"Chances" sung by Air Supply
0/~ There's a chance you will be there
0/~ I'd like to know the truth
0/~ I'll find it out somehow
0/~ Chances aren't too strong
Lina stood at the edge of a graveyard, flowers in hand.
Slowly she walked into it, a look of deep sorrow on her
face. She hoped he'd be there, but part of her knew he
wouldn't. It had been almost ten long years, still
whenever she thought about that day it brought her to
tears. If only she knew if he could forgive her or not.
Every year since that fateful day she'd come here, trying
to put those demons that now haunted her to rest. But to
no avail...
0/~ A chance you will be there
0/~ Please be there alone
0/~ Help me speak of love
"Damnit! How could you leave me!" she yelled into the air.
"I bLOVED/b YOU! I still love you..." Tears streamed
from her face. She wondered how she could have been so
stupid, to have let that happen. She tried to tell herself
there was nothing she could do to change it. It didn't
help. She should have know better, even then. She'd never
make the same mistake again, if she was ever in a position
like that again. She doubted that would ever happen again.
0/~ Chances not enough
0/~ Ones to good to miss
She bent down sobbing, she'd never know if he hated her or
loved her, or if he'd forgive her for what she did. How
could she have been so dumb! She placed the flowerd by a
toomstone without looking at it. "Forgive me," she
whispered. She hugged herself as the chill wind started to
blow harder and started to shiver. Her face felt as if it was turing to ice where the wet lines of her tears were.
0/~ Chances aren't to strong
0/~ A chance is all there is
Wherever he was, either in this life or the next, she
wished she could ask his forgiveness. She longed to, she
couldn't stand not knowing if he forgave her or not. Gods,
if he hated her for what she did... how could she stand
it?
0/~ There's a chance you will be there
0/~ Wondering what to do
0/~ How to play my role
0/~ I'll leave it up to you
Gods, how she never realized untill then how he'd become
her strength. She couldn't imagine how she ever lived
without him now, or how she could still be living with him
gone. She had wanted to die that day. She still wanted to
die, but if he had loved her he'd want her to keep living,
and she knew that. She'd just have to be strong without
him. Learn to be her own strength.
0/~ If I diguise my smile
0/~ It gives too much away
She'd kept smiling, she was Lina Inverse, she had to keep
smiling. Not smiling would have known something was wrong,
that she was weak. She didn't want them to know just how
much independent her actualy had come to depend on
another.
0/~ What if we can't speak
0/~ What then shall I say
"If only I could have said something... anything..." she
whiped away her tears. She replayed that day in her head.
/Why did she ever let Xellos talk her into looking for the
Grimore of the Great Ones with him alone? Sure she acted
like she just wanted more spells, more power. Oh, that was
it, she was hoping there'd be something to help him in it,
since the Great Ones were supposed to have known
Shapeshifters.
0/~ Don't you be too long
0/~ Something has gone wrong
0/~ The chances are all gone
Gods, what he must have thought in that two weeks they
searched for it. Xellos had be trying this, but the
thought of him had kept her for falling for his attempts
at her. Unfortunately there was nothing that could help
him in it. When she did get back that little stunt Xellos
pulled must have convinced him something had happened
between her and him. He had taken the Sword of Light from
Gourry as he slept and ran off./
0/~ There's a chance you will be there
0/~ Wondering what to do
0/~ How to play my role
0/~ I'll leave it up to you
If only she knew what happened to him. All they had found
was his cape, nothing else. He was probably dead, he'd
probaly killed himself. He wouldn't have gone off without
his cpae and hood to hide his face. If only she had told
him, let him know why she went off alone with Xellos...
"It was the only way he'd show me where the book was, and
I thought it minght have something to turn you back into a
human like you wanted," she whispered tracing the name on
the toomstone again. "Zelgadis..."
0/~ If I diguise my smile
0/~ It gives too much away
0/~ What If we can't speak
0/~ What then shall I say
She left the cemetary not really watching where she was
going. Suddenly she walked into someone. "I... I'm sorry,"
she sniffled. She managed to look up at the person she
walked into. Gods there was something familiar about him.
"No need to apologize, I think you've been apologizing for
things for too long," he said softly
"I... I hurt him. And... and now he's... he's gone..." she
started to cry again. The stranger hugged her suddenly.
"Its okay, I'm sure he forgives you," he told her.
0/~ Don't you be too long
0/~ Something has gone wrong
0/~ The chances are all gone
She looked at him again... "Zel..." he nodded. "Please
forgive me... I love you Zel." He leaned down and kissed
her.
"Of course I forgive you my love," he said then faded
away. Lina sunk to her knees and cried, not because he was
gone, or that he forgave her, but because he did truly
love her.
