Blaire muttered under her breath as she shifted through the mass of papers and spell books that cluttered her desk.
'The heck with it,' she thought to herself, and collapsed into the large chair beside her bed. It was very late at night and it had been a long day. She deserved some rest. But she had too much on her mind.
Such as why she came back. Well, the answer was obvious enough for that. Though her main reason was to protect Harry, part of her knew that she wanted to bring back James. and Sirius. She also knew the only reason she had gotten this job was because of Remus' high recommendation. The fact that she was one of the worlds best Renegade Aurors probably had something to do with it, but Blaire didn't think of that. All she could think of was Sirius. And why he had left and never come back. He was innocent, of course she knew that, but what could she do? She had to talk to Harry, see what he knew and if he knew where Sirius was.
Another thing to think about was Remus. Ah, Remus who was now spending his time at a small apartment in London. He had been in touch, but off and on. She knew that their drifting apart had been mostly her fault, as she was always on the run from death eaters and the ministry or some other danger that was on her tail.
Which brought her to another issue in her life. The ministry. They did not look too kindly on Renegades. Blaire grinned to herself. She still remembered the day when she had had enough...
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'Blaire,' said Fudge sternly as he patiently took off his glasses. Blaire winced. She knew what was coming.
'You know you have to get clearance with the rest of the Aurors before heading into the Death Eaters territory. It's for your own safety! What if you had been caught? There would have been no one there to help you, or even know where you were! You could have been...' Blaire interrupted his rant.
'But I wasn't! I'm fine! And I knew what I was doing! I got a hot tip from the informant and went on it! It worked, didn't it?' she said with a twinkle in her eye.
'Well, yes, but still, you could have been killed!' Blaire started to interrupt again but Fudge held his hand up, demanding silence. 'But nothing. Your young, arrogant...' Blaire's eyes narrowed and she clenched her fists, 'and too proud to realize that your not immortal. But since you did get the job done, I'll let it slide. This time. Just get an attitude check and learn to follow orders. Your to check in with Drake every 2 hours your on duty unless you have passage otherwise, is that clear?' said Fudge hotly. By now Blaire's hands were clenched so tight that her knuckles had turned white. Slowly she stood up, with her jaw set and eyes fierce.
'No,' she whispered. 'I will not be told what to do by the man who cannot get the job done himself. And a force that undermines me and prevents me from using all my skills will not control me. I'm good at being an Auror. I'm damn good. But if you cannot see that innocent people are dying and that we are their only hope, then I refuse to work for you. I hereby quit,' said Blaire sternly. Fudge, whose mouth was hanging open and eyes widened quickly regained compositor.
'So be it,' Blaire turned to leave. 'Renegade.' he added harshly. Blaire smiled to herself as she reached for the door handle. She liked the sound of that.
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Blaire laughed out loud. Fudge, what a bumbling idiot.
'Leaving the ministry was the best thing I've ever did.' Blaire said to herself, and returned her thoughts back to Remus.
After James and Lily had died, and Sirius and Peter had left, all Blaire and Remus had were each other. They depended only on each other, and grieved together. That was before Blaire ran, ran from her past and all the people she knew and loved.
She shivered at the thought of what she had done.
'Oh well, I'm back now and ready to confront my past,' she said to herself sternly. Just as she was about to blow out the candle that lit her room, her eyes fell upon what she had been looking for prior to her trip down memory lane.
On the very edge of the desk sat a small picture frame, and within it a picture. It was of 5 people who sat with their arms around one another. Blaire smiled as she held the small picture in her hands, and the group smiled back. That was before life became complicated. That was when you could trust anyone and everyone. That was back in the days of Wormtail, Moony, Padfoot, Prongs and Shadow. Blaire smirked yet again. Her nickname was always kept a secret because the guys thought they were 'protecting' her. Blaire sighed and placed down the picture. Those were the days.
TO BE CONTINUED
A/N Ah, I know, I know, its boring and not likely but it'll get better! At least I think! I was just introducing the main characters, really that's it! Well, r/r anyway!
