Longing Love – Chapter One
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Warning has already been done...but oh well, I'll say it again. We're starting to get into the boyxboy mushy crap...so if you don't approve of it, then nya :P I don't have to say it because you're probably already fleeing by now. If not, you either actually want to read this...or flame me o.o Anyway, woohoo! Chapter two! Told ya it wouldn't take long ;P That's actually because I had this chapter done before the prologue ^^; I wasn't going to chapter it...but I figured it would take more time for me to just write one helluva fic o.0
Disclaimer – Not this again...Ugh...No, I do not own Digimon. If I did own Digimon, it would consist of Daisuke and Ken making out in every episode. Shows I don't, ne?
He was my dream, my hope, my life. Anything that I have ever wanted combined into one perfect being. So perfect that he had captured my heart. And my soul. Let me begin by telling you a bit more about me. My name is Daisuke Motimiya. Strange name, ne? That's because I live in Japan. I'm not sure where my parents came up with it, but I assume it fits. My life was pretty normal up until a few months ago, when my life took a drastic twist. I now happen to be one of the Digidestined. Who would believe it? Me, normal old Daisuke, leader of the Digidestined who were supposed to save both world? Who would have guessed? I guess it was good for me. I ended up making new friends. I've never really had any true friends before. People think I'm hot headed and stupid, which is not true. I don't act the way I do all the time, and when I do, I can't help it. All I ever wanted was to fit in, be one of the group, y'know? Even if they say they are my friends, I still know that they look down on me. They think that Takeru, or anyone in that matter, would make a better leader. But I'm blessed with this Digiegg of courage, which I don't have, and the Digiegg of friendship, which I do not deserve. Veemon is my only true friend, and only because he's my Digimon. Anyway, I think that it's time we returned to the story.
He? Yes, I'm in love with a he. But not just any he. He's the most perfect being ever to be found on earth. I'm in love with Ken, who happens to be our worse enemy, the Digimon Kaiser. Being enemies and all, I usually get to see him a lot. However, I don't usually get close enough to actually see his gorgeous face behind those dark shades. There was this one time...I would give anything to relive. I remember that we were to play soccer against his team. I, being one of his biggest fans, was so happy that I was going to see my hero in action. I had played my best and actually talked to him after the game. But my little world came to a crashing end when he revealed to me he was the Digimon Kaiser. I remember the denial I was in. I practically tackled him down the hill. But deep inside, I knew it to be true. I probably will never get that close to him again. Only in my dreams will I be able to run my hand through those strands of blue hair and feel the warmth of him. There's no way he could ever return me feelings...or was there? Could love really conquer evil?
"Hey Daisuke!"
A girl's voice woke me out of my dream-like state, though I wished it hadn't. I looked over at Hikari Yagami, who was waving a hand in front of my face.
"Anyone home?" She asked.
I couldn't help but smile. Hikari was my old crush. Sure, I still had feelings for her, but not like the ones I had for him. For now, she was my backup so nobody would ever guess what was going on in my sick mind. If they did know, they'd hate me even more, which I didn't want to happen. So I put on a act, pretending to be interested in Hikari. So far, the cover had worked. But it also made me look like a jerk. I'd rather be a jerk than totally ignored. Hikari had Takeru anyway. That's one reason why I gave up on her. I didn't have a chance. Their bond was too strong, having known each other since they were kids. Plus they had been part of the other Digidestined. Their brothers were really close too. If I hadn't known them, I'd say they were a couple. Maybe they were and I just didn't know. It really didn't bother me anyway. I guess Takeru didn't like the way I hung around Hikari, even if it was a charade. I know that he hated me so I got back at him by flirting even more and saying his name wrong just to annoy him. Maybe if I were better at this friendship thing...
"Sorry...I was uh...thinking."
"You thinking? That's a first!"
I put aside that little remark. "I was." I whispered, biting my lower lip.
"Well it looked like you were off in your own little world." She giggled.
Too bad she didn't know hoe right she was. I had been in my own little world. A world of pain, where the only light shone from Ken. I looked over at Hikari, who was now looking up front. Maybe it wasn't my own little world after all. Things seemed to be the same here in the real world. I followed her gaze, setting them on the chalkboard. I started to panic when I realized there were words written on it. 'Oh man...when did he start writing down notes!?' I asked myself as I scrambled to open my notebook.
