Ok, so I DIDN'T tell what the titles were… Sowwy. The Chap. 3's title meant Revelation… And Omae o Korosu, if you've seen or heard about Gundam Wing, is Heero Yuy's infamous quote to Relena, "I Will Kill you."
I was REALLY
sleepy, and groggy so… Anyways, I've got a poem to post soon, and it's called
Life. It's a BIT of a teaser, you'll just see. ^_^
Well, I hope
you like this chap.! Thanks for being there, POBW/Phoenix of Blood Wars. And
Chibi-Kari. In EVERY review I've got for this fic, you've both were in all of
them. And it makes me cry!! *sniff*
PLEASE don't
kill me when Taichi-Kun and Yama-Chan died really freaky. I really was in a
sadistic mood and such. Such self-pity, in a million years. Well, here you go!
The True
Daisuke Motomiya
Chapter IV-Evangelical Presents
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The blinding lights of the room were driving me nuts! A while ago, I just thought I heard I was going to be dispatched from this hideous place. I tried to smile, but the attempt failed with a tear.
Footsteps of
heavy pounding were coming near my room. I turned to my right, and saw the
world in its state. The window view was spectacular, and it overviewed all of
Odaiba. The corners of my lips twitched up. Then, a light tap came onto my
shoulder. I turned around alarmed.
"Hello otōto."
Her voice was
nonchalant as always. Since when she found out that Yamato rejected her, even
after showing him her true side, she fell into this shell of hatred, evil,
envy, and so much more. She stopped being materialistic and superficial. Just
like the day after she took my sister away. She stopped functioning all
together practically. It was just a sad world.
Tears were
spilling out of her eyes as they glistened brightly in the light. She had a
look of depression, and anger mixed in her pools. Suddenly, she took a deep
breath, then she gave me a gigantic squeeze. Her sobs racked the room, as the
silence around us seemed to wrap a layer embracing the sibling moment.
Her droplets
were soaking my gown, and occasionally trailing down my smooth chest. Her grip
cold and icy as her eyes were. They showed no purity whatsoever. She let go of
me, and kissed me on the forehead. She ruffled my hair soon after.
She whispered
to me, with a caring voice I once knew, "Get well my darling otōto… I'll
be waiting."
Then she left
her place, with the purest aura I've ever felt around her. Two tears slipped my
eyes as she left the room, and it felt empty without her presence. I placed my
hand over my mouth, as though I was going cry again. I was gripping the sides
of the bed railing, and my knuckles turned white. Pure, porcelain white.
Izzy and Takeru
stepped inside the room, cluttered up in piles of presents. Then something
snapped in my head. 'My Birthday. The day I should never of existed. But
what's with ALL these presents? Are these also my get well presents?'
Koushiro's
response broke my reverie.
"Hey, Happy
b-day Davis… You know, you're lucky to have this much presents! Guess cuz of
the… oh, never mind."
"What is it
Koushiro? Is there something your hiding?" sensing a tone of… something.
Something suspicious.
He flushed red
all over his face.
"Uh…um…eh?"
"Really,
Koushiro?"
"Uh, I don't
think Daisuke would want anybody else to here it."
I raised an
eyebrow. "Nani?"
"See," Takeru
pointed out," Even he doesn't know what you're talking about!"
"Eh heh… You
wanna know something?"
"What Koushi?"
"Urk. But
really, it has to do with Daisuke. And he has…"
"Has WHAT?" I
was totally shocked.
"He's tried to
commit suicide three times fatal. And the bad part is…" his eyes deepening into
solemness.
"What?!"
"I think he
might be internally dying…" as his throat croaked a bit.
"NANI?! ARE YOU
NUTS?! WHAT ARE YOU?! A PSYCHIATRIST?!" I jumped at Takeru's outburst.
"Yes I am
Takeru. Gomen Nasai. I don't know what to do. Medication won't work. He'll
overdose it eventually, sedatives and needles are the same. Putting him in the
mental hospital won't be good, and it'll just hasten the process."
I gulped in
fear, and blinked back the tears. I saw again the familiar imagery, as it
retold my life once again. Fear. Fear is what was holding me on. Fear. Fear for
living the life I've could of made better, knowing the mistakes I've had, I
could of changed them. But now, the last shard of hope shattered in my heart
leaving me with a thread of fate. Golden or not, I hope it won't snip.
I my stomach
churned slight as the presents meant nothing. I just don't know how much longer
to live… How much long to survive…and to hold on.
Takeru came practically running to my side, and held me as I cried. Sorrow filled the air, his warmth gave me some light, and possibly, hope.
But, why?
Why was he doing this? Is he? Or is he just comforting me because I'm his
friend? I just don't know anymore.
I collapsed
onto the bed, gripping harder on the pillow ahead of me. I fell into a deep
sleep.
It was
the same place. Like last time. But, the weird thing was, I was raising my hand
out, and some figure was outlined in the shadows and disappeared. It was blank.
I felt
everything around me. I felt nonexistent. The memories were blank. All blank. Am
I dying? It was blank. But then raising a hand to the holy light, someone
invisible, embraced me. They pressed a hand on top of my head and returned my
memories.
They
whispered into my ear, "Daisuke, aishiteru. I will always love you no matter
where you are, what dimension your in, or a different lifetime. Fate never
seems to let me hold you. I guess they let me. Never forget me my sweet Daisuke, because I'm always at your side. Dai
suki. Ja for now sasai."
They
flew away into the light, and I felt withdrawn from this fantasy world. The
fourth dimension. I smiled to myself when I heard their last murmur, "Happy
Birthday Sweet One."
I woke up just
to look at Takeru's and Koushiro's eyes. They had looks on their faces that
literally say, "ARE YOU OK? I'M AN IDIOT. I NEED TO KNOW." I just smiled at
them, and shut my eyes.
Life
is going to be ok. I know I'm a building block of life. I've destroyed one part
of it. The other half is safe. Plus, I know someone loves me, whoever they are.
I love you too.
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Hello. Otōto means younger brother, aishiteru means I love you, Dai suki is a phrase that means I like you, Ja means something like see you later, sasai means beloved, nani means what, gomen nasai means I'm very sorry. Ok, if you were people who didn't know much Japanese, here's the glossary.
So, I guess that's it. I'm also writing a Takeru fic related to this. Once I get it posted you should read it. It has a hidden teaser or something that's related to this. Well, since this was rushed, I tried my best cuz I'm so eager to post!
Well, review please!
~A-Chan Yuy~