My deepest apologies everyone! Of all the places and time for a writer
to have a writer's block… Well, I really had a difficult time writing the
romance between Helga and Arnold. I didn't have much to go on. The episodes
about Ruth and Lila don't show much and I haven't watched the episode where
Arnold meets the two Ceciles.
So, I hope
you all liked this chapter. Polgara and I worked hard in it! Speaking of which,
thanks again, Polgara for helping me with my writer's block and editing this.
This is the
last chapter, folks. Next one is the epilogue. I hope everyone enjoyed this
fic. I'll post another fic soon!
Words that
are between *s and at the end of the
chapter are from Shakespeare's Taming of the Shrew. Once again from this
website:
http://tech-two.mit.edu/Shakespeare/taming_shrew/index.html.
The italized parts are the flashback. Musume is daughter, Otousan is father and
Ohayoo gozaimasu is formal hello in Japanese. I got these from Fanfiction.Net's
writer's university.
DISCLAIMER: Hey Arnold! is not mine. If it were this would
be an episode… just kidding!
Chapter 11
Truth be told
~Monday morning, Heyerdahl-Johanssen home
Phoebe
opened the door and was immediately kissed on the lips. In a state of shock,
she just looked on as her husband kissed her and pulled away. Gerald gave her a
quick greeting and then closed the door, leaving a bewildered Phoebe inside.
She blinked
once; then twice. Finally, deciding that she couldn't stand there all day
thinking about her husband's peculiar behavior, she headed toward the couch;
plopping down when she got to it. She was so tired that she just let her bag
fall onto the carpet. Closing her eyes, Phoebe tried to make her mind go blank.
She must
have done a hundred operations that day. Fate must have decided to play some
joke on her; giving her two weeks off, from having to perform any surgery, and
then giving her a month's worth of operations in a single day.
Fate?
Phoebe laughed. Helga was still infectious. When had she started calling the
omniscient force, that controlled an individual's destiny, fate?
Her musings
were stopped by a phone call. Phoebe waved the phone off, letting the answering
machine get it. She listened for the caller's message, but what she heard was
the most unexpected voice of all.
"Phoebe,
honey. I know you don't want to hear from us, but please listen," a male
voice pleaded.
She opened
her eyes; her father. Her very own father. When had she last heard his voice?
Or her mother's? Phoebe gazed at the answering machine as the caller continued
talking.
"I'm
not calling you because something bad has happened, it's just that your mother
and I have missed you terribly."
Her heart
squeezed, not because she was having a heart attack, but because she too had
been missing them. But then, she
remembered their shock when she and Gerald had told them they were dating and
the outright rejection when they announced their engagement. It was even worse when Gerald's parents were
in agreement with her parent's decision.
Phoebe
shook her head and just let the machine play.
" . .
. And we're sorry. We're sorry that we weren't open-minded enough to see the
love between you and Gerald. We . . . I'm a stubborn old fool and I believed I
knew what was best for my baby."
She heard
sniffles in the background. Was her mother there too?
Phoebe then
heard her father give a heavy sigh. "Musume, dokomademo, Dou emo, Jibo
imei itsudemo, Shitau nannari aijou."
Those
words... The last time she heard those words was when she was in nursery
school. When she had gone home alone, after not having made any friends, her
father had said to her "Dokomademo, Dou emo, Jibo imei itsudemo, Shitau
nannari aijou." Through thick and thin, no matter what, the
affectionate father will always love his daughter.
Tears fell
from her eyes as she picked up the telephone, but she wasn't able to catch him.
He had already hung up. Phoebe let her tears flow as she dialed the number that
for so long she had tried to forget without success.
A male
voice answered.
"O-ohayoo
gozaimasu! Otousan..." Phoebe slowly exclaimed. The phone call
continued.
~Sunset Arms' rooftop
He had
heard her.
Heard her as
she angrily whisper to Vickie, but he didn't let her know. He was pretty
shocked, well, that's an understatement. He would have fainted right then and
there if Vickie hadn't brought him back to his senses.
He had been
only a few feet away from reaching them when he heard the angry whisper and he
stopped to listened.
