A PADAWAN'S GIFT
DISCLAIMER: I do not own this song or any characters in this story. (Sorry I didn't say this before in my other Star Wars fic's. I am saying it now, so don't sue me!!!)
Every now and then
we find a special friend
who never lets us down
Obi-Wan Kenobi stood outside of the Jedi Temple, a sad look on his face. Once again, nobody remembered his birthday, which was tomorrow. As always, he had come to be used to the ignores from the other Jedi Knights. The only one who really cared was his master, Qui-Gon Jinn. Yet, he was no where to be found.
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
Obi-Wan shook his head tiredly. He blinked back the tears as he moved towards the city, not caring about staying close to the Temple. He just wanted to run away. Run from all the pain that was in his heart. No one cares about me, The boy thought as he began to run from the Temple. Into the city, tears streaming down his cheeks.
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
*FLASHBACK*
Qui-Gon Jinn stood in front of the Force fused children, looking at their faces. His gaze went past Obi-Wan Kenboi as he turned to Mace Windu.
"No Padawan this time." He said, walking away. Mace watched him go, shaking his head. Obi-Wan watched as the Jedi Master moved quickly, a determined look on his face. He ran from the others as Qui-Gon disappeared into the outside world. Even with shouts from Mace, Obi-Wan did not stop. He didn't care. He wanted a master.
"Wait!" He cried out. Qui-Gon stopped and turned around. Anger filled his eyes as the boy slowly screeched to a halt.
"Did you hear what I said? No Padawan!" Qui-Gon snapped, glaring at him.
"I have to be your Padawan! You are my last chance! I turn thirteen tomorrow. If you do not take me as a Padawan today, then I can never be a Jedi." Obi-Wan cried, tears streaming down his face. His blue eyes locked onto the other's blue eyes. Qui-Gon looked at him, his face not showing any compassion.
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
"No. I am sorry, young one." He said, turning his back on Obi-Wan. The child stared at his back, tears flowing down his face. His chest rose and fell quickly as he thought of one more idea. He ran up to Qui-Gon, placing his arms around his waist. The Jedi glared at him as he stopped one more time. "Get off of me, now!"
"Not until you say that you will be my master. I need one. Please?" Obi-Wan pleaded as he looked up at him Qui-Gon grabbed the boy by his arms and pushed him away. The Jedi tried his best not to look at the boy's tearful face, but he could not.
"Look, I have no time for a Padawan. I have to go." Qui-Gon replied, turning his head from the boy as he walked away. Obi-Wan felt angered and sad as he watched the Jedi walk away from his life.
"Then why did you come here?" He shouted out as he ran back into the Temple, tears flowing down his small face even faster.
*END FLASHBACK*
If you lose your way
Think back to yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Obi-Wan stopped running as he looked around the city. The unfamiliar buildings of Coruscant loomed over him as the boy looked around. He looked at the happy faces of the children as he walked by them, their parents smiling down at them. Obi-Wan felt a sadness as he reached a Toy Shop. He gazed in, looking at each toy. Why did I want to become a Jedi in the first place, He asked himself as he watched the storekeeper hand a soft teddy bear to a little girl.
I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
*FLASHBACK*
Obi-Wan closed his eyes as he pulled the covers over his head. He sighed, opening them up. A single tear fell onto the pillow as he thought back to the day's events. Obi-Wan was so sure that he was going to have a master today. I guess I was wrong, he thought, closing his eyes once again. As the young boy fell asleep, the door to his room opened. Mace Windu and Qui-Gon Jinn stepped into the room.
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of mine, you're everywhere
I'll always care.
"Are you sure, Qui-Gon? I mean..." Mace started, looking at the Jedi. Qui-Gon stared at the cover boy, a smile creeping onto his face.
"Yes. I will take him in as my Padawan." He whispered, hoping the boy would not hear him.
"What made you change your mind?" The other Jedi asked.
"What he said to me earlier. At that moment, I knew he would be my Padawan." Qui-Gon whispered again. Mace went over to Obi-Wan's bed as he was about to wake him. The Jedi put his hand up, stopping Mace. "I want to surprise him tomorrow. Let it be his birthday present from me."
I'll make a wish for you.
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
Obi-Wan woke up, pushing the covers off of his body. Stretching, he blinked several times before realizing what day it was. Sighing, Obi-Wan got out of bed and walked over to his closet, ready to pack all of his things. He stopped when he saw a letter on his desk. Picking it up, he read it:
Obi-Wan:
Get your things packed. Meet me at the front of the Temple with everything. We are going to Tatooine as soon as possible. Then, we will start your training.
Qui-Gon Jinn
If you lose your way
Think back to yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
He felt a surge of happiness flow into him as he dropped the letter. He flew into the closet, grabbing all of his clothes. As he was doing this, he picked up a few other items as well. Obi-Wan pushed them into a leather bag, rushing out of the room. He ran through the halls, nearly bumping into Mace Windu.
And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
"Sorry." Obi-Wan whispered, his eyes looking down. Mace put a hand on his shoulder, smiling down at him.
"Just listen to Qui-Gon." He said. Obi-Wan looked up at him and smiled back. The Jedi pushed him along as the young boy ran down the hall. As he neared the Temple doors, he slowed down. Obi-Wan's heart was racing as he placed the bag on his shoulders. He walked slowly to the doors, opening up in front of him. Standing outside was Qui-Gon, his back to him. He turned around as Obi-Wan walked outside. The Jedi smiled at him, the two standing next to each other, the Master and the Padawan.
And I won't ever leave.
As long as you believe
You just believe.
*END FLASHBACK*
Obi-Wan placed his head on the glass, closing his eyes. He felt alone as a tear ran down his face. Feeling that there was someone behind him, the young Padawan quickly wiped the tear from his face. Turning around slowly, Obi-Wan looked to see the face of Qui-Gon. It was rigid with anger as the Jedi pulled him away from the window.
"Why did you run away, Obi-Wan?" Qui-Gon asked him as he held the boy's arm.
"No one pays attention to me anymore. Not even you." Obi-Wan replied, looking away from his master.
"What makes you think that I am not paying attention you?" He asked, his face becoming soft. Letting go of his arm, Qui-Gon walked slowly in front of the boy. The Padawan didn't say anything as they walked back to the Temple in silence.
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To just a gentle mind
As they neared the Temple, Qui-Gon stopped. He turned around to face Obi-Wan as his Padawan stopped walking. The boy looked up at him, a sad look on his face. Qui-Gon tilted his head slightly, a smile forming on his face.
"Obi-Wan, there is nothing in the Force that would not make me want to be your Master." The Jedi said, placing his hands on the boys shoulders. "I will never abandon you, like my last Padawan did to me. I will teach you everything I know. You will become a great Jedi Knight."
If you lose your way
Think back to yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
"Master?" Obi-Wan called as the Jedi turned to walk back into the Temple. Qui-Gon turned around, blinking slightly.
"Yes, Obi-Wan?" He asked, the smile still on his face.
"Being your Padawan is the best present anyone has ever given me." Obi-Wan cried, running over to him. He hugged his waist, a tear rolling down the boys cheek. Qui-Gon smiled even bigger as he hugged his Padawan back.
AUTHORS NOTE: This is my first song fic. I wanted to do one for a while, so I chose "Remember me this way". BTW, I cried through most of this while typing it. It was just me, being all emotional over something! If you find that you have to cry as well, feel free to at any time!