Hi Everyone! Here is part three to our "I Don't Exist" series. Sorry this is taking so long but one of us has been sick and the other one is working on another set of stories plus is swamped at work right now. Hang tight though. We will get it all done for you.
Disclaimer: We do not own Sailor Moon. Angel Raye owns the Chibi Scouts except for Rini.
I Don't Exist
By
Angel Raye and Wonderful Miracle
"Ariel come out come out wherever you are" Madelyn cried. She had been chosen as the seeker while Ariel was the one hiding.
"You got to find me first" Ariel giggled
"Ugh this should be fun" Madelyn mumbled looking behind the garden wall
"You're getting warmer" Ariel called out
"How about here" Madelyn shouted as she looked behind the bench
"Still warmer" Ariel replied
"Ah found you" Madelyn cried out as she found Ariel hiding behind a rosebush
"That was fun want to do it again?" Ariel questioned
"Sure but first let me go get something to drink" Madelyn said running toward the palace
"This is such a nice day," Ariel said looking at the pretty clouds. All of a sudden she didn't feel so well and the world started spinning around her. "Mommy," she moaned before she passed out.
"Wake up little one," a voice was saying to Ariel when she came around. Ariel stirred and found she was looking up into Lita's face.
"Aunt Lita what happened," asked Ariel.
"Who are you and why are you calling me Aunt Lita," asked Lita in concern.
"I'm Ariel," Ariel replied. "Ami and Greg are my mommy and daddy."
"Their daughter's name is Jeanette," Lita informed her. "She lives with Greg a few miles away from here."
Ariel gasped. A few weeks ago her guardian angel Claris had shown her what life would have been like if she had never been born. Her parents had a child by the name of Jeanette who could not walk without the aid of a walker. Her parents were divorced and Ami was very bitter and cold. Why was she brought here? She looked up at Lita shyly. "I know you will probably not believe this but I am Ami and Greg's daughter in another dimension."
Lita raised an eyebrow. "Well that is interesting," she said. "Why don't I take you to Ami and have her check you out."
Ariel gulped nervously. She let Lita pick her up and carry her into the palace.
"She what," demanded Ami.
"She claims to be your daughter from another dimension," Lita explained.
"I don't know if this is anyone's idea of a sick joke," Ami stated coldly. "But I have a session with Annika in a little bit so I do not have time."
"How would this be a sick joke," asked Lita.
"That I would have a normal child like the rest of you," snapped Ami.
"This is not a joke Ami," Lita replied angrily. "When are you going to drop you anger and self pity? Jeanette needs her mother."
"Stay out of it," yelled Ami.
"Fine," Lita muttered. "However you need to check Ariel out and see if what she says is true."
"Very well," Ami replied. She headed out into the waiting room. She saw a little girl of about six with her hair cut just like hers. Ami could see the uncanny resemblance between herself and this child.
"Mommy," the little girl yelled and she flung her arms around Ami.
"I am not your mother," Ami pushed the child away. The little girl's eyes filled with tears. Ami ignored them. "Come on I will need to scan you."
"Her DNA matches mine and Greg," Ami reported to Serenity and the other Scouts later on. "She is ours from another dimension."
"Then we need to figure out a way to send her back," Serenity replied.
"The question is what to do with her until we can get her back," Ami stated.
"She should stay here of course," Raye said.
"And just who will she stay with," asked Ami. "All of you have your own children to deal with."
"With all due respect Ami I think she should stay with you," Mina pointed out.
"You're kidding," Ami demanded.
"I agree she needs to stay with you," added Michiru.
"Why should I keep her," asked Ami.
"The child is terrified," Lita reminded her. "She needs her mother and that is you."
"Oh sure," snapped Ami. "All of you with your normal children and so you give me a temporary normal one."
"Ami please," Serenity begged. "Give the child a chance."
"Fine," Ami muttered reluctantly and she left the conference room.
"Are you sure this is a good idea," asked Hotaru. "Ami has not been the same since we found out Jeanette would never walk."
"We are hoping this will help heal her," Raye replied and everyone nodded in agreement.
"Well here we are," Ami muttered as she led Ariel into her quarters. "There is not much her for a child."
"But doesn't Jeanette come and visit you," asked Ariel nervously.
"No I go and see her," Ami replied. "And I don't want to talk about her."
"Yes ma'am," Ariel whispered.
That night Ariel lay in bed feeling very homesick. Her mommy was so different here. Ariel began to wonder if she was brought over here to help her mommy love again. She also remembered that Madelyn was very withdrawn here. Was she here to help her too? Ariel got up and padded over to the door. She peeked out and saw Ami was reading a book. She timidly walked over to her.
"What can I do for you Ariel," asked Ami not even looking up from her book.
"Well…" Ariel tried to find some words.
Ami put her book down. "What is it," she asked impatiently.
Ariel could not say anything. She pushed Ami's arms back and climbed into her lap. She snuggled down and closed her eyes.
Ami's first instincts were to push the child away but something stopped her. She hesitated for a moment and then wrapped her arms around the little girl.
"Good Morning" Ami said as she walked into Ariel's room
"Good Morning Ms. Ami" Ariel replied shyly
"I know you don't like calling me that dear but I think it's for the best for now" Ami stated
"Okay but do I have to go to school today" Ariel whined pulling on her jeans
"I'm sorry but yes you do and Lita will be by here shortly to take you" Ami muttered leaving the room
"I really do miss mommy," Ariel cried as she finished dressing
"Thanks Lita for doing this" Ami grumbled later as Lita dropped by to pick up Ariel
"It was no problem at all" Lita replied taking Ariel's hand
"Now behave and don't get into any trouble you understand" Ami snapped
"Yes ma'am" Ariel whispered walking out the door
"She wasn't always this bad" Lita assured Ariel as they joined up with Daisy and a few of the other children
"It just makes me sad to see her like this" Ariel whispered
"Hey Ariel what grade are you in?" Daisy asked excitedly
"I'm in 3rd grade in my dimension because I am so smart" Ariel told her shyly
"Cool! You might even end up in our class" Hope said happily
"That might be nice since I won't know anyone else" Ariel mumbled
"It may take some time but you might make a friend or two" Lita said
"I hope so but where is Madelyn?" Ariel questioned
"I hate to tell you this but Madelyn doesn't go to school she is so shy and withdrawn that her parents are afraid to send her" Faith commented
"Maybe I should go see her later," Ariel said
"That might cheer her up seeing someone so close to her own age" Lita smiled.
Much to Ariel's relief she got put in the same class as Annika, Gloria and Hope. Some things were the same over here. Annika was still sweet. Gloria was still a pain in the neck and Hope was still prissy. Ariel had spent most of the day to herself since a large number of the third graders resented having a six-year-old in their class.
"Just like home," Ariel thought sadly. "Who is going to comfort me here. Mommy always does it at home."
"Hey Ariel," called Annika. Ariel quickly wiped her tears off her face and turned around. "Come on. You can eat lunch with us."
"Thank you," Ariel said in relief. Thank goodness at least Annika was sweet here too.
"Is it that time already," asked Ami as Ariel walked into her office.
"Yes ma'am," Ariel replied as tears sprang to her eyes.
"What's with the waterworks," Ami demanded impatiently.
"Just like at home the third graders do not like having me in their class," Ariel choked as she wiped her tears away.
"Sorry to hear that," Ami replied. "But I have work to do so please go and do your homework."
Ariel started to leave but she changed her mind. She went over and climbed back up on Ami's lap. She wrapped her arms around Ami's neck and wept.
Ami wanted to push Ariel off but she didn't. She held the child and wondered, "What is this feeling I have?"
"May I go see Madelyn please?" Ariel asked politely a little while later
"Have you done all your homework?" Ami countered
"Yes ma'am" Ariel replied
"Okay then yes you may but you must be home in one hour for supper" Ami reminded her.
"Okay thank you" Ariel cried happily as she ran off toward Madelyn's quarters.
"Hello" Hotaru greeted Ariel warmly
"Hi can I see Madelyn?" Ariel asked
"Yes but first Anthony and I would like to talk to you" Hotaru said
"We just wanted to know what Madelyn was like back in your dimension" Anthony stated
"She is shy and weak but a very sweet little girl" Ariel supplied
"Do you to get along" Hotaru questioned
"Yes we are the best of friends," Ariel cried missing Madelyn already
"Who that" Madelyn demanded from her doorway
"Madelyn sweetheart this is Ariel and she came by to visit you" Hotaru said
"Humph" Madelyn grumbled as she walked back in her room
"I'll go speak to her for just a moment I promise" Ariel said running after her best friend
"I hope she does better then we have" Anthony sighed
"Madelyn I know you don't know me but you are my best friend" Ariel stated
"..." Madelyn turned her head away from Ariel and faced the window
"I know that doesn't make sense but I just had to see you. You see I'm from another dimension and there you and I are best friends" Ariel commented moving closer to Madelyn
"OUT" Madelyn shouted flinging her arms at Ariel
"Oh no!" Ariel jumped from her spot and ran out the door crying.
"I guess you did not have much luck either," Hotaru sighed.
"I am so sorry," sobbed Ariel. "I just wanted to help."
"I know," Hotaru gave Ariel a reassuring hug.
Ariel was still wiping her eyes when she returned to Ami's quarters. "What's wrong now," asked Ami impatiently.
"I was trying to talk to Madelyn," Ariel sobbed.
"I have been working with her for years and I have not made any headway with her," Ami grunted. "I arranged for Lita to baby-sit you tonight. My ex-husband called about Jeanette so I have to go and see her."
"I want to come with you," Ariel pleaded remembering that her daddy was still the same over here. Maybe she could draw some comfort from him.
"I don't want you to see Jeanette," snapped Ami.
"Please," Ariel persisted. "I promise I won't get in the way."
"I said no," Ami yelled.
"You are so cruel," shouted Ariel. "My mommy is so nice where I am from."
Ami gave a gusty sigh. "Very well," she muttered. "But don't get in the way."
"Who's this Mommy," asked Jeanette as she came into the room with her walker. Ami quickly explained to Jeanette and Greg who Ariel was.
"She looks like you Ami," Greg replied. Ami just grunted a reply.
"Hi Jeanette," Ariel went over to the child. At a closer look Ariel saw that Jeannette looked more like Greg with her brown hair and eyes. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail.
"Ami I need to speak to you," Greg pulled his ex-wife into another room.
"They are going to start fighting again," Jeanette sighed.
"How do you know," asked Ariel.
"They always fight," Jeanette replied. "Daddy thinks Mommy should spend more time with me."
Ariel decided not to describe how her mommy was in her dimension. She did not want to hurt Jeanette. She tiptoed to the door and listened.
"I do not want to keep discussing this," Ami was shouting. "You know how I feel."
"Jeanette needs her mother too," Greg yelled back. "Ever since we found out she would never walk on her own you shut her out."
"I can't handle it," Ami yelled. "It is painful for me to see all my friends with their normal children and I get stuck with a child who needs assistance."
"Define normal," Greg grumbled. "Annika with her emotional problems and Madelyn with her problem, I hardly call them normal."
"At least they can lead normal lives," Ami muttered.
"So how do you feel about Ariel," asked Greg.
"I can't get attached to her she's not mine," Ami replied.
"Just remember that," Greg told Ami.
Later on Ariel was sitting in the car while Ami silently drove them back to the palace. "Ms. Ami why don't you like Jeanette," she asked timidly.
"What are you talking about," asked Ami. "I love her. She's my daughter for crying out loud."
"Then why are so mean to her," asked Ariel. "She can't help what happened to her."
"I just can't deal with it," Ami whispered. "I help all the other children but I cannot help my own."
Ariel decided not to say anymore. She could not wait to get back home.
When they got back to the palace Ami had noticed that Ariel had fallen asleep. She gave a sigh and picked the child up. Once she got back to her quarters she carefully undressed her and put her to bed. While Ami was tucking Ariel in she began to think about what Ariel said. It wasn't Jeanette's fault she was the way she was. "It was my fault," Ami thought to herself. "It has to be." She gently smoothed Ariel's hair out of her face. "If only you were mine here." She kissed the child and then left the room.
"Hey Ariel come play with us" Hope shouted the next day at recess
"Okay" Ariel mumbled heading over to the foursquare area
"You know how to play right?" Gloria quizzed picking up the ball
"Sure I played it once in a while back home" Ariel commented shyly
"Okay here goes" Gloria said as she bounced the ball to Annika
"Hey look there's that new kid" Tommy the bully of the class said coming up to the group
"Leave her alone Tommy Jenkins or I will deck you" Gloria stated through gritted teeth
"Oh look the new kid has made friends how sweet," Tommy said laughingly as he walked off
"Don't pay any attention to him Ariel" Hope told her
"He is just a pain and everyone ignores him" Annika offered
"Okay" Ariel whispered missing her home more and more.
Ariel was feeling pretty miserable by the time she got back to the palace. She really wanted her mother right now. How could a small child like her fix everything? She may be a genius but she was still a little girl who wanted her mother.
She looked up and saw Madelyn coming out of Ami's office. She must have had a session with Ami today. "Madelyn," she called and Madelyn stopped. "Please don't run away."
Madelyn just stared at Ariel. She did not say a word. Ariel ran up to her. "I was not lying," she told Madelyn. "You really are my best friend in my dimension."
Madelyn looked down. After a long moment Ariel heard a soft voice whisper, "Why?"
"We are close in age," Ariel replied. "You are fun to be with. You help me to pull away from studying so I can play."
"What do you want from me," asked Madelyn. "I don't want to make a friend that is going to leave soon."
"I want to help you to make friends," Ariel told her.
"I'll think about it," Madelyn whispered and she took off like a shot. Ariel sighed and thought, "Well that's better than last time."
That night Serenity had come over to visit with Ami after Ariel had gone to bed. "How's your little visitor," asked Serenity.
"She's well-behaved," Ami replied. "We need to get her home."
"We are working on it," Serenity assured her. "How's Jeanette?"
"Why does everyone ask me about her," asked Ami. "You all know I don't want to talk about her?"
"She's your daughter," Serenity gently reminded her. "When are you going to stop blaming yourself? How Jeanette turned out is not your fault."
"Yes it was," Ami shot out. "I was pregnant with her. Something I must have done during pregnancy must have caused it. Now I have a child from another dimension who is everything I had dreamed of and she will not be staying. That's why we have got to send her back before I get attached to her."
"Maybe you should transfer some of these feelings you have for Ariel to Jeanette," Serenity suggested. A scream came from the room Ariel was in. Ami did not budge. "I'll get her," Serenity offered seeing that Ami was not moving.
Ami watched her dearest friend disappear into the room. Serenity's words were going through her head. A few minutes later Serenity emerged from the room carrying Ariel. Before Ami had a chance to protest Serenity plunked Ariel into Ami's lap. "She wants her mommy," Serenity explained. "Think about what I said." Serenity left and Ami gazed down at the frightened child. Ami found herself rocking the child back and forth. A vague memory of rocking Jeanette to sleep came back to her. The memory brought a smile to her face. Smiling she continued to rock Ariel until she went back to sleep.
"Where are you going?" demanded Maggie the next day after school
"I've got something I need to do but I will be back shortly I promise" Ariel shouted over her shoulder as she took off in the direction of the cottage.
"Who could that be Jeanette?" Greg questioned as he went to the door
"Mommy maybe" Jeanette said warily
"No but it's Ariel" Greg explained
"Hi" Jeanette whispered from behind Greg
"Hi Jeanette I wanted to come see you again" Ariel said enthusiastically
"Does Ami know you are here?" Greg inquired
"No and if I had told she would have never let me visit" Ariel sighed
"I like you" Jeanette said coming from behind Greg
"I like the neat stickers you have on your walker" Ariel commented pointing to a couple of them
"You don't hate me because I'm like this do you" Jeanette questioned
"No way I could never hate anyone" Ariel smiled
"Good because I don't want people like mommy around," Jeanette cried
"JEANETTE why did you say that and Ariel what are you doing here?" Ami demanded from the doorway
"NO!" Jeanette cried as she raced out of the room
"I'll go calm her down" Greg offered taking off after his daughter
"Okay now explain to me why you are here" Ami demanded once Greg had left
"I wanted to come see Jeanette and Greg without you around" Ariel snapped
"Listen here young lady I don't have to take that from you" Ami said raising her hand. Ariel gasped and closed her eyes.
"NO Ami don't do that," Greg said stepping between the two
"She disobeyed me and needs to be punished" Ami shot
"Well slapping the child is not the best solution" Greg retorted
"Well then what do you suggest" Ami said
"Why don't you take a walk with me for a few and I will tell you what happened" Greg offered
"Okay but you better be here when we get back," Ami said as he and Greg left Setsuna to watch them for a little while.
Ariel was shaking. What had just happened scared her. Her mommy was never like that. "I want to go home," she cried.
"It's okay my dear," Setsuna laid a comforting hand on Ariel's head. "Ami has not been the same since it was determined that Jeanette could not walk."
"My mommy loves me," sobbed Ariel as she accepted Setsuna's comforting embrace. "She might spank me sometimes but she would never slap me."
"Ami has just had a hard time loving anyone since we found out about Jeanette," Setsuna replied. "We were hoping the time with you would help."
"Mommy scares me here," cried Ariel. "I want to go home Setsuna. I want to go home."
"Hush little one," Setsuna pulled the child into her arms and held her close to her.
In the other room Ami and Greg were listening. "You have scared that sweet child out of her wits," Greg told Ami.
Ami did not answer. All she could think was "What have I become?"
Ariel did not say a word all the way back to the palace. Ami was not sure how to break the silence.
Once they got to the palace Ariel saw Annika snuggling with her mother. The sight made Ariel even more homesick. She burst into the tears and ran off. "Ariel," Ami called helplessly.
"What's going on," asked Raye with concern. Ami quickly filled her in on what happened. "I think you need a get a mirror and take a good long look at yourself."
"Mama what do you mean by that," asked Annika.
"Never mind Sweetie," Raye whispered. She turned back to Ami and said, "You need to see what you have become. You are not the same person I met with Serenity back in the 20th century."
Ami sighed and began to ponder what had been said today.
"Can I speak with you for a moment" Hotaru whispered as Ariel entered Ami's office
"Sure. How is Madelyn?" Ariel asked as she joined Hotaru in the other room
"She is making a few improvements in part thanks to you" Hotaru sighed happily
"That is good news" Ariel exclaimed
"Yes it is but I was wondering do you know of anything more her father and I can do for her?" Hotaru questioned
"Well maybe if she was around someone kids her own age with you and Anthony there then she might feel okay with trying to get to know them" Ariel suggested
"We had tried that once before but it didn't seem to work to well" Hotaru commented
"Maybe try her with just one or two friends from school" Ariel said
"I know she had at one time said something about a girl named Sarah but we never thought much about it" Hotaru said
"Maybe getting in touch with this Sarah might do her some good" Ariel replied
"Never would hurt to try" Hotaru cried happily "Thank you"
"Your welcome" Ariel told her as she went in search of something to do.
"How long are you going to hide from Aunt Ami," asked Hope later on.
"I don't want to see her," Ariel choked. "She scares me. She is not the same in my reality. She loves me."
"I have to go and talk with Aunt Ami all the time," Annika made a face. "I am always scared that I will make her angry."
"You have to talk to her in my dimension too but she is like another mommy to you," Ariel pointed out.
"Really," Annika looked dubious.
A scream interrupted the conversation. Rini came running up. "Quick everyone we need to transform!"
"Ariel you should find some place safe," Daisy added. Ariel watched as the others transformed. She saw Chibi Venus with a visor and a computer. They began fighting this youma. Chibi Venus was having difficulties with the tools. "I have to help them," Ariel thought. "Gloria does not know how to use the tools. Ariel pulled out her pen. "MERCURY POWER MAKE UP!" She transformed and joined in the battle. She saw that the Chibi Scouts were not doing well. She pulled out her computer and flipped her visor on. "Chibi Venus let me help you," she called. "Oh I hope you know how to use these," wailed Chibi Venus.
