Part 2 --



It was so warm, so loving of what he did for me. I was so tense that night, and Trowa gently, and

carefully caressed me, phyically and mentally. He entered his love into me so softly, lovingly. I enjoyed

every minute of it, I enjoyed when he said that he loved me. I remembered saying that I loved him too.

When he climaxed into me it took away all my energy, causing me to tremble almost violently. Mostly since I

was pretty much new to this. But as soon as I tried to calm down, I couldn't. I knew something was wrong at

that moment that would bring pain to both myself and Trowa. He covered me with his blankets, and

embraced me to become warm again. I eventually stopped the trembling, but I couldn't stop the strange

heatness in my heart. It wasn't love, but anguish, pain, regret. I told Trowa, my love, my heart that

something was going to happen, but I didn't know, he seemed to hold me even tighter, as if he thought that

maybe something was going to happen to me. As I closed my eyes and fell asleep, my mind dreamed of

what was going to happen. I couldn't read it clearly, but it had to do with Trowa losing his mind slowly and

painfully. Myself, I was losing the battle to something. I heard beeping sounds, then a long, torturing beep.

I also heard the sounds of people not to give up. I didn't know what it was. I also saw a light near me that

told me to go to. I didn't know whether to listen to the light or the voices. I wanted to wake up and tell

Trowa of my dream, but I couldn't wake up. The dream trapped me in a crossroad betw the voices of

people I knew, or the voice of this bright, tempting light. Then suddenly, as I attempted to follow the voice

of the people I knew and cared about, a great jolt of pain seared through my heart. Nothing I had ever felt

before. The heat that I felt earlier, was spreading, and becoming more painful by the second. I clutched at