Note: Hello again! Okay, all my previous parts to this fic stated all the
legal mumbo-jumbo, and if you haven't read those than this won't make sense to
you anyway. Throughout this fic, instead of page breaks, I'll be interrupting
each scene with quotes from the Sandman series (I mentioned these comics in my
prologue) by Neil Gaiman. I just bought another one called "Death: Time of Your
Life" and it is SO good. If you like stories with strong support of gay couples
and you don't mind angst or dark topics, this is a FANTASTIC graphic-novel. I
highly recommend it. It's not yoai or slash, however. If you feel like you need
to call it by a Japanese word, it'd be yuri. The one before it is called Death:
The High Cost of Living, and that's cool too. In fact, I think I like that one
better. Anyway… this part of my tale is darker than the first two and deals
with more death, abuse, rape, and just bizarre dream-like sequences. Don't
like? Don't read. And there's yoai (duh). Jen, thanks for the hug and the kind
words. I'll try not to torture Duo-chan TOO much in this one. Once again, this
is for you. Kai, I wish you luck with school and I hope everything is going
well. And thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much for the 3X4 fic. "Sniffle" I loved it!
Your kind words always brighten up my day, and I always look forward to hearing
from you again. This fic is also yours.
Forever and Always, Tsuki-Moon
But It's Just One Life- The Road's End
By Tsuki-Moon
"Also… there's no one I know who's evil. I mean, in books and movies you get the bad guy, and you know immediately who the bad guy is because, well, he's bad. And you've got the good guy and it doesn't matter what he goes through, he knows who the bad guy is. And I don't even have a faithful sidekick."
- Death: The High Cost of Living
"Where are we?" I asked, looking across a devastated battlefield.
"It doesn't really matter." She nodded over to a
cloud of dust on the horizon. "This is what I brought you to see." I looked
out, straining to view whatever was ahead. Two figures ran out of the dust, one
sprinting quickly, the other stumbling as fast as he could.
"We lost them." The limping figure gasped, his head
hung as he gasped for breath. I immediately recognized the voice. Quatre!
"Don't be so sure. OZ isn't exactly known for giving
up easily."
"Flo, they don't even know that we're Gundam pilots.
They wouldn't follow us."
The other figure scowled, his fire red hair blowing
in the wind. I could tell that this was my "replacement" and I think I hated
him already. His eyes were narrowed into menacing slits, and his arms were
folded against his skin tight, gray tank top. His shoes were cowboy boots and a
pair of tight, black jeans hugged his legs, showing off every sensuous muscle.
Okay, I'll admit it- he was hot!
Quatre seemed to think so too, considering that his eyes were constantly on the
boy's smooth face.
"What are you staring at?" Flo stated suddenly.
"Oh! N-nothing." Quatre looked away quickly,
obviously embarrassed. The boy shook his head with a smirk and grabbed Quatre's
arm forcefully. Before the small, Arabian boy could even gasp, the red-haired
boy's lips were on his. I watched in shock as the boy's tongue forced Quatre's
lips apart with ease, teasing him with his teeth and smiling the entire time.
Quatre pulled back, after a fashion, and blushed. I clenched my fists and knew
that this had been Quatre's first kiss. And
it wasn't with Trowa! "Flo… I…"
The boy shook his head. "Quatre, you know damn well
that you're just as fascinated by me as I am you." Quatre flushed even deeper.
"Come on, let's get the fuck out of here." Flo walked away, leaving Quatre
shuffling behind him a bit slower. I noticed with a start that Quatre's side
was bleeding rather heavily and his right leg was cut in several places. In
fact, by the way Quatre was limping, I wouldn't have been surprised if it was
broken. It looked like they had gotten caught in a rather severe battle.
"Come on," Shingami whispered, "Let's jump forward
to a half a month later than this." I nodded and watched as Quatre and Flo disappeared
from site, and butterflies filled the air. I noticed, with just a slight sting
of jealousy, that their wings were the same color as Flo's hair. As soon as the
thought filled my mind, I was shoved down into another dark scene. A hotel.