"I do," Chibi Mercury assured her. She scanned the creature. "I found the weakness Cosmic Moon. Aim for its right shoulder."
"Got it," called Cosmic Moon. She pulled out her scepter. "MOON PRINCESS HEALING KISS!" The youma vanished. "Good job Chibi Mercury."
"I guess in your reality your mommy taught you how to use the visor," Chibi Mars asked.
"Yes," replied Chibi Mercury.
"I don't want Aunt Ami's help," Chibi Venus stated.
"I could show you what to do," Chibi Mercury offered.
"Thank you," Chibi Venus heaved a breath of relief.
"Where have you been," Ami questioned as Ariel finally came back.
"I didn't want to see you," Ariel replied. "You really scared me."
"I'm sorry," Ami told her. "You have really been an eye-opener for me. I see you and I see the child I dreamed of. I also see how I used to be."
"Why are you the way you are," asked Ariel. "My mommy is not like you at all."
"Come here," Ami held out her hand and drew Ariel over to her. "When I found out Jeanette couldn't ever walk I blamed myself. I couldn't handle the guilt so I shut everyone including my husband and daughter out. I forgot how to love. Thanks to you I have been able to feel love again."
"Do you think you can love Jeanette," asked Ariel.
"I've always loved her," Ami whispered as a tear rolled down her face. "I just couldn't show it. Maybe I need to start showing it."
"I think Jeanette would like that," Ariel told Ami.
"Out of the mouths of babes," Ami smiled at Ariel. She pulled Ariel into a hug. "What am I like in your reality?" Ariel smiled and began to tell Ami about her mommy.
"So is it time for me to go" Ariel questioned as she saw Claris
"Yes but first you need to say your good-byes" Claris reminded her
"Okay" Ariel said running off to find Madelyn
"So Sarah do you like your new home?" Hotaru said as she and Madelyn entertained Madelyn's new friend
"It's really nice and maybe some day soon you could come see it Madelyn" Sarah offered
"Okay that might be nice" Madelyn agreed
"Oops sorry to interrupt but Ariel wanted to come say goodbye" Anthony said letting Ariel into the room
"You have to go?" Madelyn cried hugging Ariel
"Yes but I see you've got a new friend and I bet the two of you will have lots of fun together" Ariel commented smiling at Sarah
"I will be a really good friend to her I promise" Sarah replied
"Thank you so much for everything" Hotaru said giving Ariel a quick hug
"Your welcome but now I must go" Ariel said running out of the room
"Ms Ami it's my last day here may we please go visit Jeanette one last time" Ariel begged catching up with Ami
"Okay I guess but I sure will miss you" Ami whispered
"I will miss you two but maybe now you and Jeanette can get to know each other better" Ariel offered
"Maybe so" Ami replied as she started the car and headed toward Greg's house.
The two did not say too much on the way over to Greg's house. Ami had a lot to ponder and Ariel was anxious to be getting home to her loving family. They arrived at Greg's house and Ariel jumped out of the car and ran to the door. Ami followed her feeling very nervous all of the sudden.
"It's good to see you Ariel," Greg opened the door. "I am glad you came over by before you left."
"Thank you Greg," Ariel whispered. Jeanette came hobbling out with her walker.
"I wish you weren't leaving," Jeanette wailed. "I haven't really gotten to know you yet."
"I know but I really want to get home to my mommy," Ariel replied.
"Take me with you," begged Jeanette. "Maybe your mommy will like me better than mine does."
Ami flushed. "I guess I deserved that," she muttered. She went over and to Jeanette's surprise picked her daughter up. She carried Jeanette to the couch and sat down with the child on her lap. "I want to come clean with you," she told her daughter.
"Mommy," Jeanette questioned.
"I blamed myself for your condition," Ami explained. "I could not handle the guilt so I shut everyone out. I was also very angry that this had happened to you. I felt anger when I saw all of my friends' children walking and knew you would never be able too." Ami took a deep breath as a tear fell down her face. "I took my anger and guilt out on you. I am so sorry. I love you so much and I want to try and be a real mother to you."
"Really," Jeanette cried as tears fell down her face too.
"Yes Sweetie," Ami cried as she pulled the child into her arms. Jeanette began to cry as she felt the warmth and comfort of her mother's embrace. Greg watched with a smile on his face.
Ariel decided now was the best time to slip out. She found Claris. "Will they be all right," she asked.
"They are starting over," Claris replied. "Thanks to you Ami has learned how to love again."
"And what about Madelyn," asked Ariel.
"She has some difficult times ahead but she will slowly come out of her shell," Claris assured the little girl. "Are you ready to go home now?"
"Yes," Ariel practically shouted. Claris held up her hand. Ariel began to feel dizzy. Everything went black.
"Ariel," called a voice. "Wake up Ariel."
Ariel opened her eyes and saw Madelyn standing over her. "Madelyn," she moaned groggily.
"Are you all right," asked Madelyn. "I came back from getting a drink of water and found you lying out here." "Madelyn," Ariel flung her arms around her best friend.
"What's with you," asked Madelyn as she returned the hug.
Ariel couldn't answer. She was so overwhelmed as a flood of feelings rushed through her.
"Ariel," called a voice. "What's wrong Darling?"
Ariel looked up and saw Ami coming toward her. "Mommy," she cried.
"Are you okay Darling," asked Ami.
"Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy," Ariel screamed as she practically torpedoed into Ami's arms. She began to cry hysterically. She was so glad to be back with her gentle, loving mother.
"It's okay Sweetie," Ami held her daughter close to her. "Mommy's here."
That night Ariel sat contently in Ami's lap. Ariel had pleaded with Ami to rock her in the rocking chair. Ami was only to happy to comply figuring the child needed to feel secure after what she had been through. When Ariel had first been reunited with Ami she had poured out everything that had happened. Ami had done a scan was able to determine that her daughter had been tossed into another reality. Even though Ariel had not been gone for more than a few minutes a scan had shown that she had experienced a few days worth of memories.
"Mommy," Ariel murmured.
"What is it Darling," asked Ami.
"Would you always love me," asked Ariel.
"Of course I will," Ami stated. "You are my baby and nothing will ever change the love I have for you."
"Even if something happen where I couldn't walk or something," asked Ariel.
"Of course I would," Ami assured her. "Just because I was like that in one reality doesn't mean I would ever do that to you. I am proud of you for helping my other self realize her wrongs."
"I love you Mommy," Ariel snuggled into her mother's arms.
"I love you too Darling," Ami replied.
Ariel looked into her mother's eyes, "What would you give me if I give you a giant hug?"
