This is actually a partial song fic that fits into my story. I just added a little song inside so no big deal, its chapter 12 of Meeting His Destiny! So enjoy! And of course: I DO NOT own Gundam Wing, or the song: "Every Time" By: HOKU! I don't own any of it just the story hehe. And I am making no money off of this so you can't sue me...nasty lawyers lol!
Meeting His Destiny
Chapter 12
It was quiet in Heero's room now. He was all alone, Duo had left moments before. And that annoying voice in the back of his head continued to antagonize him. //You are the baka one, you know that?//
"Shut up! God! Just shut up!"
//Sounds like you've been hanging around Wufei too much. Pretty soon you'll be screaming about the nurmerous injustices of our world.//
"You know what?!"
//What?//
"I didn't have to worry about emotions when the war started. There was no need for them when we slaughtered hundreds of innocents for the greater good. I didn't care...and now that the war is over. There is no need for me, no need for people like us. No one cares. It's over and now we're expected to live normally. I died a long time ago, Heero Yuy has been dead for years. And now for the first time in my life, I feel this immense, torturing pain. I can't stand it any more. But now I know what the pain is, it's life. I am afraid to live because I don't know how. And without her, I might as well fade back into death."
As Heero finished, he felt a part of him drift away. He felt lighter...he confessed his every fear. Dying again, living again. It was one big mess that he was caught in the middle of. But right now he was too tired. But his heart beat faster, he didn't know why. His breathing quickened, his eyes blinked. He felt feverish and in a burst of speed, Heero ran out onto his balcony and felt the cool wind force itself into his lungs. His whole body was shaking, he was freezing. Sweating, panicking. He couldn't stop, the whole concept was driving him insane. He was alive and he might die just accepting that. And with the next blast of cool night air, Heero collapsed onto the cold marble floor of the terrace, his sides heaving. His body shook uncontrollably, Heero thought he was going to die. He couldn't now. Not before he saw her one last time. Suddenly, he felt his head and chest being propped up. Slowly, as he was being helped to sit up, his deep blue eyes settled on Destiny. She sat smiling, but a concerned look in her eyes overwhelmed him.
"Be quiet my sweet," she whispered gently.
"I can't do it anymore...please...make it stop," Heero begged her.
"Heero, you're going to be alive again, you'll be free of this dark nightmare that has become your prison each day," Destiny replied stroking his hair with her delicate fingers.
"I'm supposed to be the Perfect Soldier!" he shouted ripping away from her. Slowly he tried to hoist himself off the ground, but his strength had been sapped. "I'm sorry. Please, Destiny..." She looked back at him with understanding, warm, and most of all...loving eyes. He could not hurt her feelings, her love for him was unconditional, as was his for her.
"Heero, I'm yours now. You can stop running," Destiny laughed. It was the first time he had heard her laugh. It was beautiful and for the first time, Heero saw the normal, human behind the goddess image. She was so much more than normal, but she was a person none-the-less. Just like him, hopelessly in love, and proud of it. The man crawled back to her from his spot by the rail of the terrace. She sat with her hands outheld.
"Can I touch you?" He asked quietly. She nodded with a tiny giggle and extended her hands. Heero inched closer until he sat directly in front of her, but a tiny fit of pain stabbed his chest. Slowly, he reached out and touched her hands, feeling fireworks all over his body by the single touch. The pain had disappeared at their first contact. He collapsed into her arms and gazed into her eyes.
*I don't believe in true love
*I am alone by nature
*I did not want to let you in
*So why does it feel like so classic
*Like some romantic story
*Now that you're underneath my skin
Heero looked up into at her with pleading eyes. This was his chance, to let go of all the hate, the feelings that haunted him. Just to live again with her by his side would make the world right again. But only if he was willing to trust...
*Every time I speak
*I speak to you
*Every time I reach
*I reach out for you baby
It all felt so right as they sat together in each other's arms. She was gorgeous, everything he ever needed, everything he would ever need.
*Every time I breathe
*I feel your heart beating next to mine
*Is it real...
*What I feel, this time?
Suddenly a strange feeling over came him, something had awakened. Second by second, they inched closer and closer. The time of torture Heero had lived since joining the Preventers was over. He could live. This was his destiny. She was his, and he hers.
*I am distracted often
*Running to meet you somwhere
*Hoping the flowers never die
*And then you leave me breathless
*Rushing to look in the mirror
*Surprised to see the face is mine
A soft moon beam cast itself upon her angelic form, lighting up her every feature. Her lips were so smooth and soft, Heero longed just to feel them with the very tips of his fingers. Her hair fell over her shoulders, tickling the sides of his face and arms. The faint, death-like feeling he had previously felt vanished completely. He felt the same way as he did when they first met. Whole.
*Every time I speak
*I speak to you
*Every time I reach
*I reach out for you baby
*Every time I breathe
*I feel your heart beating next to mine
*Is it real...
*What I feel, this time?
A slight breeze swished through her hair, revealing the diamond necklace adorning her neck. Everything twinkled about her, the eyes, the smile, just her very existence sparkled in the night like an eternal flame of hope. She was his hope. And now, it would all come true. They could be one as they had always dreamed and wished of. Heero felt a pang of the thoughts before. His insecurity, his fears.
*So what is wrong with me
*I know I should be happy
*I don't feel right in my own skin
*I'm just waiting for this whole damn thing to end
*All I could think about
*Was just how I could just get out
But a warm smile from her pushed them away permanently. Now his head rested in her lap as her hands gently caressed his face with an almost unreal softness. And within moments, Heero slowly sat up and inched closer to her. In a dreamlike stance, their lips collided and locked.
*Love is maddening
*Love is maddening
Instantly, fireworks exploded in their hearts and minds at their embrace. Each let go, forgot their fears and were lost in each other. Their arms slowly embraced one another, holding this eternal kiss. They were in true paradise, miraculous bliss just to feel the soft lips of the other pressed to their own. That evening, the nightmare ended for Heero Yuy, and the truth of life was beginning to reveal its hidden light to him.
Stay tuned for the next chapter!!!!!
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