"Hotel rooms
are lonely. All the craziness that you avoid in the day-to-day business of life
come to you in hotel rooms and eat your mind. The people they find dead in
hotel rooms wouldn't have killed themselves at home. Hotel rooms don't care if
you live or die."
- Death: Time of Your Life
Quatre sat on the queen sized hotel mattress,
sobbing furiously. His knees were pulled up to his chest, one slightly higher
than the other was. From the look of his pants, it seemed as if he had been
crying for awhile. "Allah…" he sniffled,
"I just want it all to go away. Please… just make it go away!" Quatre sobbed
louder now, something orange in his right hand. He pulled it out now and looked
at it. It was a pill bottle. He stared at it for awhile, as if it were
something foreign and new instead of a familiar prescription. He sighed and
poured the bottle's contents out on the bed. I counted the eighteen pills
quickly, but Quatre laid them each out in a row, adding them up slowly and
carefully.
"What are those?" I asked Shingami, even though I
already knew. I sure as hell didn't want to believe it, though.
"Sleeping pills."
"No!" I pounded my fist into the hotel wall, but no
sound was made. I was just a spectator; I couldn't change anything about the
scene in front of me. I couldn't even fuck up the horridly ugly wallpaper.
After catching my breath and trying not to cry, I turned back to the spectacle
in front of me. "Why is he doing this?"
"Why did you set out to destroy yourself, Duo?"
"For love." I answered without hesitation.
"Well…" Shingami stopped mid-sentence as the door
burst open and Flo- a red haired, narrow eyed, angry looking Flo- stormed in.
"Where have you been! I've been waiting for you for
two hours!"
"Flo, you know I can't practice ground moves right
now. I worked so hard on them yesterday and my leg really hurts. I-" Quatre was
silenced by a punch to the face. I yelped and sprinted forward. I wanted so
badly to kill that bastard. He didn't deserve Deathscythe and he certainly
didn't deserve Quatre. Shingami stopped me with a hand on my shoulder.
"You can't do anything, Duo." She reminded me. I
winced, tears streaming down my face as the scene continued to unfold.
"That stupid leg again! Shit, ever since that battle
you've been complaining non-stop about your fucking leg! You're such a stuck-up
brat! You never should have been a Gundam pilot! Not a stupid pussy like you." Another
punch followed. I saw tears spring to Quatre's eyes, but he swallowed them
down. "Look at me when I'm talking to you, damn it!" Flo yanked Quatre toward
him, the pills near Quatre's lap spilling onto the floor with a clatter. Flo
looked down, a look of shock on his face. I could tell that he immediately
recognized what they were. "Quatre…" His eyes narrowed again and he belted
another hard punch into his cheek. Quatre let out a hoarse cry as a third punch
rammed into his stomach. "Your life isn't fucking yours to take, brat!" Flo
pulled a switchblade out of his pocket and glared at the small, Arabian boy menacingly.
The fear in Quatre's eyes only lasted a second, followed by an even more
horrifying look of recognition. He knew what was coming next. I gasped as Flo
forced Quatre onto the cheap bed, the springs creaking in sorrow in time with
Quatre. Flo slit the blade through Quatre's shirt and tore the rest of his
clothes off too. Quatre didn't say anything, but his eyes were full of pain and
anguish. I turned away and buried my face in Shingami's shirt. I couldn't
watch. Listening was dreadful in itself. Quatre's whimpers for Flo to stop were
frightful and awful to hear. Finally, Quatre's wails halted as Flo slid off of
the bed. I turned back reluctantly. "Brat…" he sneered again, storming into the
adjoining bathroom. The door slammed behind him.
Quatre sat up again, tears streaming down his
cheeks. He felt all along the floor, blindly and hastily. He found five of the
pills, but, after a few minutes of searching, couldn't come up with any more.
Eyes full of tears, he threw the small spheres at the ugly wall with a harsh
screech, just like a small child. Then he curled up on the bed, once again, and
sobbed. I was shaking like a leaf by now, and clutching to Shingami for all my
life--- and everyone else's. Oh, Quatre…
Light.
"'But
look, um, WHY do we hurt? Why do we DIE? Why isn't life GOOD all the time? Why
isn't it FAIR?'
'Those
aren't stupid questions, Hazel. For
some they're the only questions that matter… but they could just as well be
"when is purple?" or "why does Thursday?" if you see what I mean.'"
- Death: Time of Your Life
"It's over. At least, that part is." Shingami soothed me a bit, her small fingers slipping through my bangs and hair, lacing and unlacing different parts of my braid. I looked up and gazed around.
"We're in space?" I asked. Shingami nodded.
"I'm sorry that the last image caused you such
distress. I wish I had happier occurrences for you."
I shrugged. "Y-yeah, that last one was a bit
intense. B-but…" I shuttered and shook my head, unable to speak.
Shingami smiled warmly. "I have only two more scenes
to show you, my friend." I nodded slowly. I was glad that she didn't call me
'boy' or 'child' either. "Over there."
I followed her gaze reluctantly. A ways away, a
mobile-suit battle was being viciously fought. In the center of about twenty
OZ-style suits, there was the Gundam Shenlong. "Wufei!" I watched as Shenlong's
long, metallic arm wrenched around and destroyed ten of the MS with its huge
flame-thrower. Then, in one long swipe, the claw on the end of its hand slit
through five more. I smiled. I know I shouldn't have been excited about this
violence, but come on, it was cool to see! I cheered silently, a smile blazing
on my face. Finally, the battle was over and Shenlong hovered in the rubble and
demolished parts.
"Weak…" Wufei whispered. "There's no point to
defeating such feeble opponents."
"Damn you!" A voice cried from one of the
mobile-suits. I gasped as I recognized the voice. "You stupid rebel! This is
all a game for you, isn't it!"
"No." Wufei smirked to himself, his eyes glaring at
the mobile suit that had sounded. "This is my existence." Wufei pointed his
fireblaster at the MS.
"No!" I screamed. Shingami yanked on my braid, once
again pulling me back. The pilot let out a small whimper as she crouched
against her seat, waiting for Wufei to pull the trigger on his flame-thrower.
"Tell me, pilot," Wufei finally sneered after a few
moments of silence, "are you afraid to die?"
"No." she sniffled. "I- I just…" she shook her head.
"I don't know. Maybe I am."
Wufei snorted. "Typical. Weak woman…" He hit a
button on his Gundam that shot out a silver cylinder into his hand. "I am going
to back up a few marks. After I finish what I am here to do, I want you to tell
everyone what happened."
The girl looked up. "W-what? Why?"
"Because I am the last Gundam left." Wufei sneered.
"And because Treize Kushrenada is dead, so there is no one left with true
honor. Because there is no reason to fight. Because there is no reason to
live." I saw the smallest trickle of a tear spill down the Chinese boy's thin
cheek. "And because I am not afraid." Wufei turned on his rocket boosters and
slipped away, so that he was more then fifteen marks away from the girl's
wrecked mobile suit. "Before anything else, please, tell me your name."
"Hilde." The girl breathed, "My name is Hilde."
Wufei nodded and closed his eyes. He pressed the
button on the end of the cylinder and -for a moment- time seemed to stop.
The blast was large enough that it slammed Hilde's
MS back a few feet. Hilde whimpered a bit, and at first I thought it was
because of the whiplash. No, that wasn't it… she was crying for Wufei. I shook
my head. "Hilde, you have such a big heart. It doesn't matter which Gundam
pilot you meet, does it? You care too much for those who are not understood."
I didn't cry for Wufei. Instead, I respected him just the same as I did when he fought against us in our battle against Marymara. Wufei had the type of personality that you could either hate or respect. I respected him greatly. I always have.
Shingami and I watched as the OZ backup team came
and pried a sobbing Hilde out from the suit. She spilled out what had happened
quickly and with more tears than before. "Well," one soldier said, "it looks
like it's all over, then. No more Gundams."
"Yes." Hilde sighed, "It's all over… and I think
that we were the ones that lost." The
soldiers looked at her with confused expressions as she slipped into the ship
without another word.
I blew Hilde a kiss and took Shingami's hand. "Are
you sure that you're ready for this?" she asked quietly. "This is the last
thing I have to show you, and it's also the one that will effect you the most,
Duo."
"I don't care." I laughed sharply. "I just need to
finish this." She nodded.
No butterflies came this time… butterflies can't
breath in space. That's funny.
"'I must confess I always wondered what lies
beyond life, my dear.'
'Yeah, everybody wonders. And sooner or later everybody gets to find out.'"
- Sandman: The Doll's
House
"Flo, I don't think we can destroy them! They are
too many!"
"Shut up and fight, Quat!" Deathscythe whirled
around and sliced to suits in half.
"Flo! I need help over here!" Quatre's voice sounded
panicky as he dodged and slashed at the MS-Aries that surrounded him. Sure
enough, there were more suits surrounding Quatre than Flo.
"Hold on." Flo hacked at the MS around him, although
he could have easily shot up in the air to go help Quatre.
More destruction followed, but it seemed as if the
Aries were unlimited. Deathscythe and Sandrock slashed and blasted at the
mobile suits, but I could tell that they were both getting tired. Finally, the
Aries surrounding Flo began to retreat. "Oh no you don't!" Flo sneered. "You
don't pick a fight with me and just walk away!" Deathscythe shot quickly after
the Aries group.
"Flo! Wait! Don't leave me here!" The number
surrounding Quatre was incredible. There was no way a single Gundam could hold
them all off. Especially not if it were the Gundam Sandrock. Suddenly, it
looked as if a star was falling and another mobile suit landed swiftly in front
of Sandrock. The deep shades of red, blue, and gold shimmered as my breath
caught in my throat. It was Gundam Wing… Heero!
Heero raised his blaster and shot away three of the
Aries. He turned to the left and did the same for three more. "I'm an ally." He
stated sharply at Quatre.
Quatre nodded and slashed at the Aries some more.
Soon, the MS were all gone, leaving the two Gundams standing alone in the
battle field. Wing's eye-lights shut off as the center door opened. Heero
jumped out of it and landed on the ground. He looked up at Sandrock with a
sharp nod. Sandrock's eyes turned dark as well as Quatre slipped down, out of
the middle and down the leg of his Gundam. "H-hi." Quatre smiled warmly. "I'm
Quatre Raberba Winner."
"Heero. Heero Yuy." Heero offered his hand to shake,
but as soon as Quatre removed his hand from his Gundam's leg, he started to
fall over. Heero gasped and caught Quatre swiftly.
"Th-thank you." Quatre blushed and tried to stand up again, but he couldn't.
"What happened? There's no way you could have gotten
all of these wounds from one mobile suit battle."
"N-nothing. I've just been fighting a lot lately. Guess I just overworked
myself."
Heero's eyes flashed and seemed to believe Quatre
just about as much as I did. "I heard a report that there were two Gundam's
here. Where's the second?"
Quatre flushed. "He took off after some retreating
Aries. He should be back soon."
"He left you here in your condition?" Heero's eyes
flashed murderously, even though his face stayed the same cold mask.
"I-it's no big deal. I mean, a Gundam pilot can't be
weak, right? I've been too weak lately." Quatre tried to stand up again, but
let out a sharp cry as soon as he put pressure on his right leg.
"Have you been in any hand-to-hand battles lately?"
