Little One
Hey people! Sorry this took so long! This is the sister fic to 'Dealing With Loss~' and "Pain, Death and Anguish'. This is from Trowa's POV. Ok Warnings this is Yaoi. R&R please!
Legal Crap: No I don't Own Gundam Wing, but I will someday and then I SHALL RULE THE WORLD!
I watched as the Gundam blew up, with Quatre, my Quatre in it.
"Quatre..." I whispered involuntarily.
I realized that the other pilots could probably hear me. I shut off all communications. I looked again at the devastated Sandrock.
I leaped out of Heavyarms, and ran to the machine that had cost Quatre his life, although that fact was still unconfirmed.
I jumped at the cockpit door and tore it open. I loved down at my love; his beautiful blonde hair was now stained pink with blood. I let out a low moan when I saw the peaceful expression on his face.
I picked him put tenderly and carried him out of the mangled remains of Sandrock. I heard Duo scream.
I looked at the headstone, perfect for Quatre...
Quatre Reberba Winner
May your angelic smile
Always be in your heart
Just perfect...
I sat on the balcony silently.
I stared at the whit orb in the sky. An orb I fought on. The moon looked peaceful but I knew it always hadn't been that way.
I winced as I thought about Quatre; he was the one who had helped me regain my memory back.
I touched my face it was wet. It wasn't raining, and I don't remember cutting myself. I looked down at my hand and licked one of the fingers tensely, salty. They're tears I realized, I was crying.
I only remember crying twice before hand my life. The first time, was when I had trusted Midii Une with all my heart and she betrayed me, I foolishly believed I loved her. The second time had been when I had been forced to destroy Deathsycthe; I had the same then reaction then as I'm having now to the tears.
I need water maybe that will calm be down.
I walked in to the kitchen, sobbing harder now. I stumbled and luckily landed in one of the chairs that surround the table. So much for my perfect balance I thought almost bitterly. I tried to get up but couldn't, I felt so weak.
I heard the door open and glanced up to see a very tired, tormented looking Duo. I looked away quickly so he wouldn't see the tears streaking down my face. I tried to stop myself but only succeeded in making me sob harder. My ears felt hollow. I felt warm arms around me, Duo was talking but I couldn't hear him. His tone was soothing though. I said something but I didn't mean to say it. What was it?
Duo helped me up and guided me back to my room. He stayed with me.
I soon fell asleep
The sun invaded my eyes painfully. I closed my eyes tightly trying to remember my dream. I know I liked it. I soon gave up. It was no use.
I got up and walked to the bathroom.
I looked at myself in the mirror. Unsurprisingly my eyes were bloodshot and I was sickly pale, my hair was in complete disarray. I turned on the tap and watched it run for about 10 minutes be fore deciding to brush my teeth. After that littler task was done I washed my face. I glanced at the mirror again, raking a hand through my hair returning it to its normal state.
I sat on my bed and looked at the videotapes sitting beside my VCR I went over and picked one up and popped it into my VCR.
Suddenly an image jumped onto the screen, a very close up view of Duo's face.
"Hey..." I sounded as I recognized the tape.
It was of Wufei's Birthday party. I watched the tape intently.
"Wu-chan is old!" Shouted Duo on the tape.
"Kisama" replied Wufei "Baka! Your Birthday's before mine so you older!"
"Yeah well I'm old too!" retorted Duo "Plus, I don't even know if it's my real birthday!"
"Hey Sally, come sing with us!" chorused 4 other girls. The group consisted of Catherine, Dorothy, Relena, Hilde, and now Sally.
The next 20 minutes of the tape was of them singing.
The next part of the tape was of Catherine carrying around the camcorder to everyone telling them to say something to Wufei. I smiled at a few remarks. After Milldardo, Lady Une, Noin, and a few of the girls, came Marimaia. . I think she was about 10 and 1/2 there. Duo leaned over and whispered something in her ear she smiled devilishly.
"WuWu is old!" Giggled Marimaia with amusement in her eyes. She stretched the word 'old' out as long as possible.
I looked away for a moment but my head snapped back as I heard a sweet voice. Quatre.
"Happy Birthday Wufei! Duo and Marimaia are right you are old don't forget my Birthdays next month! Well Ja! Oh yeah don't forget about birthday bumps!"
I let out a small laugh. Followed closely by a lone tear.
"Birthday bumps!" yelled Duo from the background.
I dived at the VCR I couldn't watch anymore I might breakdown again.
I have to talk to Duo.
Did he get up already that's strange he usually sleeps till 1 pm.
I walked out of Duo's room to go down stairs.
I heard talking in the living room, Duo and Heero. I leaned of the wall and waited till Heero walked out. I debated whether to talk to Duo now or later. I've never been good with my emotions. I walked in.
"Come with me for a walk later" I said to the braided pilot who tried to look cheerful.
Later.
I'll talk to him later on the walk.
