Hello people. Here is the Heero's POV you wanted! Thanks to those of you that reviewed "Dear Diary" and "A Broken Trust". My confidence in my writing has skyrocketed. Thanks again and I hope you enjoy this diary fic from Heero's POV!
My Journal
Entries of Heero Yuy
Pilot of the Wing Gundam as well as Wing Zero
January 1, AC 197
I had that dream again. She always haunts my dreams. Why is this happening to me? I'm trained to be the perfect everything, not just soldier. So why can't I control these feelings? Any way in my dream Relena closed a book and stood up. Then she walked to her window. That part is always the same. Last night a Virgo blew her mansion to bits while I couldn't do anything. I woke up screaming her name. Why me? The night before last she died because of an air raid. But the beginning is always the same. I'm so confused. I've got a phone call so I'd better stop for tonight.
January 3, AC 197
I have this sickening feeling in my stomach and it gets stronger everyday. The new Alliance has caught wind of a remaining section of the White Fang in L2 colony cluster. But right now it still is quiet. It's a little too quiet for my liking. You know, like the calm before a huge storm. I have to get moving. I think I'll switch to a different location soon. Relena will probably worry but I have no right to be near her. All I would do is hurt her more than any war ever could. So I guess I won't tell her. She doesn't need to worry over a soldier of endless battles and wars. Stop thinking of her Heero! Stop it, stop it, stop it! You have nothing to do with her life now! Just concentrate on the mission. Darn another phone call. It's probably Wufei with more bad news. Got to go.
January 5, AC 197
This new location is doing well so far. It turns out the remnants of the White Fang are in fact trying to start the next war. I guess I'll have to stop them. I'll visit the others before I leave. I just won't tell them of the up coming war. Hopefully they won't have already heard. Duo said Relena was handing out invitations to her birthday party. She supposedly had one for me, but I had already left. Oh well. He had an ice pack over one eye, I think it was the left one. I asked what happened. "Oh I didn't think you cared!" He fluttered his eyelashes after the statement. I answered with my usual "Omae o Korosu!" He gave me a hurt look and said one word. Hilde. He got a small smile as a response and he sat there gawking, wide-eyed and open mouthed, at the screen until I terminated the connection. And probably for a while after too. Dang! What is with all the phone calls I've been getting lately?
January 8, AC 197
I can't believe I did that. I can NOT believe I did that. I went to see Relena to say goodbye. I ended up spilling my guts right there on the floor in front of her! Stupid me! Very stupid, I also told her that I had to fight again. She begged me not to go. I almost gave in. I just kept looking into those gorgeous sapphire eyes, wishing- Stop That! Bad conscience! No treat for you! Damn! I've got ANOTHER phone call! Must- Unplug- Phone!
January 9, AC 197
I can't postpone any longer. Their next target is Relena I will stop them from harming her. I remember promising to protect her even if it meant sacrificing my own life. This may be it, the last battle for me. I just hope I get there in time! I have to go. NOW!
Heero slammed his journal and hopped into Zero. He made it to the mansion just in time! His dream began to play out before him. The Virgo raised its beam cannon. "Nooooooo!" He screamed as he flung Zero into the line of fire. He felt extreme pain from his left shoulder to his left hip. Then he blacked out. He woke up in a path of flowers in the farthest Northeast section of Relena's garden. He saw her rushing around searching for some thing. Well at least she survived, he thought. Then the world went dark.
AN: Please, don't hurt me! Do you want to know what happens next? Review please! Thnx! D.D.04
My Journal
Entries of Heero Yuy
Pilot of the Wing Gundam as well as Wing Zero
January 1, AC 197
I had that dream again. She always haunts my dreams. Why is this happening to me? I'm trained to be the perfect everything, not just soldier. So why can't I control these feelings? Any way in my dream Relena closed a book and stood up. Then she walked to her window. That part is always the same. Last night a Virgo blew her mansion to bits while I couldn't do anything. I woke up screaming her name. Why me? The night before last she died because of an air raid. But the beginning is always the same. I'm so confused. I've got a phone call so I'd better stop for tonight.
January 3, AC 197
I have this sickening feeling in my stomach and it gets stronger everyday. The new Alliance has caught wind of a remaining section of the White Fang in L2 colony cluster. But right now it still is quiet. It's a little too quiet for my liking. You know, like the calm before a huge storm. I have to get moving. I think I'll switch to a different location soon. Relena will probably worry but I have no right to be near her. All I would do is hurt her more than any war ever could. So I guess I won't tell her. She doesn't need to worry over a soldier of endless battles and wars. Stop thinking of her Heero! Stop it, stop it, stop it! You have nothing to do with her life now! Just concentrate on the mission. Darn another phone call. It's probably Wufei with more bad news. Got to go.
January 5, AC 197
This new location is doing well so far. It turns out the remnants of the White Fang are in fact trying to start the next war. I guess I'll have to stop them. I'll visit the others before I leave. I just won't tell them of the up coming war. Hopefully they won't have already heard. Duo said Relena was handing out invitations to her birthday party. She supposedly had one for me, but I had already left. Oh well. He had an ice pack over one eye, I think it was the left one. I asked what happened. "Oh I didn't think you cared!" He fluttered his eyelashes after the statement. I answered with my usual "Omae o Korosu!" He gave me a hurt look and said one word. Hilde. He got a small smile as a response and he sat there gawking, wide-eyed and open mouthed, at the screen until I terminated the connection. And probably for a while after too. Dang! What is with all the phone calls I've been getting lately?
January 8, AC 197
I can't believe I did that. I can NOT believe I did that. I went to see Relena to say goodbye. I ended up spilling my guts right there on the floor in front of her! Stupid me! Very stupid, I also told her that I had to fight again. She begged me not to go. I almost gave in. I just kept looking into those gorgeous sapphire eyes, wishing- Stop That! Bad conscience! No treat for you! Damn! I've got ANOTHER phone call! Must- Unplug- Phone!
January 9, AC 197
I can't postpone any longer. Their next target is Relena I will stop them from harming her. I remember promising to protect her even if it meant sacrificing my own life. This may be it, the last battle for me. I just hope I get there in time! I have to go. NOW!
Heero slammed his journal and hopped into Zero. He made it to the mansion just in time! His dream began to play out before him. The Virgo raised its beam cannon. "Nooooooo!" He screamed as he flung Zero into the line of fire. He felt extreme pain from his left shoulder to his left hip. Then he blacked out. He woke up in a path of flowers in the farthest Northeast section of Relena's garden. He saw her rushing around searching for some thing. Well at least she survived, he thought. Then the world went dark.
AN: Please, don't hurt me! Do you want to know what happens next? Review please! Thnx! D.D.04