"I would give you a giant kiss," Ami responded and she did just that. Ami's gentle rocking lulled Ariel off into a peaceful sleep feeling loved.
Disclaimer: We do not own Sailor Moon. Angel Raye owns the Chibi Scouts except for Rini.
I Don't Exist
By
Angel Raye and Wonderful Miracle
"Ariel come out come out wherever you are" Madelyn cried. She had been chosen as the seeker while Ariel was the one hiding.
"You got to find me first" Ariel giggled
"Ugh this should be fun" Madelyn mumbled looking behind the garden wall
"You're getting warmer" Ariel called out
"How about here" Madelyn shouted as she looked behind the bench
"Still warmer" Ariel replied
"Ah found you" Madelyn cried out as she found Ariel hiding behind a rosebush
"That was fun want to do it again?" Ariel questioned
"Sure but first let me go get something to drink" Madelyn said running toward the palace
"This is such a nice day," Ariel said looking at the pretty clouds. All of a sudden she didn't feel so well and the world started spinning around her. "Mommy," she moaned before she passed out.
"Wake up little one," a voice was saying to Ariel when she came around. Ariel stirred and found she was looking up into Lita's face.
"Aunt Lita what happened," asked Ariel.
"Who are you and why are you calling me Aunt Lita," asked Lita in concern.
"I'm Ariel," Ariel replied. "Ami and Greg are my mommy and daddy."
"Their daughter's name is Jeanette," Lita informed her. "She lives with Greg a few miles away from here."
Ariel gasped. A few weeks ago her guardian angel Claris had shown her what life would have been like if she had never been born. Her parents had a child by the name of Jeanette who could not walk without the aid of a walker. Her parents were divorced and Ami was very bitter and cold. Why was she brought here? She looked up at Lita shyly. "I know you will probably not believe this but I am Ami and Greg's daughter in another dimension."
Lita raised an eyebrow. "Well that is interesting," she said. "Why don't I take you to Ami and have her check you out."
Ariel gulped nervously. She let Lita pick her up and carry her into the palace.
"She what," demanded Ami.
"She claims to be your daughter from another dimension," Lita explained.
"I don't know if this is anyone's idea of a sick joke," Ami stated coldly. "But I have a session with Annika in a little bit so I do not have time."
"How would this be a sick joke," asked Lita.
"That I would have a normal child like the rest of you," snapped Ami.
"This is not a joke Ami," Lita replied angrily. "When are you going to drop you anger and self pity? Jeanette needs her mother."
"Stay out of it," yelled Ami.
"Fine," Lita muttered. "However you need to check Ariel out and see if what she says is true."
"Very well," Ami replied. She headed out into the waiting room. She saw a little girl of about six with her hair cut just like hers. Ami could see the uncanny resemblance between herself and this child.
"Mommy," the little girl yelled and she flung her arms around Ami.
"I am not your mother," Ami pushed the child away. The little girl's eyes filled with tears. Ami ignored them. "Come on I will need to scan you."
"Her DNA matches mine and Greg," Ami reported to Serenity and the other Scouts later on. "She is ours from another dimension."
"Then we need to figure out a way to send her back," Serenity replied.
"The question is what to do with her until we can get her back," Ami stated.
"She should stay here of course," Raye said.
"And just who will she stay with," asked Ami. "All of you have your own children to deal with."
"With all due respect Ami I think she should stay with you," Mina pointed out.
"You're kidding," Ami demanded.
"I agree she needs to stay with you," added Michiru.
"Why should I keep her," asked Ami.
"The child is terrified," Lita reminded her. "She needs her mother and that is you."
"Oh sure," snapped Ami. "All of you with your normal children and so you give me a temporary normal one."
"Ami please," Serenity begged. "Give the child a chance."
"Fine," Ami muttered reluctantly and she left the conference room.
"Are you sure this is a good idea," asked Hotaru. "Ami has not been the same since we found out Jeanette would never walk."
"We are hoping this will help heal her," Raye replied and everyone nodded in agreement.
"Well here we are," Ami muttered as she led Ariel into her quarters. "There is not much her for a child."
"But doesn't Jeanette come and visit you," asked Ariel nervously.
"No I go and see her," Ami replied. "And I don't want to talk about her."
"Yes ma'am," Ariel whispered.
That night Ariel lay in bed feeling very homesick. Her mommy was so different here. Ariel began to wonder if she was brought over here to help her mommy love again. She also remembered that Madelyn was very withdrawn here. Was she here to help her too? Ariel got up and padded over to the door. She peeked out and saw Ami was reading a book. She timidly walked over to her.
"What can I do for you Ariel," asked Ami not even looking up from her book.
"Well…" Ariel tried to find some words.
Ami put her book down. "What is it," she asked impatiently.
Ariel could not say anything. She pushed Ami's arms back and climbed into her lap. She snuggled down and closed her eyes.
Ami's first instincts were to push the child away but something stopped her. She hesitated for a moment and then wrapped her arms around the little girl.
"Good Morning" Ami said as she walked into Ariel's room
"Good Morning Ms. Ami" Ariel replied shyly
"I know you don't like calling me that dear but I think it's for the best for now" Ami stated
"Okay but do I have to go to school today" Ariel whined pulling on her jeans
"I'm sorry but yes you do and Lita will be by here shortly to take you" Ami muttered leaving the room
"I really do miss mommy," Ariel cried as she finished dressing
"Thanks Lita for doing this" Ami grumbled later as Lita dropped by to pick up Ariel
"It was no problem at all" Lita replied taking Ariel's hand
"Now behave and don't get into any trouble you understand" Ami snapped
"Yes ma'am" Ariel whispered walking out the door
"She wasn't always this bad" Lita assured Ariel as they joined up with Daisy and a few of the other children
"It just makes me sad to see her like this" Ariel whispered
"Hey Ariel what grade are you in?" Daisy asked excitedly
"I'm in 3rd grade in my dimension because I am so smart" Ariel told her shyly
"Cool! You might even end up in our class" Hope said happily
"That might be nice since I won't know anyone else" Ariel mumbled
"It may take some time but you might make a friend or two" Lita said
"I hope so but where is Madelyn?" Ariel questioned
"I hate to tell you this but Madelyn doesn't go to school she is so shy and withdrawn that her parents are afraid to send her" Faith commented
"Maybe I should go see her later," Ariel said
"That might cheer her up seeing someone so close to her own age" Lita smiled.
Much to Ariel's relief she got put in the same class as Annika, Gloria and Hope. Some things were the same over here. Annika was still sweet. Gloria was still a pain in the neck and Hope was still prissy. Ariel had spent most of the day to herself since a large number of the third graders resented having a six-year-old in their class.
"Just like home," Ariel thought sadly. "Who is going to comfort me here. Mommy always does it at home."
