Hard Times
by Silver
*Standard Disclaimer: I have no rights to Digimon or its characters. But wouldn't it be cool if I did???*
One of my reviewers, Frank Moore, suggested that I write more works like "As You Grow." I like that idea. It's a great way to observations about the Digimon characters without being a boring pain. This one's about TK.
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My little boy. Well, you're not so little any more, are you? You've become such a big strong young man. But I wonder, how have the years effected you? How have I effected you?
You've had such a hard life. Your father and I never got along, and we did a cruel thing to you by breaking the family apart. I'm sure you heard us fighting at some point, but you've never let on. You've always been so sweet and kind and gentle. You never argued or said unkind things. You've always been that way.
I think I have your brother to thank for that small miracle. He shielded you from all the pain going on in our lives. He took care of you and kept you happy, even though I know he was hurting inside. Your brother seemed to absorb the pain while shielding you. I know I've hurt him because of that. And for that, I'm eternally sorry.
But what about you, TK? Are you hurting? I can't tell anymore. I'm so ashamed, I can't understand what my own son is feeling. I know that you try to act kind and brave for everyone, but are you really feeling that way? I once overheard one of your friends mention that you fought with someone named Ken. I hear that you beat him up pretty good. I'm worried, TK. Worried that you're putting on an act. That you're not always as happy as you seem.
Are you angry, TK? Angry about what you father and I did to you through our separation? Are you angry about all the times we've had to move, and how you've been forced to start a new life with each move? Do you hide your anger and then release it all at once? That can be dangerous. TK, my sweet son, you never have to put on an act for me or for anyone else. If you feel sad or angry, let it out. Don't bottle up your emotions. They only explode at the worst possible time. I know that I haven't always been there for you when you needed me, and I'm sorry for that. But you're never alone, TK. You have friends and family that love you very much. They'll help you through the hardest of times, no matter what.
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I don't think any of these works will be longer than a page. This is just a simple statement. Anyway, please review. I love feedback!