Dr. J Returns
Part 4: Heero's Found
By: Traci14
Anime series: Gundam Wing
Romance/action/suspense/alternate universe
Not a lemon or a lime
Yaoi: Heero and Duo
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or any of its characters. The only characters that are mine are the ones that aren't supposed to be in Gundam Wing.
Duo could now see the person that had come through that door if he maneuvered just right, without being seen. He did just that. 'Heero!' Duo yelled inside his head with joy at finding his love. 'No, wait. If Dr. J lets him walk around freely like that, then the brainwashing must be over and done with. I just hope he hasn't put that chip inside his head yet. I want a chance to reverse the brainwashing. I've gotta do everything I can to reverse the brainwashing.' Duo thought. He didn't want to think like that, but that had to be the only reason Dr. J would let him walk around like that and Heero looked as if he were out to kill. Probably was. He was probably told to seek and destroy. Duo was the target. Well, Duo wasn't going to play hide and seek with Heero. Time was too precious and it wouldn't work. He stepped out from behind the wall, surprising Heero. Enemies weren't supposed to do that. Good, he got the element of surprise like he'd wanted. Now he'd better use it.
"Heero, it's me, Duo. Do you remember me at all?" Duo asked, hoping he did remember him. "I don't know anyone by the name of Duo. But, the name does sound familiar to me." Heero said, not knowing why he'd said that last part out loud, and to an enemy. "That's because you know me. Dr. J brainwashed you. We're lovers, Heero. Please say you can remember me." Duo said. Heero seemed to be trying to remember something, but he then looked to be in pain and stopped. "No, Heero, don't stop. I have a feeling your right at the verge of remembering something. Please, keep trying." Duo said. "No! You're an enemy and I must kill you! Dr. J has ordered me to do so!" Heero yelled, running at Duo. Duo moved out of the way. If Heero was distracted like this, then he wouldn't be much of a killing machine. He could still be dangerous, though, so Duo needed to stay away from his attacks. If Heero got a hold of him, he may not make it out alive.
While Duo, himself, was distracted with his thoughts for a moment, Heero took the opportunity to ram him into the wall and pin him there. "Heero, let me go, now." Duo said. He wasn't yelling and didn't seem to be in such a big hurry for Heero to release him. Something else enemies weren't supposed to do. Enemies were supposed to be afraid of him. "No." Heero said, not even letting his guard down a little. "Heero, I love you, will you please let me go?" Duo asked. Heero's eyes got wide for a second. He'd let his guard down and his grip loosened on Duo a little. Duo took the opportunity to change positions with Heero. Suddenly Heero found himself pinned to the wall and at Duo's mercy. "You couldn't possibly love me." Heero said. "Why?" Duo asked. "Because, no one loves me. Who could love someone like me?" Heero asked. "Who told you that?" Duo asked, getting angrier at Dr. J than he already had been, which Duo thought was damn near impossible. "Dr. J." Heero stated. "Well, Dr. J lied. I love you, Heero and I'm not gonna give you up to him. He made your life miserable to first time he had you and that was before we knew each other. I finally got you to feel and to accept yourself and people started to accept you. I always accepted you. Remember the first time we met?" Duo asked. Heero shook his head.
"I thought you were an enemy and I shot you. Even before I fired that shot, the first time I set eyes on you, I loved you. I couldn't get my mind off you after that. I didn't want to accept the fact, at first, that I was in love with another boy, but after a while, I did. I decided that no matter how much I tried I was never going to get over you and I haven't since. One day you got a letter in the mail with no return address. I wouldn't let you have that letter until you kissed me, though. Do you remember that?" Duo asked. Heero shook his head. "You read the letter, then dropped it and looked like you were going into shock. I picked up the letter and read it. It said that Dr. J was alive and he wanted you back because he knew how you'd changed and had all HIS hard work erased. I dropped the letter and tried to keep your from going into shock. After you didn't seem like you were in any danger of going back into shock, you started crying and I held you. I let you cry into my chest, while I tried to sooth you somehow. Do you remember that?" Duo asked. Heero, once again, shook his head. "After you had stopped crying I was about to go call our boss and tell him we weren't going to be in because we'd had an unexpected shock and needed a few days to get over it, but instead someone let some kind of knockout gas filter into the house and I passed out. I guess you followed after, because that's the only way you could have been taken and that's the last time I saw you. Dr. J thinks this is all some colossal game. He's playing with us. Please, sweetheart, listen, I love you and I want you to try to remember anything you can." Duo said, his eyes pleading.
"Are you just trying to make a fool out of me." Heero asked. He hadn't a clue why he asked this question. The boy wasn't going to say yes no matter what. "No, I'm not." Duo said. "How can I be sure?" Heero asked. "There is no way for you to be sure until you remember me, but I may run, and I may hide, but I never lie." Duo said, looking Heero in the eye while he said this.
Heero believed him. He didn't know why, but he believed him. Did he just call him 'sweetheart'? Maybe he did know this boy. He was certainly handsome. Very. Heero rubbed those thoughts from his mind as he set to work to try to remember this boy. Heero suddenly got a migraine, but ignored it.
Soon the migraine was so bad he went limp against the wall. He was still conscious and in no danger of passing out, but he just couldn't hold himself up anymore, the pain in his head was so bad. He was remembering things. Little things. Like Duo's smile and some other people he couldn't quite remember the names of. Like a boy with hair in a tight ponytail and another one with his bangs over one eye and another with a kind face and a girl with long dark blonde hair. Most of the images were of Duo and Heero together, though. The pain was so bad now, that Heero's nose started to bleed. Duo didn't like to see Heero in pain like this. He gently let Heero slide to the floor, going with him. Heero sat there remembering things. Now he was remember his past before Duo. His past with Dr. J. He remembered that little girl and her dog and how he'd made a miscalculation while blowing up and Oz base and a mobile suit fell on the apartment complex and killed the little girl and her dog. How he'd known that little girl from before. She'd given him a flower. How he'd gone into the rubble and found the dog. He'd picked the dog up and started walking with the dog. The memory changed and Heero was being reprimanded by Dr. J for feeling anything for the girl and that dog. He started to remember about Duo again. Different things. Like the way he kissed and the way he made love to him.
For what seemed like a long time, Heero was quiet, but Duo knew he was remembering. He only hoped the memories weren't false. Who knew what Dr. J could have done? Duo wasn't even sure. He wiped the blood from Heero's nose, but more came. Obviously the pain wasn't going to stop until Heero had all of his memories back or until he stopped trying to remember. But, if he knew Heero, Heero wouldn't stop trying to remember things now. Not now that he was beginning to see the truth.
Then Heero remembered something else. He was strapped to a machine and then images, voices and Duo's voice were played, saying untrue things. After this memory was over, he saw himself being let up after being completely brainwashed. Then he was taken to a little room. It had absolutely nothing in it. It was cold too. The window was barred. Suddenly the door opened and Dr. J came in with another young man. He was older than Heero. Heero was sixteen and this boy looked about twenty. Dr. J gave him orders. Orders to rape Heero. Heero was too weak, yet, to do anything about it if they were followed. The young man didn't want to rape Heero, but Dr. J threatened him. Heero couldn't hear the threat, but when the young man made no move to do anything, Dr. J spoke up. He'd threatened to kill the young man's wife and two year old daughter. The young man looked at Heero apologetically and moved to Heero. Then Dr. J had said to be as rough and forceful as possible. The young man apologized very quietly to Heero before he'd done anything to Heero. Heero was then raped and beaten. After that he was strapped to that machine again and brainwashed to forget about it, but the effect of the raping was to stay there, but Heero wasn't to know why he felt that way.
Eventually, Heero remembered everything there was to remember about his past as if he had never been brainwashed. He looked up at Duo. Duo looked back at him and then Heero threw his arms around Duo, hugging him fiercely. "You remember." Duo said, so happy he was close to tears. Now, wasn't the time or place, though. Duo wanted to know exactly what had happened to Heero.
"Heero, what'd he do to you?" Duo asked, getting Heero to look at him. Heero turned away. He seemed ashamed of something. "You can tell me." Duo said. Heero shook his head. "If I tell you, you wont want anything to do with me, anymore." Heero said, tears starting to fall down his cheeks. Duo brushed them away. "That's not true. I could never do that to you. Not even if I'd tried and I don't want to try." Duo said.
