WARNING: Mushy mush ahead, and maybe with a little waffy-ness on top.
Author's Notes: This fiction is a songfic based on the lyrics of "I'll Be" by: Edwin Mccain and this fiction is entirely Mae-chan's fault~! *points a finger on her accusingly* You are the reason I got messed up and did this ultra mushy thing~!.
I'LL BE (Sakura's POV)
[ Sakura's Point of View ]
It's a beautiful night today, I wonder where you are right now, I seem never to think about anything else except you or your exquisite chocolate colored eyes, that always seems to be angry.. or seems to be pretending that you're angry. But with my bestfriend's sharp eyes, you could never have hidden your gentle heart. I, myself, I admit i was a bit clueless, hoeee..~ (i know i'm not only a *bit* clueless, the whole world could be dancing naked and I wouldn't care less), but you know.. I sensed it deep down in my guts.
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Don't you know that you're everything I could ever hope for?, you asked me one time if I ever want anything and if i was okay, I told you nothing and that I'm okay, which was partially true, since you're there and all I need is you. And only you... well, maybe not, I also need my oniichan, Yukito-san and Tomoyo-chan, but I know they would understand me.. *sheepish smile* but then, maybe not. [referring to Touya]. But I know Oniichan would or *could* understand, since I also know that he only wishes the best for his younger sister. Even though he couldn't get rid of his 'Kaijuu' statement when he's referring to ME~! could you believe that? hoeeee~! when will he stop that?
But then, he would be always my big brother. I know he would be there for me always and forever, like I've known that you would too. Or.. maybe not, hoeee.. but I know you too much not to be sure about those kind of things.. I know that you would be always my friend, both you and Tomoyo-chan. Both of you has been my greatest friends, but I know that Tomoyo-chan would leave me eventually, since, she also needs to move on and have family.. but that would be far, far and very far from today, but I'm sure it would come, no matter how far it is. No one could alter destiny.. maybethe only person who could do that is the girl called Hitomi-chan I always watch on T.V... does that count? hoeee~!.. *sweatdrop*. Just trying to lighten things in here.. oh~! there's a falling star.. I just wish... -- hoeee~ stop listening to my wish... but then you know what I would wish for.. to be with him... forever. With Oniichan, ofcourse.. I couldn't live without my bigger kaijuu brother.
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
When I was putting on a long face.. I just couldn't remember when it was, but one detail about it is for sure, that day was the day yukito-san turned me down... you know, and I know deep deep down inside me that it would be his response, that he only looked at me as like a younger sister or maybe only a sister of his bestfriend.. but I knew that I had to try to tell him my feelings, to know the truth and move on. I still remember my own world came crashing down onto me, I couldn't remember anything but Yukito-san's blurred vision since my eyes were immediately became the world's no. 1 water producer... taht's the only thing I remember and the warmth of your arms around me telling me that it's okay, and that I would find that 'number one' person, at that time, you know, I knew I already found that person.
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
But then, as the time came when I finally realized my feelings.. I had come to a decision, to give my answer and let you know that I feel the same way too.. well, doesn't that line sounded like a song?.. hoeee... but as soon as I got into your apartment, bursting with happiness and bubbly stuff.. i don't know, I just found you... gone.. literally. Then that was the time I knew that the world came into an end, for me that is... but it was my fault, I should've given you my answer and I should've expected you to do *that* since, you came to Japan without warning, you might as well, leave without warning.. but I could have hurt less whe you let me know. But one thing's for sure, I know that you'll come back. *crosses fingers* I know, you would.
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I know I am right, at the time I told myself that you would come back. I now feel you and your strong ever-scowling aura.. but anyhow, does an aura scowl? maybe not, but yours do.. it's one of the permanent features of yourself, it's like, you wouldn't be complete without that undying scowl, but you know... it adds you your teenage-cuteness... kawaii~! oh.. did I just say kawaii? well, I see now the effects of having Tomoyo-chan around me, videotaping me, fussing me, and taking care of me for sooo long. She's still screaming 'kawaii' all throughout the day. *sigh*
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
Well, Mr. Sleeping Beauty in grade school, since you're trained not to back out, well, I'm trained not to let anything slip away, let it be a card or anything.. you haven't changed a bit, you're still wearing that soft-behind-a-scowling-face mask. But no mater how hard you try to conceal it, I know you're a good person. That's why I love you. Hoeee.. did I just say that?.. I must be turning into some kind of homesick and lovesick... person.. ow~! Kero-chan.. you shouldn't have done that~!
Kero-chan: Well, Ms. Cheerful.... that gaki has come all the way here just to see you, and I just couldn't understand why you just tranformed into a lovesick girl.. I just can't see anything *lovable* with that gaki.
Kero-chan~!!!! Stop that...
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
Finally, you're here, even though, I couldn't see you right now.. eventually I will, I'll get Oniichan to drive me over there.. even if it kills me.
[ to be continued ]
The three parts of this mini-POV series.
I'll be - Syaoran's POV (finished)
I'll be - Sakura's POV (finished)
I'll be - The real song fanfic and not a POV-type (ongoing)
Author's notes:
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I know, It's a bit corny, oh no, as a matter of fact it's not a bit corny, but awfully corny, and terribly OOC. But i can't help it. Gomen. So just give me some decent comments.. pretty please? it hurts when you give none. But I don't require you to give me some if it would mean giving me some snocky and negative comments, but.. it wouldn't hurt if you would *correct* me. ^^;;