Her
voice was deadly calm. "I have worshiped him from afar and he never had a
clue. When he got a hold of my little pink book of love and the parrot, both of
which held all my love poems of him, he didn't find out. I returned his little
blue hat just to make him happy."
She
sounded like Helga but her words...love poems? Parrot? Blue hat? They were all
connected to him. Could she be referring to him? They couldn't be true! And
from Helga even!
"I
have followed every single piece of advice he's given me, even though it would
mean sacrificing any fun I could have had. The dinner, the contest I so dearly
wanted to win, every single situation where it would benefit me but hurt
others. I followed all his sweet and naive advise. Heck! I gave my most desired
Spumoni snow boots to that government worker just so Arnold could have the
Christmas gift he wanted so much and he didn't get to know about it," her
words were growing in intensity.
Arnold's
eyes widened. His Christmas gift for Mr. Hyunh? Helga gave up her snow boots
just for him? He looked at the ground, trembling. He hadn't known that she had
done all those for him, and reuniting him with his parents...?
She
paused. "And now, the greatest and
last gift I'm giving him anonymously, is going to be exposed as my doing? I
don't want that!"
Last?
What
does she mean?
She
can't be leaving already?
"Now
Gerry, please calm down. Maybe he needs to know everything you have done for
him."
Helga narrowed her eyes. "He can
never know anything of what I have done."
"Why are you so stubborn about him
finding out?"
"Like you said last night, he might
find out that I love him. Now he will find out."
He felt dizzy. He must be hearing
things. He couldn't have heard her say THAT?
"He
will if you don't stop lecturing me," she brusquely replied.
But it
was too late, he already had. Had Vickie notice his arrival and said that for
his benefit - so he could recover? Might as well take this opportunity. Arnold
took a deep breath and let his presence be known.
He still
couldn't believe it. Helga Geraldine Pataki loved him? H-how was that possible?
He heard
Gerald climb up from his room and join him, but he didn't turn to face him. He
just had so much to think about. He needed to sort everything out before
talking to anyone else.
A slight
breeze tousled Arnold's hair as he gazed down at the neighborhood. Gerald just looked at his best friend
worriedly. He had left his business at the hands of his vice-president, just so
that he could be with Arnold. He knew Arnold would need him right about
now. After all, meeting ones parents
for the very first time in many years would make anybody shaky. He leaned on
the ledge, next to Arnold, and looked at the scenery.
"So
how are your folks?"
"They're
fine. They had to go back to headquarters to take leave," he replied
quietly.
"It's
pretty cool, huh, Arnold. Imagine your parents are CIA field agents. I would never
have guessed that was part of the reason they came back to your life
late," he paused. "So, what will happen to them after they quit being
CIA operatives?"
"They
said they would travel with me during my expeditions. They assure me that they
can take care of themselves if there is any trouble."
"But I
thought you wanted to be a doctor? You said that once you found your parents
you'd come back to study."
Arnold just
shrugged, "I don't think I want to be a doctor anymore. I've come to love
my work. It hasn't just been an excuse to look for my parents."
"Oh."
Silence.
Gerald
looked at him, annoyance written all over his face. "What is your problem,
man? I didn't take a day off just so I could hear your listless voice!"
Arnold
turned to look at him, a sheepish smile on his face. "I'm sorry, Gerald. I
was just thinking about something."
"That's
why I'm here. Now spill it."
A doubtful
look flashed across Arnold's face. Gerald's annoyance grew. Arnold's
grandfather had been right. Arnold has always liked to take the weight of the
world on his shoulders. Gerald sighed inwardly. Like always, he was going to
have to be extra patient with him.
"Are
you okay with your parents?"
He saw a
startled look on Arnold's face, "Everything's great. They're everything I
ever hoped them to be. It's surprising how much my parents and grandparents are
alike."
Gerald
looked at Arnold. "But that's not the reason you're all moody, is
it?"
Arnold
shook his head. "It's Helga."
Now THAT
shocked Gerald. "WHAT?!"
Arnold leaned
backwards on the ledge and looked at Gerald with a serious face. "I told you before that I thought
something was wrong with Helga." He stopped. "Well, something was
wrong with her and after Rhonda's party she was better."
This wasn't
making sense to Gerald, not at all! "Nothing is wrong with Helga. She's
nice and approachable. Everyone likes the changes in her." He looked
Arnold in the eye. "Everyone except you."
"What
you're referring to as Helga's 'change' isn't really a change. This may come as
a shock to you, but the Helga you now know 'is' the Helga from the past. She
just probably realized that we all love her and let all her walls drop."
He stopped
as he looked into Gerald's eyes. "The change I'm referring to is her
withdrawal from us. When she arrived here it seemed like she had drawn away
from the world, isolated herself. But somehow, during the days that passed
here, Helga's been able to be truly happy. She's become a friendly person who
welcomes everyone."
Gerald was
stunned and speechless.
Arnold
looked away from Gerald and went back to the ledge he had been leaning on. "Helga's fine now and she changed
without my help. Although I really wanted to be there for her. But in the end, I guess, it's better that
she did it on her own. Realization is much more meaningful if you yourself make
it."
Gerald
looked at his best friend and slowly shook his head. Somewhere during his
expeditions, Arnold had lost it. Why was he so adamant about finding out what
was wrong with Helga when there was nothing wrong with her? What had made him
so sure that he knew Helga better than anyone else - even more than Phoebe? And
why now?
A thought
came to him.
"You're
not telling me that you love her? You can't fall in love with someone just
because they set-up a reunion with your long lost parents."
"I am
infinitely grateful to her for setting me up with my parents; but you know that
I was bugged by her change even before I met them."
Darn. How
was he supposed to reason with the stubbornness of his best friend? And... Wait
a minute!
"You
LOVE her?"
The only
reaction he got was a wry smile. "Oh I didn't contradict it, did I?"
Gerald
looked at Arnold strangely. Here he was, having the biggest shock (well two big
shocks) of the day, and he had the gall to tease him?
"Since
when?" was all he was able to say through gritted teeth.
If Arnold
knew his best friend was greatly annoyed, he didn't show it. "I think it
began during fourth grade but I was sure by the sixth grade."
Gerald
looked down. Sixth grade? How...? He felt a comforting hand on his shoulder. He
looked up and saw warm green eyes.
"I'm
sorry I didn't tell you before. I didn't know if you'd understand." He
began to look a bit dreamy as he continued, "Helga was the hardest person
to grow up with. She bullied and insulted every one of us, but inside I knew
she didn't really want to. Sometimes it seemed like it was me that she was
really mad at. Like I had done something that infuriated her even more." He
stopped as he thought about it. 'Now it makes more sense. She was probably
annoyed that I knew her so well and that I affected her so much.'
"Earth
to Arnold!"
Arnold
blinked and saw Gerald's worried face. He smiled sheepishly. "Sorry, my
mind wandered off. Where was I...? Oh yes; and then there were the times she
was nice, and that really struck me. How can someone who spends all her time
treating everyone bad be nice? I figured she must have been hiding her good
side, her real side."
Gerald was
still in a bit shock but was able to ask, "How did you know that it was
her real side she was hiding?"
"Her
family."
Gerald gave
a slight nod. He knew about that part, but what he didn't know was how deep
Helga's family problem was.
Arnold
continued, "From all the time I saw her parents or heard her talk about
them, I concluded that she lived a really harsh life." He looked down,
"and I knew how she felt. Truthfully, I pitied her at first so I continued
to help her be nice to every one. I was there whenever I thought she needed
someone, even though at times she didn't want any help."
He looked
at the sky. "Sometimes I would question myself, why am I doing this? She
didn't seem to appreciate anything I did. Occasionally, she would make me so
mad, I just wanted to totally ignore her. Let her torment and tease everyone.
But I really couldn't. She needed me and later on I needed her."
He gave a
soft laugh. "It was a real surprise at first. I mean, why would I need
Helga G. Pataki? I figured it was because she understood what I've been
through. Her family didn't love her enough, while I didn't have my parents'
love. I'm not saying my grandparents didn't give me love. It's just that
sometimes I needed a different kind of love.
"Anyway,
I thought Helga and I could be friends, but she kept on pushing me away. But I didn't stop. No, I still kept the
offer open and helped her. Then one day I realized another reason that I needed
her, she was my source of strength."
Arnold's
voice became soft again. "Can you imagine what it's like to be lacking
love your whole life, but still somehow manage to become a loving person? She
built walls, to keep herself from being hurt, but she didn't become a horrible
person. She wasn't the best person on the outside but on the inside she was an
angel. And through all these years that good side of hers still hasn't
disappeared.
"If I
were put in her position I would have cracked. I would have become cruel. I
would hate the world," he shuddered at that thought. "But she didn't,
Gerald. And I love her for that and infinitely more things. Whenever I feel
like the world isn't worth changing, like I just want to ignore everything and
be heartless, I think of Helga. She has been through much more and she turned
out to be a better person."
Gerald came
in closer and put a hand on his shoulders, "When you put it what way I see
Helga in a new light," he paused. "Thank God you weren't put in her position or everything would have
turned out different. I guess it's
fitting of me to say that I hope you deserve her. Helga's one of the best people around."
Arnold
smiled at Gerald. "I hope so too, Gerald. I hope so too."
He resumed
his prior position by reclining against the ledge. His conversation with Gerald, regarding Helga and his parents,
had ended ten minutes ago. Now, he was
once again left alone with his thoughts.
Gerald's
visit hadn't stalled his reflection on Helga as he had thought it would. In
fact, it had actually helped him. By explaining things to Gerald he had somehow
managed to explain things to himself. He had gained more insight. His talk had
even helped him find a way in which to approach Helga. He had been having
trouble thinking about how to do it before. From experience he knew that Helga
would either blatantly deny everything he said or just walk away. But now he
had found a way. The only problem was how to find her.
Helga
sighed as she walked through the familiar Vine Street. This really was the last
place she wanted to be in now, but for Phoebe she would do anything. But all
the way here a nagging thought had come to her, if Phoebe had wanted Gerald
home why hadn't she just called him at Sunset Arms? Their phone must be broken, otherwise Phoebe wouldn't have sent
her... Right?
"Hey,
Helga! Could I speak to you for a sec?" a voice yelled. She looked up and found Arnold looking down
at her from the roof.
Helga
groaned. Why her? Had she done something wrong in her past life that she needed
to be punished for now? She sighed in resignation, Arnold was expecting an
answer.
"Well,
okay but I have to tell Gerald something first!" she shouted back.
"He
left thirty minutes ago!"
Darn that
Phoebe! If she weren't her best friend she would do something horrible to her.
Helga bit her lip; she had agreed to let him talk to her. She'll just stay
there for a few minutes, listen to him and then leave. As simple as that.
"I'm coming up!" she yelled.
Helga
should have learned by now that life was never easy.
~Heyerdahl-Johanssen
home
"Phi,
I'm home!" Gerald exclaimed as he closed the door. He expected an answer
but none was forthcoming.
Puzzled, he
looked around the house. He had walked only a few feet when he noticed a hand
waving at him from the sofa in the living room. He went in closer. There he found his wife lying down on the
sofa. She was muttering Japanese phrases to somebody over the phone. Gerald
smiled. She must have patched things up with her parents. 'Good for you, Phi.'
Phoebe must have noticed him and
raised one hand, asking him to wait a few more minutes. Gerald shook his head
and mouthed, 'It's okay'. She nodded in reply and began to talk to the caller
again.
He left the
living room and proceeded to go into the kitchen to prepare some tea for Phoebe
and himself. Gerald slowly shook his head, 'I never would have learned to like
tea if it weren't for Phi.'
He took the
empty kettle from the stove and put some water in it. He then put it back on
the stove and turned the heat on. He sat on one of the chairs as he waited for
the water to boil.
Both of
their families' rejections had really offended Phoebe. But it was a good thing
that she had finally forgiven her family. He hated to see her suffer while he
already had forgiven his parents a long time ago.
Gerald felt
a peck on his cheek. Then he heard her open some cabinets. "So you've
finally boiled water. What kind of tea would you like, Gerald?"