"Hey Ariel," called Annika. Ariel quickly wiped her tears off her face and turned around. "Come on. You can eat lunch with us."
"Thank you," Ariel said in relief. Thank goodness at least Annika was sweet here too.
"Is it that time already," asked Ami as Ariel walked into her office.
"Yes ma'am," Ariel replied as tears sprang to her eyes.
"What's with the waterworks," Ami demanded impatiently.
"Just like at home the third graders do not like having me in their class," Ariel choked as she wiped her tears away.
"Sorry to hear that," Ami replied. "But I have work to do so please go and do your homework."
Ariel started to leave but she changed her mind. She went over and climbed back up on Ami's lap. She wrapped her arms around Ami's neck and wept.
Ami wanted to push Ariel off but she didn't. She held the child and wondered, "What is this feeling I have?"
"May I go see Madelyn please?" Ariel asked politely a little while later
"Have you done all your homework?" Ami countered
"Yes ma'am" Ariel replied
"Okay then yes you may but you must be home in one hour for supper" Ami reminded her.
"Okay thank you" Ariel cried happily as she ran off toward Madelyn's quarters.
"Hello" Hotaru greeted Ariel warmly
"Hi can I see Madelyn?" Ariel asked
"Yes but first Anthony and I would like to talk to you" Hotaru said
"We just wanted to know what Madelyn was like back in your dimension" Anthony stated
"She is shy and weak but a very sweet little girl" Ariel supplied
"Do you to get along" Hotaru questioned
"Yes we are the best of friends," Ariel cried missing Madelyn already
"Who that" Madelyn demanded from her doorway
"Madelyn sweetheart this is Ariel and she came by to visit you" Hotaru said
"Humph" Madelyn grumbled as she walked back in her room
"I'll go speak to her for just a moment I promise" Ariel said running after her best friend
"I hope she does better then we have" Anthony sighed
"Madelyn I know you don't know me but you are my best friend" Ariel stated
"..." Madelyn turned her head away from Ariel and faced the window
"I know that doesn't make sense but I just had to see you. You see I'm from another dimension and there you and I are best friends" Ariel commented moving closer to Madelyn
"OUT" Madelyn shouted flinging her arms at Ariel
"Oh no!" Ariel jumped from her spot and ran out the door crying.
"I guess you did not have much luck either," Hotaru sighed.
"I am so sorry," sobbed Ariel. "I just wanted to help."
"I know," Hotaru gave Ariel a reassuring hug.
Ariel was still wiping her eyes when she returned to Ami's quarters. "What's wrong now," asked Ami impatiently.
"I was trying to talk to Madelyn," Ariel sobbed.
"I have been working with her for years and I have not made any headway with her," Ami grunted. "I arranged for Lita to baby-sit you tonight. My ex-husband called about Jeanette so I have to go and see her."
"I want to come with you," Ariel pleaded remembering that her daddy was still the same over here. Maybe she could draw some comfort from him.
"I don't want you to see Jeanette," snapped Ami.
"Please," Ariel persisted. "I promise I won't get in the way."
"I said no," Ami yelled.
"You are so cruel," shouted Ariel. "My mommy is so nice where I am from."
Ami gave a gusty sigh. "Very well," she muttered. "But don't get in the way."
"Who's this Mommy," asked Jeanette as she came into the room with her walker. Ami quickly explained to Jeanette and Greg who Ariel was.
"She looks like you Ami," Greg replied. Ami just grunted a reply.
"Hi Jeanette," Ariel went over to the child. At a closer look Ariel saw that Jeannette looked more like Greg with her brown hair and eyes. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail.
"Ami I need to speak to you," Greg pulled his ex-wife into another room.
"They are going to start fighting again," Jeanette sighed.
"How do you know," asked Ariel.
"They always fight," Jeanette replied. "Daddy thinks Mommy should spend more time with me."
Ariel decided not to describe how her mommy was in her dimension. She did not want to hurt Jeanette. She tiptoed to the door and listened.
"I do not want to keep discussing this," Ami was shouting. "You know how I feel."
"Jeanette needs her mother too," Greg yelled back. "Ever since we found out she would never walk on her own you shut her out."
"I can't handle it," Ami yelled. "It is painful for me to see all my friends with their normal children and I get stuck with a child who needs assistance."
"Define normal," Greg grumbled. "Annika with her emotional problems and Madelyn with her problem, I hardly call them normal."
"At least they can lead normal lives," Ami muttered.
"So how do you feel about Ariel," asked Greg.
"I can't get attached to her she's not mine," Ami replied.
"Just remember that," Greg told Ami.
Later on Ariel was sitting in the car while Ami silently drove them back to the palace. "Ms. Ami why don't you like Jeanette," she asked timidly.
"What are you talking about," asked Ami. "I love her. She's my daughter for crying out loud."
"Then why are so mean to her," asked Ariel. "She can't help what happened to her."
"I just can't deal with it," Ami whispered. "I help all the other children but I cannot help my own."
Ariel decided not to say anymore. She could not wait to get back home.
When they got back to the palace Ami had noticed that Ariel had fallen asleep. She gave a sigh and picked the child up. Once she got back to her quarters she carefully undressed her and put her to bed. While Ami was tucking Ariel in she began to think about what Ariel said. It wasn't Jeanette's fault she was the way she was. "It was my fault," Ami thought to herself. "It has to be." She gently smoothed Ariel's hair out of her face. "If only you were mine here." She kissed the child and then left the room.
"Hey Ariel come play with us" Hope shouted the next day at recess
"Okay" Ariel mumbled heading over to the foursquare area
"You know how to play right?" Gloria quizzed picking up the ball
"Sure I played it once in a while back home" Ariel commented shyly
"Okay here goes" Gloria said as she bounced the ball to Annika
"Hey look there's that new kid" Tommy the bully of the class said coming up to the group
"Leave her alone Tommy Jenkins or I will deck you" Gloria stated through gritted teeth
"Oh look the new kid has made friends how sweet," Tommy said laughingly as he walked off
"Don't pay any attention to him Ariel" Hope told her
"He is just a pain and everyone ignores him" Annika offered
"Okay" Ariel whispered missing her home more and more.
Ariel was feeling pretty miserable by the time she got back to the palace. She really wanted her mother right now. How could a small child like her fix everything? She may be a genius but she was still a little girl who wanted her mother.
She looked up and saw Madelyn coming out of Ami's office. She must have had a session with Ami today. "Madelyn," she called and Madelyn stopped. "Please don't run away."
Madelyn just stared at Ariel. She did not say a word. Ariel ran up to her. "I was not lying," she told Madelyn. "You really are my best friend in my dimension."
Madelyn looked down. After a long moment Ariel heard a soft voice whisper, "Why?"
