A/N: This is a Carly/Sonny/Jason story.
Before the story, Carly has chosen Jason over Sonny, but Jason doesn't want her.
The first paragraph is Sonny's thoughts, the second paragraph is Carly's thoughts, and the third is Jason's thoughts!
Enjoy!
Ali
*I had done it.
I had driven her away.
It wasn't my life style.
It was me.
I knew how to hurt her, and she knew how to hurt me.
On some level, we were soulmates.
But nothing good lasys forever.
She loved someone else.
Every person I had loved had left me at some time.
Lily's death had been meant for me.
I wish I had gone instead.
Then I wouldn't have to go through this pain.*
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
*This hurt me more than it hurt him.
I had loved him. I walked away.
I was so scared of being hurt by the person I loved most,
that, ironically, I hurt the person who loved me most.
Typical Carly.
I needed to find out who I was.
I knew that, though.
I was his wife.
I am his wife.
I am not capable of doing anything right, this included.
I was in love with two people.
I decided I wanted the other, but they didn't want me.
So I was alone.
Again.*
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
*They had hurt me, but they were meant for each other.
They were my best friends.
I broke them up.
No, it wasn't him, or her.
It was me.
I somehow have a way of doing that.
I love her, and she was mine first, but she should have a choice.
She wanted me, I wanted her.
He was a mistake, calculated in.
She was mine, but she was his, too.
And all of us wanted her.*
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
Before the story, Carly has chosen Jason over Sonny, but Jason doesn't want her.
The first paragraph is Sonny's thoughts, the second paragraph is Carly's thoughts, and the third is Jason's thoughts!
Enjoy!
Ali
*I had done it.
I had driven her away.
It wasn't my life style.
It was me.
I knew how to hurt her, and she knew how to hurt me.
On some level, we were soulmates.
But nothing good lasys forever.
She loved someone else.
Every person I had loved had left me at some time.
Lily's death had been meant for me.
I wish I had gone instead.
Then I wouldn't have to go through this pain.*
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
*This hurt me more than it hurt him.
I had loved him. I walked away.
I was so scared of being hurt by the person I loved most,
that, ironically, I hurt the person who loved me most.
Typical Carly.
I needed to find out who I was.
I knew that, though.
I was his wife.
I am his wife.
I am not capable of doing anything right, this included.
I was in love with two people.
I decided I wanted the other, but they didn't want me.
So I was alone.
Again.*
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
*They had hurt me, but they were meant for each other.
They were my best friends.
I broke them up.
No, it wasn't him, or her.
It was me.
I somehow have a way of doing that.
I love her, and she was mine first, but she should have a choice.
She wanted me, I wanted her.
He was a mistake, calculated in.
She was mine, but she was his, too.
And all of us wanted her.*
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever