No Life To Live
Part 2: Recovery
By: Fantasim Soldier
Anime series: Gundam Wing
Romance/drama
Not a lemon or a lime
Yaoi: Heero and Duo
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or any of its characters. The only characters that are mine are the ones that don't belong to or in Gundam Wing.
Days passed and Duo made good to his promise. He never left Heero. He was always at least a call away. Duo had even rigged it up so that he didn't have to leave for stuff. Other people agreed to do it after they heard that Heero was sick and didn't want to be left alone. So, it wasn't TOTALLY true. He was sick, technically. He wasn't well enough to do much. Heero was allowed, by the overprotective Duo, to get up and at least leave bed for a few hours, before Duo made him go to his room. And if Heero didn't go, once Duo had actually picked Heero up and draped him over his shoulder and deposited him on the bed and said, "Now, you be a good little boy and stay in bed." With a huge smirk on his face. Heero had, for once, played along, only making Duo take his temperature, because he was playing around. Heero had actually thought that humorous, rather than annoying.
It was late and Heero was having some sort of nightmare. Duo got up and went over to Heero. For some reason, Heero couldn't be shaken out of his dream no matter how hard Duo tried, but he didn't want to shake too hard and hurt Heero. He climbed into bed with him and held him. Heero stirred and woke up. "Heero, I'm sorry, you were tossing and turning and I..." Duo stopped. There was something in Heero's eyes that Duo'd never seen before. Duo was sure, that, actually, he'd seen that look mixed in with confusion, but hadn't paid any attention to it, but now there was no confusion. Whatever it was Heero had sorted it out somehow and the look in his eyes was now raw emotion. Heero had obviously deemed Duo worthy of seeing the true Heero Yuy. What he was really like. Or maybe there was more to it than that. Duo was going to stop those thoughts, before he got too mystical. He hated when he did that.
"Duo, I have to tell you something, before I chicken out and I hope you wont hate me." Heero said. "Heero, I could never hate you. I could be mad at you, but that would go away real quick, 'cause it's hard for me to do even that, but I could NEVER EVER hate you." Duo said, tucking some of Heero's hair behind his ears. "I...I'm not good at this emotions thing, but I..." Heero couldn't seem to get it out. "It's okay, Heero. You can tell me later. When you're ready." Duo said, wondering what exactly it was that Heero wanted to say. Heero hugged Duo and whispered in his ear. "No, I have to tell you now. I love you, Duo Maxwell." Heero said. Duo's eyes widened. Duo had wished for this, but doubted that it would ever happen. "I love you too, Heero." Duo said, quietly, tightening his grip on Heero, not wanting to let go just yet. He had told himself long ago that he wasn't going to fall in love or care for someone ever again, because they always died in the end, but he couldn't help it. This love for Heero happened so fast that he couldn't stop it and he probably wouldn't have been able to, anyway. He just couldn't help it and he could deny it all he wanted, but the fact still remained that he DID love Heero and Heero loved him.
Heero pulled away to look at Duo. Duo couldn't stand it. He'd been aching to kiss him for a long time, now and he had the chance and he'd be damned if he was going to pass it up. He leaned closer and kissed Heero full on the lips. Heero returned the kiss with more passion than he thought he had. Duo wrapped his arms around Heero.
Duo had wanted to do this for a while, now. A long while. Duo, also, wanted to know how Heero would react to certain things. Sort of like, figuring out what he liked and what he didn't. He slid his hand downward. Heero didn't object to it, so Duo kept going, until he came to the hem of Heero's shirt and slipped his hand up his shirt. Heero tensed and Duo stopped for a moment. Heero seemed to relax and Duo let his hand start to move again. He ran his hand along every inch of Heero's skin, under his shirt, memorizing him. Heero, still kissing Duo, leaned back in the bed, taking Duo with him. Duo was almost completely on top of Heero. "Heero." Duo said, wondering if Heero even knew what he was doing. As far as he knew, Heero had never even been kissed before. Though, Heero sure knew how to do it. Heero responded by kissing Duo again. Duo was sure that Heero wasn't ready for this. He just had a feeling. He didn't know if Heero knew what he was starting to let Duo do, but Duo doubted he'd let himself go further with Heero, however tempting. The only thing Heero might know is that he had some sort of feelings for Duo and that whatever Duo was doing to him, felt good. That didn't mean that he was ready for it.