"We are close in age," Ariel replied. "You are fun to be with. You help me to pull away from studying so I can play."
"What do you want from me," asked Madelyn. "I don't want to make a friend that is going to leave soon."
"I want to help you to make friends," Ariel told her.
"I'll think about it," Madelyn whispered and she took off like a shot. Ariel sighed and thought, "Well that's better than last time."
That night Serenity had come over to visit with Ami after Ariel had gone to bed. "How's your little visitor," asked Serenity.
"She's well-behaved," Ami replied. "We need to get her home."
"We are working on it," Serenity assured her. "How's Jeanette?"
"Why does everyone ask me about her," asked Ami. "You all know I don't want to talk about her?"
"She's your daughter," Serenity gently reminded her. "When are you going to stop blaming yourself? How Jeanette turned out is not your fault."
"Yes it was," Ami shot out. "I was pregnant with her. Something I must have done during pregnancy must have caused it. Now I have a child from another dimension who is everything I had dreamed of and she will not be staying. That's why we have got to send her back before I get attached to her."
"Maybe you should transfer some of these feelings you have for Ariel to Jeanette," Serenity suggested. A scream came from the room Ariel was in. Ami did not budge. "I'll get her," Serenity offered seeing that Ami was not moving.
Ami watched her dearest friend disappear into the room. Serenity's words were going through her head. A few minutes later Serenity emerged from the room carrying Ariel. Before Ami had a chance to protest Serenity plunked Ariel into Ami's lap. "She wants her mommy," Serenity explained. "Think about what I said." Serenity left and Ami gazed down at the frightened child. Ami found herself rocking the child back and forth. A vague memory of rocking Jeanette to sleep came back to her. The memory brought a smile to her face. Smiling she continued to rock Ariel until she went back to sleep.
"Where are you going?" demanded Maggie the next day after school
"I've got something I need to do but I will be back shortly I promise" Ariel shouted over her shoulder as she took off in the direction of the cottage.
"Who could that be Jeanette?" Greg questioned as he went to the door
"Mommy maybe" Jeanette said warily
"No but it's Ariel" Greg explained
"Hi" Jeanette whispered from behind Greg
"Hi Jeanette I wanted to come see you again" Ariel said enthusiastically
"Does Ami know you are here?" Greg inquired
"No and if I had told she would have never let me visit" Ariel sighed
"I like you" Jeanette said coming from behind Greg
"I like the neat stickers you have on your walker" Ariel commented pointing to a couple of them
"You don't hate me because I'm like this do you" Jeanette questioned
"No way I could never hate anyone" Ariel smiled
"Good because I don't want people like mommy around," Jeanette cried
"JEANETTE why did you say that and Ariel what are you doing here?" Ami demanded from the doorway
"NO!" Jeanette cried as she raced out of the room
"I'll go calm her down" Greg offered taking off after his daughter
"Okay now explain to me why you are here" Ami demanded once Greg had left
"I wanted to come see Jeanette and Greg without you around" Ariel snapped
"Listen here young lady I don't have to take that from you" Ami said raising her hand. Ariel gasped and closed her eyes.
"NO Ami don't do that," Greg said stepping between the two
"She disobeyed me and needs to be punished" Ami shot
"Well slapping the child is not the best solution" Greg retorted
"Well then what do you suggest" Ami said
"Why don't you take a walk with me for a few and I will tell you what happened" Greg offered
"Okay but you better be here when we get back," Ami said as he and Greg left Setsuna to watch them for a little while.
Ariel was shaking. What had just happened scared her. Her mommy was never like that. "I want to go home," she cried.
"It's okay my dear," Setsuna laid a comforting hand on Ariel's head. "Ami has not been the same since it was determined that Jeanette could not walk."
"My mommy loves me," sobbed Ariel as she accepted Setsuna's comforting embrace. "She might spank me sometimes but she would never slap me."
"Ami has just had a hard time loving anyone since we found out about Jeanette," Setsuna replied. "We were hoping the time with you would help."
"Mommy scares me here," cried Ariel. "I want to go home Setsuna. I want to go home."
"Hush little one," Setsuna pulled the child into her arms and held her close to her.
In the other room Ami and Greg were listening. "You have scared that sweet child out of her wits," Greg told Ami.
Ami did not answer. All she could think was "What have I become?"
Ariel did not say a word all the way back to the palace. Ami was not sure how to break the silence.
Once they got to the palace Ariel saw Annika snuggling with her mother. The sight made Ariel even more homesick. She burst into the tears and ran off. "Ariel," Ami called helplessly.
"What's going on," asked Raye with concern. Ami quickly filled her in on what happened. "I think you need a get a mirror and take a good long look at yourself."
"Mama what do you mean by that," asked Annika.
"Never mind Sweetie," Raye whispered. She turned back to Ami and said, "You need to see what you have become. You are not the same person I met with Serenity back in the 20th century."
Ami sighed and began to ponder what had been said today.
"Can I speak with you for a moment" Hotaru whispered as Ariel entered Ami's office
"Sure. How is Madelyn?" Ariel asked as she joined Hotaru in the other room
"She is making a few improvements in part thanks to you" Hotaru sighed happily
"That is good news" Ariel exclaimed
"Yes it is but I was wondering do you know of anything more her father and I can do for her?" Hotaru questioned
"Well maybe if she was around someone kids her own age with you and Anthony there then she might feel okay with trying to get to know them" Ariel suggested
"We had tried that once before but it didn't seem to work to well" Hotaru commented
"Maybe try her with just one or two friends from school" Ariel said
"I know she had at one time said something about a girl named Sarah but we never thought much about it" Hotaru said
"Maybe getting in touch with this Sarah might do her some good" Ariel replied
"Never would hurt to try" Hotaru cried happily "Thank you"
"Your welcome" Ariel told her as she went in search of something to do.
"How long are you going to hide from Aunt Ami," asked Hope later on.
"I don't want to see her," Ariel choked. "She scares me. She is not the same in my reality. She loves me."
"I have to go and talk with Aunt Ami all the time," Annika made a face. "I am always scared that I will make her angry."
"You have to talk to her in my dimension too but she is like another mommy to you," Ariel pointed out.
"Really," Annika looked dubious.
A scream interrupted the conversation. Rini came running up. "Quick everyone we need to transform!"
"Ariel you should find some place safe," Daisy added. Ariel watched as the others transformed. She saw Chibi Venus with a visor and a computer. They began fighting this youma. Chibi Venus was having difficulties with the tools. "I have to help them," Ariel thought. "Gloria does not know how to use the tools. Ariel pulled out her pen. "MERCURY POWER MAKE UP!" She transformed and joined in the battle. She saw that the Chibi Scouts were not doing well. She pulled out her computer and flipped her visor on. "Chibi Venus let me help you," she called. "Oh I hope you know how to use these," wailed Chibi Venus.