Heero asked, sounding more conversational than usual.
"No." Quatre winced as Heero helped him hobble over
to a nearby rock to sit down. "Just MS-battles."
"Then how did you get the fist marks?" Heero's eyes
narrowed and Quatre winced.
"Oh, these? They're no big deal, I…"
Heero sat down next to the blond pilot and put his
hand on his shoulder. "If he's hurting you," Heero whispered, "then he doesn't
deserve you anyway." Both Quatre and myself were shocked at Heero's remark.
Heero's cold demeanor never seemed to leave room for sympathy, but here he was,
comforting Quatre! I watched as Quatre's thankful grin was met with an equally
warm smile from Heero. Wow… Heero smiling. It was a treat to see, even if he
wasn't smiling at me. That last thought caused my gut to pang. No, Heero wasn't smiling at me. I had never seen Heero smile! The thought
caused a new wave of depression to fall over me. Heero would never love me...
"Watch," Shingami reminded me. I nodded and looked
on as a shivering Quatre started to cry months and lifetimes worth of tears as
Heero held him in a soft embrace. I sighed. That was one of the sweetest things
I have ever seen, and I will continue to treasure it. That look of pure
compassion on Heero's part is too kind and rare to not treasure. Beautiful.
"What the fuck is going on here!" Flo sneered. Heero
and Quatre looked up in shock, Quatre trying hopelessly to dry off his tears.
Heero's eyes narrowed, staring down the taller, red-haired pilot. "Answer me,
damn it!"
"I'm Heero Yuy." Heero stood up and offered his hand
respectfully yet coolly. "I'm an alley. I pilot Gundam 01…"
"Fuck you're an ally! That's why you're cuddling
with Winner?!"
Heero's eyes flashed dangerously again. "I have no interest
in your boyfriend. However, I think your violence is pretty uncivil. I wouldn't
suggest…"
Heero was silenced by a punch in the gut. He barely
even winced, though, and retaliated with a kick to Flo's groin. I head Quatre
gasp loudly from behind me.
Heero punched and kicked with the full force that I
recognized all too well… but, as always, it was simply force. Flo, on the other
hand, darted in different directions and continued to punch Heero anywhere he
found vulnerability. Heero, though, always seemed to be able to collapse any
type of block that Flo put up to protect himself, so they were pretty much
even. Back and forth… back and forth… it never really seemed to end. Quatre
pressed himself against a nearby tree and watched, wide eyed. Heero finally
slugged Flo exceptionally hard in the face, leaving Flo on the ground, bleeding
severely from his mouth and nose. Heero scowled and turned away.
"Next time, don't pick a fight with me." He stated
in his usual, cold manner. Flo glowered at Heero and pulled something from his
right pocket.
"Heero!" Quatre bolted forward, in front of the
Perfect Soldier.
BANG
Quatre fell to the ground, clutching his side, which
was bleeding severely. Flo stood up and narrowed his eyes. "Stupid brat…" Flo
leveled the gun a second time, this time in front of Quatre's forehead, and
pulled the trigger.
BANG
"Quatre!" I covered my mouth, weeping uncontrollably
for awhile. I looked up at Heero and saw a look of pure shock on his face. That
expression soon dissolved back into coldness as Flo turned toward him.
"You're stupid too, fucker." Flo sneered. Heero
reached for his gun immediately, but never had a chance.
BANG
Flo's bullet went straight through his head, killing
him instantly. I screamed and collapsed to my knees in a fit of sobs. I felt
myself shaking as well. No! Heero couldn't die! He couldn't! How many times had
I thought him dead and he had pulled through it! I looked up again and wailed.
Heero's blood was spilling into the dark soil faster than I could even
calculate. Flo walked up to Heero and spat on him harshly. "Bastard." He sneered,
and walked away.