He smiled.
"Green tea would be fine."
~Sunset Arms' rooftop
She was on
the last rung of his ladder when a hand popped in her view. She looked up and
saw her beloved's face. She gave herself a mental shake. 'Stop thinking like
that around him?!'
She took
his offered hand and once again felt like melting. Somehow, she managed to compose herself as she stepped onto the
roof. Helga quickly released his hand, but inside she still felt the tingling
sensation. She dusted herself, hoping to remove the sensations he had stirred
and get her swirling thoughts straighten.
"What
do you need from me, Arnold?" she asked, while brushing away imaginary
dust.
Arnold did
something unexpected. He bowed, to someone on Helga's left side, and said, "*I
am a gentleman of Verona, sir, That, hearing of her beauty and her wit, Her
affability and bashful modesty, Her wondrous qualities and mild behavior...*"
He's losing
it; were her thoughts as she neared him and said, "Uh, Arnold? In case you haven't noticed that play was
over fifteen years ago. And those were my lines."
"Oh, I
don't think so. I think I'm much better suited to be Petruchio."
Helga raised
an eyebrow. "Well now, why don't we tell Mr. Simmons that? I hear he lives
in Florida now," she replied in a most patronizing voice.
Arnold just
grinned. "*I see you do not mean to part with her, Or else you like not of
my company.*"
She was
getting infuriated. 'What did this man want with her?' "You have gone
officially wacko, Arnold. I'm leaving!" She was about to go when Arnold
said another line.
He kept on
talking to the imaginary person on Helga's left. "*Signior Baptista, my
business asketh haste, And every day I cannot come to woo. You knew my father
well, and in him me, Left solely heir to all his lands and goods, Which I have
better'd rather than decreased: Then tell me, if I get your daughter's love,
What dowry shall I have with her to wife?*"
The last
part he said while gesturing toward her. Her heart stopped. He was flirting
with her!
She truly
looked at him. He must be drunk or maybe he's on drugs. What did he and Gerald
do to make Arnold act like this?
"Ookay,
Arnold. My name is Helga Pataki and we were classmates during grade school. I
was the bully then and called you football head and other names. I am not
Katherine and you are not Petruchio."
He hid a
smile as he said, "*And, for that dowry, I'll assure her of Her widowhood,
be it that she survive me, In all my lands and leases whatsoever: Let
specialties be therefore drawn between us, That covenants may be kept on either
hand.*"
She was
getting worried.
"You're
name is Arnold...umm...you're name is Arnold. I found your parents through the
CIA. My father is the ex-beeper king and now resides in San Diego, he's not
here."
He was now
facing her and looking at her eyes. "*Why, that is nothing: for I tell
you, father, I am as peremptory as she proud-minded; And where two raging fires
meet together They do consume the thing that feeds their fury: Though little
fire grows great with little wind, Yet extreme gusts will blow out fire and
all: So I to her and so she yields to me; For I am rough and woo not like a
babe.*"
Helga
trembled. Those words... was he talking to her? Was he sane when he said those
lines? It... it seemed like he knew that she loved him and he loved her too. It
was like he meant to tell her that he would do anything to make her believe
him. He would 'tame' her if he had to.
She must be losing it.
"Do
you believe it's possible that we performed that play for other reasons? You
know, other than presenting it to an audience?"
Helga
looked at Arnold. He was gone from his spot and was now leaning on the ledge.
She neared him, slowly, and leaned on the ledge as well. "Other than
making a fool of yourself in front of me? No, Arnold, I don't think so."
He grinned.
"Have you ever put yourself in the shoes of Katherine? I think you two
have something in common."
She thought
for a minute. "Well, I'm not the eldest but I'm certainly cast out of the
family. My beautiful and perfect sister has always been favored, like Bianca
was favored against Katherine." 'I hope it still won't happen now,' she
thought as she remembered her call to her mother.
"And
then..." she stopped as she realized what she was about to say that
despite the love she lacked from her family, Arnold, her Petruchio, would see
her real side and show it to everyone. But she couldn't say that or her secret
would be out.
