A.N: I do not own Gundam wing or any of it's characters. This is the final(?) part of my "One last" story..... unless you all want me to continue it. I won't know unless you review tho........ ^.~ Anywayz, ja ne minna-san!!!! ~Jadet~
ONE LAST FINAL GOODBYE
"I love you, goodbye
This is like a fairy tale story
I love you, goodbye
My hearts cryin for you
How was I to know
Our first goodbye kiss
Would be the last?
I love you, goodbye
Please come back to me baby
I love you, goodbye
Please don't let this be true
My hearts bleedin, my eyes are leakin
But nothing compares to to what I'm feelin
Baby, how you could you leave me
All alone?
I knew somethin was wrong
When they walked in that mornin
I knew something was wrong
When they memtioned your name
How could you leave me
All alone in this world
Baby, I thought you loved me
But now you leave me
All alone
HEERO'S P.O.V:
The battle ended in a draw really, the 5 of us beaten and bloody, the enemies numbers reduced greatly. It was the hardest battle for us, the last for others. For me. I knew there was only one way that at least most of us were going to get away safe, unharmed. Alive. I knew the only way, and it was tearing me up inside. I had promised I would come back, I had whispered my greatest secret to her right before the end. I only had one regret. I didn't kiss her properly. Sure, sure I had kissed her. Twice actually. But those were meager, experimental kisses, nothing really in the end. Nothing that told her how much I loved her, or how much I was going to miss her. Yes that was my only regret. I had lived my life as a killer, slaughtered hundreds that stood before me, blocking my way to finishing my mission. I had lived my life showing no outward emotion, to show emotion was death. I thought I had lived my life the way it was meant to be lead, with a cold calculating face. I didn't even think I had a heart, something that yearned for anothers touch, anothers love. I guess I was wrong. Sometimes I wondered what she saw in me that first time, before I learned I did in fact have a heart. A heart that beat just for her. I know what I saw in her though. A beautiful young woman that heart outshined even the greatest and purest of hearts. A woman that saw through me and loved me even though I was what everyone thought that I was, a cold murciless killer. Even myself. Kinda pathetic really though, my only regret is not kissing the one person I have ever truly loved the way I should. Pathetic but it was, and I was damn proud of it. I winced as I re-opened a long gash on my arm, moving it so I could grab my little black box. Funny how one little box could mean the lives and deaths of so many people. Who knew this little box, no longer than a few inches wide and thick, would save the lives of my friends and kill those who had threaten everyones lives. Including hers. I sigh and flip the lid open, almost smiling sadly at the red button inside. My enemies end, along with mine. I carefully pull out the red button along with the handle, handeling it gently so that it wouldn't go off too soon. I still had a few goodbyes to make. Slowly I click all 4 of my com. links on and find the faces of all my friends staring back at me, all beaten and bloody looking. I smile, perhaps the only smile they will ever see from me, and explain what I am going to do. They object of course, but they all know this is the only way for 4 of the 5 gundam pilots to survive. Wufei just nods, looking at me with respect. Trowa smiles and salutes me while I nod back. Quatre, perhaps the most emotional person I will ever know, wipes the tears from his eyes and whispers a soft goodbye. Finally Duo, my best friend of all 4, smiles at me and tells me not to think we wont meet again. He'll come looking for me in the next life, and this time we had better not meet with guns pointing at eithers head. I just smile and nod, silently asking him with my eyes to look after Relena. He nods back and we share the same smile. Our last smile. I say a final goodbye and turn off all 4 com. links, feeling more alone than I ever have before. I silently watch as all 1, 2, 3, 4 of my friends clear my explosion radius, leaving behind some very confused aries. I grin my victory grin and place my hand so that my thumb rests lightly on the red button before I turn Zero slightly, so that I can look at earth. I am so sorry Relena that I cannot keep my promise. I will find my way back to you one day though, I promise. I will find my way back to you, but until then know I love you with all my heart. I slowly push down the red button and close my eyes agains't the red flashing lights warning me that Zero is going to self-detanate in 15 seconds. Goodbye, Relena. Zero explodes in a blinding flash of white light, leaving behind only a few scraps of metal and my final goodbye floating gently in the limitless black space. 'Aishiteru'.
Words cannot tell
How I'm cryin for you
Words cannot express
The grief thats killin me
I should have known
The way you looked that night
That something was wrong
Baby how could you do this?
Baby how could you say that?
