Feelings Kept Under Lock and Keys
A/N: I'd like to thank everyone who reviewed the fisrt part, that meant a lot to me. At the start I was thinking in a George/Angelina fic, but I was talking to my teacher (big friend) and she said: "Dê o que eles querem." (give them what they want). I'm sorry, but I'm not a h/h shipper, so it's r/m. It has a songfic too, but it's kinda fussy and sticky.Anyway, please, review!
Remus was in the staff room grading some essays. But he couldn't concentrate anymore. Minerva had entered the room about 30 minutes before and since them the only thing he's done was trying to stare at her and pretending to be reading the essay.
"What are you doing?" She asked him.
He gasped. "Essays. 5th year."
"Is it Hermione's?"
"What?" She pointed the parchment.
"No! It's Vincent Crabbe. Why?"
"Well, nothing. It's just that you're taking so long to read it." She smiled shyly.
"What do you have to do with that?"he didn't mean to be rude, but he had to ask her, ya know, start a conversation.
That was rude! Even so, she wanted to talk to him.
"I was just wondering, well, you know we have a break now and, well, I thought we could chat a little bit." She said. She was nervous. Her stomach was pressing her heart against her throat, that was a terrible feeling. However the feeling got better once she saw he was smiling and, oh my God, he was looking at her that way again.
In a few seconds the feeling turned from terrible to wonderful.
"Yeah, we haven't talk for a while, have we?"
She shook her head, and regreted doing that immediately. "I should have said something." she thought, feeling stupid.
"Forget that glasses thing, Moony!" he thought. He just didn't know what to do. That was a lot uncomfortable. He wanted to leave, but, at the same time he wanted to stay.
Minerva got back to her essays. She couldn't concentrate either. She was trying to read that one for the third time when she suddenly had an idea to break the ice. Just to make sure, she looked up. Remus, who was staring at her, immediately looked down.
"I'm so tired of this!" she said droping her quill and taking her glasses off.
Remus looked so amused. "Fell into the trap!" she thought.
"What are you looking at?" "Brave Gryffindor" she thought while saying that.
"I was just think how beautiful you are." he couldn't believe he'd said that.
Minerva was surprised and blushed. "He's brave too." she thought.
"You're cute too?" she didn't know what to say. Thank God (she never thought she would think that), Sibyll entered the room.
"Hi, Sibyll!" she greeted her "Any bad news? What are the predictions today? Good things about Leo? I haven't read the horoscope yet!"
"You need sex!" Sibyll, stunned, answered her.
"Everybody does, dear!" Minerva said while packing her stuff. When she was leaving she stopped in front of a giggling person at the door.
"What are you laughing at?"
"Nothing" Professor Vector said, before bursting into laughing.
There will come a time
I know I'm gonna need
Someone I can trust, someone who'll fight for me
That's the way I love
That was awful to admit, but she had to. In parts, Sibyll was right. She needed sex. Not only sex, off course. She needed someone to love, she needed to be loved. She was getting old. She was 37 now. Every she had at school was married (or divorced), or dead (You-Know-Who did the job). She was the only one single, in depite of Sibyll, but she doesn't count because she's insane.
You-Know-Who was rising again. She didn't want to be by herself this once. She could remember how Remus used to protect his friends, especially the girls. He had that gentleman thing. And the way he was trying to protect Harry was way too charming.
This is my time to work things out
What I want for this life
There will be someone out there for me
That's the way I love
He stayed in the staff room. Thinking. "Maybe she's still single because she was meant for me. Now I have to be fast. Everybody is awkward. If I don't do anything fast we'll never talk to each other again. That's the time."
He needed to fix his life. He was lost. Always searching, never finding. That's because he was a werewolf. He was always roaming around. Maybe he needed a woman. Not exactly a wife, but just someone to take care of him, the way mothers do; he didn't want a mother either, he wanted someone he could touch, kiss, ya know. Minerva was so perfect, she was beautiful, smart, she really cared about him, and the most important thing: she seemed to really like him. He had a lots of girlfriends, but when they found out about him being a werewolf they dumped him. Minerva knew, and she didn't care that much. She's probably learned to dwell with it.