"And
then?" he prodded. She didn't say anything.
"And
then someone would see the goodness in your heart and make you drop down your
walls. I would show everyone the lovely Helga that I have been seeing all these
years," he added.
She quickly
moved away from him. Helga stared at Arnold, thinking she hadn't heard what he
just said. He hadn't just implied that...
He looked
at her softly. "I heard what you told Vickie the other day. How you did
things for me and loved me."
It couldn't
be...
"I
love you too, Helga."
The world
stopped...it was more likely her heart. She...she just hadn't heard those
words, had she? She looked into his face and found he was serious.
No, no this
couldn't be true. This... this was impossible. He was joking with her, today
was probably April Fools. Her rational side, which had stayed at the back of
her mind since the moment Arnold had begun this conversation, told her that it
was May and that Arnold didn't go around playing these kinds of jokes.
But it
couldn't be true. She wasn't good enough. She didn't have good looks. She
wasn't perfect enough... never enough for him.
She
unconsciously wrapped her arms around herself as she shakily replied.
"That was a good one Arnold," she gave him a quivering smile.
"You're good. For once I can't
find a good comeback."
He shook
his head and looked deep into her blue eyes.
"I do
love you."
"Stop
repeating it like you mean it! It isn't true. I know it isn't true!"
"Somebody in this great planet does love
you Helga and you know it. Phoebe, your boss, all our friends, me..." He
paused, a bit uncertain. "... And your parents. We all love you."
Surprisingly,
she agreed. "I know they love me. They just don't know how to fully love
someone like me." Helga was
finally able to calm down and looked him in the eyes. She smiled as she said,
"you don't love me, Arnold. I'm just a passing phase." Let him think
about other things...
Passing
phase? "No, you're not!" he vehemently replied.
Helga
forced a teasing grin, although she felt it cracking. "You know I'm just
like Ruth. You'll find something wrong with me and you'll see that I was just a
crush. Look I'll even help you number my faults. I like tormenting people, I push
people around, I call people names, I-"
He cut her
off, "Helga, that was just a facade."
"Well,
umm..." she looked down as she thought of something fast. "I-I lied
to you! Yeah! I didn't tell you that I was a CIA agent."
"You've
already explained to me why you lied and it's reasonable."
Darn him!
"I'm a selfish person. I think of no one else's happiness. See! I've
pitied myself my whole life. I've detached myself from the world. Even my
novels are all about me. They have all been expressions of my loneliness. MY
loneliness. I'm self-centered."
He nodded
his head slowly and Helga felt triumphant. "You're partly right. You are
kind of selfish but not totally. You've helped others. You've helped Phoebe,
Gerald, Lila, and me. Especially Lila."
"But
I'm selfish. You agreed with me."
He nodded
again. "But I still love you."
For one
single moment she believed him. In that one single moment she felt
indescribable happiness, elation, and bliss. But she had her doubts. It wasn't
enough that he loved her now, would he love her forever? She still couldn't
face the fact that he might love her only because he loved the feeling of being
in love. And then, the determination she'd had when she was young, to never let
him know her feelings, resurfaced.
Helga shook
her head. But he was just as stubborn
as her. He took her hand and gently clasped it with both of his. Green eyes
peered into blue. "Tell me, Helga, don't you feel anything?"
Helga did
feel an electric current passing through her. She felt the heat emanating from
his hand onto hers. But she hardened her heart and faced him blankly.
She was
still in shock at the feelings that had cursed through her hand, that she
didn't realize the lessening of the gap between them.
He hugged
her.
She
panicked.
Every
single fiber in her body, except for her heart, wanted to move away. Her cursed
heart betrayed her. It loved the feeling of his arms around her. It knew what
it had been missing, when he hugged her yesterday her heart had felt complete,
and now it wanted the feeling back. She
didn't have the nerve to look at him, so she just stared down at the roof.
She felt
him draw away from her but she still didn't look up. She felt his hand on her
chin, as he smoothly lifted her face to meet his. Helga grudgingly looked at
his eyes.
"Don't
tell me you don't feel anything?" he whispered.
