Do You Know How I Feel?: Part 7
Matt's P.O.V.*@----}----{----@*
I twisted and turned quite a bit. I couldn't fall asleep at all. So I sat up and stared at the fire. I knew that I should get my strength, but it's too frightening. Everytime I close my eyes, I have this vision..... It was of Mimi. She was pale and way too skinny. The color on her face were drained. Her eyes were filled with despair........ I'd wake up all sweaty. I was afraid, afraid that I'd already failed her. Everytime I wake up, I'd wake Tsunomon up also. I know we'll have a huge fight tomorrow and Tsunomon must be ready. So I decided to give up the thought of trying to sleep.
I felt streams of tears rolling down my cheek. I didn't bother to wipe them off so they just dripped off my chin. That dream is completely terrifying. I feel like I've already failed her. Hold on, maybe tomorrow will be too late! What if it is?! Then the vision struck me again. Except this time, Myotismon was in it too. He was standing behind her, pulling her away from me. I felt myself trying to reach out, but too late...... She already disappeared into the darkness.
That vision was just too much. I could feel my head and heart pounding at an extroadinary rate. My pulse was obviously faster than it should be. I could feel myself shivering. I have this huge feeling that if I don't go now, then it'll all be too late......
I stared into the darkness of the woods. It seems to stretch endlessly. Like it does when we walked on the deserts. But at least we could hear Mimi and know that she's safe.... but this time, I'm all alone. Should I go or should I stay?
Mimi's P.O.V.*@----}----{----@*
I'm just sitting on the bed. I wasn't even crying anymore. What good would crying do? Ha, if the others were here, they'd ask me if I'm all right. But I've finally figured out crying won't do me any good. Actually, it prevents me to be able to think. Right now, I'm just sitting here, thinking. Actually, more like reflecting. I was thinking of the time we had together in the digiworld. I thought of everyone...... Just so that I have a trace of memory if I never get to see them again. I smiled at some of the foolish
Tai with his funky hair and active, bright personality. He always seems to find a way around things. He's always looking out for everyone, especially Kari. When one of us is in trouble, he would do anything to save us because of his responsibility as the leader. Agumon with his incredible strength......
Izzy and his brains, of course. And his first mate....the laptop. He never dream..... or fantasize. He's always so down to Earth and straight to the point. He's not exactly the person to tell your problems to, but he's a really nice person. You can count on him if something of yours doesn't work. Or when you simply need to cheat on a test or exam. But I'll probably be stuck here forever anyway...... Tentomon is always so....so.............. informative about digimon.
Joe has been very nice to me all along, like I'm his little sister. Good old reliable Joe.... He's pretty foolish sometimes, which makes me laugh. He's a pessimist though. Oh well, you can always count on him to be there. And plus, he always helps when someone is injured or sick... Gomamon has a lot of friends.... Especially those cute little fishes. If I ever go back, I might quit on eating fish.
Kari is really cool I guess. She's a really sweet girl. Very friendly and nice. And plus, she can keep a secret. I can talk to her anytime. Especially since sometimes she has no clue what I'm talking about so she won't give suggestions when I don't want to hear any. Gatomon is really cute. Sometimes she may seem cold, but it's all Myotismon's fault. I am so afraid what he'll turn me into. I sighed. I was getting tired.
Sora has a very welcoming smile. She's like a big sister. I think that her and Tai should go out since they both think the same. I mean, they both look after everyone, they both like sports, and they both like each other. I don't see one flaw in that. Well, she's an amazing girl. First of all, she's way cool. With everything she do and everything she say. She cares a lot for other people's feelings. She hears what you have to say. You can go to her with your problems, but she barely ever comes to you with hers. She gives and gives and gives, but she never recieves. Biyomon is very lucky to have her as a friend and to guard.
Speaking of guard, there's Palmon. Now there's a girl after my own heart. She is always there for me. We laughed together, we cried together, we act stupid together, we have fun together, we face danger together. I can talk to her so much! She knows everything about me. Some things even I don't know myself. I also know a lot about her. It seems like we've known each other forever. She cares about the same things I do, she practically does everything I do... I remember how all the things we did, I couldn't help but laugh a little. But I couldn't help having tears roll down my cheeks. The thought of having to never see her again just hurts too bad. I buried my face in the pillow so it can try to dry up my tears... I looked up after I managed to get a hold of myself. But still, Palmon is one of the most important people of my life! I can't bear to just leave without saying good bye.....
Then there's him....... Matt Ishida. The guy of my dreams. I've been dreaming of him ever since. He may seem cold, but inside, I know that he's just scared. I mean, his parents divorced and he's highly sensitive about it. That incident made a thick blanket of black clouds surrounding his inner soul. I've talked to him as much as possible, trying to blow those clouds away. I thought that if I did this long enough, then it might actually work. But I guess not, right? And plus, I HAVE been a little selfish. I mean, I'm not really doing this all for him. I was wishing that he'd grow fond of me. Even for just a little bit. But I guess we ran out of time........ Well, at least he'll have Gabumon to talk to. He's always been a very good friend.
Well, T.K.. He's without a doubt, the cutest boy I've ever seen. I mean, cute as in little child cute. No wonder Matt is so fond of him. He's so innocent. It's not right for him to be tied up in this fighting, killing mess. I hope that this won't poise his mind. At least Patamon is really powerful so he can be protected. And plus, he has the crest of hope.....hope. That's it! I've been saying things like they're already determined. But they aren't! I have to have hope. If hope is lost, then all is gone! I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes. I had a feeling tomorrow is going to be a big day........
