*Disclaimer. I don't own digimon good nuff?

Authors Note: C'mon people REVIEW! i need to know your opinion or else i can't
write couples or topics you'll like and all you'll get is angst lots of angst
because you don't REVIEW! So REVIEW! hehe ^^ again no names and personally i
think this part is the worst but i should probably read it to know whats going on
or else you'll b all confused for the last part..have fun...and REVIEW! so i can
customize couples ^~

On That Day… (Part two)
By: Fallen Angel From Heaven

I shut the door behind me sighing happily, my life had never been better and as I
walked up to my room lying down on my bed and shutting my eyes, my phone rang,
getting off my bed and picking up the phone leaning on my dresser I waited for a
voice. After a moment that voice came, it was him. With a happy hello and
greeting I tried to tell what was wrong, he seemed so unhappy, and then he told
me "I'm sorry, he's dead" I dropped the phone to the ground staggering backwards
falling onto my bed tears sliding down my cheeks.

That was a year ago and now once again it was February 14th and this time I was
alone. The memory still hurt, it always would; and no one but him could even help
me through it. My parents didn't know what was wrong, how could they? They never
knew I was seeing someone behind they're backs, my friends didn't know what I was
going through either. In the end I was by myself, except for one- him.

As I stood in front of my mirror I looked at myself critically, tears smudged my
mascara causing black streaks to slide down my cheeks, my face was thin- hell my
entire body was thin. Eating was not something I did very often anymore; neither
was anything else for the matter. I'd just keep myself busy with as much work as
I could, I took up everything and still when I went to sleep I would still cry.

Now it was Valentines again, and I was going to keep my promise. I slid into my
desk grabbing a piece of stationary and writing quickly and messily my tears
blotting the black ink making it even harder to read, I wrote a letter for him-
and only him. Sliding it into an envelope I grabbed a jacket wrapping it around
my thin frame and walked downstairs. Sliding it into his mailbox, I gulped
quietly, was I ready for this? My mind asked, and yet I knew the answer, yes,
yes I was.

Walking upstairs gravely I kept my eyes to the ground wondering how I should do
this, tears continued to slide down my cheeks as I closed to the door to my
apartment, it was in the same one as his.

Sitting on my bed I sobbed softly picking up the nearby razor blade pressing it
against my skin wincing a bit feeling it dig into my flesh as I slide it across.
Small beads of blood gathered at the cut as I moved the blade back pressing it
deeper in my skin tears mingling with the blood as I moved the blade to my other
arm sliding it across pressing it deep into my skin wincing and sobbing softly
as the redness of my blood dripped onto my pure white carpet staining it forever
as my mind slowly went blank a phrase escaping my lips "gomen, aishiteru minna"
and then there was nothing more.

TBC...

Authors Notes: yes again.. well i said it before and i'll say it again! REVIEW!!
or else i'll make this into the weirdest possible couple i can think of and
currently its along the lines of mummymon and miyako or arukenimon and iori so
REVIEW! grrr....review review review!! if i say it enuff times will you do it?
please please please i need to input or else i'll never know what i'm doing wrong
and such so please review and tell me your thought on the couple which i still
haven't decded ^~ So REVIEW! arigato~