Dealing With Loss
Hey minna-san! I wrote this Fic after reading a lot of deathfics, plus I got really bored in class. Ok warnings this is Yaoi. R&R please!
Legal Crap: I do not own GW, stupid ass cricket you said if I wished on a star-… ok I'll get on with the fic.
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"Quatre" screamed Duo "Noooooo!"
Quatre had gone to stop the new MS's by himself, we were to late.
"Quatre" whispered Trowa, who sounded devastated.
"Injustice" muttered Wufei who was barley audible.
"Nooooooo!" screamed Duo again, as Trowa lifted the blonde Arabian, their dead friend, out of Sandrock.
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Duo bolted up in his bed. Quatre had died 2 weeks earlier, he kept having nightmares of the incident, he could still remember everything vividly, and he still felt the raw pain. He had lost one of is Best Friends.
"Quatre" Duo moaned
How could this of happened? I told him to wait for us!
He pulled a gun out of his dresser. This gun had killed so many people can it really kill just one more? Can he really kill myself Duo asked himself, as he raised his gun to his temple. Can I do this for you Quatre? Would you want me too? No? You'd say it wasn't my fault, it was yours, right? You'd blame yourself, like you always do. Dammit! Thought duo angrily.
"I need a drink" Duo muttered
He was surprised when he heard a rustling in the kitchen, he walked in. Trowa. Trowa had turned away, but not before Duo could see the tear streaked face.
"Trowa" Duo said gently, touching his shoulder. Trowa was trembling. Duo wrapped his arms around him.
"Trowa we all miss so much" soothed Duo.
"I never told him" whispered between heart wrenching sobs.
"He knew Trowa" duo replied, knowing perfectly well what Trowa was talking about. He never got to tell Quatre he loved him. Trowa took it the hardest out of all four of us, Duo thought sadly.
When Duo had clamed Trowa Down enough, he brought him up to his room, and waited till he fell asleep.
I can't stand it! Duo thought wildly I was Quatre' s best Friend why didn't he listen? I told him not to go by himself!
Duo sat there and sobbed gently
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"Duo" nudged Heero, who had found the pilot of Deathsycthe asleep slouched over the coffee table.
"Baka, get up!" said Heero rather loudly.
"Nani?" groaned duo, looking around.
"Damn!" he said finally realizing where he was. Did I really fall asleep here?
"What are you doing here?" asked the Perfect Solider irritably.
"Yeah ohayo to you too! I was…umm…looking for…ITE!" Winced Duo as Heero kicked him.
"Forget it" Heero, said simply.
Do I really deserve this? Thought Duo
Not even a minute after Heero left Trowa walked in.
"Hi" Duo said as cheerily as possible, he failed miserably.
"Come with me for a walk later" said Trowa before walking out of the room.
Why? Wondered the braided pilot.
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10 pm
Well I guess Trowa forgot about the walk thought the usually cheerful pilot.
"Duo are you ready?" Asked Trowa, who had scared the hell out of Shinigami.
"Yeah I'm ready" replied Duo through clenched teeth. Note to self: When planning something with Trowa, and you figure it's cancelled, do not let your guard down!
"Where are we going?" asked the curious pilot.
"I dunno" replied the silent clown.
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"Man, we've been walking for an hour!" Whined Duo
"It's been 20 minutes" Said Trowa.
"Yeah well- Whoa!" Ok, we're in a cemetery now, where are we going? I know where… a little voice nagged him in the back of his head.
They both soon stopped at a fairly new grave, which read:
Quatre Reberba Winner
May your angelic smile
Always be in your heart
Suddenly it all hit him, all the pain and anguish from the past and present, why he had survived everything, while all the ones he loved hadn't. Yes I'm going to do it, I'm going to carry it all the way through. Trowa and me took it the hardest.
He pulled the gun out of his jacket. Trowa looked surprised for a moment and finally understood. He pulled out his own gun.
"A part of me wants to stay" Trowa said softly, looking at the stars.
"A part of us will always stay" Duo said.
Trowa nodded.
Duo felt the cold soulless machine touch his temple, his hand slightly shook as he brought another merciless gun level to Trowa's temple.
"Yurushite Kureru Quatre, honto ni Ai Shiteru" murmured Trowa, as a silent tear slid down his cheek.
"Boy's Don't Cry" Duo said gently, wiping the tear off of Trowa's cheek.
A Tiny smile tugged at Trowa's lips. "Boy's Don't Cry"
They both closed their eyes as their fingers tugged on the trigger. Two unforgivable shots sounded through the night sky.
~owari~
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What do you think peeps? Should I do a sequel on how the 2 remaining pilots feel, or maybe from Trowa POV, or perhaps Quatre watching this all, his POV? R&R please!