Matt's P.O.V.*@----}----{----@*
I twisted and turned quite a bit. I couldn't fall asleep at all. So I sat up and stared at the fire. I knew that I should get my strength, but it's too frightening. Everytime I close my eyes, I have this vision..... It was of Mimi. She was pale and way too skinny. The color on her face were drained. Her eyes were filled with despair........ I'd wake up all sweaty. I was afraid, afraid that I'd already failed her. Everytime I wake up, I'd wake Tsunomon up also. I know we'll have a huge fight tomorrow and Tsunomon must be ready. So I decided to give up the thought of trying to sleep.
I felt streams of tears rolling down my cheek. I didn't bother to wipe them off so they just dripped off my chin. That dream is completely terrifying. I feel like I've already failed her. Hold on, maybe tomorrow will be too late! What if it is?! Then the vision struck me again. Except this time, Myotismon was in it too. He was standing behind her, pulling her away from me. I felt myself trying to reach out, but too late...... She already disappeared into the darkness.
That vision was just too much. I could feel my head and heart pounding at an extroadinary rate. My pulse was obviously faster than it should be. I could feel myself shivering. I have this huge feeling that if I don't go now, then it'll all be too late......
I stared into the darkness of the woods. It seems to stretch endlessly. Like it does when we walked on the deserts. But at least we could hear Mimi and know that she's safe.... but this time, I'm all alone. Should I go or should I stay?
Mimi's P.O.V.*@----}----{----@*
I'm just sitting on the bed. I wasn't even crying anymore. What good would crying do? Ha, if the others were here, they'd ask me if I'm all right. But I've finally figured out crying won't do me any good. Actually, it prevents me to be able to think. Right now, I'm just sitting here, thinking. Actually, more like reflecting. I was thinking of the time we had together in the digiworld. I thought of everyone...... Just so that I have a trace of memory if I never get to see them again. I smiled at some of the foolish
Tai with his funky hair and active, bright personality. He always seems to find a way around things. He's always looking out for everyone, especially Kari. When one of us is in trouble, he would do anything to save us because of his responsibility as the leader. Agumon with his incredible strength......
Izzy and his brains, of course. And his first mate....the laptop. He never dream..... or fantasize. He's always so down to Earth and straight to the point. He's not exactly the person to tell your problems to, but he's a really nice person. You can count on him if something of yours doesn't work. Or when you simply need to cheat on a test or exam. But I'll probably be stuck here forever anyway...... Tentomon is always so....so.............. informative about digimon.
Joe has been very nice to me all along, like I'm his little sister. Good old reliable Joe.... He's pretty foolish sometimes, which makes me laugh. He's a pessimist though. Oh well, you can always count on him to be there. And plus, he always helps when someone is injured or sick... Gomamon has a lot of friends.... Especially those cute little fishes. If I ever go back, I might quit on eating fish.
Kari is really cool I guess. She's a really sweet girl. Very friendly and nice. And plus, she can keep a secret. I can talk to her anytime. Especially since sometimes she has no clue what I'm talking about so she won't give suggestions when I don't want to hear any. Gatomon is really cute. Sometimes she may seem cold, but it's all Myotismon's fault. I am so afraid what he'll turn me into. I sighed. I was getting tired.
Sora has a very welcoming smile. She's like a big sister. I think that her and Tai should go out since they both think the same. I mean, they both look after everyone, they both like sports, and they both like each other. I don't see one flaw in that. Well, she's an amazing girl. First of all, she's way cool. With everything she do and everything she say. She cares a lot for other people's feelings. She hears what you have to say. You can go to her with your problems, but she barely ever comes to you with hers. She gives and gives and gives, but she never recieves. Biyomon is very lucky to have her as a friend and to guard.
Speaking of guard, there's Palmon. Now there's a girl after my own heart. She is always there for me. We laughed together, we cried together, we act stupid together, we have fun together, we face danger together. I can talk to her so much! She knows everything about me. Some things even I don't know myself. I also know a lot about her. It seems like we've known each other forever. She cares about the same things I do, she practically does everything I do... I remember how all the things we did, I couldn't help but laugh a little. But I couldn't help having tears roll down my cheeks. The thought of having to never see her again just hurts too bad. I buried my face in the pillow so it can try to dry up my tears... I looked up after I managed to get a hold of myself. But still, Palmon is one of the most important people of my life! I can't bear to just leave without saying good bye.....
Then there's him....... Matt Ishida. The guy of my dreams. I've been dreaming of him ever since. He may seem cold, but inside, I know that he's just scared. I mean, his parents divorced and he's highly sensitive about it. That incident made a thick blanket of black clouds surrounding his inner soul. I've talked to him as much as possible, trying to blow those clouds away. I thought that if I did this long enough, then it might actually work. But I guess not, right? And plus, I HAVE been a little selfish. I mean, I'm not really doing this all for him. I was wishing that he'd grow fond of me. Even for just a little bit. But I guess we ran out of time........ Well, at least he'll have Gabumon to talk to. He's always been a very good friend.
Well, T.K.. He's without a doubt, the cutest boy I've ever seen. I mean, cute as in little child cute. No wonder Matt is so fond of him. He's so innocent. It's not right for him to be tied up in this fighting, killing mess. I hope that this won't poise his mind. At least Patamon is really powerful so he can be protected. And plus, he has the crest of hope.....hope. That's it! I've been saying things like they're already determined. But they aren't! I have to have hope. If hope is lost, then all is gone! I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes. I had a feeling tomorrow is going to be a big day........