Author's note: Will Heero be able to tell Duo? And if he does, what will Duo do? Find out in the next part!!!! So, how do ya like it? Tell me what you thought at, traci1985babe@hotmail.com
Part 4: Heero's Found
By: Traci14
Anime series: Gundam Wing
Romance/action/suspense/alternate universe
Not a lemon or a lime
Yaoi: Heero and Duo
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or any of its characters. The only characters that are mine are the ones that aren't supposed to be in Gundam Wing.
Duo could now see the person that had come through that door if he maneuvered just right, without being seen. He did just that. 'Heero!' Duo yelled inside his head with joy at finding his love. 'No, wait. If Dr. J lets him walk around freely like that, then the brainwashing must be over and done with. I just hope he hasn't put that chip inside his head yet. I want a chance to reverse the brainwashing. I've gotta do everything I can to reverse the brainwashing.' Duo thought. He didn't want to think like that, but that had to be the only reason Dr. J would let him walk around like that and Heero looked as if he were out to kill. Probably was. He was probably told to seek and destroy. Duo was the target. Well, Duo wasn't going to play hide and seek with Heero. Time was too precious and it wouldn't work. He stepped out from behind the wall, surprising Heero. Enemies weren't supposed to do that. Good, he got the element of surprise like he'd wanted. Now he'd better use it.
"Heero, it's me, Duo. Do you remember me at all?" Duo asked, hoping he did remember him. "I don't know anyone by the name of Duo. But, the name does sound familiar to me." Heero said, not knowing why he'd said that last part out loud, and to an enemy. "That's because you know me. Dr. J brainwashed you. We're lovers, Heero. Please say you can remember me." Duo said. Heero seemed to be trying to remember something, but he then looked to be in pain and stopped. "No, Heero, don't stop. I have a feeling your right at the verge of remembering something. Please, keep trying." Duo said. "No! You're an enemy and I must kill you! Dr. J has ordered me to do so!" Heero yelled, running at Duo. Duo moved out of the way. If Heero was distracted like this, then he wouldn't be much of a killing machine. He could still be dangerous, though, so Duo needed to stay away from his attacks. If Heero got a hold of him, he may not make it out alive.
While Duo, himself, was distracted with his thoughts for a moment, Heero took the opportunity to ram him into the wall and pin him there. "Heero, let me go, now." Duo said. He wasn't yelling and didn't seem to be in such a big hurry for Heero to release him. Something else enemies weren't supposed to do. Enemies were supposed to be afraid of him. "No." Heero said, not even letting his guard down a little. "Heero, I love you, will you please let me go?" Duo asked. Heero's eyes got wide for a second. He'd let his guard down and his grip loosened on Duo a little. Duo took the opportunity to change positions with Heero. Suddenly Heero found himself pinned to the wall and at Duo's mercy. "You couldn't possibly love me." Heero said. "Why?" Duo asked. "Because, no one loves me. Who could love someone like me?" Heero asked. "Who told you that?" Duo asked, getting angrier at Dr. J than he already had been, which Duo thought was damn near impossible. "Dr. J." Heero stated. "Well, Dr. J lied. I love you, Heero and I'm not gonna give you up to him. He made your life miserable to first time he had you and that was before we knew each other. I finally got you to feel and to accept yourself and people started to accept you. I always accepted you. Remember the first time we met?" Duo asked. Heero shook his head.
"I thought you were an enemy and I shot you. Even before I fired that shot, the first time I set eyes on you, I loved you. I couldn't get my mind off you after that. I didn't want to accept the fact, at first, that I was in love with another boy, but after a while, I did. I decided that no matter how much I tried I was never going to get over you and I haven't since. One day you got a letter in the mail with no return address. I wouldn't let you have that letter until you kissed me, though. Do you remember that?" Duo asked. Heero shook his head. "You read the letter, then dropped it and looked like you were going into shock. I picked up the letter and read it. It said that Dr. J was alive and he wanted you back because he knew how you'd changed and had all HIS hard work erased. I dropped the letter and tried to keep your from going into shock. After you didn't seem like you were in any danger of going back into shock, you started crying and I held you. I let you cry into my chest, while I tried to sooth you somehow. Do you remember that?" Duo asked. Heero, once again, shook his head. "After you had stopped crying I was about to go call our boss and tell him we weren't going to be in because we'd had an unexpected shock and needed a few days to get over it, but instead someone let some kind of knockout gas filter into the house and I passed out. I guess you followed after, because that's the only way you could have been taken and that's the last time I saw you. Dr. J thinks this is all some colossal game. He's playing with us. Please, sweetheart, listen, I love you and I want you to try to remember anything you can." Duo said, his eyes pleading.
