Yah, yah, I knowww...it's NC-17. But it doesn't have anything overly discussed in the sex scene. Actually, I shouldn't really call it a 'scene'...it's pretty much the WHOLE darned story!!! But anyway, I really try not to use those really horrific words normally used in NC-17 fics, like...well...YOU know what words I'm talking about. So, you'll not see any body parts named in here...sorry, it makes my skin crawl to see certain words like that in certain fics...(I know, I know, I sound like a two year old flinching at the word 'wee wee')but, it has to be a really good fic for me to read if it's got those words in it. Just sounds cheesy sometimes... Sorry, ya just gotta take my stories as they come! Anyway, I hope you like the story at least a LITTLE, cause I know I think it sucks. I need to practice a lot more with writing......oh yeah, and I don't own Gundam Wing and all that good stuff. GW is the property of...hmm...who is it? Sunrise or Bandai or something? Well...it's not MINE, I know that much...



I Want You to Need Me....




Duo woke up feeling a comforting warmth beside him. "Hilde.." he smiled as he put his arms around her.

Hilde opened her eyes slightly. She was facing him as she smiled back. "Hi Duo..."
She looked down at herself for a moment, blushing. "Oh, I remember what happened now..." She giggled.

Duo smiled and laughed. "What? You almost didn't remember that we both got up and ate the GALLON of chocolate ice cream that was left in your freezer?" He looked down at himself. His clothes were almost completely covered in chocolate.

"Talk about your midnight cravings." Hilde laughed.

"We should get up. It's already 9:00 am..." Duo brushed some hair out of Hilde's eyes with the tips of his fingers.

"Wow, it is late..." she sat up, "And I'm sticky...ick.." Hilde looked at her hands as she stuck and unstuck her fingers together. She looked over at Duo as a mischievous smile ran across her face.

"I'm first for the shower!!!" Hilde jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom.

"No way!!!" Duo jumped out ahead of her and tried to get to the bathroom before she could. "My hair needs to be washed! Remember, you never got the chance to braid it back and now it has chocolate ALL over it!"

Hilde laughed in triumph as she got closer to the bathroom. "I'm getting in there first!!"

"That's what YOU think..." Duo tried to grab her before she could get down the hall.

He finally managed to take a successful dive at her. He threw his arms around her waist and tried his best to hold a VERY determined Hilde, still.

Hilde kicked her legs and tried to pry his grip from around her.. "Lemme go Duo!"

Duo laughed. "Like hell! I'm takin a shower first...either that, or you are taking one with me!"

"Duo! Lemme go!" Hilde squirmed even more.

"Uh-uh, you're comin with me! You started this, and I'm gonna finish it!" Duo let out a fake evil-villan cackle as he carried Hilde into the bathroom and shut the door behind him.

"Duo! You can't possibly carry me into that shower! Might just as well put me down now, eh?" Hilde smiled, expecting him to put her down.

He stopped for a moment, pretending to be in deep thought...then gave her an evil smile. "Nope."

"Duo!!"

He carried Hilde to the shower and slid open the door. He struggled to turn on the warm water knob. "Sorry Hilde, but you asked for this!"

He finally put her down, but instead of setting her down where it was dry, OUTSIDE of the shower...he put her down in the shower.

"Duo, this shower wasn't made for two!" Hilde giggled as the water streamed over her hair.

"Don't worry, I don't mind being squeezed into a small space with you..." Duo slid his arms around Hilde's waist as she stepped back further into the shower.

"Duo!" She laughed, "My clothes are getting wet..."

"That's a good sign, isnt' it?" Duo breathed out as he brushed his lips against Hilde's neck.

"You know what I mean...now I'm going to have to peel these clothes off..." Hilde bit her lip nervously as she felt Duo's hot breath on her neck. Duo felt her trembling as he stepped into the shower the rest of the way and slid the door closed.

Duo pressed her up against the side of the shower as he slipped his hands behind her. "I can always peel them off for you if it's that much trouble."

"Oh yeah? Well, I dunno...A hot guy, peeling off my clothes in the shower..."

"Now, I'm all wet..." a smirk spread across Duo's face as he ran his hands down Hilde's back.

"So, we're both wet...now we're even...That's what you get for pushing me into the shower. But I suppose you wanted me to say something like 'I'll peel your clothes off for YOU if it's THAT much trouble.'" Hilde felt a blush spread over her nose and her cheeks as Duo pressed her closer to him.

"Not necessarily...but it would've been nice...Anyway, I was just thinking about hard for you it was going to be to take that shirt off..." Duo placed his lips hungrily on Hilde's as he slipped his hands down her back and gently into her boxer shorts.

"Duo...that's not my shirt..." Hilde said smiling, breaking away from his kiss briefly.

"Don't you think I know that?" He smiled as he slipped her soaked shorts off of her and threw them out the shower door. "So those boxers WERE the only thing you were wearing..."

"Well...I figured it covered me enough..." Hilde blushed a deeper red.

