Throughyourhands Oh, sorry about no disclaimer on the last one, i just down own any of these people or My Way by Limp Bizkit damn my luck! Well on to the fic



"You know those posters that said 'Today is the beginning of your life.' they are true about everyday except, the day you die."

I went to the place my books from my mother said he would be, in the 3rd dimension within the moon kingdom. I appeared in my space pirate out fit and powered up a ki in my left hand. I left Ryo-ohkie and ken-ohkie with mom and told her if I didn't come back that she needed to give them to Washu.

I walked around for a little bit trying to find him. "Im right behind you." said a voice and i turned around to look at him. I shoved the ki at him and flew back wards for about 9 feet away from him. When I looked up at him he had the ki in his hand and observing it. "Very nice, lets see how you like having it thrown at you." he said as he hurled it at me with speed. I dogged it but had the side of my hip burned.

I tried my best to ignore the gun shot wound but when I landed on it I flinched in pain. I stood up and he came walking towards me. I began to walk backwards and ended up against a wall. "Why don't you give up and we rule this place together?" he said and i spit in his face. He put his arms against the wall and cornered me. I turned my head so my left side of my head was against the wall. I closed my eyes and stood up against the wall waiting for my death. I felt a hand on my cheek and saw his hand on my cheek as he looked at me with lust in his eyes. This pissed me off and a put my knee up and nailed him right in the jewels. He fell backwards and yelped. I made several kis and fired them at him, one after one I fired. "KAYO KEN ATTACK TIMES 5!!!" I screamed as I fired the Kayo Ken attack.

I could hear his scream of pain and smirked at the thought of him suffering. When the smoke cleared I saw him with blood trickling down his face. I floated up into the air and waited for him to make his move. He stood up and fired lightning at me I dogged them as much as I could but seemed to get hit most of the time. Once again He had me cornered up against the wall. "You can't die my child, not now, you have someone to go to, you have a life to live." i heard a voice tell me, it was my mother. "Believe in your power and believe in the other planets power, with them, you can defeat him" she said again. I looked at him and my eyes seemed like the became a flame. He made a ki like mine and shoved it into my side and i screamed out in pain, things began to blur, as I closed my eyes at the pain.

'Believe in my powers.' i thought and opened my eyes wide. I saw a gun pointed at my head and Diamond holding it. "MERCURY STAR POWER! MARS STAR POWER JUPITER STAR POWER VENUS STAR POWER URANUS STAR POWER NEPTUNE STAR POWER! PLUTO STAR POWER!!!" i heard voices scream and I yelled along with them. "COSMIC CHIBI MOON POWER!!!!" I screamed as I turned into Eternal Sailor Chibi Moon. I looked at Diamond as my angle wings spread across me and I wore my moon princess dress with the moon princess crown fit upon my head.

Diamond looked at me and shook his head and dropped the gun, no I wasn't going to die, not now, maybe later, but not now. I saw the fear in his eyes as I pulled up my moon wand. "THE POWER OF THE STARS! THE POWER OF THE MOON! THE POWER OF MY SOUL AND MY HEART!!!! MOON COSMIC POWER!!!!" i screamed as I sent the blast at Diamond. The power was too much for me and a ended up going through the wall and many others. Finally i stopped and laid on the ground. I looked around my back must be broken. I guess I am dyeing.

I couldn't feel my body, I heard some voices. "She's over her!" someone said. "Is she alive??" another said. "It doesn't look like it but we'll get her to the hospital and see what we can do." the same person the first time said. "Oh Rini, You should have powered up more, but you did what you had to do." i knew that voice, it was Serenity. "MOM! IM ALIVE! PLEASE! TELL ADIN I LOVE HIM!" i tried to scream but nothing came out. "oh god, please, help me." i said but still nothing came out.

All i could see was black, no light, just black. I could hear voices every now and then, but they seem to fade. One thing stayed on my mind. 'Adin' I had to get out of this. Was I in hell? It seemed that way. I had images of people crying and others dyeing, I didn't know what to do to make it stop. I tried to scream but nothing came out, just silence, I suppose this is what I get for everything I have done, the killing when i was a space pirate, the fighting I have done. The only thing that was good I did, was saving Adin from the gunshot. I could feel all my wounds as well. The one that hurt the most was my heart, it seemed like it was caving in. There is so much beauty in the world and I just can't take it, and now that I wont see it anymore, it seems I want to die.

Nothing is clear

nothing is all right

im dyeing here

and in a way I want it

in a way I need it

in a way you know you want it too.

Im loosing my light tonight

and you know it's true

so don't act like im alive

cause im dead

and forever it will be that way.