That it was all right
That you were coming back
To me
Now I know the difference
Between fairy tales and real life
Now I know the feelin
Of my heart breakin
Baby, you taught me how to say
The words no one should learn
Baby, you taught me the words
I love you
Goodbye"
ONE LAST FINAL GOODBYE
"I love you, goodbye
This is like a fairy tale story
I love you, goodbye
My hearts cryin for you
How was I to know
Our first goodbye kiss
Would be the last?
I love you, goodbye
Please come back to me baby
I love you, goodbye
Please don't let this be true
My hearts bleedin, my eyes are leakin
But nothing compares to to what I'm feelin
Baby, how you could you leave me
All alone?
I knew somethin was wrong
When they walked in that mornin
I knew something was wrong
When they memtioned your name
How could you leave me
All alone in this world
Baby, I thought you loved me
But now you leave me
All alone
HEERO'S P.O.V:
The battle ended in a draw really, the 5 of us beaten and bloody, the enemies numbers reduced greatly. It was the hardest battle for us, the last for others. For me. I knew there was only one way that at least most of us were going to get away safe, unharmed. Alive. I knew the only way, and it was tearing me up inside. I had promised I would come back, I had whispered my greatest secret to her right before the end. I only had one regret. I didn't kiss her properly. Sure, sure I had kissed her. Twice actually. But those were meager, experimental kisses, nothing really in the end. Nothing that told her how much I loved her, or how much I was going to miss her. Yes that was my only regret. I had lived my life as a killer, slaughtered hundreds that stood before me, blocking my way to finishing my mission. I had lived my life showing no outward emotion, to show emotion was death. I thought I had lived my life the way it was meant to be lead, with a cold calculating face. I didn't even think I had a heart, something that yearned for anothers touch, anothers love. I guess I was wrong. Sometimes I wondered what she saw in me that first time, before I learned I did in fact have a heart. A heart that beat just for her. I know what I saw in her though. A beautiful young woman that heart outshined even the greatest and purest of hearts. A woman that saw through me and loved me even though I was what everyone thought that I was, a cold murciless killer. Even myself. Kinda pathetic really though, my only regret is not kissing the one person I have ever truly loved the way I should. Pathetic but it was, and I was damn proud of it. I winced as I re-opened a long gash on my arm, moving it so I could grab my little black box. Funny how one little box could mean the lives and deaths of so many people. Who knew this little box, no longer than a few inches wide and thick, would save the lives of my friends and kill those who had threaten everyones lives. Including hers. I sigh and flip the lid open, almost smiling sadly at the red button inside. My enemies end, along with mine. I carefully pull out the red button along with the handle, handeling it gently so that it wouldn't go off too soon. I still had a few goodbyes to make. Slowly I click all 4 of my com. links on and find the faces of all my friends staring back at me, all beaten and bloody looking. I smile, perhaps the only smile they will ever see from me, and explain what I am going to do. They object of course, but they all know this is the only way for 4 of the 5 gundam pilots to survive. Wufei just nods, looking at me with respect. Trowa smiles and salutes me while I nod back. Quatre, perhaps the most emotional person I will ever know, wipes the tears from his eyes and whispers a soft goodbye. Finally Duo, my best friend of all 4, smiles at me and tells me not to think we wont meet again. He'll come looking for me in the next life, and this time we had better not meet with guns pointing at eithers head. I just smile and nod, silently asking him with my eyes to look after Relena. He nods back and we share the same smile. Our last smile. I say a final goodbye and turn off all 4 com. links, feeling more alone than I ever have before. I silently watch as all 1, 2, 3, 4 of my friends clear my explosion radius, leaving behind some very confused aries. I grin my victory grin and place my hand so that my thumb rests lightly on the red button before I turn Zero slightly, so that I can look at earth. I am so sorry Relena that I cannot keep my promise. I will find my way back to you one day though, I promise. I will find my way back to you, but until then know I love you with all my heart. I slowly push down the red button and close my eyes agains't the red flashing lights warning me that Zero is going to self-detanate in 15 seconds. Goodbye, Relena. Zero explodes in a blinding flash of white light, leaving behind only a few scraps of metal and my final goodbye floating gently in the limitless black space. 'Aishiteru'.
Words cannot tell
How I'm cryin for you
Words cannot express
The grief thats killin me
I should have known
The way you looked that night
That something was wrong
Baby how could you do this?
Baby how could you say that?
That it was all right
That you were coming back
To me
Now I know the difference
Between fairy tales and real life
Now I know the feelin
Of my heart breakin
Baby, you taught me how to say
The words no one should learn
Baby, you taught me the words
I love you
Goodbye"