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Except for a few things like Blaire and the plot and stuff.
'The heck with it,' she thought to herself, and collapsed into the large chair beside her bed. It was very late at night and it had been a long day. She deserved some rest. But she had too much on her mind.
Such as why she came back. Well, the answer was obvious enough for that. Though her main reason was to protect Harry, part of her knew that she wanted to bring back James. and Sirius. She also knew the only reason she had gotten this job was because of Remus' high recommendation. The fact that she was one of the worlds best Renegade Aurors probably had something to do with it, but Blaire didn't think of that. All she could think of was Sirius. And why he had left and never come back. He was innocent, of course she knew that, but what could she do? She had to talk to Harry, see what he knew and if he knew where Sirius was.
Another thing to think about was Remus. Ah, Remus who was now spending his time at a small apartment in London. He had been in touch, but off and on. She knew that their drifting apart had been mostly her fault, as she was always on the run from death eaters and the ministry or some other danger that was on her tail.
Which brought her to another issue in her life. The ministry. They did not look too kindly on Renegades. Blaire grinned to herself. She still remembered the day when she had had enough...
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'Blaire,' said Fudge sternly as he patiently took off his glasses. Blaire winced. She knew what was coming.
'You know you have to get clearance with the rest of the Aurors before heading into the Death Eaters territory. It's for your own safety! What if you had been caught? There would have been no one there to help you, or even know where you were! You could have been...' Blaire interrupted his rant.
'But I wasn't! I'm fine! And I knew what I was doing! I got a hot tip from the informant and went on it! It worked, didn't it?' she said with a twinkle in her eye.
'Well, yes, but still, you could have been killed!' Blaire started to interrupt again but Fudge held his hand up, demanding silence. 'But nothing. Your young, arrogant...' Blaire's eyes narrowed and she clenched her fists, 'and too proud to realize that your not immortal. But since you did get the job done, I'll let it slide. This time. Just get an attitude check and learn to follow orders. Your to check in with Drake every 2 hours your on duty unless you have passage otherwise, is that clear?' said Fudge hotly. By now Blaire's hands were clenched so tight that her knuckles had turned white. Slowly she stood up, with her jaw set and eyes fierce.
'No,' she whispered. 'I will not be told what to do by the man who cannot get the job done himself. And a force that undermines me and prevents me from using all my skills will not control me. I'm good at being an Auror. I'm damn good. But if you cannot see that innocent people are dying and that we are their only hope, then I refuse to work for you. I hereby quit,' said Blaire sternly. Fudge, whose mouth was hanging open and eyes widened quickly regained compositor.
'So be it,' Blaire turned to leave. 'Renegade.' he added harshly. Blaire smiled to herself as she reached for the door handle. She liked the sound of that.
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Blaire laughed out loud. Fudge, what a bumbling idiot.
'Leaving the ministry was the best thing I've ever did.' Blaire said to herself, and returned her thoughts back to Remus.
After James and Lily had died, and Sirius and Peter had left, all Blaire and Remus had were each other. They depended only on each other, and grieved together. That was before Blaire ran, ran from her past and all the people she knew and loved.
She shivered at the thought of what she had done.
'Oh well, I'm back now and ready to confront my past,' she said to herself sternly. Just as she was about to blow out the candle that lit her room, her eyes fell upon what she had been looking for prior to her trip down memory lane.
On the very edge of the desk sat a small picture frame, and within it a picture. It was of 5 people who sat with their arms around one another. Blaire smiled as she held the small picture in her hands, and the group smiled back. That was before life became complicated. That was when you could trust anyone and everyone. That was back in the days of Wormtail, Moony, Padfoot, Prongs and Shadow. Blaire smirked yet again. Her nickname was always kept a secret because the guys thought they were 'protecting' her. Blaire sighed and placed down the picture. Those were the days.
TO BE CONTINUED
A/N Ah, I know, I know, its boring and not likely but it'll get better! At least I think! I was just introducing the main characters, really that's it! Well, r/r anyway!
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Except for a few things like Blaire and the plot and stuff.