Dream a little dream of me – 8
Two days have past since I last knew of her.
And, God, how I miss her!
I will have to spend five more days here since I finally get to come closer to her.
Well, that, not counting the fact that I only know the planet where she lives, nothing else. Actually finding her will take me days, weeks if not whole months.
I hurry to get to my bedroom while my eyes slowly fills of tears.
That's what I've become, me, the prince of the sayjins, my father's son... That's all I am, now, due to the most wonderful creature in the world. I'm a toy, twisted and odd, that's how I feel, and filled with a hungry that no one, no one else will ever be able to fill not even infinitesimally, let alone fulfil.
Oh, my goodness! I'm dying, father, I'm dying, and you won't let me leave to find the dearest thing to my heart!
All right, daddy. Say what you please. Say it, just say it. I'm going – for the first time in my whole life and, I know for sure, in the lives of each and every inhabitant of this planet – to disobey you. I'm not waiting a whole week just because you feel like torturing me, oh, no, I'm not!
Look at me, daddy. The first rebel act from your first son...
And you can tell that I am sorry. I just can't wait. She deserves it. She really does.
When he enters his bedroom, he doesn't know anything at all, and I force myself to not let him know. He's near to tears and a determined look spreads worry along his beautiful face.
He walks to the wardrobe - my beloved one, oh, my dearest, my love, my one and only, finally you, finally here, finally real! – and takes out some clothes and some other things I can hardly recognise.
Quietly, so quietly that even I can't hear my own steps, I come closer him, until I'm a bit centimetres from his back, and I unwrap my tail. He's still packing something that lies on the bed, quite concentrated, and doesn't notice me.
Until my tail, slowly, so slowly, starts touching his, sensually, as he's shown me in my dreams.
I feel him stiffen, opposite to me, and he stands up, still showing his back to me. My tail slowly wraps around his waist and he takes a deep breath.
I rest my hand on his shoulder, still forcing myself not to think – I know he can still hear my thoughts as if they were his – and slowly move it to his neck.
It's enough for him to bear and he turns to face me.
The visual contact – our first! visual contact! – as almost violent because of its intensity.
He's touched and wide-eyed and can hardly believe his own eyes. I'm deeply in love and admiring such beautiful features, wanting for more of his touch, not knowing what to do to minimise the time we spend apart, not touching each other.
My hand is still laying on his shoulder, I look at it and he follows my look. My tail is soon, immediately wrapped with his, in a caress that is enough to drive us wild.
In fact, my dearest, all in you is enough to drive me wild.
"Pa... Panny...", are the first words that I hear from him for real.
Words that I suddenly shorten putting my hand behind his neck and approaching him to me to kiss him fully in the lips, closing my eyes.
"Do...", I try to say, still in the middle of our kiss, breathless, "do you... realise that... well, that everything we are doing today... is... it's the first time we..."
He nods, looking deeply at my eyes, and kissing me fiercely again, not letting me talk any longer.
I close my eyes again and allow myself to get lost in his arms.
Slowly, very little by little, I start becoming conscious of the place I'm at – that is his side -. Both of his hands are on my back, his arms wrapped around my waist, holding me tight. His lips are soft and warm against mine, so burning of life that I have to get hold of myself to stop me from biting him. I want him, I want to fuse with him, to be one, to full my needs, all of them, on him, with him, by him. I want us to be the same person as we have never been, I want to let him see of how much I love and need him, how I've looked for him for hours in the last three nights.
I hug him closer, my arms around his neck, my hand lost in his soft shining hair.
He bites my lower lip, softly, and I wonder how much longer I will be able to hold on.
I do need you as well, Panny..., he says, even mentally breathless. I do feel the same way too... I want you, I need you, we have to be one... You are the one, my love...
I break out the kiss and look at him deeply in the eyes, for the first time knowing where I was to be, what was my right spot in life.
And there's something I need to say out loud, something I feel now, for the surprisingly first time in my whole empty until now life.
"Toran...", I murmur, hiding my face in his neck, kissing his soft skin with soft pecks from the chin to the beginning of his chest. "I'm finally home..."
He smiles and his eyes shine so brightly that I'm certain they could make the sun and the moon ashamed and envious and holds me even tighter.
"I'm home now as well, my love...", he whispers in my ear, in love and dreamy.
Do you feel the same way I do, my love...?
I do
And do you think we'll ever fuse together...?
I don't know... But, believe me, we'll try it way many times...!
I can't help but chuckle at his way of expressing it, even if I love the idea!
Toran...
Yep, my princess?
Just that... that... I wanted you to know that...
Panny...?
That...
I lean closer and hide myself in his arms, my head on his shoulder, and, as I did two days ago, cry happy tears, the only way I know to deal with the happiness I'm feeling, with the passion overwhelming me.
"That I love you a lot!!", I exclaim, sobbing, while he embraces me, worried.
Panny! Are you alright...?
Yes...! Just... deeply in love with you...! And... and very, very happy!!
Panny...
Yes...?
I love you a lot as well. A lot!!!!!
I calm down a bit and give him a soft peck on the lips that he hurries to make deeper, making us both chuckle because of his hurry.
"Something else!", he exclaims, when we break out.
What, my dear?
By the way, how came that you came here??
Your father brought me... He send the Prime Minister to look for me...
I see... I'll have to thank both of them for bringing me the only thing I've ever wanted in this world... But that's not what I was going to say... What I was about to say is... Panny... My love...
He doubts, lets me go, and steps closer to the bed, where he takes something from. Looking back straight in my eyes, he makes me step back and kneels in front of me while I can't help but feel even happier than before.
I do, I cut him off. No need to ask, Toran. I will marry you. Of course I will.
He smiles and stands up again while putting my gorgeous ring on.
Gorgeous, this...?, he cuts me off now. I see you like it... But this, gorgeous...? Nah... There's only one thing gorgeous in the whole universe. And she's come to me, finally, when I was about to do whatever to make her mine...
I bush and chuckle, feeling a warm sensation spreading through my whole body.
Whatever...?
Whatever
Show me.
If that's what my queen wants...!, he says happily, faking resignation, while he lifts me and softly lets me on bed.
And that's the way our love began... difficult, aren't we?
But we both agree that our life began the first day we met, in my dreams, in his dreams, in a world we've shared for a long time now. Now we are the kings, we are married and we are the proud fathers of our heiress... the most beautiful baby in the world!