Duo shrugged and smiled as he started to fiddle with the buttons on Hilde's shirt, kissing her each time he got one unbuttoned. "Yeah...I guess you figured your shirt was also just enough to cover you..." he said, realizing she had no bra on either.

Duo finally got all of her shirt unbuttoned, and looked curiously down at her.

Hilde covered his lips with her finger before he could say anything and smiled sweetly. She looked up at him with her innocent deep blue eyes as she began to blindly fiddle with the buttons on his shirt. "Well...I'M sure that I want a hot guy to peel my clothes off...but are you sure that you want a hot girl peelin your clothes off?" She ripped his shirt off, irritated that she couldn't get the buttons undone. "Sorry...got tired of the buttons."

"First of all, I'd be crazy not to want a really hot babe to peel my clothes off...second, I'd rather have her RIP them off..." Duo carefuly slipped Hilde's shirt off.

"Yeah, you sound sure..." Hilde placed her hand on his shoulder, slid it around his neck, and smiled. He realized she was trembling.

Duo smiled nervously as trails of water ran down his body. His hair dripped with sweat and water as he stood over Hilde, who was just as soaked. He looked Hilde's fragile naked body up and down, blushing. "You're beautiful...."

Hilde smiled innocently as she blushed a deep pink. "Show me how much you love me, Duo..."

Duo gently pulled Hilde closer to him and pressed his lips tightly against hers. Hilde let a soft moan escape her lips as Duo let his hands wander further down her back as he deepened the kiss.

She felt him press against her leg and she let out a small shriek of surprise. "Duo!" Hilde looked down as she let go of his neck. She smiled coyly as she looked back up at him. "Want those off?"

Duo chuckled lightly trying to shake off his nervousness. "I might bust out of them if I don't take them off..."

Hilde looked Duo straight in his eyes as she trailed her hand down his chest and down to his hips. She slowly slipped the only barrier that was left between she and Duo, off of him. She held them up and threw them out of the shower, giggling as she watched Duo's surprised reaction. They both stood silent for a moment as they awkwardly looked each other up and down.

Duo caressed Hilde's face as he saw a tear fall down her cheek. "Hilde...You're the most beautiful creature I'll ever see..."

"Duo, I honestly hope I'm the only beautiful creature you ever see like this again..." Hilde bit her lower lip nervously.

"I second the motion.." Duo grabbed Hilde suddenly and pulled her closer to his body. Duo let his mouth wander up and down Hilde's smooth shoulders and neck.

Hilde wrapped her arms hesitantly around his neck and whispered in his ear as he lightly nipped at her neck. "Make love to me Duo Maxwell..." She stopped trembling as Duo backed away for a second.

"You heard me, Duo...show me how much you love me...I want to be lost in you Duo... I want to feel what you feel...I want to know you...Every bit of you..."

"Hilde...We'll know each other better than we know ourselves...I'll make sure of it..."

Hilde grabbed Duo and pulled him down, his lips onto hers. She gripped him tighter as his tongue invaded her mouth. She could taste him, and at that moment, she finally realized always wanted him...

"Love me Duo....don't you dare ever let me go..."

He breathed her name as she gently brushed her lips against his neck. "Hilde...maybe the shower ISN'T the best place to do this..."

Hilde nodded agreeably, "Maybe it isn't..."

Hilde quickly opened the shower door as Duo clumsily shut off the water.

They both stepped out, holding each other and kissing passionately, trying to make their way back to Hilde's bedroom.

"Be careful, Duo!" Hilde held him up, preventing him from falling to the floor. "Don't slip, eh?"

"Don't worry, if I do slip, I'll make sure to fall on you."

Duo burst her door open and gently picked up Hilde to carry her into the room. He gently lay Hilde on her bed and stood still for a moment to admire her body. She blushed as she lay there. "Duo...stop staring..." she giggled.

"I can't help it..." Duo slid onto the bed, both of them still soaking wet from the shower. "We're both going to soak this bed..."

"I don't care...we probably would've soaked it anyway...shower or not.." Hilde pulled Duo down to her and kissed him deeply. Duo caressed Hilde's leg as it slowly wrapped around his. He tensed up as she brought her hips up to meet his.

"I don't want to hurt you, Hilde..." Duo tried to hide the waver in his voice as he felt her skin softly brush against his.

"You won't hurt me Duo..." Hilde softly assured him. "No more than I'll hurt you." She purred.

Duo couldn't help but smile. "Now, I'm scared..."

"Good, you should be..." Hilde kissed his neck softly.

"Hilde..." Duo smiled. "Now I know why they did it in that car in 30 degree weather..." Duo kissed Hilde's lips gently.

"Why?" Hilde kissed him back briefly.

"Because they couldn't wait to do it anywhere else..." Duo chuckled.

"But you're no Leonardo Desmalldick, Duo..." Hilde giggled as she looked deep into his eyes.

Duo's eyes flashed with something briefly that Hilde couldn't pick up. "Duo..." she decided to guess, "Don't worry..." She caressed his face gently. "You won't hurt me..." She smiled sweetly as she started trembling again.

