Title: The Fine Line
Chapter: 4 - Realization
Author: Lady Kyra
Rating: PG-13 for all sorts of stuff
Genre: Romance

I don't own Sailor Moon, but I do own Kaze, even though after what he just
did, I don't want to...... but anyway, read. And whatever you do, don't be
as stupid as Michiru. That's my warning to you all. Kay. Bai Bai! ^_~

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I woke up in a hospital room. The same one I was in before. But this time,
instead of Haruka next to me, it was kaze. The little lying creep. I got out of
bed and walked out of the room. I checked out of the hospital without
even seeing a doctor. I ran for Kaze's car, I still had the keys, got in and
drove away. As I drove toward the airport, I heard Haruka's voice.

"I told you not to trust him"

"why didn't you beleive me"

"Am I not worth your time?"

I started to cry. I pulled into the airport and boarded a flight to America.
He wouldn't be able to find me there. On the flight, I cried, and I drank. The
finest wine they had. A lot of it. Haruka's voice still wouldn't go away. I
wanted to kill myself, there on that plane. Then I could be with Haruka. My
plane landed and I rented a car. I drove to my friend, Elsa's house. Elsa
had moved to America after finishing school. She and I were always
friends. I knocked on her door. She opened it, and I must have looked
pretty bedraggled because she got pity in her eyes and let me in.

"Why didn't you tell me you were coming?"

"I didn't have time," I replied, "My boyfriend just tried to kill me, and I came
here to escape him"

"oh..." Elsa looked at me.

"I wondered if I could stay here for a while? Just until I can get a job and
an apartment of my own..."

"Of course, Michiru-san"

She invited me in, and we had a cup of tea. She asked me if I was really
going to be okay. That was the very question I had asked myself many
many times. I always answered myself, no. But I answered yes, to Elsa. Poor
Elsa had her own problems. I didn't need to make myself one of them. That
night, I cried. I cried for Haruka, I cried for myself, and I cried for Elsa, stuck
with me. But most of all, I cried for Kaze. I wonder vaguely, if I had done
things differently, would I still be in the same position? My answer is yes. This
is my destiny. Eternal Sadness.

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That's it. It's over. I finished it. Please tell me how you liked it! I wanna know.
My email address is Michichankaioh@aol.com so send in all your comments.
This is the first multi part fic that I've finished! Please tell me how you liked it.

Lady Kyra
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