Goddess of Death
Bonus
Character Poems
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Laughing
Silent as if it's hurting,
The world falls in my lap.
Everything is burning,
No one seems to care.
Silence is my best friend,
Everything around me dies.
Loneliness and pain are everywhere,
I'm laughing, because I caused it all.
Opposition is falling to the ground,
An arrow through everybody's heart.
Dreaming has become useless,
Everything is willing to fall.
Even the emotion called love...
Can't resist the call of death.
Finally, I'm the happy one.....
'Cause I set the world on fire.
Memories of happiness will disappear,
Let yourself be taken over by fear.
I'm laughing just to hear my voice,
Cruelty can never be destroyed!!!
Everything around us is falling,
Breaking when it hits the ground.
It's funny how you're all afraid,
Even though death isn't the end.
Everything you ever loved...
Joins you in Hell's flames.

Heartbeat Symphony
Your final heartbeats,
A symphony of endings.
I think I'm learning to cry,
But I can never quite be sure.
Is this love or is it guilt,
I'm feeling when you're gone?
The world's tearing away at it all,
Before we know it, everything's dead.
The silence is deafening,
So awkward in its pain.
Every last breath escapes you,
I don't know why it's like this.
My heart is twisting up,
Nothing seems quite right.
Everything around us is falling,
You are the only thing missing.
I hear your every last heartbeat,
A symphony I have grown to hate.
Your pain is tearing away this mask,
Making me show that I'm real after all.
The world around us dies,
And we're to weak to help.
I see the ripples in the water,
Born from tears by cold blue eyes.
Almost silent, the painful symphony,
Whispers of a tragic, painful parting.
The world doesn't seem real anymore,
Everybody wears a mocking smile mask.
The Universe is a masquerade party,
I think you have just won the prize.
Forever is a melody
That ends too soon.
It's your very last heartbeat,
Symphony of everything wrong.

Painful Happiness
Painful, stalking, dying, end,
Worlds falling with a crash.
Laughter floating in the air,
Tears falling on the ground.
I'm so sorry about everything,
I was stupid not to notice.
Crying your last tears,
Don't make you relive it!
I'm a foolish, stupid girl,
Trying to comfort herself.
Why didn't I see this coming,
Was this end inevitable...?
Rain is falling on every flower,
Is there somebody crying for you?
I'm so sorry about it all,
I wish you didn't leave.
Always and forever,
Peaceful melodies.
Dreams lying in my head,
Wish for an eternal sleep.
The world seems so wrong,
Forever has lost meaning.
I'll beg you, just once more,
Don't leave these tears - Wait!
Running after smiling illusions,
Forever after... I'm too late.
Memories are dancing all around,
Urging on our boxed-up tears.
Silent melodies are playing,
Painful happiness in my mind.
Loving it and hating it,
Subconscious indecision.
I'm standing still with tears,
Running and laughing, as well.
I beg the sky to strike me down,
So I can go on living like this.
Just never say forever,
Let me live in chaos!
I'm so sorry, once again,
I'm just a foolish child.
Silently loud screaming,
The world falls on us.

Unsaid
All the words that never came,
All the things we never said.
Our tension's getting thicker,
Here forever, until I leave.
I'm sorry I hid so much,
I thought silence was best.
Scars inside, we get from life,
Don't wake me up from this dream.
Every day was happy for you,
My own nightmarish torture.
We're all damned to fall in love,
So count your mixed blessings.
It's the same old song you sing,
Claiming to be the tragic hero.
Sorry if it sounds cruel,
I learned what honesty is.
There are things no one says,
Emotions will go bottled up.
The world's falling down,
I'll be gone to catch it.
Everything is burning, dying,
We're all doomed to never end.
Immortality of pain,
A treasured punishment.
Run away from your problems,
So you can face them later.
We're all screaming,
But without voices.
Loneliness and tragedy will never end,
We're prisoners of our own minds.
Our endless tortures,
All of it is self-induced.
We're crashing down on ourselves,
Because something was left unsaid.

World Falling
You're all playing a losing game,
The Universe is expendable.
Nothing is in your hands,
Everything left up to me.
Silence will surround you,
Bring you to the ground.
The only sound you'll ever hear
Will bring you to your ends.
Cries ring throughout your minds,
Your world is falling into chaos.
Nobody can trust anybody,
Not even themselves...
Melodies are playing soft,
Foretelling worlds' deaths.
Silence is your only friend,
Let me end your pain forever.
Maybe it is your turn to cry,
An instrumental end of life.
While the rest of you are ending,
I'll be laughing at your tears.
The world's falling, painful shaking,
Piece of happiness, dead at your feet.
Cruelty is in the air,
Can't you feel it all?
While you all are ending up in misery,
I'll be the one dancing on your graves.
You might think me a bit mean,
But what did you expect, then?
Rain pouring down from clouds,
Washing away pools of blood.
You're crying, falling to your knees,
I'll be laughing, wishing this eternity.
My turn has come,
World's falling.

