Everything You Want

Part 6: Duos fight~

This is to the song: Everything you want by vertical horizons.

Legal stuffs: I don't own the characters and no one owns me~ *felt like a rant there* No suing *pleads* I'm already low on $$.

Warnings: This fic gets extremely repetitive, in itself and to the other parts. Let me repeat myself~ Extremely repetitive

Everything You Want

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

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Duo walked around the room in complete anger. Heero, why are you so damn stubborn, Duo thought. Scenes from what just happened flashed past Duo's mind. :: "Heero I want you to have this." Heero just stared in surprise. Taking the offered cross Duo placed it into his hand. Heero became still. Like the night he way crying, Duo thought. "Take it Heero," Duo said. "I-I can't. Not right now." Getting up Heero ran:: Why'd I fall in love with such a baka, Duo thought hitting the desk in frustration. I'm lost Heero. I hope I find something to cling too soon, because otherwise I'm going to have to let go. Duo looks around him, at the small room on the satellite he shared with Heero. Why? Why am I here?

***

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

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Duo~

::I stood outside the Maxwell church watching it burn. Nothing I can do, I thought looking around me. I kicked the nearest thing. How did I become the only one surviving? Only a few scratches and marks were left behind to prove that I had indeed been inside the church. Too young to know the answer, I sat and yelled:: Shaking myself into reality I watched Heero as he fixes up Wing Zero. Every detail is precisely taken care of. Nothing is left to imperfection. Heero "the perfect soldier" my mind mutters. Why can't you just be the perfect angel Heero?

***
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

***

Heero~

I'm done fixing Wing Zero. It didn't really need to be fixed, but what else is there to do to keep myself busy? I allow myself a glance. Duo's just sitting there. He seems like he's waiting. For me? Wishful thinking, I tell myself. Duo you don't know how much I want you. How much I need you. I don't deserve you. I shake my head. You're perfect for me, but I'm not perfect for you.

***

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

***

Sitting down in dispair, Heero never noticed Trowa coming up to him.

Resting his hand on Heero's back, Trowa just stood behind him. "Help me Trowa," Heero said quietly. "Am I really such an open book that you can see everything I feel?"

"No Heero. I just came to say we got a warning, White Fang may attack tomorrow. And that Duo's still waiting. When are you going to tell him?"

"I've got nothing to say Trowa."

"You can put Duo together and complete him. Or you can push him away, killing him inside. Which do you think is better?" Trowa left calling over his shoulder.

***

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

***

Relena~

Heero~ I miss you. I- I've accepted it. I want you Heero, but I can't have you and I see that. Duo must be a lucky guy. I wish I could be as brave as you are. I'll try and when I succeed we'll meet again. I'll leave now and complete the mission you have assigned to me. I will bring world peace. I leave on the spaceship for Earth. It is the only way.

***

But you'll just tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

***

Duo~

I continued to sit in the room, long after Heero left. What I would give to know what you're thinking Heero. The curiosity is getting to me. The one time fear has ever been present on Heero's face has imprinted itself into my memory. I took out the picture I had taken from Relena's room on Libra. After staring I decided Relena must have taken it when Heero didn't know. Probably while he was staying in the Sank Kingdom. I tuck the picture back under my shirt. I'm so tired of waiting and wondering.

***

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

***

Quatre~

I stare fondly after Duo. Hugging Trowa I look into his eyes. I see determination. "Trowa, why does Heero still hide away?"

"He's still scared, Quatre. Don't worry about it." Trowa reassured. Heero's been alone all his life. Adjusting to Duo must have taken a long time. I can certainly understand how Heero feels, and the way he is reacting is only natural. Running away is a form of survival. I can only hope that Heero comes to terms with himself soon.

***

Trowa~

I separate from Quatre and go after Duo. "Duo," I say softly.

"Yeah?" I can barely detect the traces of loneliness and sorrow as Duo hides them away.

"Heero just goes slowly. Wait for him."

Duo's eyes widened. "How- How did"

"It's not that hard Duo. I see the same things in the both of you that you saw in Quatre and me. Don't give up Duo. Hold on." I try my hardest to reassure him. I hope I'm doing a good job.

***

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

***

Duo~

If everything Trowa says is right then how come I haven't noticed? Am I everything to you Heero? I wish. But I'll trust Trowa. I'll wait. Hurry Heero, I silently plead. I don't have forever. I chuckle. I'm death after all.

Heero~

Duo. I've given up trying to think of something else. All I do is think about him. I'm coming to terms in this. I see now. I do love him. I always did. Trowa made me realize this. After a silent thanks to Trowa I summon up the courage to confront Duo. Odin Lowe always made me face my fears.

So what did you think of this part? *sighs* I know it is getting boring~ I'm ending the ficcie soon!~

C&C *hinthint*

Chichi~

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Protector of Heero's one true love

Healer of Heero's wounds

Owner of the bathhouse in the Shinigami Temple

Proud member of the SACBHY

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