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Title: Controlled
Author: Alana Maxwell
Contains: Violence, Shounen ai, Language, Lots of Angst
Pairings: 1+2, 3+4
Archive: Yes with permission first
"You are me, I am you. You are to follow my commands, Maxwell."
"I will not be the slave of Shinigami. My future is to be human and stay together with Heero.."
"You have no choice boy! You accepted me as your one and only god, and you will remain my woshipper for all eternity!"
"I follow your beliefs, yes, but I will never follow your orders! You are death and I will not bring something as vile as you into our lives!" Duo shouted out with anger. His fists clenched at his sides, his voice rang out into the invisible darkness. "Do you hear me!? I will not allow you into our lives!" Silence, then an icy laugh was heard. It brought chills down Duo's spine. Stepping backwards, he attempted to run from the blackness in where he was. To return back to the light, to the world he lived in. 'To Heero..' He never made it a step. The icy laughter came closer, and rushed past him. "W-what the hell is happening!?"
"I told you, you have no choice, Maxwell. You will become me and follow my orders, either by will power, of force.." His voice circled Duo closer and closer, making him colder and colder. His laugh came once again, very loudly, before it forced it's coldness into Duo body.
"No....NO!!!!" Duo clutched his body tightly and fell to his knees. "Get..the..hell..out of..me..damnit!" He shut his eyes and tried to fight the sudden coldness that was engulfing him slowly and painfully. That was his biggest mistake. Shinigami, or his spirit flew into his mind. He managed to sneak into the private cracks of Duo's memories, and viewed his personal feelings and deepest secrets. Duo emitted a loud scream, and opened his eyes slowly. They changed, from his kind violet, to an emotionless black. Standing up slowly, Duo, or actually, Shinigami walked forward in a new body, stopping when he saw a figure before him. He forced Duo's head to stare at the youth. "H-H..Heero?"
"Duo, what is the matter? You look ill..." Heero walked forward slowly, a look of worry was seen on his face.
"S-Stay back Heero..don't come..any closer.." Duo managed to fight and speak out. Heero didn't stop though.
"Duo, I can't stay back from you. It is an irresisting feeling I have for you, I must come close, my love..."
"Heero..don't...please.." Duo's voice suddenly died off as Shinigami came closer. He raised his arms up, as if going to embrace the Perfect Soldier in a hug. Heero wasn't suspicious, just very worried about his lover, his best friend. He raised his arms up as well, but quickly dropped them when those hands, which usually wrapped around his waist, now wrapped around his neck. Heero's eyes widened at the tightness that enclosed his throat.
"Duo..why...are..you..betraying.." Shinigami cut off his words, as claws emerged from those hands and began to cut into Heero's neck, as well as stop his air from going up or down. From an enclosed area, in the center of his soul, Duo watched it all in horror. His own face, grinned with satisfaction, as the blood from Heero's body seeped slowly, and came trickling faster, onto his claws, and down Heero's chest. Duo tried to scream out, but his voice wasn't heard. The look he saw on Heero's face was that of pure disbelief and fear. Heero raised his arms and grasped onto Duo's in hope for him to release. "Stop it..Duo..please..stop.." His eyes then rolled back into his head, he couldn't force any air into his lungs. They felt ready to explode, but Heero closed his eyes, and went limp before that happened. Shinigami laughed, a cruel cold laugh before he released the body, as it crumpled to the ground. And as quickly as he appeared, he disappeared, setting Duo free from his spiritual enprisonment. As his eyes dilated back into the kind violet, they stared in horror at the body before him.
"Heero...Heero please..wake up.." Duo choked out, falling once again to his knees. Placing his hand on Heero's now cold chest, he tried to rouse him from the difficult sleep that he knew Heero was experiencing. Lifting his hands up, Duo stared at the blood that began to encrust itself. 'His blood..' Duo's eyes watered, and tears began to fall down his face. 'I killed him, I killed the only person I truly loved. I am deeply cruel, deeply insane...' Grabbing his head, Duo began to sob, his tears spilling over his love's body. Then staring into the sky, he screamed very loudly, "NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
( to be continued...)