I walked back to my room, and tried to read a book. I realized I had been reading the same page over and over for about an hour.
I got up.
I pressed play on the VCR
I looked at the clock and remembered the walk. Damn. I had watched all the tapes for a long time apparently. The clock read 10 pm. I walked over to my closet and pulled out a gun. I placed it in my jacket pocket.
I walked to Duo's room.
"Duo, are you ready?" I inquired
Duo jumped "Yeah I'm ready"
It appeared I scared him. Quatre would have loved that.
Duo looked in bad shape.
"Where are we going?"
"I don't know" I replied
I let my feet lead me wherever they wanted to take Duo and me. With every step thoughts of Quatre, sweet angelic, Quatre swarmed my head.
"Man, we've been walking for over an hour," complained Duo.
"It's been 20 minutes" I said through clenched teeth, annoyed that my thoughts were interrupted.
"Yeah, well-" Duo began a retort "Whoa!"
What happened? Then I realized we were in the cemetery. The same cemetery Quatre was buried in.
I wanted to stop but my feet willed me on. I soon stood in front of Quatre's grave. 'Grave' such a cold word.
I looked at Duo and was surprised to see an extreme amount of pain etched on his face. I was even more surprised to a gun in his hand. I understood immediately. I took out my own gun.
I looked up at the bright stars on the velvet black sky. They were blue. Quatre's eyes.
"A part of me wants to stay," I whispered.
"A part of us will always stay" said Duo in a comforting tone.
I simply nodded, I couldn't think of a response.
I glanced at the headstone then the stars. I raised a piece of metal capable of killing to my allies head, no my friends head.
I felt a chill go down my spine as another killing machine touched my temple.
"Yurushite Kureru Quatre, Honto ni Ai Shiteru" I murmured.
I let a tear fall as I finally remembered my dream from the night before. Well a part of it. I was kissed by an angel with blonde hair and blue eyes.
I felt a finger on my cheek as Duo wiped away the tear.
"Boy's Don't Cry" Duo said gently
A bitter smile tugged at my lips.
"Boy's Don't Cry"
I closed my eyes as I pulled the trigger.
I heard Duo's shot but didn't feel any pain.
I suppose it didn't matter.
~*Owari*~
So what do you think? Oh yeah in case you wondering 'Yurushite Kureru Quatre, Honto ni Ai Shiteru' means, it means 'Please forgive me Quatre, Truly I Love you'. Shall I do a another sequel? From Heero's POV or Wufei's POV? Or shall I do an epilogue?
Hey people! Sorry this took so long! This is the sister fic to 'Dealing With Loss~' and "Pain, Death and Anguish'. This is from Trowa's POV. Ok Warnings this is Yaoi. R&R please!
Legal Crap: No I don't Own Gundam Wing, but I will someday and then I SHALL RULE THE WORLD!
I watched as the Gundam blew up, with Quatre, my Quatre in it.
"Quatre..." I whispered involuntarily.
I realized that the other pilots could probably hear me. I shut off all communications. I looked again at the devastated Sandrock.
I leaped out of Heavyarms, and ran to the machine that had cost Quatre his life, although that fact was still unconfirmed.
I jumped at the cockpit door and tore it open. I loved down at my love; his beautiful blonde hair was now stained pink with blood. I let out a low moan when I saw the peaceful expression on his face.
I picked him put tenderly and carried him out of the mangled remains of Sandrock. I heard Duo scream.
I looked at the headstone, perfect for Quatre...
Quatre Reberba Winner
May your angelic smile
Always be in your heart
Just perfect...
I sat on the balcony silently.
I stared at the whit orb in the sky. An orb I fought on. The moon looked peaceful but I knew it always hadn't been that way.
I winced as I thought about Quatre; he was the one who had helped me regain my memory back.
I touched my face it was wet. It wasn't raining, and I don't remember cutting myself. I looked down at my hand and licked one of the fingers tensely, salty. They're tears I realized, I was crying.
I only remember crying twice before hand my life. The first time, was when I had trusted Midii Une with all my heart and she betrayed me, I foolishly believed I loved her. The second time had been when I had been forced to destroy Deathsycthe; I had the same then reaction then as I'm having now to the tears.
I need water maybe that will calm be down.
I walked in to the kitchen, sobbing harder now. I stumbled and luckily landed in one of the chairs that surround the table. So much for my perfect balance I thought almost bitterly. I tried to get up but couldn't, I felt so weak.
I heard the door open and glanced up to see a very tired, tormented looking Duo. I looked away quickly so he wouldn't see the tears streaking down my face. I tried to stop myself but only succeeded in making me sob harder. My ears felt hollow. I felt warm arms around me, Duo was talking but I couldn't hear him. His tone was soothing though. I said something but I didn't mean to say it. What was it?
Duo helped me up and guided me back to my room. He stayed with me.
I soon fell asleep
The sun invaded my eyes painfully. I closed my eyes tightly trying to remember my dream. I know I liked it. I soon gave up. It was no use.