"I do," Chibi Mercury assured her. She scanned the creature. "I found the weakness Cosmic Moon. Aim for its right shoulder."
"Got it," called Cosmic Moon. She pulled out her scepter. "MOON PRINCESS HEALING KISS!" The youma vanished. "Good job Chibi Mercury."
"I guess in your reality your mommy taught you how to use the visor," Chibi Mars asked.
"Yes," replied Chibi Mercury.
"I don't want Aunt Ami's help," Chibi Venus stated.
"I could show you what to do," Chibi Mercury offered.
"Thank you," Chibi Venus heaved a breath of relief.
"Where have you been," Ami questioned as Ariel finally came back.
"I didn't want to see you," Ariel replied. "You really scared me."
"I'm sorry," Ami told her. "You have really been an eye-opener for me. I see you and I see the child I dreamed of. I also see how I used to be."
"Why are you the way you are," asked Ariel. "My mommy is not like you at all."
"Come here," Ami held out her hand and drew Ariel over to her. "When I found out Jeanette couldn't ever walk I blamed myself. I couldn't handle the guilt so I shut everyone including my husband and daughter out. I forgot how to love. Thanks to you I have been able to feel love again."
"Do you think you can love Jeanette," asked Ariel.
"I've always loved her," Ami whispered as a tear rolled down her face. "I just couldn't show it. Maybe I need to start showing it."
"I think Jeanette would like that," Ariel told Ami.
"Out of the mouths of babes," Ami smiled at Ariel. She pulled Ariel into a hug. "What am I like in your reality?" Ariel smiled and began to tell Ami about her mommy.
"So is it time for me to go" Ariel questioned as she saw Claris
"Yes but first you need to say your good-byes" Claris reminded her
"Okay" Ariel said running off to find Madelyn
"So Sarah do you like your new home?" Hotaru said as she and Madelyn entertained Madelyn's new friend
"It's really nice and maybe some day soon you could come see it Madelyn" Sarah offered
"Okay that might be nice" Madelyn agreed
"Oops sorry to interrupt but Ariel wanted to come say goodbye" Anthony said letting Ariel into the room
"You have to go?" Madelyn cried hugging Ariel
"Yes but I see you've got a new friend and I bet the two of you will have lots of fun together" Ariel commented smiling at Sarah
"I will be a really good friend to her I promise" Sarah replied
"Thank you so much for everything" Hotaru said giving Ariel a quick hug
"Your welcome but now I must go" Ariel said running out of the room
"Ms Ami it's my last day here may we please go visit Jeanette one last time" Ariel begged catching up with Ami
"Okay I guess but I sure will miss you" Ami whispered
"I will miss you two but maybe now you and Jeanette can get to know each other better" Ariel offered
"Maybe so" Ami replied as she started the car and headed toward Greg's house.
The two did not say too much on the way over to Greg's house. Ami had a lot to ponder and Ariel was anxious to be getting home to her loving family. They arrived at Greg's house and Ariel jumped out of the car and ran to the door. Ami followed her feeling very nervous all of the sudden.
"It's good to see you Ariel," Greg opened the door. "I am glad you came over by before you left."
"Thank you Greg," Ariel whispered. Jeanette came hobbling out with her walker.
"I wish you weren't leaving," Jeanette wailed. "I haven't really gotten to know you yet."
"I know but I really want to get home to my mommy," Ariel replied.
"Take me with you," begged Jeanette. "Maybe your mommy will like me better than mine does."
Ami flushed. "I guess I deserved that," she muttered. She went over and to Jeanette's surprise picked her daughter up. She carried Jeanette to the couch and sat down with the child on her lap. "I want to come clean with you," she told her daughter.
"Mommy," Jeanette questioned.
"I blamed myself for your condition," Ami explained. "I could not handle the guilt so I shut everyone out. I was also very angry that this had happened to you. I felt anger when I saw all of my friends' children walking and knew you would never be able too." Ami took a deep breath as a tear fell down her face. "I took my anger and guilt out on you. I am so sorry. I love you so much and I want to try and be a real mother to you."
"Really," Jeanette cried as tears fell down her face too.
"Yes Sweetie," Ami cried as she pulled the child into her arms. Jeanette began to cry as she felt the warmth and comfort of her mother's embrace. Greg watched with a smile on his face.
Ariel decided now was the best time to slip out. She found Claris. "Will they be all right," she asked.
"They are starting over," Claris replied. "Thanks to you Ami has learned how to love again."
"And what about Madelyn," asked Ariel.
"She has some difficult times ahead but she will slowly come out of her shell," Claris assured the little girl. "Are you ready to go home now?"
"Yes," Ariel practically shouted. Claris held up her hand. Ariel began to feel dizzy. Everything went black.
"Ariel," called a voice. "Wake up Ariel."
Ariel opened her eyes and saw Madelyn standing over her. "Madelyn," she moaned groggily.
"Are you all right," asked Madelyn. "I came back from getting a drink of water and found you lying out here." "Madelyn," Ariel flung her arms around her best friend.
"What's with you," asked Madelyn as she returned the hug.
Ariel couldn't answer. She was so overwhelmed as a flood of feelings rushed through her.
"Ariel," called a voice. "What's wrong Darling?"
Ariel looked up and saw Ami coming toward her. "Mommy," she cried.
"Are you okay Darling," asked Ami.
"Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy," Ariel screamed as she practically torpedoed into Ami's arms. She began to cry hysterically. She was so glad to be back with her gentle, loving mother.
"It's okay Sweetie," Ami held her daughter close to her. "Mommy's here."
That night Ariel sat contently in Ami's lap. Ariel had pleaded with Ami to rock her in the rocking chair. Ami was only to happy to comply figuring the child needed to feel secure after what she had been through. When Ariel had first been reunited with Ami she had poured out everything that had happened. Ami had done a scan was able to determine that her daughter had been tossed into another reality. Even though Ariel had not been gone for more than a few minutes a scan had shown that she had experienced a few days worth of memories.
"Mommy," Ariel murmured.
"What is it Darling," asked Ami.
"Would you always love me," asked Ariel.
"Of course I will," Ami stated. "You are my baby and nothing will ever change the love I have for you."
"Even if something happen where I couldn't walk or something," asked Ariel.
"Of course I would," Ami assured her. "Just because I was like that in one reality doesn't mean I would ever do that to you. I am proud of you for helping my other self realize her wrongs."
"I love you Mommy," Ariel snuggled into her mother's arms.
"I love you too Darling," Ami replied.
Ariel looked into her mother's eyes, "What would you give me if I give you a giant hug?"
"I would give you a giant kiss," Ami responded and she did just that. Ami's gentle rocking lulled Ariel off into a peaceful sleep feeling loved.