I'm Not Him
Part 2
Disclaimer: Shematta!!! I don't own Digimon!!!
* Author's notes are in asterisks and I tend to swear sometimes so if you don't like it read the no swearing version. *
~Matt's POV~
Well I've decided that today I'm going to tell Sora how I feel but fist of all I must get her away from Tai that little bastard. Tai is too impulsive and immature; Sora and I are civilized people. I seriously can't see why she spends so much time with him, I guess it's because she and him are best friends. If only I had known her first….
"Hey Matt what's up?" Sora asked.
"Sora! Hey! Umm can I talk to you?" I managed to say. Hmm why isn't she with Tai? Oh screw Tai she's here with me.
"Sure," Sora said and shot me a smile that made me want to grab her and plant one on her.
"Look for along time I've been thinking about us, you know me and you and what you mean to me and for along time I've come to realize that I'm in love with you," I said.
"Matt… I don't know what to say," Sora said.
"Wait I'm not done, I know you and Tai have something going on but I want to show you what I can do for you I can love you and treat you how Tai can't. He's so impulsive and immature don't forget hardheaded. I mean I've liked you for a long time and who knows about Tai! I mean tomorrow you can be old news and there could be someone new. I'm twice as good as Tai and twice the man he is, I can make you feel like a queen. I understand if you don't feel the same way but I hoping, just hoping that you could give it some thought," I said.
"Matt I…I like you too but I also like Tai, but you're right Tai is too impulsive and hardheaded. I guess what I'm saying is I choose you over him…" Sora said.
I was completely speechless, but I didn't have to use words to express the joy I had in my heart. I went up to Sora and kissed her. It was like a moment in heaven. It was one of the happiest times of my life. We broke apart and I heard rustling in the bushes I turned around to see Tai! The hurt in his eyes was obviously shown. I felt pity for him yet also triumph; I had the one thing he wanted most in my arms.
"Tai!" Sora shouted.
My head zoomed around to her. Her eyes had filled with pain from guilt, why she felt sorry for this self-centered ass hole I will never know. She ran after him! What?! Fuck you Tai! You had to come around and ruin my moment of happiness. Why would she run after him right after she admitted her love for me and she said that she chooses me over Tai. If so why did she run off?!?! This was one of the happiest time in my life and one of the worst. Nothing could compare to the aching pain I felt that night. I returned to camp and went to sleep.
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When I awoke the next morning I saw Sora by my side. She looked so beautiful and peaceful, at that second I had almost forgot about what had happened last night. I immediately got up and headed to the river. She had some explaining to do. When I reached the river I just so happened to find Tai sitting under a tree. His eyes where puffy, he must have not gotten any sleep. I need to talk to him…
"Tai," I said.
"Matt," Tai said in return.
"We need to talk," I said.
"We have nothing to discuss," Tai said and looked away.
"Look, just because I get Sora and you get shit doesn't mean you have to be an asshole," I retorted. Stupid jerk now he knows how I use to feel.
"You shut the fuck up," Tai said.
"Make me ass hole!" I shouted. What the freak is wrong with him?
"Whatever," Tai said.
"What the hell is your problem?" I asked him.
"You want to know what my problem is?" Tai asked me.
"Yeah I do, it's probably because your jealous of me," Matt said.
So it's not that great knowing that I have Sora, ne?
"Oh damn it Matt shut up!" Tai cried. Tears were beginning to flow down his face. I was completely stunned. I never thought that he cared so much…
"You want to know what my problem is? Okay yeah your right it includes Sora and you. It's not because I'm jealous of you or anything it's the whole fact that you get her! You just met her and I've known her for almost six years!" Tai exclaimed.
"So?" I asked him. What is his bloody fucking point? Wow six years it's not like he like her that long…did he? No way! Could he have really liked her for that long?
"I spent all six of those years chasing her! I wanted her the day I met her!" Tai explained with tears coming down his face again. I was completely shocked I never thought that he like her for so long…
"Yeah, you heard me! I spent six years going after Sora; I've wanted her for six years and then along comes you and your cool guy rebel attitude. I spent all those years hoping that just someday I could have her and it would be worth it the day she would be in my arms. Now, now I don't know what I want anymore, all those years were a waste. A waste of time, a waste of pain and a waste of tears. Six fucking years…" Tai said.
I felt so bad for him, there he was sitting down right in front of me, pouring out his soul and pouring out tears as well. I thought I heard something behind me I turned around to see a crying Sora.
End of Part 2
I hope you like it….
