TOW the letters 4
Sara was happy to have Billy. She wrote him everything what was going on in her live. She mostly wrote about Rachel and her father and how hard it was to see them so happy. Sara found out that she couldn´t get used to it, never or not just yet. But she couldn´t tell her father this, she could tell no one. Everybody seemed to like the fact that they were together. But then she thought of someone who didn´t like them together....
Since Billy and Sara wrote each other, Billy was even more often in the barn than he used to. Monica got kinda worried about him, if he came out and in the house then only when Richard wasn´t home. She didn´t know what to do, they never had a great relationship. It made Monica kinda sad, Richard and Billy were the only people she had here. The next neighbor lived about 3 miles away, and the family wasn´t very nice. Monica felt lonely. She had no work, expect for the homework but she never got any people to see. Richard worked still as an eye doctor so he was happy, he sometimes forgot about Monica and about his son, Billy.
Ross was very surprised to see Sara. She didn´t come often to him, and since he and Chandler weren´t as close as before, he wasn´t often at their house. " Hey." She said. " Hi, come in." Sara walked in. She hadn´t seen this place in a long time. " You are sure wondering why I am here, well I am not sure myself why I am here. But I can´t stand seeing Dad and Rachel together, kissing, hugging it is all so hard and you are the only one who understands this." Sara explained. " That is probably true but I think that they do make a great couple." " You are not a good liar, uncle Ross." Sara said half smiling. Ross looked at her, she was right, he wasn´t a good liar. " Well you are right, but I don´t want them to break up or anything, even though I think they are the worst couple ever."
In his voice was something what Sara knew, he spoke with guiltyness, but she didn´t understand why.
Billy sat in the kitchen. In front of him was a plate, full with food. " Why don´t you eat?" Monica asked. " I am not hungry, mom. Why can´t I go to the barn?" he asked looking sad at his mother.
" I said no!" Richard yelled. Billy had tears in his eyes. His father often was angry but when Billy went into the barn, though Richard had said no, he had been so angry. Billy didn´t know why.
" Please don´t yell at him." Monica said. " I can yell at him whenever I want, he is MY son." " He is mine, too." Monica said, trying not to yell. She hated fighting with Richard in front of Billy. Richard calmed down. " Well, you can go to the barn, but if I tell you to come in then you COME in, you understand?" Billy nodded. He jumped from the chair and ran outside. " What is in that barn?" Richard asked. Monica didn´t answer. She had onl one idea why Billy was that often in the barn, he was afraid of Richard.
Chandler sat in his office, obviously bored. He was glad that he didn´t have work to do. Yesterday, in the night when Chandler was in bed and Rachel had been asleep beside him, he had realized for real. He and Rachl would become parents. It wasn´t that Chandler was still afraid to become a father, he already had Sara. It was the fact that the mother was Rachel. He couldn´t remeber why he had started to go out with her, or anything like that. Why did he love her, DID he love her? He wasn´t even sure IF he coule ever love her.
It was already getting dark when Ross brought Sara home. She wanted to convince him that she was old enough to go home by herself but he wouldn´t let her. When they arrived home, Rachel was working in the kitchen. Sara just ignored her and went upstaires to her room. " What are you doing?" Ross asked after a short moment of awkwardness. " Just cleaning. Chandler isn´t home yet." " I know. I- I wanted to talk to you." Rachel was a bit surprised. " Really?" " Yes. I just don´t know how to tell you." Rachel looked scared, she knew what he was about to say. " You know that I still love you, but I want you to tell him...and if you don´t than I will."
Billy finally sat in the barn. He was just collecting the letters which he had received from Sara. They were quite a lot. Luckily his parents didn´t know where he put all his stuff in the barn. The letters weren´t the only things he kept here, but pictures and books and some other stuff. He kept everything what he could find. He often looked at the picture which Sara had sent him, there was no denying that his mother was her mother as well. They looked almost identical. Just Sara looked younger, of course. Suddenly he heard his father yelling his name. Knowing that his father could get very angry he ran to him, leaving all the stuff in the barn. Monica, who also wanted something from Billy, went into the barn. She was surprised not to find him there, she wanted to leave but then she saw all the stuff laying there. Monica wouldn´t have cared, if she hadn´t seen the picture. She slowly picked it up and looked at it, schocked.
To be continued.....
So, not long with lots of mistakes in. Sorry, the next part will be better, I hope that anyway.
And sorry it took me so long to write it.
Written by Anika