Do You Know How I Feel?: Part 6
By a Lake(Matt's P.O.V.[he's sitting on a rock])*@----}----{----@*
I could hear Sora and Tai giggling. It about time they got together... ::Sigh:: Actually, I shouldn't be talking either. I mean, I didn't have the courage to tell Mimi how I felt while I still could. At least some people are happy.
I was playing my harmonica. I really didn't realize what I was playing. But before I knew it, I began playing Mimi's favorite song, Dreaming of You. She used to always hum it. Her voice sounded as sweet as a flute. Somehow I figured out all the notes. Gabumon and Palmon were just sitting there listening. He told me what I was playing and I just sat there for a while. Was I in love that much? I guess so.
I've been thinking. Thinking of how she used to smile at me. How she would comfort me when I couldn't sleep at night. How she'd stay up all night just to keep me company. Then I thought about how I treated her. I always say that she should mind her own business and that she should just leave me be. But deep in my heart, I was shouting don't let me go. Don't leave me all alone. Stay here with me. But I buried my feelings so she wouldn't know. I guess I buried it so much that even I forgot how good it felt to have her by my side.
I've always taken advantage of her pure existent. Now I regret it so much. I've never felt so alone. Even with Gabumon and Palmon by my side, I still felt completely helpless. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if I reach out my hand for help, no one would be there. How could I've let this happen? I held my knees to my chest and put my head down. I felt tear drops running down my face. But I didn't bother to wipe them away.
I had a dream tonight. The setting was complete darkness. Then I saw Mimi there, about to be eaten away by the darkness. She reached out her hand for help, but I was too late. By the time I got to her, she'd already sunk into the darkness. All I could do was sit there and cry. I was completely useless. Maybe that reflects something in real life. Maybe I AM completely useless............
Castle(Mimi's P.O.V.)
Right after I found out what happened to me, about Poismon and all, I was in shock. A digimon? Inside my body? How could that be? Other than the aches in my stomach, I feel fine. At first I didn't believe it, but then he demonstrated by playing his recorder. I could feel my blood boil and my heart accelerating in a highly dangerous rate. I didn't want to die yet, so I asked him to stop. Actually, it was more like complaining. By the tone of my voice, I thought he wouldn't stop for sure, but he did.
"As you can see, I have complete control over you." he said. I wanted to tear him into pieces right now and throw him into the trash because that's where he belonged. But..but I know that it's true. I know that I can do absolutely nothing about it. I thought I felt tears swelling up in my eyes. But I can't let him see me in tears. He'll see my weaknesses.
"So what do you say we do it the easy way and you can come with me to your new throne by my side? Or do we have to involve your friends and do it the hard way?" he asked in an evil tone.
My eyes automatically filled with hatred. I narrowed my eyes and hissed, "Don't you dare put your hands on any of my friends." He can't do this! It's bribery! I don't know what to do!
"So, you've seen things my way." He gave an devilish chuckle, "Come on, you've got a lot of preparation to do. Now let's go-" he took my hand at that and began to drag me out of my room. The first few steps, I've completely surrendered. But then I felt this fire in me that told me to fight. I followed it's command.
I used my other hand and scratched him with my sharp nails. Some of them chipped but it was enough to make bloody scratches on his almost gray hands. "I didn't say that I'm coming with you either." I almost shouted.
I could tell that he was furious now. "Have it your way. But now because of your stubbornness, your friends will pay!" he roared. Before I could yell back, he went out of the room, slamming the large metal doors behind him.
After he left, I burst into tears on the bed. I don't know what to do!!! Why can't Matt be with me? I know that he can make everything right. Maybe he'll be a little cold, but that still won't change my feelings for him. What CAN I do? I mean, Myotismon made it pretty clear. He's gonna kill them all. What am I suppose to do.........
Matt's P.O.V.*@----}----{----@*
I decided to go back to the group after a series of playing songs. I didn't know what else to do..... I wasn't tired at all, so I went over to Izzy and Joe. They were on guard, so they were someone I could talk to. Tai and Sora were too busy lost in their own world. T.K. and Kari are still sleeping, so they're the only people to talk to. Too bad Mimi wasn't here. Izzy was typing away at his computer and Joe seemed like he was getting some bandages ready for tomorrow.
"Hey guys." I said. I thought I sounded like a ghost, a lonely ghost.