Part 2
Disclaimer: Shematta!!! I don't own Digimon!!!
* Author's notes are in asterisks and I tend to swear sometimes so if you don't like it read the no swearing version. *
~Matt's POV~
Well I've decided that today I'm going to tell Sora how I feel but fist of all I must get her away from Tai that little bastard. Tai is too impulsive and immature; Sora and I are civilized people. I seriously can't see why she spends so much time with him, I guess it's because she and him are best friends. If only I had known her first….
"Hey Matt what's up?" Sora asked.
"Sora! Hey! Umm can I talk to you?" I managed to say. Hmm why isn't she with Tai? Oh screw Tai she's here with me.
"Sure," Sora said and shot me a smile that made me want to grab her and plant one on her.
"Look for along time I've been thinking about us, you know me and you and what you mean to me and for along time I've come to realize that I'm in love with you," I said.
"Matt… I don't know what to say," Sora said.
"Wait I'm not done, I know you and Tai have something going on but I want to show you what I can do for you I can love you and treat you how Tai can't. He's so impulsive and immature don't forget hardheaded. I mean I've liked you for a long time and who knows about Tai! I mean tomorrow you can be old news and there could be someone new. I'm twice as good as Tai and twice the man he is, I can make you feel like a queen. I understand if you don't feel the same way but I hoping, just hoping that you could give it some thought," I said.
"Matt I…I like you too but I also like Tai, but you're right Tai is too impulsive and hardheaded. I guess what I'm saying is I choose you over him…" Sora said.
I was completely speechless, but I didn't have to use words to express the joy I had in my heart. I went up to Sora and kissed her. It was like a moment in heaven. It was one of the happiest times of my life. We broke apart and I heard rustling in the bushes I turned around to see Tai! The hurt in his eyes was obviously shown. I felt pity for him yet also triumph; I had the one thing he wanted most in my arms.
"Tai!" Sora shouted.
My head zoomed around to her. Her eyes had filled with pain from guilt, why she felt sorry for this self-centered ass hole I will never know. She ran after him! What?! Fuck you Tai! You had to come around and ruin my moment of happiness. Why would she run after him right after she admitted her love for me and she said that she chooses me over Tai. If so why did she run off?!?! This was one of the happiest time in my life and one of the worst. Nothing could compare to the aching pain I felt that night. I returned to camp and went to sleep.
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When I awoke the next morning I saw Sora by my side. She looked so beautiful and peaceful, at that second I had almost forgot about what had happened last night. I immediately got up and headed to the river. She had some explaining to do. When I reached the river I just so happened to find Tai sitting under a tree. His eyes where puffy, he must have not gotten any sleep. I need to talk to him…
"Tai," I said.
"Matt," Tai said in return.
"We need to talk," I said.
"We have nothing to discuss," Tai said and looked away.
"Look, just because I get Sora and you get shit doesn't mean you have to be an asshole," I retorted. Stupid jerk now he knows how I use to feel.
"You shut the fuck up," Tai said.
"Make me ass hole!" I shouted. What the freak is wrong with him?
"Whatever," Tai said.
"What the hell is your problem?" I asked him.
"You want to know what my problem is?" Tai asked me.
"Yeah I do, it's probably because your jealous of me," Matt said.
So it's not that great knowing that I have Sora, ne?
"Oh damn it Matt shut up!" Tai cried. Tears were beginning to flow down his face. I was completely stunned. I never thought that he cared so much…
"You want to know what my problem is? Okay yeah your right it includes Sora and you. It's not because I'm jealous of you or anything it's the whole fact that you get her! You just met her and I've known her for almost six years!" Tai exclaimed.
"So?" I asked him. What is his bloody fucking point? Wow six years it's not like he like her that long…did he? No way! Could he have really liked her for that long?
"I spent all six of those years chasing her! I wanted her the day I met her!" Tai explained with tears coming down his face again. I was completely shocked I never thought that he like her for so long…
"Yeah, you heard me! I spent six years going after Sora; I've wanted her for six years and then along comes you and your cool guy rebel attitude. I spent all those years hoping that just someday I could have her and it would be worth it the day she would be in my arms. Now, now I don't know what I want anymore, all those years were a waste. A waste of time, a waste of pain and a waste of tears. Six fucking years…" Tai said.
I felt so bad for him, there he was sitting down right in front of me, pouring out his soul and pouring out tears as well. I thought I heard something behind me I turned around to see a crying Sora.
End of Part 2
I hope you like it….