I thought I would never see anyone's face again, 'never again shall the twine meet' I thought to myself.

After a while I heard a voice. "Rini, please, don't die. You can get better, I know you. Just heal, they say you have been breathing better. Please Rini, come back to me." I knew that voice, it wasn't Serenity's it was... ADIN! I tried to move as much as I could and pulled screamed and tried to open my eyes. "AAAADIIN!!!" I screamed. All of a sudden I open my eyes to his bright light. I feel something warm against my hand and I slowly move my hand. I hear the heart monitor pick up and doctors coming in. The light is too bright for me. "err, someone turn off the damn lights." i say and go back to sleep. Damn! I was so close to waking up. Oh well, maybe just a few more hours wont hurt, I was wrong.

"Do you really think she is ready for the surgery?" that was Adin, I had felt his presence forever. "Yes, we have to take care of her internal bleeding or she'll end up dying." said someone, I guess the doctor, sounds good to me. "But their are chanced of her dying in the surgery! You can't just take that chance!" that was Quatra, I know his voice as well. "She is strong, she will make it through it." that was Wufie, oh, how a good spar with him sounds fun.errrr, the pain again. I opened my eyes and saw the bright light. "I thought I said turn some damn lights off!" i yelled and this time it came out. I closed my eyes and opened them again. "Please, turn off lights, it's killing my eyes." i said calmly. I could see some lights where being toned down. I went to sit up and I heard foot steps and people saying. "No,no no!" I looked to see all of my old friends there, Piccolo was smiling like a dumb idiot. I pulled a smile across my face and I sat up in the bed not caring what they say. "You think I have internal bleeding?" I said looking at the doctor. "Yes, you do the cat scans and ex-ray results say you do." he said.

I had managed to stay awake for awhile, they said I needed to rest before the surgery. I was going to talk to each of the Gundam Pilots in private. Wufie was the first I wanted to talk to. "Wufie, If I make it through this, you have the spar with me, i need a good spar, but if i don't-" I saw Wufie going to protest but I continued before he could. "I want you to have the ring you gave me back, you deserve it and I never understand why you gave it too me." i finished and he looked at me. "I gave it to you because you are strong and you deserved it, don't go weak on me, you will make it." he said that and left. Next was Trowa. "Trowa, I know I have a chance to die, and if I do I want you to know that you are a great person and talk more often, please, I don't want you to be sad, talk more and make friends. Ok?" Trowa nodded and left, Duo now. "YEAH! I get a call from Heero saying he needed a ride to this dimension and i wondered why so I called the others and why all ended up coming, I would never think the reason he came here was because of you, to think, you knew all of use, that's cool. Your gonna make it through this and I want you to keep the cross even if you don't it's something to remember me by." Duo said. I never got to say anything with him, he did my talking I suppose, now Quatra. "Rini, you'll make it through this, I know you will, just rest, i'll send heero in." Quatra left after that. He wasn't taking it well, I knew that, he always hid every thing.

I sighed, this was going to be the hardest. Adin walked in the door and shut it behind him. He looked at me with such tired and sad eyes. "Please, Adin, don't cry, Im alive are I not?" i said as he walked next to me. I patted the side of the bed next to me and he say there. I held him tight to me with his head on my chest as I tried to stop his sobbing. "I told you, every thing I touch is destroyed, I can't loose you." he said through his tears. I had noticed something since I saw Adin, he had more emotion, I guess after the war stopped he saw he needed emotions. "Adin, that's not true, I love you, you are my love and death wont stop that, I wont die, i will try and live through this, you do the same." I said as he looked at me. He leaned in and brushed his lips to mine. "I love you Rini, live for me." he said and walked out.

The surgery went well, Im stuck in this hospital for two weeks, yeah right, I'll be gone. I hated those weeks in there but it did give me time to think. I saw how my life was important, and I shouldn't waste it. Though, I never will take the advise, Im just recognizing it. I heard people talk about me in the halls like "How could a fighter like her be the princess of a peaceful lady?" said one voice. "Didn't you know?" said another. "Know what?" " She has Say-jin blood running in her veins, of course she would fight!" said that other. "But, so does Serenity." "yeah, but she doesn't have it on both sides." I put up with it and got to learn what people really think of me. It makes me sick.

Check check check check check
check out my melody
Check check check check check
check out my melody
Check check check check check
check out my melody

I stood up with a trench coat over my hospital cloths. Im getting out now, Im sick of this. Im going back to Adin. Adin ended up getting a call back since he became a perventer.