0/~ There's a chance you will be there
0/~ I'd like to know the truth
0/~ I'll find it out somehow
0/~ Chances aren't too strong
Lina stood at the edge of a graveyard, flowers in hand.
Slowly she walked into it, a look of deep sorrow on her
face. She hoped he'd be there, but part of her knew he
wouldn't. It had been almost ten long years, still
whenever she thought about that day it brought her to
tears. If only she knew if he could forgive her or not.
Every year since that fateful day she'd come here, trying
to put those demons that now haunted her to rest. But to
no avail...
0/~ A chance you will be there
0/~ Please be there alone
0/~ Help me speak of love
"Damnit! How could you leave me!" she yelled into the air.
"I bLOVED/b YOU! I still love you..." Tears streamed
from her face. She wondered how she could have been so
stupid, to have let that happen. She tried to tell herself
there was nothing she could do to change it. It didn't
help. She should have know better, even then. She'd never
make the same mistake again, if she was ever in a position
like that again. She doubted that would ever happen again.
0/~ Chances not enough
0/~ Ones to good to miss
She bent down sobbing, she'd never know if he hated her or
loved her, or if he'd forgive her for what she did. How
could she have been so dumb! She placed the flowerd by a
toomstone without looking at it. "Forgive me," she
whispered. She hugged herself as the chill wind started to
blow harder and started to shiver. Her face felt as if it was turing to ice where the wet lines of her tears were.
0/~ Chances aren't to strong
0/~ A chance is all there is
Wherever he was, either in this life or the next, she
wished she could ask his forgiveness. She longed to, she
couldn't stand not knowing if he forgave her or not. Gods,
if he hated her for what she did... how could she stand
it?
0/~ There's a chance you will be there
0/~ Wondering what to do
0/~ How to play my role
0/~ I'll leave it up to you
Gods, how she never realized untill then how he'd become
her strength. She couldn't imagine how she ever lived
without him now, or how she could still be living with him
gone. She had wanted to die that day. She still wanted to
die, but if he had loved her he'd want her to keep living,
and she knew that. She'd just have to be strong without
him. Learn to be her own strength.
0/~ If I diguise my smile
0/~ It gives too much away
She'd kept smiling, she was Lina Inverse, she had to keep
smiling. Not smiling would have known something was wrong,
that she was weak. She didn't want them to know just how
much independent her actualy had come to depend on
another.
0/~ What if we can't speak
0/~ What then shall I say
"If only I could have said something... anything..." she
whiped away her tears. She replayed that day in her head.
/Why did she ever let Xellos talk her into looking for the
Grimore of the Great Ones with him alone? Sure she acted
like she just wanted more spells, more power. Oh, that was
it, she was hoping there'd be something to help him in it,
since the Great Ones were supposed to have known
Shapeshifters.
0/~ Don't you be too long
0/~ Something has gone wrong
0/~ The chances are all gone
Gods, what he must have thought in that two weeks they
searched for it. Xellos had be trying this, but the
thought of him had kept her for falling for his attempts
at her. Unfortunately there was nothing that could help
him in it. When she did get back that little stunt Xellos
pulled must have convinced him something had happened
between her and him. He had taken the Sword of Light from
Gourry as he slept and ran off./
0/~ There's a chance you will be there
0/~ Wondering what to do
0/~ How to play my role
0/~ I'll leave it up to you
If only she knew what happened to him. All they had found
was his cape, nothing else. He was probably dead, he'd
probaly killed himself. He wouldn't have gone off without
his cpae and hood to hide his face. If only she had told
him, let him know why she went off alone with Xellos...
"It was the only way he'd show me where the book was, and
I thought it minght have something to turn you back into a
human like you wanted," she whispered tracing the name on
the toomstone again. "Zelgadis..."
0/~ If I diguise my smile
0/~ It gives too much away
0/~ What If we can't speak
0/~ What then shall I say
She left the cemetary not really watching where she was
going. Suddenly she walked into someone. "I... I'm sorry,"
she sniffled. She managed to look up at the person she
walked into. Gods there was something familiar about him.
"No need to apologize, I think you've been apologizing for
things for too long," he said softly
"I... I hurt him. And... and now he's... he's gone..." she
started to cry again. The stranger hugged her suddenly.
"Its okay, I'm sure he forgives you," he told her.
0/~ Don't you be too long
0/~ Something has gone wrong
0/~ The chances are all gone
She looked at him again... "Zel..." he nodded. "Please
forgive me... I love you Zel." He leaned down and kissed
her.
"Of course I forgive you my love," he said then faded
away. Lina sunk to her knees and cried, not because he was
gone, or that he forgave her, but because he did truly
love her.