Title: Controlled
Author: Alana Maxwell
Contains: Violence, Shounen ai, Language, Lots of Angst
Pairings: 1+2, 3+4
Archive: Yes with permission first
"You are me, I am you. You are to follow my commands, Maxwell."
"I will not be the slave of Shinigami. My future is to be human and stay together with Heero.."
"You have no choice boy! You accepted me as your one and only god, and you will remain my woshipper for all eternity!"
"I follow your beliefs, yes, but I will never follow your orders! You are death and I will not bring something as vile as you into our lives!" Duo shouted out with anger. His fists clenched at his sides, his voice rang out into the invisible darkness. "Do you hear me!? I will not allow you into our lives!" Silence, then an icy laugh was heard. It brought chills down Duo's spine. Stepping backwards, he attempted to run from the blackness in where he was. To return back to the light, to the world he lived in. 'To Heero..' He never made it a step. The icy laughter came closer, and rushed past him. "W-what the hell is happening!?"
"I told you, you have no choice, Maxwell. You will become me and follow my orders, either by will power, of force.." His voice circled Duo closer and closer, making him colder and colder. His laugh came once again, very loudly, before it forced it's coldness into Duo body.
"No....NO!!!!" Duo clutched his body tightly and fell to his knees. "Get..the..hell..out of..me..damnit!" He shut his eyes and tried to fight the sudden coldness that was engulfing him slowly and painfully. That was his biggest mistake. Shinigami, or his spirit flew into his mind. He managed to sneak into the private cracks of Duo's memories, and viewed his personal feelings and deepest secrets. Duo emitted a loud scream, and opened his eyes slowly. They changed, from his kind violet, to an emotionless black. Standing up slowly, Duo, or actually, Shinigami walked forward in a new body, stopping when he saw a figure before him. He forced Duo's head to stare at the youth. "H-H..Heero?"
"Duo, what is the matter? You look ill..." Heero walked forward slowly, a look of worry was seen on his face.
"S-Stay back Heero..don't come..any closer.." Duo managed to fight and speak out. Heero didn't stop though.
"Duo, I can't stay back from you. It is an irresisting feeling I have for you, I must come close, my love..."
"Heero..don't...please.." Duo's voice suddenly died off as Shinigami came closer. He raised his arms up, as if going to embrace the Perfect Soldier in a hug. Heero wasn't suspicious, just very worried about his lover, his best friend. He raised his arms up as well, but quickly dropped them when those hands, which usually wrapped around his waist, now wrapped around his neck. Heero's eyes widened at the tightness that enclosed his throat.
"Duo..why...are..you..betraying.." Shinigami cut off his words, as claws emerged from those hands and began to cut into Heero's neck, as well as stop his air from going up or down. From an enclosed area, in the center of his soul, Duo watched it all in horror. His own face, grinned with satisfaction, as the blood from Heero's body seeped slowly, and came trickling faster, onto his claws, and down Heero's chest. Duo tried to scream out, but his voice wasn't heard. The look he saw on Heero's face was that of pure disbelief and fear. Heero raised his arms and grasped onto Duo's in hope for him to release. "Stop it..Duo..please..stop.." His eyes then rolled back into his head, he couldn't force any air into his lungs. They felt ready to explode, but Heero closed his eyes, and went limp before that happened. Shinigami laughed, a cruel cold laugh before he released the body, as it crumpled to the ground. And as quickly as he appeared, he disappeared, setting Duo free from his spiritual enprisonment. As his eyes dilated back into the kind violet, they stared in horror at the body before him.
"Heero...Heero please..wake up.." Duo choked out, falling once again to his knees. Placing his hand on Heero's now cold chest, he tried to rouse him from the difficult sleep that he knew Heero was experiencing. Lifting his hands up, Duo stared at the blood that began to encrust itself. 'His blood..' Duo's eyes watered, and tears began to fall down his face. 'I killed him, I killed the only person I truly loved. I am deeply cruel, deeply insane...' Grabbing his head, Duo began to sob, his tears spilling over his love's body. Then staring into the sky, he screamed very loudly, "NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
( to be continued...)