Duo decided that he'd stop now, before he went too far. If Heero wasn't ready for this, but only just thought he was, what Duo would be doing to him, wouldn't be very far from rape. He wasn't going to do that. He wanted to be absolutely sure that Heero wanted it, before he did anything to him. "Heero, we should stop. This is going a little fast." Duo said. Heero didn't seem to want to stop. He kissed Duo again, this time wrapping his arms around Duo's neck, drawing him closer to him and further on top of him. Duo stopped it. He was sure, now, that Heero just knew that it felt good or right. Or maybe both, but he didn't think that he knew what he was asking him to do, by continuing. He wasn't surprised. He knew about Dr. J and what he'd drilled into Heero's head and none of it, that he knew of, had anything to do with sex or anything related to it. He supposed that Dr. J didn't teach him, because Dr. J had drilled into him that he didn't need feelings and he shouldn't have them. That there wasn't any need for them when you were the Perfect Soldier. "No, Heero. I mean it. We should stop. Kissing is okay, but, for now, that's as far as we should go." Duo said. If he'd gone on to say why, Heero would deny that he wasn't ready. It was just something that Heero was taught. It might, even if only briefly, lead him to consider that that meant that he were weak and deny it and do something that he wasn't ready for. Duo wanted to make love to Heero tonight, but Heero wasn't ready for it. Duo could see that. Besides, they had plenty of time for that. They were still young and they had just found out that they each loved each other. Neither had even taken the step, yet, to tell the other that they loved them. Not out loud, anyway.
Author's note: Well, how's this part?? I hope it's good!!! Mail me at, traci1985babe@hotmail.com
Part 2: Recovery
By: Fantasim Soldier
Anime series: Gundam Wing
Romance/drama
Not a lemon or a lime
Yaoi: Heero and Duo
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or any of its characters. The only characters that are mine are the ones that don't belong to or in Gundam Wing.
Days passed and Duo made good to his promise. He never left Heero. He was always at least a call away. Duo had even rigged it up so that he didn't have to leave for stuff. Other people agreed to do it after they heard that Heero was sick and didn't want to be left alone. So, it wasn't TOTALLY true. He was sick, technically. He wasn't well enough to do much. Heero was allowed, by the overprotective Duo, to get up and at least leave bed for a few hours, before Duo made him go to his room. And if Heero didn't go, once Duo had actually picked Heero up and draped him over his shoulder and deposited him on the bed and said, "Now, you be a good little boy and stay in bed." With a huge smirk on his face. Heero had, for once, played along, only making Duo take his temperature, because he was playing around. Heero had actually thought that humorous, rather than annoying.
It was late and Heero was having some sort of nightmare. Duo got up and went over to Heero. For some reason, Heero couldn't be shaken out of his dream no matter how hard Duo tried, but he didn't want to shake too hard and hurt Heero. He climbed into bed with him and held him. Heero stirred and woke up. "Heero, I'm sorry, you were tossing and turning and I..." Duo stopped. There was something in Heero's eyes that Duo'd never seen before. Duo was sure, that, actually, he'd seen that look mixed in with confusion, but hadn't paid any attention to it, but now there was no confusion. Whatever it was Heero had sorted it out somehow and the look in his eyes was now raw emotion. Heero had obviously deemed Duo worthy of seeing the true Heero Yuy. What he was really like. Or maybe there was more to it than that. Duo was going to stop those thoughts, before he got too mystical. He hated when he did that.
