Disclaimer: George owns starwars needless to say. Sorry that there has been a gap between the last entry and this one but I'm now back in school and do not have a lot of time. This is continuing on from the second instalment.
Journal entry 01:12
Nightmares flooded my dreams this night. No peace came in my sleep as usual. Recurring dreams of what I did keep continuing and I do not understand why.
My dream always follows the same pattern,
I sleep and see Ki-an she is teasing me but soon fear is outlined in her eyes. She draws her lightsabre and begins to defend herself from her formidable enemy; this is no sparring contest and I soon realise her enemy is me. It blurs over for awhile suddenly she drops to the ground. With one swift motion of a lightsabre she is dead. I'm not sure was it me who killed her or she killed herself but I know it was because of me it happened. It ends after that and I as usual wake up.
The real events were similar to that, not as fast occurring though. My turning to the dark side had inadvertently caused her death. But there was no use in remorse now, It had happened and I could not change the past, just embrace the future, the last of it that I would get to see.
Most of the Jedi were scattered, lost, dead. I had served Palpatine well, I gathered new students for him, got rid of old.
The night draws in closer every night. A desert has become more
appealing then this place. I need to leave here. I should have left long before.
Palpatine knows my intentions now, its only a matter of insignificant time before he lets Vader know and I become the ex – student.
JOURNAL ENTRY 01:20
That's it for awhile, I may add more to this as soon as I have time. I'm not sure if I thoroughly pleased with it, so I may take it down. Tell me what you think. All reviews appreciated J