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k? 10 Things I Hate About You 1: I hate the way I can't stop thinking of her. 2: I hate the way she unknowingly makes me hurt Sora 3: I hate how she's so gorgeous 4: I hate the way she makes me chase her 5: I hate the way Yamato always tries to take her from me 6: I hate the way she rips up my love letters 7: I hate it when she pushes me away 8: I hate it when she never shows me attention 9: I hate the fact that she doesn't love me 10: I love the fact that I love her Taichi had been waking around all day. The weight of everything just came crashing on him and he needed to tell someone. He was different from Yamato, Tai needed to express himself and tell his emotions. Jyou was a great friend to tell his problems to as he usually did. Taichi made his was up to his friends apartment and knocked on the door. "Hold on!" He heard a voice call him. He waited and tweedled his thumbs waiting for Jyou to answer. "Can I help you." WHen he did he was in a towel and dripping wet. Tai instantly covered his eyes. "Dude, at least get some pants on." Tai mumbled. Jyou blushed and nodded as Tai came in and sat on the couch. When Jyou returned he was wearing a pair of jeans and button down shirt. "So I'm guessing its Mimi again." Tai nodded. "I can't take it anymore pal." He whispered. Jyou looked concerned to the other young man and walked over. "What do you mean?" Tai put his head in his hands and sighed trying to hold everything back. "The competition, the hurt, the never getting what I'm fighting for. It's like a constant battle to keep her close to me Jyou!!" The blue haired young man put a reassuring hand on his friends shoulder. "Tell me." "I-I don't know what to do, what am I fighting for? I think I'm fighting for denial, to be able to keeping denying the fact that she doesn't want me. I can't lose her Jyou, not to Matt not to anyone! She just doesn't get it. She doesn't get that I need her! She's my soulmate! We compliment eachother perfectly and she can't see that! I-I I'd be good for her I know I would! I've followed her since the day I met her and I know her inside and out! I know everything and yet she still manages to surprise me with something new each time I see her. It's like I'm meeting her for the first time everyday and I just can't take that she doesn't want me." Jyou looked on sympathetically as tears ran down the other man's face. "Tai, may-maybe its time you gave up. Mimi treats you like dirt! I mean its not the end of the world its just time to get on with your life." Tai instantly jerked up and stood glaring at the taller man. "Mimi is my life! She is my world! Why can't you see that! I was born just to see her! Just to see her look at me and notice me even if its just to yell at me. Sometimes I just get her mad to where she hits me just so I can touch her. Please Jyou, you should understand, I mean Sora used to love me and it took a long time for her to realize you loved her. Now you have her, why can't that work out for me?" Jyou stared at Tai for a while. "(sigh) I don't know buddy, but what are you going to do if she chosed Yamato?" Now it was Tai turn to stare at him. Minutes passed and it seemed like hours before Tai spoke. "I'll kill him." Jyou knew Tai would do exactly that if Mimi didn't chose him. "Tai, maybe you should at least prepare yourself for the worst before you go back to Mimi." Taichi shook his head. "You don't understand. I deserve her more than anyone else does, I've followed and protected her ever since I knew she was alive, doesn't that mean anything?" He looked like his world would crumble if he didn't hear what he wanted to hear. "I don't know. Maybe it just doesn't mean what you want it to." Tai looked as if his life was being threatened and started toward the door but not before Jyou called to him. "Are you going to be ok?" Tai didn't even turn around. "I don't know. It's up to her." With that Tai closed the door behind him and walked down the steps of the apartment. He found himself walking around again. He couldn't stop thinking of Mimi. He would give up everything for her. He had been even more ready to sell his soul to the devil if it would mean just one caressing kiss from her silky lips. He had watched her in her sleep on many occasions, the temptation to kiss her was overwhelming. Just one, thats all, it wouldn't hurt, didn't he deserve it? Tai knew he didn't, not untill she let him. You and me We used to be together Every day together Always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believe this could be The end It looks as though Your Letting go And if its real then I don't want to know He remembered the time when he had written a love letter to her and she had just ripped it up in front of him. He had been devastated that day. He wouldn't even look her in the eyes for the rest of the day. But in the end Taichi just shook it off and continued to try and court her. He showered her with anything he could afford, knowing it was nothing compared to all the fancy things she was used to getting. Chorus Don't speak I know just what your saying So please stop explaining Don't tell 'cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking and I don't need no reason Don't tell me 'cause it hurts End Chorus When he had found out that she needed an apartment he had immediately offered his to her. He knew it was like a wolf going after a wounded deer but it was the most golden opportunity of his life! She didn't have a choice but to live with him. He could be close to her all he wanted! But he couldn't touch her. That hurt the most, knowing she could no longer hide from him yet she would never let him close to her. It made him angry and frustrated. Yet it also made him determined. He had competition, that he knew. Yamato wasn't givig up without a fight, but neither was he. Yamato Ishida having Mimi Tachikawa was not an option. Our memories They can be inviting But all together mighty Frightening As we die Both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry He had tried to treat her as the princess he knew she was. Tai didn't have the money her family did but he tried his best. Instead of all his hard earned money going to pay for the morgage and the car isurence it went to flowers and jewelry. He barely scraped by but in the end he found it worth the look of astonishment on her face. But it was always followed by a frown and an 'I can't accept this, take it back'. He never did, Tai just put it in her night stand when she was asleep. Tai often remembered her yelling at him and asking what he expected in return for all the sweet smells and gold and silver. He just replied for the look that always accomponied her face when he made her happy. She never said anything about it after that. Chorus Don't speak I know just what your saying So please stop explaining Don't tell 'cause it hurts No no don't speak I know what you're thinking And I don't need no reason Don't tell me 'cause it hurts Its all ending We gotta stop pretending Who we are End Chorus Tai had once seen her with Matt. Matt had tried to kiss her. But only ended up kissing his fist. A brawl had broken out leaving two bloody young men and an embaressed and worried Mimi. She had yelled at him and hit him asking what he wanted to accomplish. She had yelled that she needed a life and she needed love! He had simply said that she was looking at it. Taichi told her that she could never push him away, he would alway love her. If she planned on a future with Yamato then she might as well kill him now, though it wouldn't do any good, not even death nor prison could keep him from stoping Yamato from having her. She wouldn't walk away from him, he wouldn't let her. Even if he had to chain her in his arms just to keep her there. He had told her that. You and me I can see its dying Are we Chorus Don't speak I know just what your saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me 'cause it hurts No no Don't speak I know what your thinking And I don't need no reason Don't tell me 'cause it hurts Don't tell me 'cause it hurts I know what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't speak don't speak I know what you're thinking And I don't need no reasons End Chorus Tai stopped outside their apartment building and looked up at the sky. "You can't stop me from loving you Mimi. You can't stop my arms from keeping you inside them. And you can't stop yourself from eventually loving me. I won't let you." He whispered to the night sky. A thin, slender figure watched the boy approach their building. She tucked a piece of her cinemen and honey colored hair behind her ear. She quickly leaped into bed as she heard him enter their apartment and pretended to sleep. Hi! Thank you for all your reviews! I love them! I have no Idea why Fanfic.net has decided to totally screw me over but as long as u can read this then I guess it doesn't matter. Thank u Moonchi&Tai! You're one of my fave reviewers! Thanks, Fallen Angel From Heaven, I haven't hear from you in a while and I love the reviews u give me. What pokemon song was your friend playing? Please say it was 'lullaby' I love that song! 0 : ) |
