Black Reflection

alone, I fall to my knees....a silent stone benediction
falling, endlessly puerile white snow... all I see is black reflection

Do you haunt me even now?...so endless dark cacophony answers, when I pour my life out... this is the best I'll ever know?

god, get me through this night...dagger beckons... sweet ecstacy I taste, sweet depravity I moan... always, in the morning...

when I'm broken, and so alone...

I wake in red, I dream in black and white.. you stole my only color... I'm so bleached by a smile... pasted on, ripped from your face before the blood even dried...
pick up that gun...

blow your brains out again for me, love...

I want to watch you crucify me...

I want to watch you die. Blow your brains out, love... all my blood will never return you... all my cuts don't make you whole... still alone...

you stole mine eye...this is but a blind reflection...drained out, so wrong... my blood won't draw you closer to god...or to me...

what do you have to do with anything?
what do you want with me?
don't you know...I loved you... finish your sentence...
TELL ME YOUR FINAL GOODBYE!
Don't you know I loved you?
Who else could ever make me cry?