"Duo, I have to tell you something, before I chicken out and I hope you wont hate me." Heero said. "Heero, I could never hate you. I could be mad at you, but that would go away real quick, 'cause it's hard for me to do even that, but I could NEVER EVER hate you." Duo said, tucking some of Heero's hair behind his ears. "I...I'm not good at this emotions thing, but I..." Heero couldn't seem to get it out. "It's okay, Heero. You can tell me later. When you're ready." Duo said, wondering what exactly it was that Heero wanted to say. Heero hugged Duo and whispered in his ear. "No, I have to tell you now. I love you, Duo Maxwell." Heero said. Duo's eyes widened. Duo had wished for this, but doubted that it would ever happen. "I love you too, Heero." Duo said, quietly, tightening his grip on Heero, not wanting to let go just yet. He had told himself long ago that he wasn't going to fall in love or care for someone ever again, because they always died in the end, but he couldn't help it. This love for Heero happened so fast that he couldn't stop it and he probably wouldn't have been able to, anyway. He just couldn't help it and he could deny it all he wanted, but the fact still remained that he DID love Heero and Heero loved him.
Heero pulled away to look at Duo. Duo couldn't stand it. He'd been aching to kiss him for a long time, now and he had the chance and he'd be damned if he was going to pass it up. He leaned closer and kissed Heero full on the lips. Heero returned the kiss with more passion than he thought he had. Duo wrapped his arms around Heero.
Duo had wanted to do this for a while, now. A long while. Duo, also, wanted to know how Heero would react to certain things. Sort of like, figuring out what he liked and what he didn't. He slid his hand downward. Heero didn't object to it, so Duo kept going, until he came to the hem of Heero's shirt and slipped his hand up his shirt. Heero tensed and Duo stopped for a moment. Heero seemed to relax and Duo let his hand start to move again. He ran his hand along every inch of Heero's skin, under his shirt, memorizing him. Heero, still kissing Duo, leaned back in the bed, taking Duo with him. Duo was almost completely on top of Heero. "Heero." Duo said, wondering if Heero even knew what he was doing. As far as he knew, Heero had never even been kissed before. Though, Heero sure knew how to do it. Heero responded by kissing Duo again. Duo was sure that Heero wasn't ready for this. He just had a feeling. He didn't know if Heero knew what he was starting to let Duo do, but Duo doubted he'd let himself go further with Heero, however tempting. The only thing Heero might know is that he had some sort of feelings for Duo and that whatever Duo was doing to him, felt good. That didn't mean that he was ready for it.
Duo decided that he'd stop now, before he went too far. If Heero wasn't ready for this, but only just thought he was, what Duo would be doing to him, wouldn't be very far from rape. He wasn't going to do that. He wanted to be absolutely sure that Heero wanted it, before he did anything to him. "Heero, we should stop. This is going a little fast." Duo said. Heero didn't seem to want to stop. He kissed Duo again, this time wrapping his arms around Duo's neck, drawing him closer to him and further on top of him. Duo stopped it. He was sure, now, that Heero just knew that it felt good or right. Or maybe both, but he didn't think that he knew what he was asking him to do, by continuing. He wasn't surprised. He knew about Dr. J and what he'd drilled into Heero's head and none of it, that he knew of, had anything to do with sex or anything related to it. He supposed that Dr. J didn't teach him, because Dr. J had drilled into him that he didn't need feelings and he shouldn't have them. That there wasn't any need for them when you were the Perfect Soldier. "No, Heero. I mean it. We should stop. Kissing is okay, but, for now, that's as far as we should go." Duo said. If he'd gone on to say why, Heero would deny that he wasn't ready. It was just something that Heero was taught. It might, even if only briefly, lead him to consider that that meant that he were weak and deny it and do something that he wasn't ready for. Duo wanted to make love to Heero tonight, but Heero wasn't ready for it. Duo could see that. Besides, they had plenty of time for that. They were still young and they had just found out that they each loved each other. Neither had even taken the step, yet, to tell the other that they loved them. Not out loud, anyway.
Author's note: Well, how's this part?? I hope it's good!!! Mail me at, traci1985babe@hotmail.com