They both looked up and said, "Hi Matt." Then Izzy closed his computer and Joe put away his bandages for a while. They were both staring at me.
"What?" I asked. Maybe I have something on my face or something. I didn't care. If Mimi was here, I wouldn't want to look like a mess in front of her. But she's not, so who cares. I sat down between them, leaning against the tree. I looked up and gave out a sigh. They were still staring at me.
There was a silence broken by Joe. "Come on, Matt. Something is definitely on your mind. Tell us, you'll most likely feel better. I mean, we're not professionals like Mimi, but I guess we can help a bit."
"That's completely correct, Joe." Izzy said. I looked at them and smiled. Yep, those were my friends, always trying to help.
Mimi always told me to tell my problems to someone. I always thought that she'd be the someone. But now she's not here. So I guess I'll have to tell them to whoever are willing to listen.
"It's funny, "I started off, "How Mimi used to solve my problems and worries. Now she's one of my major worries along with T.K.." I looked up at the silver moon. It was full tonight so Gabumon digivolved into his wolf like form and took Palmon for a ride, just to cheer her up.
I poured out my feelings for Mimi to Joe and Izzy. It's strange. I can say it now, but when she's standing in front of me, I can't. When I finished, all they could do was pat me on the back. I know that Mimi would've made me feel better by talking to me. But what should I expect? They're not Mimi. They don't know me like she does..... Mimi, what are you doing now? Where are you?
Castle(Mimi's P.O.V.)*@----}----{----@*
Matt, where are you? I'm so scared.... What am I going to do? If I go with Myotismon, then I'll probably never see you again. If I don't, then he'll do something terrible to you for sure. Not much of a choice. I sighed and decided to try to relax for a moment.
I began singing my favorite song. It's a song by Selena. It's called Dreaming of You.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too
I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
Then I stopped right there. I realized that I had teardrops on my face. I realized why I loved this song. It's because I've always dreamt about the words coming true for me..........with Matt. I wished that one day, he'd really say that he loved me. But I guess that there's not much of a chance of that now, right? I mean, I'm locked up as a prisoner on the top of Myotismon's castle, no one can rescue me...... "No one...." I whispered as I fell down on the floor surrounded by darkness......
By a Lake(Matt's P.O.V.[he's sitting on a rock])*@----}----{----@*
I could hear Sora and Tai giggling. It about time they got together... ::Sigh:: Actually, I shouldn't be talking either. I mean, I didn't have the courage to tell Mimi how I felt while I still could. At least some people are happy.
I was playing my harmonica. I really didn't realize what I was playing. But before I knew it, I began playing Mimi's favorite song, Dreaming of You. She used to always hum it. Her voice sounded as sweet as a flute. Somehow I figured out all the notes. Gabumon and Palmon were just sitting there listening. He told me what I was playing and I just sat there for a while. Was I in love that much? I guess so.
I've been thinking. Thinking of how she used to smile at me. How she would comfort me when I couldn't sleep at night. How she'd stay up all night just to keep me company. Then I thought about how I treated her. I always say that she should mind her own business and that she should just leave me be. But deep in my heart, I was shouting don't let me go. Don't leave me all alone. Stay here with me. But I buried my feelings so she wouldn't know. I guess I buried it so much that even I forgot how good it felt to have her by my side.
I've always taken advantage of her pure existent. Now I regret it so much. I've never felt so alone. Even with Gabumon and Palmon by my side, I still felt completely helpless. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if I reach out my hand for help, no one would be there. How could I've let this happen? I held my knees to my chest and put my head down. I felt tear drops running down my face. But I didn't bother to wipe them away.
I had a dream tonight. The setting was complete darkness. Then I saw Mimi there, about to be eaten away by the darkness. She reached out her hand for help, but I was too late. By the time I got to her, she'd already sunk into the darkness. All I could do was sit there and cry. I was completely useless. Maybe that reflects something in real life. Maybe I AM completely useless............
Castle(Mimi's P.O.V.)
Right after I found out what happened to me, about Poismon and all, I was in shock. A digimon? Inside my body? How could that be? Other than the aches in my stomach, I feel fine. At first I didn't believe it, but then he demonstrated by playing his recorder. I could feel my blood boil and my heart accelerating in a highly dangerous rate. I didn't want to die yet, so I asked him to stop. Actually, it was more like complaining. By the tone of my voice, I thought he wouldn't stop for sure, but he did.