"Flo died four days after Trowa did." Shingami stated
softly. "Zechs Marquise performed a full-blown take over of OZ and his first
order of business was to finish off all rebels. Flo was easy to find since he
had a tendency to blow things up unnecessarily."
I nodded, but couldn't talk. Hell, I couldn't see or
breath very well either. Heero! I
began to sob again and I stood up sluggishly. Shingami was silent as I stumbled
over to Heero's lifeless body and lay down next to it. "Aishiteu, Heero." I
sniffled, and hugged him tightly. Sometime, while I lay there crying, a small
group of butterflies came up and landed around us. They were blue… like Heero's
eyes.
"' But I don't think I love you anymore… and
WHAT are you laughing at?'
'Well, YOU always thought I was the stupid one. And I always thought I was the stupid one too.
And then you say something like that.
You followed me into Death because I needed
you… What do you think love IS?'"
- Death: Time of Your Life
The cool water splashed against my face, some of it
spilling into my mouth. I coughed and tried to sit up. I couldn't, though. The
room was spinning too much. I opened my eyes and saw bright blue.
"Baka." A cold voice belabored. "How many drinks are
you going to have before you kill yourself, Hn?" I shook my head dumbly, taking
in the entire scene. I was in my -our-
apartment. Heero was sitting on my bed. Heero…
I threw my arms around him without thinking and
began to sob. Heero stiffened considerably, but didn't push me away. Thank God
for that. Heero put a callused hand on my shoulder. "What's wrong, Duo? What is
it?"
I shook my head again. "Oh God, I just had the worst
nightmare of all damn nightmares." I pulled back and let out a ragged sigh.
"Oh? What happened?" Heero seemed to be trying not
to sound as monotone as he usually did.
"Well… a lot. Wufei killed himself, Quatre was
killed by this other Gundam pilot who was in Shingami but wasn't me and was
really cute, but an asshole and…"
"Slow down."
"Eh? Oh, right…" I sighed and continued. "And I
talked to Trowa, b-but he didn't even know who Quatre was. Awe man, that was freaky. I still can't shake
that one. The dream was just so real!"
Heero stood up and walked over to his laptop. My
face fell. Was Heero just going to shut me out and leave me alone again? I had an urge to find a bottle
and pick-up where I left off, but Heero surprised me as he gestured for me to
come on over. He clicked several keys that I recognized as a phone-number. The
screen shimmered with each ring until, finally, a voice answered with a yawn.
"Hello?"
"Hello Quatre." Heero stated flatly. The screen
suddenly flashed with bright colors as Quatre activated his screen. He was
dressed almost in nothing; a pair of really short knit-shorts and a thin, white
tank was his only cover.
"Hey Heero! Oh, hi, Duo! Great to see you! Sorry about the black screen, at first. In the early morning I don't usually answer the vid-screen.
"I can see why." I joked. Quatre blushed and put his
arms around himself as if that would shield him from our eyes.
"Yeah, well…"
"Heero. Duo." A second body appeared on the screen
and gave a respectful nod. Green eyed, brown haired… and not-really-dressed.
Trowa. The taller boy had nothing on but a pair of plaid boxers, but didn't
really seem to mind. He slid over behind Quatre, cocking his head to the side
in anticipation.
"G'morning." Heero smirked slightly, I think noting
Trowa's attire. "Quatre, you mentioned last time that you wanted to get
together soon and catch up. I thought I'd better call while I thought of it."
"Oh yeah!" Quatre's eyes shimmered as he fished out
a day-planner from his drawer. "Does the twenty-third work for you two?"
"We have no lives." I joked, "I don't think we're
ever busy."
"Great!" Quatre closed his planner and propped his
head on his hands. "So what's new with you two?"
Trowa rolled his eyes and leaned forward to nuzzle
lovingly in Quatre's neck. I barely heard Trowa's soft breath of "Come on.
Hurry up."
"We're fine." Heero smirked, obviously hearing
Trowa's complaint as well. "However, we have to go. See you soon."
