Living a Lie - Sora
By: Lord Archive
Digimon belongs to Toei Animation Co., Fox Kids, Saban Entertainment, Bandai, and so on... and is used without consent. I'm only borrowing them I'll return them as soon as they release uncut episodes with original Japanese language and subtitles.
Daisuke: What?! They'll never do that!
Archive: It's not my fault they won't cater to their market.
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How could I've been so blind? I've known him since we were little. My oldest memories are with him. I had always thought of him as a friend, a brother. Someone to rely on, someone who was always there for me. Then I left him. Left him for a friendly pretty face, because I didn't know what I truly felt.
My powers stem from love, so how can I not have realized the one I really loved had always been my best friend? But I didn't realize it.
Not after I started dating his best friend. Not after losing my virginity. Not after getting married.
I didn't realize it until after I found out I was pregnant. I'm going to have a baby, but the father is nothing more than a close friend. A friend who is willing to give me anything, but still just a friend.
It wasn't until I saw how heart-broken the one I loved looked when I told him I was going to have a baby that I realized he liked me as more than a friend... and that I loved him.
I don't know what to do anymore. I see him all the time. Especially now as I'm helping his sister prepare to get married. At least with her I'm sure she is marrying for love.
I got married because it seemed natural. We date, become lovers, and get married. It's how a relationship is supposed to work. You're not supposed to marry your best childhood friend. That's almost like incest. At least that's what I had thought. But in the end I wasn't true to myself and now it's too late.
I hope he finds someone deserving of his love soon. I certainly don't deserve it. I stabbed him in the back and married his best friend.
I am not true to my love.
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Author's Notes:
These little ficts are the result of my frustrations at Toei for making Yamara an official couple. Official being that they both have shown unmistakable signs of romantic affection for each other. Yamato casually has his arm around Sora in episode 43 of Zero-Two, one of the highest forms of public display of affection allowed in Japan.
I'd sooner write a Taito fict than Yamara, and I firmly believe in Taira.
I might come back to these and do a full story around these mini-ficts. But don't get your hopes up unless the epilogue episode (assuming there is one) shows a much older Yamato and Sora married as one rumor says.
P.S. Please don't flame about my views of the coupling or post any nonsense about other couplings in the reply. I wrote this based on my opinions, and I don't begrudge anyone for having a different opinion. If you believe in Yamara, great, if you don't, great.
P.P.S. 'Taira forever!' or 'Sorato sux!' are not reviews. I'd rather you didn't post a review if that is all you're going to say.
By: Lord Archive
Digimon belongs to Toei Animation Co., Fox Kids, Saban Entertainment, Bandai, and so on... and is used without consent. I'm only borrowing them I'll return them as soon as they release uncut episodes with original Japanese language and subtitles.
Daisuke: What?! They'll never do that!
Archive: It's not my fault they won't cater to their market.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
How could I've been so blind? I've known him since we were little. My oldest memories are with him. I had always thought of him as a friend, a brother. Someone to rely on, someone who was always there for me. Then I left him. Left him for a friendly pretty face, because I didn't know what I truly felt.
My powers stem from love, so how can I not have realized the one I really loved had always been my best friend? But I didn't realize it.
Not after I started dating his best friend. Not after losing my virginity. Not after getting married.
I didn't realize it until after I found out I was pregnant. I'm going to have a baby, but the father is nothing more than a close friend. A friend who is willing to give me anything, but still just a friend.
It wasn't until I saw how heart-broken the one I loved looked when I told him I was going to have a baby that I realized he liked me as more than a friend... and that I loved him.
I don't know what to do anymore. I see him all the time. Especially now as I'm helping his sister prepare to get married. At least with her I'm sure she is marrying for love.
I got married because it seemed natural. We date, become lovers, and get married. It's how a relationship is supposed to work. You're not supposed to marry your best childhood friend. That's almost like incest. At least that's what I had thought. But in the end I wasn't true to myself and now it's too late.
I hope he finds someone deserving of his love soon. I certainly don't deserve it. I stabbed him in the back and married his best friend.
I am not true to my love.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Author's Notes:
These little ficts are the result of my frustrations at Toei for making Yamara an official couple. Official being that they both have shown unmistakable signs of romantic affection for each other. Yamato casually has his arm around Sora in episode 43 of Zero-Two, one of the highest forms of public display of affection allowed in Japan.
I'd sooner write a Taito fict than Yamara, and I firmly believe in Taira.
I might come back to these and do a full story around these mini-ficts. But don't get your hopes up unless the epilogue episode (assuming there is one) shows a much older Yamato and Sora married as one rumor says.
P.S. Please don't flame about my views of the coupling or post any nonsense about other couplings in the reply. I wrote this based on my opinions, and I don't begrudge anyone for having a different opinion. If you believe in Yamara, great, if you don't, great.
P.P.S. 'Taira forever!' or 'Sorato sux!' are not reviews. I'd rather you didn't post a review if that is all you're going to say.