Lonely
A/N: I wrote this in half an hour in an exam. 'Course I changed bits of it and added bits. I am proud to say I got level 6 (I'm sure this will mean something to the British peeps out there) but to everyone who haven't got I clue whether it's good or bad, level 6 is good, not excellent but good.
This is kinda confusing so I'll help you out!!! The 1st person talking is Remus, 2nd is Lily's best friend (dunno who she is but she was also a friend of the Marauders) and the 3rd is Sirius. Remus' and Lily's friend's thoughts were set just after they'd found out about the Potter's death (not about Pettigrew) but Sirius' is a few days after, in Azkaban.
I think my English teacher who marked this must have got really confused but with any luck you lot should understand it!!!
It made me feel really depressed half way through the exam but anyway, happy reading!!!!!:}
People jostle me from all sides but I still feel alone. People are around me so thickly I can hardly breathe but I still feel alone. Do those people go past me and stop to think why there are tears streaming down my cheeks? No. They do not know me. They do not care. All my life I've felt alone. I've been shunted and ignored. Did those people who used to kick me about know how alone and hurt I was? No. Nor did they care. At last I thought I'd found some true friends whom (a/n. My teacher who marked this put the 'm' on the end of 'who' so just humour her, k) liked me for who I am but most are gone now. It wasn't my fault, was it?
The people in the street still ignore me, not bothering to find out why I am walking away from the murder scene of my two best friends who were betrayed by another. All my life I've wanted friendship but now I want to be alone with my thoughts about the good times we had together. With them gone I can feel myself going back into my shy, retiring self that I used to be. The friends I had are gone except for one but where is she? I am alone again. I cannot stop the tears from coming as I mourn for my friends.
I see him walking down the road towards me, crying for our friends we have lost. I know he feels the same way I do, wondering why our friends had to die.
He does not notice me trying to reach him as I shove the people out of my way. They look at me with their annoyed faces but I do not see or care. As I reach him I can see the pain in his eyes that cannot be described. I walk next to him, lost in thought. We both grieve for our friends separately, never trying to comfort him and him never trying to comfort me. There is nothing to say. We both feel alone.
I sit alone in this empty cell as I, too, feel alone. I stare at the wall but not truly seeing. I have been framed for murders I did not commit. Everyone thinks I killed them, not one person doubts that. Not even my friends. As if I'd have killed two of my best friends. I'd have died for them.
Where are the other two of our gang now? Are they cursing me for the murders I did not commit? I feel so alone without my friends near me. I will go mad alone in this cell, I know it, but I still want revenge on the one who betrayed my friends.
As the three friends think separately they all feel alone, grieving for the couple that had made their lives complete. They feel alone because of one person. The one person (a/n. Person? Shouldn't we say evil rat thing?) who had betrayed the dead couple and landed one in prison to serve the sentence for his crimes. He was friends with them to but power meant more to him
Does he also feel alone?
A/N. Pleeeeeease r/r!!!! Hey, is anyone else out there doing Macbeth (or MaccyB as I've decided to call him) for SAT's???!!!!:}
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine except for Lily's bezzie!!!