Duo gently took Hilde's hand in his and entwined his fingers with hers tightly. He caressed her face with his other hand as he realized she was trembling. "Shh...Hilde..." Hilde tightened her grip as he delicately connected with her......

"Duo..." Hilde winced as Duo drew back gently.

"Hilde...are...you okay..." Duo softly kissed her trembling lips.

"Hai...Duo..." Hilde turned her head to the side biting her lip to hide her expressions.

Duo tightened his grip on her hand as he let out a small gasp. "Hilde...let me see your face..."

Hilde turned her face back to Duo. "I'm ashamed..."

"Why should you be.." Duo lowered his lips onto hers. Hilde let her tears fall down her face as Duo kissed her harder. Small moans of pleasure escaped her as he gradually began to quicken his pace.

"ah....because...I just...am..." Hilde gently brought her hips up to Duo's as if a response to his gentle thrusts.

He couldn't help but breath out her name as she gripped his back tightly, bringing herself up to meet him with every push of his body. "Hilde...you're so beautiful...and..." he let out a soft growl mixed with a low moan as he pressed her harder against the bed. "you're....all mine.."

Hilde cried out as she felt her whole body shudder. "Ah, DUO!" She dug her nails into his back as she tried to hold her cries back.

Duo winced as he felt her dig into him. Beads of perspiration formed on his body as he felt his temperature rise. He felt the room spin as he kissed Hilde again, who was letting her moans out more freely now..

He couldn't believe what was happening...the upcoming war hadn't made him as nervous as he had been in the shower with this girl...earlier fights hadn't spun his world like this girl had. This girl had risked her life for him, helped him, and was now giving herself to him. Making him go wild with every move of her body. Every breath, every cry she let out was making him lose himself in her even more. He loved this girl with more than just his heart...he loved her with all his soul...

"I will come back to you, Hilde...you're mine now, my love...I won't leave you alone.." Duo thought to himself as he looked down into her eyes.

"You're mine...Hilde..." Duo breathlessly let out a soft low moan as Hilde brought her hips up to his a final time before he rolled over to let her take control.

She felt his body shudder under hers and let a smile touch her lips when she saw how her every move effected him. Hilde looked lovingly down at the handsome man whom she now called her lover. Strands of his own beautiful hair clung to his damp skin. Hilde knew she had control over him now...she bit her lip to keep from crying out as she heard him let out short quick breaths and soft moans each time her skin touched his. "And you're mine...Duo..."

Duo grabbed the sheets, holding them tightly each time Hilde shifted her hips. "I'm letting...you have too much..." Duo grabbed Hilde and rolled over to take control again, "...control.." He gave her a sexy smile.

"You know that you lik--ah!"

"But that's not the point..." He almost laughed when he heard her cry out in pleasure... proof that his little maneuver had worked.

"Ah...Duo...stop that...*giggle*...I'm serious......"

Hilde closed her eyes as she felt Duo gently withdraw from her body.

Duo lay beside her, trying to catch his breath, and drew her close to him. "Hilde...I love you."

Hilde opened her eyes and smiled. "I love you too, Duo."

There was silence for a few minutes, until Hilde decided she would challenge Duo.

"Duo...there are more ways than one I could have total control over you."

Duo blinked curiously as she turned his head to look at her.

Hilde softly traced circles on his chest with the tips of her fingers. "You'd be putty in my hands..."

"Oh yeah? and where did you learn how to be able to do that?" Duo grabbed Hilde's hand and kissed it.

"I have a FEW friends ya know..." Hilde shoved Duo playfully.

"Oh, yeah, I forgot...you girls always talk about your love lives with each other...sex secrets and everything...probly try it out on each other and all..." Duo snickered when he saw Hilde's face.

"Who said they were girls?" Hilde smiled mischievously.

"I KNOW they are girls...I just gotta feelin..." Duo retorted.

"Oh you wish!...you're gonna get it now whether you want it or not!!" Hilde laughed as she pulled the covers over both their heads.

"You make it sound as though it would be punishment, Hilde..." A low, evil laugh could be heard from under the covers as a female's loud giggles reverberated around the room.

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I have some serious cramps in my head *sigh*...I've written lemons before, but the truth is they ALL suck. I mean, I've tried, but I always end up making it...*ah, well, I can't really explain it. Just look up there at THIS story!* I dunno, I only like this story a little (go look under a microscope and you MIGHT find my 'like' there)...but maybe SOMEONE else will actually have a little more 'like' for it. I still need a lot of practice in the art of writing. I definitely don't make it sound like it came out of a book. Well, maybe out of one of those really cheesy romance novels I've seen the 7th graders at my school carrying around....oh my..^^;;; But anywho, I think I'll just stick to basic love stories. I don't like putting sex scenes in my fics because it always messes them up...or you might say, I, mess the scenes up. *ack!* ^^;;; Oh my, I talk tooo much. Well, I hope someone likes this fic...please review...flames, compliments, anything is welcome. ^_~ but don't make your flames TOO hurtful, eh?