Disclaimer: Must I state this again? –sigh- I am sure you people can figure out that I do not own this anime show. Although, I do wish I did. Well, not really. Well, ak! What am I doing? I am babbling again. -sigh- Well anyway, enjoy! Tear Stained Pages 2
- Tears threatened to leave her eyes as she sauntered out of her white car. Her backpack was strewn on one shoulder, and her purse on the other. She unlocked her front door. Before, she had lived in an apartment building along with some of the other Digidestined as neighbors, but now she lived in a rather large house. A garden surrounded it, complimenting its picture perfect look. Her friends had even said it was picture perfect and she was lucky. Yeah, lucky, she thought bitterly.
- Ha, she thought bitterly. Sure it may look perfect on the outside, but on the inside,…it was a totally different atmosphere. She knew what her mother would say as soon as she came home. It was always the same argument. The seventeen-year old let her backpack and purse fall to her floor in her room.
- She went over to her drawer, which was always kept locked. Out came the diary of tear stained pages. She sat down and grabbed her favorite aqua pen, given to her by one of her best friends. The lights of a car passing by caught her attention as she glanced out of the window, before sitting down in front of her desk.
- A car, yes, that's what my life is…a careening car…heading towards a cliff of expectations, pressure...stress...depression...darkness...arguments...and so much more... Quickly, she opened her diary as thoughts came rushing to her head.
I am careening towards a cliff
There seems to be no hope.
I cannot touch my brakes
For there seems to be a force.
It's controlling me again,
Preventing me from stopping.
It seems to me, Free Will is gone,
Thrown to the wind alongside caution,
I cannot bear to oppose,
Nor can I object.
For if I do I can assure the end.
I guess I'm doomed forever,
To thrive in this bubble of despair.
- The girl looked back at her finished work, as two tears escaped her sweet eyes and slowly made it's descent onto the blue pages of her diary. It shattered into a million pieces, leaving her trademark tearstains on her blue pages.
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