I got up and walked to the bathroom.
I looked at myself in the mirror. Unsurprisingly my eyes were bloodshot and I was sickly pale, my hair was in complete disarray. I turned on the tap and watched it run for about 10 minutes be fore deciding to brush my teeth. After that littler task was done I washed my face. I glanced at the mirror again, raking a hand through my hair returning it to its normal state.
I sat on my bed and looked at the videotapes sitting beside my VCR I went over and picked one up and popped it into my VCR.
Suddenly an image jumped onto the screen, a very close up view of Duo's face.
"Hey..." I sounded as I recognized the tape.
It was of Wufei's Birthday party. I watched the tape intently.
"Wu-chan is old!" Shouted Duo on the tape.
"Kisama" replied Wufei "Baka! Your Birthday's before mine so you older!"
"Yeah well I'm old too!" retorted Duo "Plus, I don't even know if it's my real birthday!"
"Hey Sally, come sing with us!" chorused 4 other girls. The group consisted of Catherine, Dorothy, Relena, Hilde, and now Sally.
The next 20 minutes of the tape was of them singing.
The next part of the tape was of Catherine carrying around the camcorder to everyone telling them to say something to Wufei. I smiled at a few remarks. After Milldardo, Lady Une, Noin, and a few of the girls, came Marimaia. . I think she was about 10 and 1/2 there. Duo leaned over and whispered something in her ear she smiled devilishly.
"WuWu is old!" Giggled Marimaia with amusement in her eyes. She stretched the word 'old' out as long as possible.
I looked away for a moment but my head snapped back as I heard a sweet voice. Quatre.
"Happy Birthday Wufei! Duo and Marimaia are right you are old don't forget my Birthdays next month! Well Ja! Oh yeah don't forget about birthday bumps!"
I let out a small laugh. Followed closely by a lone tear.
"Birthday bumps!" yelled Duo from the background.
I dived at the VCR I couldn't watch anymore I might breakdown again.
I have to talk to Duo.
Did he get up already that's strange he usually sleeps till 1 pm.
I walked out of Duo's room to go down stairs.
I heard talking in the living room, Duo and Heero. I leaned of the wall and waited till Heero walked out. I debated whether to talk to Duo now or later. I've never been good with my emotions. I walked in.
"Come with me for a walk later" I said to the braided pilot who tried to look cheerful.
Later.
I'll talk to him later on the walk.
I walked back to my room, and tried to read a book. I realized I had been reading the same page over and over for about an hour.
I got up.
I pressed play on the VCR
I looked at the clock and remembered the walk. Damn. I had watched all the tapes for a long time apparently. The clock read 10 pm. I walked over to my closet and pulled out a gun. I placed it in my jacket pocket.
I walked to Duo's room.
"Duo, are you ready?" I inquired
Duo jumped "Yeah I'm ready"
It appeared I scared him. Quatre would have loved that.
Duo looked in bad shape.
"Where are we going?"
"I don't know" I replied
I let my feet lead me wherever they wanted to take Duo and me. With every step thoughts of Quatre, sweet angelic, Quatre swarmed my head.
"Man, we've been walking for over an hour," complained Duo.
"It's been 20 minutes" I said through clenched teeth, annoyed that my thoughts were interrupted.
"Yeah, well-" Duo began a retort "Whoa!"
What happened? Then I realized we were in the cemetery. The same cemetery Quatre was buried in.
I wanted to stop but my feet willed me on. I soon stood in front of Quatre's grave. 'Grave' such a cold word.
I looked at Duo and was surprised to see an extreme amount of pain etched on his face. I was even more surprised to a gun in his hand. I understood immediately. I took out my own gun.
I looked up at the bright stars on the velvet black sky. They were blue. Quatre's eyes.
"A part of me wants to stay," I whispered.
"A part of us will always stay" said Duo in a comforting tone.
I simply nodded, I couldn't think of a response.
I glanced at the headstone then the stars. I raised a piece of metal capable of killing to my allies head, no my friends head.
I felt a chill go down my spine as another killing machine touched my temple.
"Yurushite Kureru Quatre, Honto ni Ai Shiteru" I murmured.
I let a tear fall as I finally remembered my dream from the night before. Well a part of it. I was kissed by an angel with blonde hair and blue eyes.
I felt a finger on my cheek as Duo wiped away the tear.
"Boy's Don't Cry" Duo said gently
A bitter smile tugged at my lips.
"Boy's Don't Cry"
I closed my eyes as I pulled the trigger.
I heard Duo's shot but didn't feel any pain.
I suppose it didn't matter.
~*Owari*~
So what do you think? Oh yeah in case you wondering 'Yurushite Kureru Quatre, Honto ni Ai Shiteru' means, it means 'Please forgive me Quatre, Truly I Love you'. Shall I do a another sequel? From Heero's POV or Wufei's POV? Or shall I do an epilogue?