Dreams of Never
Midnight dreamers get their wish,
Of happiness and their true love.
I'll be the one crying in my sleep,
Wishing for you without a smile.
Everything we knew and loved,
Is lying, dead, at my feet.
Although I'm still alive,
Is it a life worth living?
I can't choose between
Fate and happy endings.
I lie awake at night,
Wanting you to be here.
Silence washing over us,
An akward, tragic melody.
Silently, I hear your soft voice,
Telling me what I can't understand.
Dreams of happiness I never knew,
End as nightmares of our reality.
So many things we never said,
Because we were so afraid.
Melodies pierce the dark silences,
Illuminating my nighttime visions.
We're so sad in our peace,
We can't realize anything.
The world will pass us by,
If only we could be happy.
Dreams of what we never had,
Mocking all of our miseries.

Dying Innocence
Days of happiness I thought would never end,
Stopping suddenly in a pool of blood shed.
Tears are falling silently,
I think I'm losing touch.
This is too much for anybody,
To have innocence dashed.
The world I once knew and loved,
Falling all around cruel reality.
Silently wishing for everything,
The world is such a cruel place.
My silence is an answer,
No one seems to understand.
The world I once knew,
Falling all around me.
Everyday is like an eternal nightmare,
So why I can't I wake up with a scream?
This is too much for me,
Innocence is leaving.
All the awkward silences between adults,
I'm beginning to understand your life.
Loneliness and misery,
Things I've always known.
All the happiness we used to have,
Begins to seem like just a dream.
I once thought I had the worst life,
Why did you have to prove me wrong?
All those things I was never meant to know,
Have become more obvious than I would like.
Silence is surrounding me,
So I'll seclude myself.
Hating things I once loved,
Has become my sad reality.
Maybe it's my turn to feel pain,
Or do I actually deserve this?
Make time go back to peaceful days,
And stop everything forevermore.
All those painful silences,
Come rushing into my mind.
Lonely days are here again,
I'm cursing you for leaving.

Lonely Reality
Every time I see you two kiss,
It's a dagger through my heart.
I just realized all the sadness,
I guess I'm the lonely one.
Every day is falling apart,
I'm wishing for your love.
Soft and sad melodies are playing,
I'll wish for what I'll never have.
My thoughts are put into words,
Every time I hear that song.
This is my favorite nightmare,
The one where I'm all alone.
The quiet voice you use to speak
Is long gone from all our pain.
Every lonely night I spent crying,
Is now my own hellish life, eternally.
Every time I hear that song,
I feel tears welling up.
I guess it's my turn to feel the pain,
Even though it's always been right here.
Everybody's claiming to have a painful life,
While they've never experienced this misery.
Every moment that I live,
I live, wanting only you.
The tears are forming once again,
And I'm falling to my knees.
I always knew what longing felt like,
But what does it feel like to be loved?
Crying in my melancholic dreams,
I'll be trying to be stronger.
Every day, when I wake up,
The lonely reality takes over.
Even if you loved me back,
It would be a doomed feeling.
Silences are coming from everywhere,
Will I be the only one left alone?
Longing for a happier life,
I'll be falling so far down.
When the cherry blossoms start to fall,
Promise me you will chose your emotions.
Every lonely night I spent,
Wishing for your red rose.
Now I dread my waking moments,
As the lonely reality takes over.

Bloodbath
Now, the world cries for you,
No, please don't run away.
There's a promise I made,
But I didn't mean to keep.
Running into you again,
It just can't happen.
No matter how many times I'll say it,
"I'm sorry" doesn't seem like enough.
Even now, when you're soaked in your own blood,
You can't seem to say those three little words.
Once again, I'll curse whoever took you away;
It seems like I'm trying to make it all up.
Even now, I can't seem to cry,
Despite the need to let it go.
Impossibilities are now all real,
So now I can feel loneliness.
I'm try to run away,
But it's cowardly.
I guess life will always be unfair,
Because I can't be a stronger man.
Cruelty is rewarded
While what happened to you...
Now I'm bathing in blood that isn't my own,
Does that make me your cold-blooded killer?
Daydreams aren't enough to replace reality;
I may never see you next to me again.
So that you've tasted your own blood, as you cough it up,
How does it feel to be the one who's dying?