"Three Days"
Three days,
Three days of lonliness,
Three days of trying to forget about you,
To no avail.
Three days for all my heart's petty longings.
All my mind with you.
Three days to remember that painful moment,
Three days of trying to let go,
Three days of trying to let go,
Three days of loving you and wishing that I never had.
Never laid eyes on you,
I wish.
Time is meaningless, and yet I have too much time on my hand*.
Three days of cringing away from the light,
Scared in this form,
This dark form.
Three days of being grateful you never saw me like this.
What were your last thoughts?
Three days of wondering how it could have been,
How we could have been together.
Three days of wondering about his** fate,
I know yours.
Three days of wishing,
Hoping,
That we could have had a chance.
To no avail.
Three days of damning th monster that did this to me,
Did this to you.
Three days of knowing my ruined future,
But not my fate.
Fate has no meaning without you here.
Three days of hoping the angels in Heaven are kind.
Three days of hoping you must never face a demon like me.
You never knew me as a demon.
Lord, I wish you had.
Then maybe you wouldn't have loved me.
And maybe neither of us would have to be lonely now.
Three days of wndering whether you are lonely in Heaven.
Do you miss me even now?
Like I miss you?
Three days of wishing to die,
Knowing I cannot.
I promised you I'd live,
But what to live for?
Three days of knowing who took your from my life,
Who took him** from my life.
Three days of wishing it weren't this way.
Will he** know me when he's** older?
Will I be a demon then?
Will he** want me for a father?
I wish you were here to answer my questions now.
To help me brave the storm.
I know the storm is coming.
Three days of seeing you in my Mind's Eye,
Knowing I must escape from here,
Run like the wind,
Find you again,
In this mangled form.
Wildly my mind beats against you.
I want to be able to forget,
But I promised you I wouldn't.
Three days until I leave this place,
Forever.
They can't hold me back.
I'll find you again.
In three
Long
Days.
Or will it be forever?
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* no, this is NOT a typo. After Dr. Hojo got ahold of Vincent,
he really only did have ONE hand. The other was a claw, so,
this is not a typo.
** every time i refer to "he" in this poem, I'm referring to
Sephiroth. Like I said, I am a frim believer in the theory
that Vincent Valentine is the father of Sephiroth.
Three days,
Three days of lonliness,
Three days of trying to forget about you,
To no avail.
Three days for all my heart's petty longings.
All my mind with you.
Three days to remember that painful moment,
Three days of trying to let go,
Three days of trying to let go,
Three days of loving you and wishing that I never had.
Never laid eyes on you,
I wish.
Time is meaningless, and yet I have too much time on my hand*.
Three days of cringing away from the light,
Scared in this form,
This dark form.
Three days of being grateful you never saw me like this.
What were your last thoughts?
Three days of wondering how it could have been,
How we could have been together.
Three days of wondering about his** fate,
I know yours.
Three days of wishing,
Hoping,
That we could have had a chance.
To no avail.
Three days of damning th monster that did this to me,
Did this to you.
Three days of knowing my ruined future,
But not my fate.
Fate has no meaning without you here.
Three days of hoping the angels in Heaven are kind.
Three days of hoping you must never face a demon like me.
You never knew me as a demon.
Lord, I wish you had.
Then maybe you wouldn't have loved me.
And maybe neither of us would have to be lonely now.
Three days of wndering whether you are lonely in Heaven.
Do you miss me even now?
Like I miss you?
Three days of wishing to die,
Knowing I cannot.
I promised you I'd live,
But what to live for?
Three days of knowing who took your from my life,
Who took him** from my life.
Three days of wishing it weren't this way.
Will he** know me when he's** older?
Will I be a demon then?
Will he** want me for a father?
I wish you were here to answer my questions now.
To help me brave the storm.
I know the storm is coming.
Three days of seeing you in my Mind's Eye,
Knowing I must escape from here,
Run like the wind,
Find you again,
In this mangled form.
Wildly my mind beats against you.
I want to be able to forget,
But I promised you I wouldn't.
Three days until I leave this place,
Forever.
They can't hold me back.
I'll find you again.
In three
Long
Days.
Or will it be forever?
==========================================
* no, this is NOT a typo. After Dr. Hojo got ahold of Vincent,
he really only did have ONE hand. The other was a claw, so,
this is not a typo.
** every time i refer to "he" in this poem, I'm referring to
Sephiroth. Like I said, I am a frim believer in the theory
that Vincent Valentine is the father of Sephiroth.