Special,
you think your special
you do
I can see it your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
look down on me
and walk around on me

They always think their better than me, nope, and I wont let them push me around any longer. I snuck to the Moon kingdom and into the space port. I slowly got on Ryo-ohkie and had Ken-ohkie turn back to cabbit form. As I left I felt woozy and the last thing I remember as seeing The earth in the Gundam Dimension.

just one more fight about your leadership
and i will straight leave your shit
cause I've had enough of this
and now Im pissed

I woke up finding my self in the dark, the smell in the room was familiar, it was Adin. He had this smell I loved, I never knew what it was, I just know the smell. I looked around and felt someone next to me. When I looked over it was Adin fast asleep. I had learned from Adin to depend on my other senses like sent of smell and hear, and I had.

this time im gonna let it all come out
this time im gonna stand up and shout
im gonna do things my way
it's my way
my way or the high way
this time im gonna let it all come out
this time im gonna stand up and shout
im gonna do things my way
it's my way
my way or the high way

Check check check check check
check out my melody
Check check check check check
check out my melody
Check check check check check
check out my melody

That night while I was looking at Adin and his beautiful peaceful face, I made a promise to myself, I would never fight. Never again, I would just stay here with Adin, and hide from my mother and my father as long as I could.

just one more fight about allot of things
and i will give up everything
to be on my own again
free again

YEAH
this time im gonna let it all come out
this time im gonna stand up and shout
im gonna do things my way
it's my way
my way or the high way
this time im gonna let it all come out
this time im gonna stand up and shout
im gonna do things my way
it's my way
my way or the high way

I had a bad feeling before I went to sleep, like someone had died. I didn't know it then but I was right.

some day you'll see things my way
cause you never know
you never know
when your gonna go
some day you'll see things my way
cause you never know
no you never know
when your gonna go

Check check check check check
check out my melody
Check check check check check
check out my melody
Check check check check check
check out my melody

just tone more fight and i'll be history
yes i will straight up leave your shit
and you'll be the one who's left missin'
me

yeah

this time im gonna let it all come out
this time im gonna stand up and shout
im gonna do things my way
it's my way
my way or the high way
this time im gonna let it all come out
this time im gonna stand up and shout
im gonna do things my way
it's my way
my way or the high way

some day you'll see things my way
cause you never know
you never know
when your gonna go
some day you'll see things my way
cause you never know
no you never know
when your gonna go

Check check check check check out
check out my melody
Check check check check check out
check out my melody
Check check check check check out
check out my melody

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE'S DEAD?!?!?!?!?!" I screamed at the video phone. I saw the look on my dad's face is was sadness plainen and simple sadness. "She died last night, she knew she was getting to weak and old for this. She had to it was her time. Rini I need you to come back to the moon kingdom, it's your time to rule." he said looking at me through the video phone. I sighed and looked down, "All right, I'll get there as soon as I can." I said and went to turn it off but my dad said something. "Bring some cloths." he said and i turned it off. I stood there for minutes but it seemed like years just starring at the black screen. She was gone, I left her there and now she is dead. It's my fault. I shouldn't have left.

I felt strong arms wrap around my waist and little kisses on my back going up to my neck. "Not right now Adin." I said and walked down the stairs. I didn't mean to be so cold and distant, I just don't know how to cope with this. "Rini what's wrong?" I heard him say as he walked behind me. "My mother died last night. I have to go back there and rule the dimension. I am the crowned princess of the Moon Kingdom." i said and turned around looking at him. If their was one thing i knew it was Adin wouldn't go with me. I knew him and he didn't like to have attention on him. "Will you please come with me?" I said as I continued to walk down the stairs. It was silent for a moment. "I can't I don't know how to live that kind of life." he said. I turned around with anger in my eyes and hurt. "DO YOU THINK I KNOW HOW TO?!?!?" i screamed. "I am a warrior, do you know the things people say about me?" he nodded with a no. "I do, they say Im not fit to rule, well guess what? I don't have a choice. I never will because somehow my life is planed all out before I get a say in it." i finished. He looked at me with hurt in his eyes. I did never ment for it to come out like that. I placed my hand on his cheek and curessed his cheek for a long time. "Adin, I love you, if you don't want to come with me, then, don't." i said and walked to the frig to get a apple. I could hear him pace back and forth trying to decide what to do. I looked at him with sadden eyes and went up to my room.

As I packed I heard Adin come in. "So?" i asked as I shut my suit case. "I can't." he said. I looked up at him and an emotionless mask fell over my face. "all right." i said and walked past him saying. "You can stay here i left a key on the bed and a maid comes in every day at noon to clean up. Take care Adin." and I walked away from him.


A.N: So what ya think? I think it was pretty good, I could do better. Please R&R!!!!!