You Never Know

You Never Know...
Chapter 6
by Serena

~ Please don't give me any grief about the Gerald and Helga thing in this chapter. It's my opinion that they don't get along from what I've seen in episodes, and it's also relevant to the sequel I have planned. Also, there's only two more chapters left, Chapters 7 and 8. So stay tuned, and please review!

Disclaimer: I don't own Hey Arnold, but the plot is mine...You get the idea.

"So anyway, there was a cab picking me up from the hospital, which was no big surprise to me because I doubt anybody at home even noticed I was gone. But as soon as I get through the door, there's Big Bob, Miriam and Olga with a big cake, yelling Surprise'. Even weirder, they all start telling me how much they missed me."
"Perhaps you underestimated your family's appreciation of you."
"Who knows. But that's not even the weirdest part."
It was Monday morning, and Helga was back at school. It was lunch period, and Helga was telling Phoebe what had happened Saturday night. She took a bite of her hamburger and continued.
"So anyway, after the perfect dinner that of course, Olga cooked, they drop the bomb on me. Olga had this great idea that since this city is apparently so dangerous', that they should send me away to a boarding school. They even had brochures and everything, and this whole speech that they're only looking out for my," Helga made quotation marks in the air, "well-being."
Phoebe's eyes widened. "Oh my, are they forcing you to transfer?"
"That's the next surprise – they're leaving the decision up to me. I mean, they want me to go but they understand that I might not want to. So I have till the end of the week to make up my mind."
Phoebe relaxed a little. "I presume your decision is no?"
"Well," Helga mumbled something.
"Pardon me Helga, what did you say?"
Helga spoke a little louder, "I think I might want to go."
Phoebe gasped. "Why?"
"Think about it, Phoebs, a fresh start! I get to go to a school where no one knows Helga the bully. I'm away from my parents, away from everyone who hates me, and best of all, away from" Helga lowered her voice, "Arnold."
Phoebe looked solemnly at Helga. "I understandbut why would you want to be away fromice cream?"
Helga looked down and sighed. "He'll never feel the same way that I feel about him, Phoebs. I should just come to grips with it, forget about him like you first told me. And being around him only makes it harder to do that. I even risked my own life for him."
"It seems to me you may be running from your problems."
"MaybeCrimeny, I don't know. Do you think I should leave?"
"Well, the new school and location may offer you many opportunities this school will not, but I'll miss you terribly if you leave," Phoebe said with a bitter smile.
Helga smiled. "Don't worry Phoebs. No matter what happens, you'll still be my best friend."
Phoebe smiled back. Helga got up and went to go dump her garbage. "One side, moron!" she said while shoving some innocent nerdy-looking kid out of her way.
He watched her from across the room, talking animatedly to Phoebe. Arnold smiled to himself as he thought of how happy Phoebe had been this morning when Helga showed up to school. Brainy had stopped giving him dirty looks, which was a relief. He could be pretty creepy, when he just popped up behind you out of nowhere, wheezing away.
Arnold continued to watch in distress as Helga's expression turned to sadness. He saw Phoebe talking solemnly to her and more than ever wished he could hear what they were saying. Then he cheered up a little as he saw Helga give Phoebe a warm smile. Wow, she's got a really nice smile,' he thought.
"Hello, earth to Arnold? You there, man?"
"Huh?" Arnold snapped out of his thoughts and realized Gerald was speaking to him.
"I said, I'll be right back."
"Oh, okay Gerald." Arnold's eyes wandered over to Helga's table again, only to find she wasn't there.

Helga finished dumping her tray and was about to scan the room for her beloved. "Hey Helga," a raspy voice interrupted her.
She looked up and was surprised to see Gerald in front of her. "Why if it isn't tall hair boy. What brings you to these parts?" she said in a mocking tone.
Gerald folded his arms. "I just came to thank you."
"For what?" Helga maintained her attitude. Gerald wasn't exactly her favorite person. There wasn't really a reason, but she always got this weird vibe from Gerald. It was apparent to her that he wasn't crazy about her either.
"For saving Arnold. It was a pretty nice thing to do," he said as he eyed her suspiciously.
"Yeah welldon't get used to it." Helga turned her back to Gerald, hoping he'd take the hint and get lost. She continued to scan the room for Arnold, and her heart sank when she saw whom he was with.
Perfect little Lila. The object of Arnold's affections.
"Those two make a great couple." Gerald said, his eyes cast in the same direction as hers.
Crimeny! Why is he still there? Is he a stalker or something? The last thing Helga needed was another Brainy.
"Huh? What two?" Helga said, trying to be casual.
"You know, Arnold and Lila. It's too bad she doesn't like-like him. Because he really likes her."
Helga saw Arnold talking to Lila with a smile on his face. He looked like a lovesick puppy. "Well whoop-dee-doo for him" she scowled to Gerald. "They can get married for all I care." She stomped off to the bathroom angrily.

Helga's angry façade faded as soon as she stepped into the bathroom. As soon as she confirmed that there was no one in the stalls, she walked over to the sinks and pulled out her locket. "Oh my love," she spoke softly. Normally this would have been followed by a monologue, but Helga wasn't in the mood. As she traced her finger over Arnold's picture she began to realize what was wrong with her. She had lost all hope. Seeing Arnold with Lila today just now was the last straw. She tried to make sense of her jumbled thoughts.
Enough is enough. I can't keep waiting for him to notice I exist. I have to give up sometime. I'm pathetic. Look at me, sitting in a bathroom alone, all depressed over some boy.
Another thought interrupted, This isn't just some boyit's Arnoldthat wonderful football shaped little guardian of my
Arg, stop it! I have to come to grips with reality. He's never going to like-me-like-me. Even if I throw myself in front of a truck for him, he'll still be fawning over Lila.

Helga took one last look at her locket and put it away. The decision was made.