"As you can see, I have complete control over you." he said. I wanted to tear him into pieces right now and throw him into the trash because that's where he belonged. But..but I know that it's true. I know that I can do absolutely nothing about it. I thought I felt tears swelling up in my eyes. But I can't let him see me in tears. He'll see my weaknesses.
"So what do you say we do it the easy way and you can come with me to your new throne by my side? Or do we have to involve your friends and do it the hard way?" he asked in an evil tone.
My eyes automatically filled with hatred. I narrowed my eyes and hissed, "Don't you dare put your hands on any of my friends." He can't do this! It's bribery! I don't know what to do!
"So, you've seen things my way." He gave an devilish chuckle, "Come on, you've got a lot of preparation to do. Now let's go-" he took my hand at that and began to drag me out of my room. The first few steps, I've completely surrendered. But then I felt this fire in me that told me to fight. I followed it's command.
I used my other hand and scratched him with my sharp nails. Some of them chipped but it was enough to make bloody scratches on his almost gray hands. "I didn't say that I'm coming with you either." I almost shouted.
I could tell that he was furious now. "Have it your way. But now because of your stubbornness, your friends will pay!" he roared. Before I could yell back, he went out of the room, slamming the large metal doors behind him.
After he left, I burst into tears on the bed. I don't know what to do!!! Why can't Matt be with me? I know that he can make everything right. Maybe he'll be a little cold, but that still won't change my feelings for him. What CAN I do? I mean, Myotismon made it pretty clear. He's gonna kill them all. What am I suppose to do.........
Matt's P.O.V.*@----}----{----@*
I decided to go back to the group after a series of playing songs. I didn't know what else to do..... I wasn't tired at all, so I went over to Izzy and Joe. They were on guard, so they were someone I could talk to. Tai and Sora were too busy lost in their own world. T.K. and Kari are still sleeping, so they're the only people to talk to. Too bad Mimi wasn't here. Izzy was typing away at his computer and Joe seemed like he was getting some bandages ready for tomorrow.
"Hey guys." I said. I thought I sounded like a ghost, a lonely ghost.
They both looked up and said, "Hi Matt." Then Izzy closed his computer and Joe put away his bandages for a while. They were both staring at me.
"What?" I asked. Maybe I have something on my face or something. I didn't care. If Mimi was here, I wouldn't want to look like a mess in front of her. But she's not, so who cares. I sat down between them, leaning against the tree. I looked up and gave out a sigh. They were still staring at me.
There was a silence broken by Joe. "Come on, Matt. Something is definitely on your mind. Tell us, you'll most likely feel better. I mean, we're not professionals like Mimi, but I guess we can help a bit."
"That's completely correct, Joe." Izzy said. I looked at them and smiled. Yep, those were my friends, always trying to help.
Mimi always told me to tell my problems to someone. I always thought that she'd be the someone. But now she's not here. So I guess I'll have to tell them to whoever are willing to listen.
"It's funny, "I started off, "How Mimi used to solve my problems and worries. Now she's one of my major worries along with T.K.." I looked up at the silver moon. It was full tonight so Gabumon digivolved into his wolf like form and took Palmon for a ride, just to cheer her up.
I poured out my feelings for Mimi to Joe and Izzy. It's strange. I can say it now, but when she's standing in front of me, I can't. When I finished, all they could do was pat me on the back. I know that Mimi would've made me feel better by talking to me. But what should I expect? They're not Mimi. They don't know me like she does..... Mimi, what are you doing now? Where are you?
Castle(Mimi's P.O.V.)*@----}----{----@*
Matt, where are you? I'm so scared.... What am I going to do? If I go with Myotismon, then I'll probably never see you again. If I don't, then he'll do something terrible to you for sure. Not much of a choice. I sighed and decided to try to relax for a moment.
I began singing my favorite song. It's a song by Selena. It's called Dreaming of You.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too
I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
Then I stopped right there. I realized that I had teardrops on my face. I realized why I loved this song. It's because I've always dreamt about the words coming true for me..........with Matt. I wished that one day, he'd really say that he loved me. But I guess that there's not much of a chance of that now, right? I mean, I'm locked up as a prisoner on the top of Myotismon's castle, no one can rescue me...... "No one...." I whispered as I fell down on the floor surrounded by darkness......