It doesn't really matter whoever you are
Don't matter where you go
Just make sure you're there to answer when
love comes around
Don't be surprised
When loves knocks at you door
He dated many girls at school, before they found out he was a werewolf. "I don't think I could stand being dumped so many times." He was a werewolf, OK, but that was one night per month. Besides, he could take that potion, and he was so cute, kind, and everything. That was a waste! "At least he's not gay." she thought. She didn't care that much. It was just one little night. They'd still have 30 days and 29 nights. He seemed to like her, that was what mattered, the true love thing.
You're the breath that I take
You're the smile on my face
Every time I breath in
Brings me warmth from within
When you touch me I start believing
Loving is like oxygen
The more he fell in love about her, the more he fell in love. Perhaps that's why he had fell so deep. He couldn't stop thinking about her. And when she looked at him he knew she loved him too. He couldn't live without her anymore.
Even when we're so far apart
I still feel in my heart
'Cause you gave me the greatest gift of all
That's the way I love
The way our love made easy
But it could ever be for me
The situations seem so insane
It's all about the feeling without insecurities
That's the way I love
"Poppy, I think my eyes turned into blue!"
"Why? Was it that charm again? You'll blind yourself with that."
"No! I stared at him so long..."
"A handsome man like him and you just look at his eyes! I want my friend back, you monster!!"
"I'd rather TOUCH the other parts."
"That's the old Minerva."
"Anyway, if I had the blue eyes, our children would do too. Wouldn't be great?"
"You're different, now you want to have children?"
"No, I don't think so. It was just something I said."
"Futile."
"Poppy, if you continue criticizing me I won't tell you anything!"
"Sorry, tell me."
"If he pronounce to me, I'll be only his. I'll do anything he wants me to, I'll..."
"Ok, Mrs. Lupin, I have to work now. If you are not sick, go away!"
"I'm a lovesick!"she whispered. She didn't want any other man, or any other thing, as long as she had his love.
Imagine a life without love
I'd be so afraid
'Cos the love that we share would be
Hard to replace
Baby hold me and never leave me
This love is my oxygen
This love is my oxygen
"If I didn't love her, what would I think about? What would I do? I'd be so depressed. I just cannot live without her. I'll tell her that." he was thinking while telling the 2nd year about dragons.
"Hey, now do the exercises on your book. I'll be right back." he said that closing the door behind him. He ran towards the Transfiguration class and knocked at the door.
"Excuse me, Prof. McGonagall. Could I talk to you for one minute?"
"Yes, off course. Class, take a look at the theory on your books. I'll be right back." she said that closing the door behind her.
"Minerva, I was thinking about what happened today. I'm sorry, I'm really shy with women."
"That's OK, you shouldn't care."she said, glad that he cared.
"Really?" she nodded. "Oh, I want to tell you something, I don't know if I should, but I need to." he was gazing his shoes, maybe hers.
"What's it?"
"Iloveyou." he looked up, without lifting his head and she was smiling, she looked really happy.
"Well, Remus, I have to go back to class too" she kissed his cheek.
"OK." he quickly kissed her lips and turned around. he started walking back to his class, feeling the happiest person in the Earth.
At lunch, you could hear the Ravenclaw 6th years talking about how happy Prof. McGonagall was happy after Prof. Lupin left.
"What do you think he said to her, Cho?"
"No idea."
Open your heart
Take a deep breath
Stop searching start believing
Be sure you're there to answer when love
comes around
Don't be surprise
When true love knocks at your door
A/N: That's like a soap opera. I talked mostly about feelings here, so it's a little repeated. Kinda sticky, but longer than the first part. Again, don't care about my grammar and spelling, my first language is Portuguesen what is complete different from English. PLEASE REVIEW!! I don't care if you flame me, I just want to know what you thought about that.
Disclaimer: The characters belong to J.K. Rowling. The song "Oxygen" belongs to the Spice Girls.