"Absolutely!" Quatre smiled. Trowa nodded
wordlessly, looking as if he would go insane if Quatre didn't end the
conversation so they could pick-up wherever they had left off. I snickered softly,
just imagining where that could be. I
silently wondered what would have happened if we had called a few minutes
later.
The screen went black again and Heero stood up.
"See? Your horrible dream was just from that hangover of yours. I don't suggest
drinking that much again any time soon."
"Yeah… it's just…"
"It's just what?" Heero looked curious now. I
scowled.
"Nothing."
Heero's eyes flashed as he stood up. "Duo, what is
it?" I didn't answer him. "There was more to the dream." He stated. I nodded,
even though it wasn't a question. I stumbled over to my bed and sat down on it
again. I didn't even look up as Heero sat down next to me.
"The same pilot that killed Quatre killed you. Just
like that- you were dead." I reached out and placed my index finger right in
the middle of Heero's clear, blue eyes. "Right there, he shot you." Heero got a
sad look in his eye and nodded. He took my hand away from his head and placed
it on the mattress. I shuttered and felt another sob well up in my throat.
"I-I watched it. It was awful. I mean, you're perfect, right? You can't die. You wouldn't die! You wouldn't leave me here… would you?" Heero looked
like he was about to say something, but I continued on before he could. "And
you were just lying there on the ground, and I was wailing. I mean, fuck,
everyone I've ever known is basically dead. So, I lay down next to you, still crying,
and I fell asleep. But before I do there are these butterflies. There were
butterflies all over my dream, but usually they were the color of that one
pilot's hair- all orange and dark. But these were blue. Then I woke up and your
eyes looked like the butterflies and…" I stopped, realizing that I might have
just given away my feelings. I swallowed and looked nervously over at Heero. He
looked shocked. I winced and turned away, another tear streaming down my cheek.
"Duo…" I felt a slight squeeze on my left-hand and I
realized that Heero had never removed his hand from mine after he had set it
down on the bed. I swallowed, refusing to open my eyes... I opened my eyes.
Heero's lips were on mine -soft and smooth- not at
all what I had expected from the Perfect Soldier. I gasped and kissed back,
another tear spilling down my face. Heero withdrew briefly and wiped my tear
away with his bottom lip.
"Duo," he sighed, smiling ever so slightly, "I'm not
dead. I'm here. I'm not going to leave you here… and I don't have to be dead
for you to lie here with me."
"W-what?" I stared at Heero, utterly confused at
what was happening. Then, a thought hit me. "Awe man, you kissed me!"
Heero chuckled softly and nodded. I grinned like a
fool and kissed him again, more forcefully this time, more passionately. Heero
and I did nothing but kiss for a long time…
Later on, Heero and I went to the store. We needed
more groceries and we needed new sheets. We figured out that if we pushed our
beds together they were the size of a king bed. Heero and I didn't cuddle in
public of course, but he was still closer to me and he talked a lot more. This
seemed just too good to be real. At one point during our shopping spree, I looked
over to the produce section and gasped. Leaning against a post, next to a stack
of apples, was a girl. She was wearing a skin-tight black jumpsuit, a studded
black belt, and a black leather jacket. On her feet she wore a pair of black
combat boots. Her hair was cut short and was light brown, and her skin was pale.
Thick, black eyeliner rimmed her eyes splendidly. She looked over at me and,
with a cute little grin, blew me a kiss. I smiled and nodded. Then, Heero called
me over to have me pick out what kind of bread to get. I called back that I was
coming and looked back to the apples. She was gone. "See you later, God of
Death." I smiled, walking confidently over to the bread aisle. "But hopefully
not too soon."
"Sometimes I lie awake at night, thinking that we're dead… that this is Death's last joke. That we're living one last dream before the lights go out. And then I think, so what's new? And I roll over. And, sooner or later, I go back to sleep."
-Death: Time of Your Life
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