(I don't own gundam wing or any of it's characters)
Plaything 4
Relena stepped into the dark room. She could here Heero's breathing "Why am I here?" she asked. There was no answer just the continuation of heavy breathing. "Baka." she muttered under her breath. She asked "Is this some sort of charade? Dragging me here against my will. I don't want to be here!" There was silence until she cried out "I am not your plaything Heero! You can't just take me when you need me. In your eyes was alway a spoiled child. I won't sit around and wait for you forever." Relena searched for the light switch. She turned it on. Her face froze in shock.
Heero was standing in the corner. He was pale and weak. His right arm had heavy bantages on the wrist. His blue eyes gazed at her looking for forgiveness. He studdered "I-I'm s-sorry." Relena wasn't expecting him to be this way. The perfect soldier was trembling in fear. Fear of being alone. Relena mustered all her strength to take a single step forward. She wished she hadn't been so angry before. She had no idea he was in a condition this terrible.
Two voices inside her head argued Look at him! He's pathetic. You can't just leave him like that. Why not? Isn't that exactly what he did to you. Don't become his plaything again! But he loves you. He doesn't love anyone! Heero Yuy is the perfect soldier he has no emotions. Your wrong! He does have emotions. If he didn't have emotions why would he be like this? Don't you see it's all a game to him and your just a pawn. Don't let him win! Relena stared at Heero lost in confusion. In the space between them was consumed by chaos. Where do I go from here? Relena wondered. Relena took a single step forward and whispered softly "Why am I here? There was no answer. Relena sighed "Why do I even bother? I give up! I get draged here by your friends, who say you need to talk to me and you have nothing to say. I am sick of being your doll!" She stormed out of the room.
Quatre and Duo caught up to her in hallway. "How did it go?" Duo asked hopefully she snapped back "Screw you bastard." Quatre pleaded "Please give him some time. Stay here for a few more days." Relena responded "No. I'm catching the next plain to London. If any of you ever speak to me again I will kill you!" Wufie grabbed her shoulder. With all the strength in her body Relena tossed Wufie back. He landed on the floor with a thud. "Where did you learn that?" Duo asked in amazment. Relena glared. She ran into her room. She took her cell phone and booked tickets back to London. Outside her door the four boys talked. "This is not good." Trowa said. Duo agreed "Definatley. So what do we do?" Quatre replied "I don't think there is anything we can do. She came and she talked to him and now she's leaving." Wufie exclaimed "So we just give up because of that miserable onna? Injustice!" Quatre sighed "If she wants to go home we have to let her go. You can't tell someone to be in love." Duo persisted "But she did love him!" Trowa responded "Yeah, but does she love him now?" There was silence between them.
Inside her room Relena angrily tossed her things into her backpack. She heard a gentle knock on the door she said coldley "Go bother someone else." None the less Quatre peered into the room. "Relena," he began "I'm really sorry you are upset. It was never meant to happen this way." Relena retorted "Tell me how was it supposed to happen then? The little princess would come and run to her loves arms. Was that it? Did you expect this?" Quatre looked down at the floor embaressed.Now he saw it. This was what he expected. How could he be so ignorant? Relena sneered "You're a pathetic moron." Quatre was hurt, he rushed out of the room. A few minutes later she heard the door open again "Go to hell!" She shouted without even turning around. Wufie growled "Miserable onna." Relena replied "Sexist asshole." Wufie commanded "You are staying here." Relena responded "No, I'm leaving in two days. For the meantime I'll check into a hotel." Wufie groaned and left. Yet again another there was another knock at her door. "Get lost!" She shouted. "Um hi." Trowa said "Can we talk?" Relena replied "Do I have a choice?" Trowa began "I'm sorry that we couldn't meet under better circumstances." Relena coldly said "I sure you are. That's why you dragged me here in the first place." Trowa calmly said "I understand how you feel." Relena sobbed "No you don't! No one does! I wish you would all stop telling me that! If you knew how I felt you wouldn't do this!" Tears streamed from her eyes. Trowa's heart ached with regret but his face was still devoid of all emotions. "You're right I don't understand. I wish I did though because as hypocritical as this might sound I care about you." Relena turned around and stared at him. He continued "I also care about Heero that's why I did this. I'm sorry." Relena's voice softened "Thank you Trowa. I forgive you." He left her then.
She left her room to escape her situation by taking a walk. Relena wandered into one of the many gardens. She walked the lanes quitley trying to organize her thoughts. She stared around looking for something to get her attention. Something did catch her but it wasn't what she expected. Heero lay on the ground his wrist was bloody. The knife lay beside him. Relena ran to him she could hear him breathing. "G-d that was stupid! Hold on please." she sobbed. Her hand moved over his bloody wrist trying to stop the blood flow. She tossed the cardigan she wore over t-shirt. Then she pressed the fabric over his wrist in a attempt to stop the blood flow. She cried for help. The gardener rushed over. He was able to run to the palace and called for help. Soon doctors came.
A few days later: (Relena missed her plane)
Relena peered into Heero's bedroom. "Hey," she said softley "Are you feeling better." He replied weakley "Yeah." "So," she began "Where do we go from here?" Heero shrugged "I thought you knew." Relena sighed "i thought I knew too. It's like we're bound together." A tear rolled from Heero's eye. Relena brushed it away. She tried to supress her own tears. She was tired of crying. Relena sobbed "I wish I didn't care." Heero stared at her "I don't. You gave me my humanity, don't lose yours." Relena smiled "I'll remember that." Tears streamed from her eyes. Heero inched closer to her and whispered "Aisheteru Relena." She looked back at him "I love you too." She leaned over him and pressed his lips with her own.
FINALLY I"M DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please review!Thankee!"