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Hikari couldn't help but her the rustling of papers to her side. Looking at Daisuke, she watched as he struggled to open his books and get them settled. 'What's his problem? He's been acting weird for a while now..' She continued to watch him. He had finally gotten all his books into place, and started to write down something. As he looked up at the board, then back down at his books, Hikari caught on. 'Is he taking those notes..?' She leaned over and peered at his paper, immediately starting to giggle.
Daisuke looked up, frowning. "What's so funny?"
She pointed at his paper. "Those are yesterday's notes, silly." She stated, still laughing.
Daisuke looked from her, to the board, and back to his paper. Turning red, he ripped the paper out of notebook and crumpled it up. "Hey! I knew that!"
As the bell rang, Daisuke jumped to his feet, eagerly collecting his books, and left without saying another word. Hikari stared after him, still sitting in her seat. 'Something's wrong..he's usually so talkitive..and he would never leave class without me. I wonder what his problem is?'
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Across from Kari, Takeru had also noticed the change in Daisuke in the last few weeks. 'Maybe it's the cafeteria food..' He looked over at Kari. She had a serious look on her face, like she was thinking of something. Takeru got up and walked over to her desk.
"Whatcha thinking about?"
She looked up and smiled at him.
"Nothing, really."
He smiled back. "Well let's go! It's Friday, so we have to meet the others at the computer lab."
Hikari nodded and picking up her things, followed Takeru out of the classroom.
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Daisuke and the others were already waiting for them when they arrived. Grinning when Hikari entered, Daisuke tried his best to act like himself. He soon plastered a fake frown on his face as Takeru entered after her.
"Hey TM!"
"If you're going to call him by his initials then its TK." Stated Miyako, giving him a look.
"Yeah..whatever. Let's go!"
Before anyone could say anything, Daisuke whipped out his D3 and held it out to the computer. He immediately got sucked in. Everybody stared after him, the same thing going through their minds.
"What's up with him?" Asked Iori.
Hikari shrugged. "I have no idea. He's been like that ever since he found out about Ken and the Digimon Emperor."
Being the shortest, Iori had to look up at her. "Think he's going through some sort of denial?"
Everyone ignored Miyako as she made her own little comments on the subject and drooled at the sound of Ken's name. It was obvious to everyone that Miyako had a thing for Ken, and she didn't even try to hide it. Of course she had been devastated to find out Ken's secret, just as everyone else had. They had all expected her to take it the hardest, and she had for a while, but soon wore out of it. It appeared that she didn't care if he was evil or not, he was still "hot" in her book. She had a crush on Ken, and everyone had expected her to be depressed for a while, but what was Daisuke's excuse?
Hikari shook her head silently, not knowing the answer. "I don't know. Whatever it is, I hope that he snaps out of it soon."
Takeru finally spoke up. "Maybe some time alone would do him good? I mean, when there's something on my mind. I like to be alone to think.."
Hikari knew where he was coming from. Sometimes the silence and quietness healed. Maybe it would be good for Daisuke also. She nodded, thinking it over. "I think that's a great idea Takeru."
"Are you sure its safe to let him go off in the Digiworld by himself like that?" Asked Iori.
"The time alone will do him good, Iori."
"I agree." Said Miyako as she got up out of the computer chair. "There's not much that can happen to him in the Digiworld anyway. He has Veemon. As long as he doesn't do anything noticeable, he'll be fine."
"Yeah. Let him come back when he's feeling better."
"So, what're we going to do until then?" Asked Iori.
Miyako put a finger to her mouth, thinking of something to do. A light bulb flashed overhead and she grinned. "I know! Lets go to my parent's store and load up on junk food!" She squealed, and before anyone could answer, she had them all by the collars and was dragging them out the door.
Back in the empty computer room, a small blue dot blinked on a grid map. Daisuke was on his own.
That's it for chapter one o.0...like I said, reviews always help..^^; Flames help even more D Anyway, chapter two is next. Next chapter may be a bit long...because I'm thinking of making a real cliffhanger out of it D *Giggles evilly and runs off*