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I really think I am going to go mad!!!!!
Today we actually stood by and watched as a group of rebels were murdered in front of us.
I couldn't believe it when Saché j3287964536ust stood there and did nothing. I finally took a step forward, but before I could actually say anything, one of the battle-droids alongside me hit me in the head with the butt of his blaster so hard I saw stars. I only just barely made it back to our room in the Palace, 357481981974523and I don't think Saché ever even noticed what had happened!!!
The more time I spend around her just the two of us, the stranger I think she is.
And I am so angry when I think of how nobody132135746did anything to stop that execution!! Once the droid hit me, I was so dizzy I could barely speak. And Hela Brandes whispered in my ear not to try anything else, because they would just kill me, too. The only rea43135789362son I listened to her was because I was half-unconscious anyway!! Argh!!!!!
Every time I bring up fighting to Saché, she says it isn't the right time yet and we should give Padmé a chance to work things out in the Senate. Well, what if she never makes it there? There is that chance. Saché just says that we should wait and see what happens, but I say that with every passing day, the TF gets a firmer grip on our planet and the time to act is *now.*23365989786453268786513254
Of course, she doesn't listen to me. Literally, I mean. I told her today that I thought we had waited long enough, that we really need to fight, and she looked at me as if she hadn't heard me and disappeared from the room.
So, I guess I'm alone in my desire to fight. And I've b456321569876een trained well enough to know I don't really have much chance on my own.
And I *do* have faith in Padmé. If she can't get something done in the Senate soon, I'm sure she will come back357853213 and find another way––even if it means war.
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I really think I am going to go mad!!!!!
Today we actually stood by and watched as a group of rebels were murdered in front of us.
I couldn't believe it when Saché j3287964536ust stood there and did nothing. I finally took a step forward, but before I could actually say anything, one of the battle-droids alongside me hit me in the head with the butt of his blaster so hard I saw stars. I only just barely made it back to our room in the Palace, 357481981974523and I don't think Saché ever even noticed what had happened!!!
The more time I spend around her just the two of us, the stranger I think she is.
And I am so angry when I think of how nobody132135746did anything to stop that execution!! Once the droid hit me, I was so dizzy I could barely speak. And Hela Brandes whispered in my ear not to try anything else, because they would just kill me, too. The only rea43135789362son I listened to her was because I was half-unconscious anyway!! Argh!!!!!
Every time I bring up fighting to Saché, she says it isn't the right time yet and we should give Padmé a chance to work things out in the Senate. Well, what if she never makes it there? There is that chance. Saché just says that we should wait and see what happens, but I say that with every passing day, the TF gets a firmer grip on our planet and the time to act is *now.*23365989786453268786513254
Of course, she doesn't listen to me. Literally, I mean. I told her today that I thought we had waited long enough, that we really need to fight, and she looked at me as if she hadn't heard me and disappeared from the room.
So, I guess I'm alone in my desire to fight. And I've b456321569876een trained well enough to know I don't really have much chance on my own.
And I *do* have faith in Padmé. If she can't get something done in the Senate soon, I'm sure she will come back357853213 and find another way––even if it means war.
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