She didn't
know where she got the strength but she did. "Of course I feel something!
You're scaring me, football head. Are you always this forward with every female
you meet?" she retorted.
Helga felt
victorious as she saw a spark of anger enter his eyes, but it was quickly
dimmed. He grinned as he said, "Well, what would you say if I told you I
was?"
She
suppressed the jealousy that roared in her veins and instead gave a scornful
smile. "Well whoop-de-doo to you!
But I will not be counted as another in your list."
He smirked.
"Well, how about if I told you that you're the only one on my list."
Helga
rolled her eyes. "Oh please, football head. Do you expect me to tell you
that I love you, just because you said that?" She scoffed.
"No,
but I am hoping you will after I do this." He paused... "Well, at least like me a little."
He was
teasing her! He knew she loved him. She didn't question him but just looked at
his eyes. Big mistake! Like before, when he first confronted her, she felt
light but it was even more so now. His eyes, she had never seen him look at her
with this intensity. Helga tried to think what those eyes were trying to convey
to her; but all she came up with were memories of her last years of grade
school. She had seen that look back
then, it was a semblance of a feeling. It had been his way of showing that he cared... and the look that he was
giving her now, the feelings that lurked deep within it...
Helga let
out a gasp. It couldn't be true. He
meant everything he'd said? Did he actually love her? But she was unworthy. She
always was, even though she welcomed her friends; even though she forgave her
parents. How could she be worthy of him? Arnold whatever-his-last-name-is loves
her?
Her heart
and mind were busy trying to sort through all the emotions. She failed to notice the change that came
over his eyes. They stared at her
intently, a deep and powerful feeling emanated from them. It was the one thing
she had been yearning for all her life...
Their faces
were picometers apart when her brain started functioning again. Her eyes
widened as she felt his lips on hers and then she closed her eyes and died...
...And gone
to heaven. The last thing she felt was her heart exploding from ecstasy. He
kissed her and automatically her lips kissed him back. She was very much aware
of his lips, his body, his rapid heartbeat-
Rapid
heartbeat?
She was
doing this to him?
She was
worthy of her beloved. Worthy and loved... her heart sang as she began to
passionately kiss him back. She was his love and he was hers. Finally, after living in the shadows of
despair, her heart and soul were now complete. They had found their place in
the hands of her beloved.
PETRUCHIO
I will
attend her here,
And woo her with some spirit when she comes.
Say that she rail; why then I'll tell her plain
She sings as sweetly as a nightingale:
Say that she frown, I'll say she looks as clear
As morning roses newly wash'd with dew:
Say she be mute and will not speak a word;
Then I'll commend her volubility,
And say she uttereth piercing eloquence:
If she do bid me pack, I'll give her thanks,
As though she bid me stay by her a week:
If she deny to wed, I'll crave the day
When I shall ask the banns and when be married.
But here she comes; and now, Petruchio, speak.
Good
morrow, Kate; for that's your name, I hear.
KATHARINA
Well have
you heard, but something hard of hearing:
They call me Katharina that do talk of me.
PETRUCHIO
You lie, in
faith; for you are call'd plain Kate,
And bonny Kate and sometimes Kate the curst;
But Kate, the prettiest Kate in Christendom
Kate of Kate Hall, my super-dainty Kate,
For dainties are all Kates, and therefore, Kate,
Take this of me, Kate of my consolation;
Hearing thy mildness praised in every town,
Thy virtues spoke of, and thy beauty sounded,
Yet not so deeply as to thee belongs,
Myself am moved to woo thee for my wife.
FBHelga: If you haven't read the message I posted on the
message board THANK YOU so much for the Japanese phrase (or whatever) for Kyo
Heyerdhal's dialogue.
Lily Erised : I didn't say anything in the last chapter
because we have a slight similarities. As you have seen, Arnold did overhear
Helga and Vickie talking although not about being her in the CIA.
B18: I'm really
sorry I haven't answered your question on Brainy on the chapter on Rhonda's
party. Okay, Brainy wasn't going to say anything to Helga. He just wanted to
see what Helga's reaction when he wheezes again. And the result…wham!