"Are you just trying to make a fool out of me." Heero asked. He hadn't a clue why he asked this question. The boy wasn't going to say yes no matter what. "No, I'm not." Duo said. "How can I be sure?" Heero asked. "There is no way for you to be sure until you remember me, but I may run, and I may hide, but I never lie." Duo said, looking Heero in the eye while he said this.
Heero believed him. He didn't know why, but he believed him. Did he just call him 'sweetheart'? Maybe he did know this boy. He was certainly handsome. Very. Heero rubbed those thoughts from his mind as he set to work to try to remember this boy. Heero suddenly got a migraine, but ignored it.
Soon the migraine was so bad he went limp against the wall. He was still conscious and in no danger of passing out, but he just couldn't hold himself up anymore, the pain in his head was so bad. He was remembering things. Little things. Like Duo's smile and some other people he couldn't quite remember the names of. Like a boy with hair in a tight ponytail and another one with his bangs over one eye and another with a kind face and a girl with long dark blonde hair. Most of the images were of Duo and Heero together, though. The pain was so bad now, that Heero's nose started to bleed. Duo didn't like to see Heero in pain like this. He gently let Heero slide to the floor, going with him. Heero sat there remembering things. Now he was remember his past before Duo. His past with Dr. J. He remembered that little girl and her dog and how he'd made a miscalculation while blowing up and Oz base and a mobile suit fell on the apartment complex and killed the little girl and her dog. How he'd known that little girl from before. She'd given him a flower. How he'd gone into the rubble and found the dog. He'd picked the dog up and started walking with the dog. The memory changed and Heero was being reprimanded by Dr. J for feeling anything for the girl and that dog. He started to remember about Duo again. Different things. Like the way he kissed and the way he made love to him.
For what seemed like a long time, Heero was quiet, but Duo knew he was remembering. He only hoped the memories weren't false. Who knew what Dr. J could have done? Duo wasn't even sure. He wiped the blood from Heero's nose, but more came. Obviously the pain wasn't going to stop until Heero had all of his memories back or until he stopped trying to remember. But, if he knew Heero, Heero wouldn't stop trying to remember things now. Not now that he was beginning to see the truth.
Then Heero remembered something else. He was strapped to a machine and then images, voices and Duo's voice were played, saying untrue things. After this memory was over, he saw himself being let up after being completely brainwashed. Then he was taken to a little room. It had absolutely nothing in it. It was cold too. The window was barred. Suddenly the door opened and Dr. J came in with another young man. He was older than Heero. Heero was sixteen and this boy looked about twenty. Dr. J gave him orders. Orders to rape Heero. Heero was too weak, yet, to do anything about it if they were followed. The young man didn't want to rape Heero, but Dr. J threatened him. Heero couldn't hear the threat, but when the young man made no move to do anything, Dr. J spoke up. He'd threatened to kill the young man's wife and two year old daughter. The young man looked at Heero apologetically and moved to Heero. Then Dr. J had said to be as rough and forceful as possible. The young man apologized very quietly to Heero before he'd done anything to Heero. Heero was then raped and beaten. After that he was strapped to that machine again and brainwashed to forget about it, but the effect of the raping was to stay there, but Heero wasn't to know why he felt that way.
Eventually, Heero remembered everything there was to remember about his past as if he had never been brainwashed. He looked up at Duo. Duo looked back at him and then Heero threw his arms around Duo, hugging him fiercely. "You remember." Duo said, so happy he was close to tears. Now, wasn't the time or place, though. Duo wanted to know exactly what had happened to Heero.
"Heero, what'd he do to you?" Duo asked, getting Heero to look at him. Heero turned away. He seemed ashamed of something. "You can tell me." Duo said. Heero shook his head. "If I tell you, you wont want anything to do with me, anymore." Heero said, tears starting to fall down his cheeks. Duo brushed them away. "That's not true. I could never do that to you. Not even if I'd tried and I don't want to try." Duo said.
Author's note: Will Heero be able to tell Duo? And if he does, what will Duo do? Find out in the next part!!!! So, how do ya like it? Tell me what you thought at, traci1985babe@hotmail.com