't have the fairytale relationship I've dreamed about since I hear my first story. I know Matt wants to be my fairytale prince, but I need to know whats beyond him. I want to date around and see what other guys are like. What a normal relationship is. I want to choose,not just go with whatever's left. But I guess thats not my choice anymore. Matt's pove I stare at her hoping to get a glimps of her beautiful face out from under her huge cowboy hat. In away I'm glad Tai got us stuck here. I admit I wasn't exactly prince charming to Mimi in the begining either but Tai's mistake blew mine away in her view. She's so beautiful. I've loved her from the start and will love her to the end. I remember watching her sleep when it was my turn to take watch. Oh I was taking watch alright, just not over the digital world. Rosemon takes Mimi away from my grasp and begins to give her a piggy back ride as she flies above us. I glare up at her and I cant ell she's doing the same. I shake my head and look foreward. She can't fly forever. I watch as Sora tries to hold Tai's hand as Joe watches enviously. Yes Joe loved Sora. I thought he had a crush on Mimi but I guess I had been wrong. I saw the stares Taichi would give Mimi, but I'm glad Sora's here to keep him occupied. He would never break her heart, Tai doesn't have the guts. I look up at Mimi riding on Rosemon's back. Her waist length hair blow wildly in the wind and the sun makes it look like its made of sun beams. She's like a goddess. Unfortunately one that can never be touched. Unlike the rest of us, even Sora, Mimi has retained her innocense. Like an invisible shield around her keeping her a child forever. Too bad that same shields keeps all hands and possibilites of relationships away as well. A smile over comes my face as I stare at my goddess. Oh well, even she can't run forever. Mimi will wear out soon and I will be there to pick up her tired body. Normal pov The digidestined walk for hours untill they come to what looks like an abandoned town. It looks like the fairytale city "El Dorado". They stop just near the entery way. "What are we waitig for! Its a city are we going or not!" Mimi yelled. "Mimi it could have traps, hold on patience is a virtue you know." Rosemon lectured. Mimi gorwled. "NOT when starving and smell like and ashtray in a urinal!" She screeched as she leaped down and made a mad dash for the city. "MIMI STOP!!" Tai yelled after her and began to chase her. "Everythings going to be ok, they'll be a bath, clothes, food.."Mimi chanted over and over again. "MIMI COME BACK!!" She just ignored Tai's pleads. He growled and lunged for her. Tai tackles Mimi to the ground as her foot touched a strange looking steping stone. All of the sudden the entire floor infront of them collapsed into a bottomless pit looking crevice! They panted with exhaustion and shock. "Hey you guys ok!" Izzy called to them ans they ran to catch up to the leader and princess. "Yeah I guess."Tai said and Mimi just nodded. | ||
